Your Mother’s Right There

The place to eat with Gu Xingzhi is a local restaurant in front of our community. I like to go there. The stir-fried dish is very delicious. I personally like it tightly. Gu Xingzhi is here to disturb anyway. People like him who grew up under the banner of socialist Zhenghong, but whose heart has been corrupted by capitalism, must come to such a simple place to feel the bitterness and hardship of our lower people.

I ordered a few signature stir-fries, and Gu Xingzhi found a seat next to the window and sat across. I broke my chopsticks and passed it to him while secretly aiming whether he had an opinion on the eating environment. Heterochromatic.

I put a piece of boiled meat in a small dish for him, and first opened the dial: “Is the environment good here?”

He didn’t rush to answer my words, eat sliced ​​meat first, and then raised his eyes to change the subject: “Well, the food tastes good, do you have this level of cooking?”

“…” I coughed twice and waved my chopsticks: “Of course, little!”

“Oh?” His beautiful eyes bent: “Then I’m looking forward to it.”

I thought to myself, I must go to a housekeeping company tonight! for sure!

Gu Xingzhi seldom talked when eating, and his actions were polite. The neon setting outside stained his handsome face with a beautiful color. Compared with the delicious food in front of me, I think he is more beautiful. I think the girls at the nearby tables should think so, especially the little girl in the school uniform at the table on the right in front of the aisle. We already pushed you and I pushed you to ask for a number.

If they are so bold and want to come and go, I must kill this group of red apples back to let them know that there is also spring in the daylily. I was planning, Yu Guang glimpsed that the glass door of the Tucai restaurant was opened, and it seemed that a tall and thin figure came in-the figure is obviously my food, and I plan to continue to dig the truth of his face.

Rolling my eyes up and seeing his face, I just felt that all my nerves snapped and broke at the same time.

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I didn’t expect that I would see Tang Jian again in my lifetime. Since playing four years ago, he seems to have evaporated from the world. I even suspected that he was actually a male **** in the sky who went down to the world, and I was the poor cannon fodder that helped him soar in this disaster.

When he entered the door, he also politely smiled at the door of the welcome lady who called “Welcome”, the same way of laughing, which has remained unchanged for several years, like the spring breeze in May pouring into the sleeve. He was two years older than me, but the years seemed to be still on him. He was still the young Feng Zaoxiang, and Xue Shuangzi was old. I’d rather he appeared in front of me with a beard and a beer belly bright top, then I would be much more relieved.

While I was paying attention to him, he also saw me, froze for a moment, still smiled at me, and walked slowly. I thought all this was my illusion. It was like watching a literary film. It was beautiful and slow but it made people goosebumps.

How dare he smile at me? Dare to come and greet me? When he stopped at our table and naturally said “Hello” to me, this man who used to appear before me and I could n’t wait to greet me with flowers, now only made me want to have a cup in my hand The boiling water splashed into his crotch with a strong impulse.

At the moment, Gu Xingzhi, who was across from me, had put down the chopsticks and looked at the person indifferently.

When I hadn’t figured out what expression to face him, he had already greeted Gu Xingzhi and turned back to smile gently at me:

“Xue Jin, I didn’t expect you still like to eat here.”

Jin your sister Jin, I clenched the glass on the side of my hand.

He looked at Gu Xingzhi and his expression was gentle: “New boyfriend?”

“Yeah.” I replied.

Gu Xingzhi looked over and asked a question.

I introduced to him: “This is my ex … boyfriend, called Tang Jian.” Now it is nothing, and scum is not as good.

“Oh,” Gu Xingzhi nodded slightly, and said to him politely and alienatedly: “Mr. Tang, we are eating, what’s the matter, or did you come out and forget to bring money? Standing here is going to fight with us Table? “Then he looked around for a week:” I see that there are still many vacancies nearby. If Mr. Tang must come, we don’t have any opinions. “

As soon as he finished speaking, I saw that Tang Jian’s face was mostly black, but he still had a hearty smile for ten years, saying, “No, you use it slowly. Xue Jin, your number hasn’t been changed. You have n’t changed. The man you like is still from a processing plant. “

I just remembered that I received a strange and strange number the day before yesterday. I “fed” for a long time without saying a word. Thinking of this, I put down the glass and touched the large bowl of tomato and egg soup. I really wanted to splash it!

Tang Jian made a pretentious tone again: “Okay, don’t disturb you, I’m gone. Silly girl, don’t be excited, eat slowly, don’t choke like before.”

Before he left, he didn’t forget to take the next sentence that I heard pretentiously, and turned to the box on the second floor. Tang Jian stopped at our table for only three minutes, and his speech did not exceed ten sentences. My various nervous systems collapsed. I do n’t know what to say, what to do, and I just keep my head down. Put sauerkraut fish in your own small bowl. Slightly eyed, I saw that Tang Jian had walked up the stairs with my slender legs on my back, giving me the illusion of being as merciless as he was then. I still haven’t had time to digest his familiar phrase “silly girl, eat slowly, don’t choke old like before” because it is so familiar. The countless emotions in my heart just turned back and forth, and I just left this sentence at the end, just like a big radio that echoed repeatedly-when I was young, there was a refreshing boy sitting opposite me, looking down When I ate this kind of gentle words, I was hypnotized and still for years, leaving only his docile smile and glitter.

My nose is sour than swallowing ten bayberry all at once.

I was afraid that Gu Xingzhi would see my cowardly state. I quickly picked up the tea cup on the table and slammed the water, trying to push the tears back, but was choked to death by the boiling water in my throat. It was not until Gu Xingzhi handed over the facial tissue that I felt my life came back, wiped my eyes clean, and touched the deep pupil of the man on the opposite side. He also gave me a pitiful sympathetic look very generously. In an instant, my head was sprinkled with a needle, and it was painful.

I think I’m so stupid. Old lovers from here will come over and give you a little sweet date. Are you so sad that you cry and runny?

Just fade away from the big shoeprints that people kicked you and left on your heart?

What’s more, you now have a better big sweet watermelon in front of you. Okay, although it’s iced, it tastes much better, does it?

You are now in front of others, it is really too bad, too disrespectful!

But I do n’t know what to explain to Gu Xingzhi. I just crumpled the tissue into a trash can beside it:

“Sorry.” I said.

Gu Xingzhi didn’t pick me up, his face was still quiet, I don’t know if he was angry.

The atmosphere has been maintained in an extremely embarrassing situation. People like to drink a little wine as they get older, especially at this time, I call a waiter and say, “I want a bottle of Xifeng.”

Gu Xingzhi then asked me lightly, “How do you drink?”

“Just drink a little,” I poured half a glass of liquor, and made an excuse: “How can you not drink so many delicious dishes?”

Twenty-five years old and backwards, I counted countless wines, but fortunately the wines were better, I had n’t done anything shameless, and I had n’t sent out a particularly scary wine madness, except that I once cut off while Gu Xueqi slept in the middle of the night Half of her long hair (…).

Xifeng is considered to be more delicious in the wine. I have a cup of happily drinking after drinking. After drinking too much, I am a little dizzy when the eighth and a half cups are down.

“Drink less.” Gu Xingzhi finally frowned slightly, his voice not very pleasant.

I finally saw the extra look on his face, and I felt a vigorous joy in my heart. I continued to want to drink alcohol and see if this facial paralysis star could regenerate something more lively. But when I first wanted to do this, he was snatched away from the glass, and I could clearly hear him say, “Don’t drink it.”

“why?”

“I said stop drinking, don’t drink.”

“Why don’t you allow me to drink? Give me!” The wine is brave, and I spread my hands to ask him for a drink: “You are stinky and shameless, your face is paralyzed all day long, and you will die if you smile at me? Tell you. Facial paralysis is a disease and needs to be cured! The two of us are considered to be friends, and we never made it clear whether we liked me or not, letting me be alone in this stupid air, joy, and disappointment … “

Gu Xingzhi’s voice remained calm: “You must be happy like this?”

“Ah? Happy? Fart, if I say you marry me, I’ll be happy? Then will you marry? … Look, don’t talk, you don’t want to marry me at all, now even drinking doesn’t let me drink! You Why is it so bad? Why are your men so bad! “

I looked at Gu Xingzhi and it was almost two. The cup in his hand was about to get it, but his palm was always empty and he couldn’t grab it. This made me even more uncomfortable. When I was going to pick up the bottle and drink it, Gu Xingzhi had already pulled my hand, and called the waiter to quickly check out, took me out, and threw it into the back seat of the car like a sandbag, the window was opened by him, and the night wind I poured in hard, and with a pair of drunk eyes, I could see the lights outside like a dream.

I lay on the back seat of the car to vent indiscriminately, and was dragged down by Gu Xingzhi top-heavy. He strangled my shoulder and opened the door for me in the corridor of the apartment. The strength is not light, I want to break apart and break apart, and my tears do n’t stop: “You do n’t care about me at all, you just want to play with me, jerk, it ’s interesting to see a silly elder sister jumping up and down all day for you, right? I am very happy to see it, am I funny? I know you play me, I am so stupid to play with you, what should I do, who makes me like you, I ca n’t help being guilty when I like it, I also want to Domineeringly, why is it always so counseling, how can I not counsel you when I see you so counseling? You said! You tell me! “After that, I felt that Gu Xingzhi’s hand was tight on my shoulder. It hurt me to slap him sideways, the light was dark at night, Gu Xingzhi’s face was completely blurred, and gradually merged into Tang Jian’s gentle and gentle look, I yelled: “Tang Jian! You bastard!”

The hand on my shoulder suddenly relaxed, and the warmth of the original stay disappeared, and I couldn’t help shivering.

When I entered the corridor, I grabbed the bag in my hand and used all my strength to smash it at the people around me, yelling in a mixed cry: “Go! Go! Tang Jian, you go for me!” The man saw me imposingly Storm and rain, the action to hide me was very fast, I was unsteady, and stumbled down to the wall of the corridor, the sound of falling was very loud, the sensor lights of the entire corridor were all lit, and the photos were like the day. His eyes were more hurt by the light, and he kept falling.

At this time, my chin was pinched, forcing me to look at him.

Gu Xingzhi bent over, his face was coming against the light, Tsinghua Junlang, just like the first time I saw him—

He asked me: “You see who I am, Tang Jian or Gu Xingzhi?”

His tone is like a kindergarten kid who just finished painting and asked the teacher, teacher, do I paint better or he paint better?

“Oh, it’s Dabao.” I saw him clearly, his face very dark, and his expression was resentful. The anxiety caused by the alcohol in his heart disappeared at once, and his tears replied as a smile.

Gu Xingzhi’s face softened slightly. He squatted down, came close to me, put down the hand holding my chin, and pressed my back against him, then kissed my eyes very gently, like a butterfly passing by. Flowers breeze blowing across the grass, he did not say anything to coax me on the side of my ear, only sighed softly.

My heart collapsed softly. This peaceful sigh was like a small sound of running water touching my eardrums, making me feel as if I was still alive in my dream, and my wine had not yet woken up.

I lifted my hands around Gu Xingzhi’s neck and hugged him tightly, burying my entire head in his arms. Gu Xingzhi’s body had a good smell of shower gel, and he could see the ivory white skin on his neck. I was so motionless. Staying in his faint arms, smelling his faint breath, tasting the faint night, feeling the faint tenderness … damn, asleep …