Xiu Erdai's daily essays

2700_ Nothing in vain

Xiao Sui: "...Woo..."

Me: "If you cry, I may continue to think about it. It's difficult to control brain supplementation, and I don't want to control it. I think I can face reality more calmly after thinking about the worst situation."

Xiao Sui sniffed: "Isn't it recovered? Continue to refine Tongmingguo. As long as I help you refine it with your body a few more times, you will be at ease, and you will not make up your mind about such impossible things."

Me: "Don't worry if your brain is supplemented, otherwise I won't hand over the control of your body to you."

Xiao Sui: "I can use it if you don't take the initiative to hand it in."

Pei Bing: "Probably not, whatever, the two of you one-on-one may indeed form a tug-of-war, but Pei Lin is also supported by Master Jian, and Brother Maoqiu is also more supportive of Pei Lin, so even if I stand against you, it will be three-on-two. We lose. Besides, I may not stand with you, the master takes priority, you know."

Xiao Sui raised the fur ball and threw it on Pei Bing. The huge body of the big fur ball pressed Pei Bing tightly.

Maoqiu asked Pei Bing under his stomach: "Can I get out?"

Pei Bing dived into the soil and got out next to the fur ball: "Brother Fu Qiu, you've become lazier when you grow up."

Maoqiu: "This time I was overwhelmed. The food given by Elder Liu Jie has a lot of energy."

There is no free energy.Elder Liu Jie disliked me so much, I think I will have to pay a big price for it later.

Pei Bing: "This should be your alchemy reward, as well as a gift of gratitude for the enlightenment of the elders' spiritual research. Even if there is an excess... Maybe Elder Pei has already paid for it for you?"

No, if you pay in full, Elder Liu Jie can't have that attitude, the fur ball must have been taken from the mouth of Elder Liu's own spirit beast.What the father said to Elder Liu is likely to be:

"Give the things to my son first, and then he will make up the balance to you. If you can't make up for the time being, you can wait for him for a while. Sooner or later, you will make up for it, and the interest will not lose you."

I asked Dad if that was the case.

Dad: "I let you concentrate. Can you understand what 'concentrate' is?"

Me: "But if I have problems in my mind, I will be distracted."

Dad: "When will you be okay?"

This...'question' is also different from 'question'. Most of the questions I ask you may or may not know the answers. But some questions are closely related to me, and I will feel anxious for a moment if I don't get an answer.

2701_ Play Quiz

Me: "Just answer briefly if I need to pay Elder Liu Jie back. 'Yes' or 'No', just answer with one word."

Dad: "Yes."

Damn, really, I was expecting you to say 'no'...

Me: "A lot?"

Dad: "A simple answer? Just one word? Someone who can chat with the elders of the sky...Refining the Ice Cave Tongming Fruit well."

... Facing the disconnected communication, I want to say: What's wrong with chatting with Elder Tian?Surprised one or two of you?What a big deal.Your surprise can only show your lack of talent for chatting.Bullshit helps bring people closer, really.Even if you bother me so much, isn't that also a way of getting close?Look at the juniors of the whole sect, who else can make you so... casually treated like me without being afraid of the juniors being sad.

——Generally, the juniors will be scared to sleep and eat when the elders cut off the communication without warning, so when the elders occasionally contact the juniors directly, they will definitely finish the topic and give the concluding words "do it" and "as soon as possible". Wait, then the junior said 'yes', and then the elder cut off the communication, this is the standard procedure...except for me.

I continued to refine the Ice Cave Tongming Fruit. When the little uncle said that the tenth floor was ready, I thought: "The alcoholism is gone."

The little uncle glanced at me and entered the No.11 floor with disdain.

...OK, you have the final say.

As soon as I started refining the No.11 floor, I was sure that the drunkenness was really gone, but at the same time I also understood why the little master would bother to explain: I have learned how to shake hands on the tenth floor, and on the No.11 floor In the process, even without the assistance of wine, I have been able to adjust the refining of Tongmingguo by myself and get different Tongmingguo.

However, "Although I know they are different, when I use them, what is the value of this difference? I am not asking you a question," I explained to the little uncle, lest he hit me, "I am asking myself manage your own thinking.”

Little Martial Uncle: "You can play quizzes with Pei Bing and the others in your heart."

I don't expect to say it, you listen, just in case you feel better, tell me something?

Me: "The following question is for you, Uncle Qi: Although I can now subjectively control part of the changes in Tongmingguo refining, compared to the previous drive by alcohol, the changes are much less. Some changes, I know, but I can't make it, and every time I try to do it, it turns into another way I can make it. It seems to be the first hundred ways, and the similar ones are merged, and in the end only The next ten."

2702_ Dispose of all possible dangers in advance

Young Master Uncle: "Before, I tried irregularly, but now I keep what suits you."

Me: "Is it not suitable for me if I can't actually make changes? I think some of them are okay."

Little Master Uncle: "To be precise, it is not suitable for you now. It may be that the difficulty is slightly higher than your current ability, or it may be in conflict with your overall refining rules. You don't have to think about the latter. The former You can do it in the future.”

Me: "Jiuxiu, are you traversing everything in disorder and expanding your scope of adaptation?"

Little Martial Uncle: "I don't know much about wine cultivators, so I don't want to say it casually to avoid misleading you. I can only say that the disorder of wine cultivators is not completely disordered, and their bottom line is always sober. If If you can't keep the bottom line sober in disorder, you are not suitable to be a wine repairer; and if you can't keep the bottom line sober at the same time, you are not suitable to be a wine repairer."

Me: "The way I have relatively high probability of shaking hands before is the right direction for my Tongmingguo to change?"

Little Martial Uncle: "It's an easy change of direction."

Me: "It's still difficult to do but still suitable. Is difficulty and value unified? Not necessarily, it depends on the place, method and purpose of use, but it is definitely valuable to me to practice 'difficult' into 'easy'. "

As I continued refining, I asked myself questions and answers; the little master didn't pay much attention to me, but he was always by my side; the assistants who became more and more proficient, the sense of body control he brought to me was getting weaker and weaker.

Xiao Sui: "It should be like this, I am a part of your soul, I don't need to 'be with you' to control your body at all, I just need to strengthen your soul and 'help you' use your body better. I am your assistant, and there is no possibility of snatching control. Without you, I have no control at all, and my control is entirely based on you. The first time is only too unfamiliar to have such a heavy sense of strangeness It's like when you learn a set of sword moves for the first time, you will feel that your hands and feet can't be controlled in a short time, you can't do it well, and your movements are very awkward."

knew.I know, and my little uncle knows too.There are so many spiritual treasures in this sect, and we even regard the Lingbao, Ms. Yunxia, ​​as the embodiment of this sect, so how can we not trust Lingbao?

The little master uncle pointed it out, just to dig out, analyze, and veto the slight doubts that I might have in my heart, just like what I usually do, first think about the worst situation, and veto things that seem to be more terrible but impossible at all. Then you can calmly face the reality of the situation.

This is a common way to deal with demons: first think clearly about the thoughts that may make you uncomfortable, and deal with them, and prevent them from happening, so that you will not be taken advantage of by the demons.

2703_Heart Demon Tribulation

The heart demon calamity is not as violent as the thunder calamity, the sense of oppression is huge, and death is approaching. The scary thing about the heart demon is that it may hide silently anywhere.It is easy to be vigilant about some things that may cause demons, such as murder and betrayal, but most of the time when things happen, they are not aware of the danger of demons, such as a casual joke, such as throwing away redundant old methods device.

Under specific stimuli, those little things are infinitely magnified and become huge annoyances or regrets or other things, flooding one's brain, making one's brain lose the ability to think in extreme emotions, allowing oneself to be controlled by extreme emotions, and emotions determine Dyke, crash, do extreme things, self-destruct.

You can do bad things, but don't do things you don't agree with. This is the code of conduct for monks, and it is actually the code for avoiding demons.

For some monks who follow the way of killing, killing is not a burden to them, and they will not have negative emotions about it, so they don't care about killing people. However, monks who follow this way may care about some subtle things, such as paying less They bought a spirit bead, so they would not be in debt.

For most monks, the widely recognized moral values ​​greatly affect whether they agree with things or not.Murder, betrayal, theft... As long as they can remember, they have continuously learned from various channels that these things are wrong, and since they practiced, they have also continuously learned from various channels that doing these things is easy to produce demons and ruin themselves Therefore, when they need to do these things, they will be timid and shrink back. If they deliberately fight against that timidity and do it forcefully, they may really have inner demons.

This can be said to be the effect of psychological suggestion.

Those who can completely break away from the public opinion, deviate from the public, go against the opposite direction and go far, will inevitably have a strong mind. Even if they do extreme things, even if they are criticized in history, they will still be a strong man.

——This is not an evil spirit, an evil spirit does not have a strong mind, and an evil spirit will only destroy itself in the inner demon.Demons enjoy the hatred and fear of others, and they live expecting to be 'others', not 'themselves'.

I have been refining to the No.15th floor... It seems that there is something wrong. In the early stage of Jindan, it can only go up to the [-]th floor. Generally, it only hovers around the [-]th and [-]th floors. The [-]th floor is already in the middle and late stages. , especially I am still the root of the ice spirit who is in conflict with the fire aura.

I upgraded?I don't dare to confirm with my uncle or my father, I will evaluate it myself first, but no matter how I look at it, it is indeed true in the early stage.

Pei Bing: "I also think it's the early stage."

Xiao Sui: "Yes."

Fuqiu: "Meow."