The Queen’s Toy

“I- I mean, ain’t divorce a hard thing….. After all, you’re the Queen of our country, while your husband was the King, a- and, I was only a measly commoner………”

 

The Queen grinned sly as if she finally understand what I’m trying to tell her.

 

“That, I can take care of that easily. Was there more things your head was troubled of?”

 

What a tough situation this was.

 

The Queen wasn’t backing off despite I’m putting her into the corner.

 

I guess I’ll just have to go with the flow.

 

“Yes, it’s because you and the King are still married ones, I didn’t have the rights to embrace you my Queen.”

 

In the first place, why am I gonna embrace you -you fuckasssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

And surely, she won’t divorce with the King just for me, right?

 

I mean, that’s impossible.

 

After all, we’ve only met a few days ago and barely know each other, while the King and Queen was been living together for a long time now. If bond was that easy to forget, everyone would be divorced now. 

 

Welp, I wish my mother will divorce with my father soon. Really soon….

 

All of the sudden, the Queen suddenly stood up from the bed, and crawled down the bed. I was so freaked out, to the point of breaking out in cold sweat.

 

Even though I was supposed to feel relieved since she has finally left my side, why the hell do I feel so dirty? And as if a storm has yet to come, feeling a bit scared for the future to come….

 

I mean, I’m certain that she won’t divorce with the King just because of me, but on the other side, I kind of feel unease as if she was really going to do that. 

 

Either way, I’ll still choose to side with the former rather than the latter, because she leaving the King was an impossible thing, so I shouldn’t be feeling unease right now…

 

….After calming my beating heart, the Queen soon turned her back on me. Hell, even her back was so pretty, that I almost got seduced by it. 

 

Before she left my room, she left some words that stuck into my mind with unease feeling.

 

“I’ll return once I’ve settled things, and I will respect your privacy. Till the day we meet again.”

 

Her farewell…….

 

For some reason, I kinda felt a little bit sad. Wasn’t I supposed to feel delighted now that she’s gonna leave me alone? Or I just missed my mother’s embrace, and I kinda see my mother on her?

 

Indeed, she fits the title of a “Queen”

 

After she left my room for good, I immediately went back to sleep.

 

Fortunately, in the whole week that passed, nothing bad really happened. Not until the night came and the clock of the midnight rang once again……….

 

When I woke up, she was sleeping in my embrace, however, unlike the last time, she wasn’t doing weird thing to me, i think.

 

Heck, her figure that time resembled a child, and for some reason, I kinda felt a nostalgic feeling, that somehow, this scenery was something I was familiar with.

 

Weird thing that was, I never even met her before in my life, and yet all my cells were telling me to embrace her, into my cuddle.

 

And unlike the other days, that time, I’ve let go of my reasons, and cuddle her just like what I’ve pictured in my mind.

 

I really regret it, because I thoguht that everything would end at that day, however next day afterward, the same thing repeats its cycle again and again, until afterward, I woke up in the morning, only to hear a crucial news from the soldiers who were conversing with each others……

 

“Apparantely, the seat of the King is now empty, did you perhaps know the reason?”

 

A soldier who I often see gossiping about things that and things this, was talking to his colleague. They lookeed liked like some nannies gossiping other’s problem from their nieghborhood. Usually, I would just ignore them and carry on reading the books given to me, however…. Today was a different one.

 

They were talking about the King -no, more like, the previous King.

 

“Really? I’ve heard that the Queen apparently never loved the King and finally found a new husband and kicked him out the throne. I wonder when will the new King will show up. I bet it’s some half assed handsome peeps who’ve managed to seduce the Queen.” 

 

“Agreed, even though the Queen was a smart one, and had the figure of someone who’ll never fall into someone half-assed, it gives me creeps thinking that I’ll to bow my head towards someone I don’t even know existed till now. Actually, I prefer the previous King, since even though he was pretty handsome, at least, he’s pretty good man himself. Well, no matter where he’ll go, he’ll surely be able to marry someone who’s high ranked again.”

 

According to what they’re talking about, the King got himself kicked out the throne from the previous King order, the Queen’s father. Even though the previous King no longer holds any glory, he was still able to kick out someone like him from the throne of being a King. It was a somewhat simple -or not conversation. 

 

I trembled ever so slightly, as I no longer listened to their yapping…….

 

The thing that I was so fearful of, actually happened!!

 

Now that the King and Queen as now divorced, that only means, the Queen wasn’t joking about what he said the other day…. 

 

I lay my head under the pillow from the bed I’m sleeping at, before gazing to the ceiling.

 

How troublesome, my life was….

 

Now, I wouldn't be able to marry my mother. I bet I wouldn’t also be able to keep my hand’s virginity too…

 

I blinked my eyes a few times in order to wake up into this bad dream. But, reality this was, I couldn’t escape no matter how many times I closed my eyes.

 

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