The Light That Follows Darkness

I took a deep breath, trying to find the right words to explain the inexplicable.

"Hana, it's hard to put into words," I began, my voice filled with a mixture of awe and uncertainty.

"Something awakened within me, a power I never knew existed. It was as if the very essence of the universe flowed through my veins, empowering me to rise above the impossible. The energy that surrounded me, was like a surge of raw potential, a force that defied logic and reason. I can't fully explain it, but it felt both exhilarating and terrifying at the same time."

Hana's eyes widened, her hands trembling slightly. "But... what does it mean? What is this power you possess? And how can you control it?"

A flicker of determination crossed my face as I met her gaze. "Hana, I don't have all the answers yet, but I'm determined to find them. I believe this power is connected to the ethereal organ known as the Dantian. By learning to control and channel Chi, the life force energy, throughout my entire body, I can tap into this extraordinary power. And to fully unlock its potential, I need to attune myself to the frequency of mana, the mystical energy that permeates the atmosphere. If you want more details about it you have to ask Eve, she was the one explaining it to me in detail. Nevertheless, it won't be easy, but I'm willing to do whatever it takes to protect you and Ha-Eun and ensure your safety."

Hana's expression softened, a mix of gratitude and relief washing over her. "I'm glad you're safe," she whispered, her voice filled with emotion.

"I was so scared when I saw you like that. But knowing that you're here, that you're willing to go to such lengths for us... it means everything."

I patted her head while saying:” I told you from the day I saw you and Ha-Eun I will be your family and will look after you even if it means taking the burden of the world for you. Anyways Eve has already injected you and Ha-Eun with nanomachines and I want you to relax until you fully recover. When you do I want you to go back to training and enhancing your physical capabilities. Deal?”

Ha-Eun interjected this time and asked me:” What are you going to do from now?”

“Well, it’s easy I got a plan in mind. However, I still need to make this power mine first and then I have to study the details of my plan meticulously in order to execute my plan as swiftly and as safely as possible.”

“Oh, I almost forgot. Ryuji came by earlier and I asked him if we can be let out of the cell. He said yes but only at a specific time and for a specific amount of time. If I want to be taken out, I need to show that I am at the end of my life, and I need help from you with it. I asked Ryuji for a wheelchair and bandages, so even if I’m in no need of bandages or a wheelchair I want you to play the role of dragging me around and helping me scout for capable test subjects in this facility are you in?”

The twins nodded with happy expressions on their faces, however, Hana interjected and said:” so that means that I won’t be able to touch your body from now on. Awwww man, I’m disappointed.”

I bopped her on the head and we all laughed about it ending the conversation between the twins and me.

I left the twins to rest in their beds and sat on the floor in a meditative position, delving deep within myself. As I peered into the depths of my being, a profound sense of power surged through me, akin to a whirlwind wreaking havoc within.

It was as if a vortex had formed, with one end expanding far beyond the other. This swirling energy felt like a torrent of chi, with the intake being dwarfed by the outflow. I likened it to a faucet, where the inflow of water trickled in at a sluggish pace compared to the forceful gush pouring out.

This realization struck me with a sense of urgency, for it meant that an excessive amount of chi was being squandered and expelled, far surpassing what I could absorb. If this continued unchecked, I feared my ability to harness and control this vital life force would be compromised.

I tried to calm the whirlwind of power in me, but it was like trying to tame a wild beast. It resisted my every attempt, and I felt a surge of pain in my body.

The more I tried to control it the more my body felt heavier and heavier. The more I limited the output the more I felt tired and burdened.

Why was that? Was I supposed to maintain a balance instead of limiting one side to another?

If so, how am I supposed to maintain it? In what way should I visualize it in order to reach the result I want?

As I pondered these questions, the concept of yin and yang came to mind.

Yin and yang represent the dualistic nature of the universe, with yin symbolizing the feminine, passive, and receptive energy, while yang represents the masculine, active, and assertive energy. It is the interplay and balance between these two opposing forces that create harmony and equilibrium.

Drawing inspiration from the yin and yang concept, I realized that controlling the power within me required finding a balance between the inflow and outflow of chi. Instead of limiting one side to favor the other, I needed to embrace both aspects and allow them to coexist harmoniously.

Closing my eyes, I visualized a yin-yang symbol within my core, with the black side representing the inflow of chi and the white side representing the outflow. I imagined the two halves rotating in perfect harmony, each complementing and supporting the other.

As I focused on this visualization, a sense of calm washed over me, and the whirlwind of power began to subside. The pain in my body gradually eased, and I felt a newfound lightness and clarity.

I realized that by embracing the yin and yang within me, I could tap into the true potential of my power. It was not about suppressing or limiting one aspect, but rather about finding the delicate balance between them.

With this understanding, I continued my meditation, practicing the art of harmonizing the inflow and outflow of chi. I allowed the energy to flow freely, neither resisting nor forcing it. I surrendered to the natural rhythm of the universe, trusting that it would guide me toward the equilibrium I sought.

As I delved deeper into this practice, I could feel the power within me becoming more refined and controlled. The whirlwind transformed into a gentle breeze, and the torrent of chi became a steady, balanced flow.