Chapter 665 "Girls' Revolution" "Girls of the Past" (page 12)
Arisa was two years older than her when they first met, and she was looking forward to a male teacher at that time. I would target teachers to get closer to them.
She left the school district a few years ago because she wanted to be an adventurer. Arisa stayed here and worked hard to become a teacher.
Oh, by the way, Arisa is also the president of the "Leon-sensei Fan Club". Speaking of which, I think you can understand who Arisa admires without her having to say much.
"In a daze? Did you encounter some problem?"
After pouring a cup of tea for Lefia, Arisa placed it in front of the elf girl, and then sat down opposite Lefia.
She pushed up her glasses, and under Arisa's gaze, Lefia murmured such a word.
""self"..."
""self"?"
Arisa tilted her head in confusion, while Lefiya on the opposite side nodded her head gently, and then said "yes" softly.
"This topic..."
Arisa murmured something and began to think.
To be honest, there are many scholars who love to think in this lower realm. The emergence of the word self is not new, but it does not appear not long ago.
Because many new words were brought to the lower realm by the gods, they, the children of the lower realm, naturally knew a lot over time.
And she is also someone who aims to be a teacher. It would be really ridiculous if she doesn't even understand the meaning of the word "self".
"Well, if it is a systematic answer, 'self' should be the most authentic self, or self-awareness and self-concept, right?"
Hearing what Arisa said, Lefiya thought about it and murmured "the truest self".
During the ten days she stayed in the school district, she also sought answers from Rocky or other teachers in the school district.
Everyone's answers were different, but they were all inseparable from their original selves.
What is your original self like?
Is it her now? Or is she the past?
Now she has grown up in pain and is able to abandon a part of herself at any time just like that person (Filwis Sharia).
After all, such a tragedy happened (Knossos Feast of Madness), and she killed her friend with her own hands.
After experiencing that kind of pain, she couldn't find the answer she needed (the resurrected Justice Girl), so she decided to change herself and not let her (Fairworth) tragedy happen again.
She has lost the sense of time and her tears have dried up. Now she will not be afraid no matter what. She had to work hard to move forward, and she made a firm determination to prevent this from happening again.
She cut off her original long hair, transformed from a wizard into a magic swordsman, and also received brutal special training from Mr. Bert.
Cracked nails are common injuries, and bruises all over her body are her daily routine.
She honed her fighting skills over and over again. I have decided to go to "hurry work".
It was a decision she made on her own.
So cut back, cut out all the fluff, and push yourself forward.
If you still feel regret after doing everything, that means you can still give up.
However, she will never forgive the regret caused by laziness, and she must not forgive it.
Regret is often directly proportional to the total amount of time.
After an unacceptable result, if she finds that she was lazy during the review process, she will definitely curse herself.
The past events echoed in front of my eyes, and I could still remember how sad I was because of Phil Weiss's death.
Cry until I can no longer cry. Cry until your voice becomes hoarse. Cry until the feelings become dull.
Then, cry until you have to move on with your life.
Why is she so weak, why can't she be a noble and great fairy like her.
That's when she decided. For myself now. Sacrifice, pathos, lamentation, tears. These are things that cannot happen again.
So if you want to change, it's best to start now.
Now she is experiencing changes, requiring herself to cherish time as much as possible, and work hard to do various things that can change herself.
Miss Fairwiss must also want to see her like this, right?
In order to prevent what happened to Miss Fairwiss from happening again, she felt that her change was a meaningful act.
As if someone's reflection appeared in her heart, the girl looked at the distant figure and confirmed what she had done.
However, somewhere where Lefia could not see, the figure showed sad eyes, looking at the elf girl not far away with pity.
Lefia's thoughts gradually wandered away, and the quill in her hand that never dried up was spinning on her slender fingertips.
Now, a few months later, although she successfully met Tazmi in person, just when she was about to seek answers from him, his answers left her confused.
He first said that she was pursuing the phantom of a dead person, thus completely shattering her psychological defense.
No one would say this to her, even Loki, who knew a lot, didn't take the initiative to expose it.
However, he said that to himself.
after that. He gave himself another hope of resurrection. However, this hope requires her to find her "self" before she can grasp it.
She had no doubts about Tazmi's words. It would be better to say that from the time she got to know the other person, that person's deeds were like those of the heroes blessed by fairies and gods in the hero stories, repeatedly creating new and amazing things. Great things.
But, what is "self" to her? Is the self he lets himself find the most authentic "self"?
Thinking of this, Lefia stopped moving her fingertips, and her thoughts gradually dispersed with her head lowered.
What does she look like originally?
What was her initial wish?
When she thought about this topic, her mind couldn't help but think of the original version of herself with long hair, who was eager to get out of the village.
She was born in the "Forest of Weishe", and her hometown is actually very strange to the lower world.
"Vise's Forest" is located in the vast "Forest River" in the center of the continent.
You can tell from the geographical location and place names that it is also an important transportation location for various races. After all, it is in the middle of the continent, so many races will stay here and then leave.
Generally speaking, from a normal perspective, most goblin villages give people the impression of being secluded and inaccessible.
Even now, these secluded fairy villages have indeed gradually adapted to the era of the coming of gods, but they will never open the fairy forest to the outside world.
For the elves, it is their job to protect their sacred tree.
This leads to the fact that the fairies who follow the teachings of their clan and have guarded the Great Holy Tree for generations are often shocked when they step out of their homes and see the colorful colors of the outside world.