Stunned for You

Chapter 109

Fu Sitian’s affirmation, Fu Sitian’s thin but warm embrace, Fu Sitian’s heavy breathing, and overlapping heartbeats made Shi Yi feel stable. The blood that was frozen by the wind and rain seemed to have recovered the feeling of flow.

She hugged Fu Sitian’s waist tightly, grasped her body temperature, and felt that she had become a rich man again.

“Shi Yi, baby, don’t be afraid, I am here, you still have me…” Fu Sitian coaxed her, but tears wet her neck.

Shi Yi leaned in her arms, closed his eyes, inhaled deeply, clenched his fists, and suppressed all the wanton tears in his chest.

She couldn’t cry, couldn’t be fragile, she panicked, what should Si Tian do and how to deal with herself.

She released her hand, raised her body, looked up at Fu Sitian, her eyelashes were still dyed a little moist, but the expression in her eyes had returned to her calmness. “Don’t cry, I’m not afraid.” She reached out and wiped Fu Sitian’s tears with her thumb.

Fu Sitian raised his hand and placed it on the back of her hand, and pressed his cheeks and palms tightly against her. The tears in his eyes were still flickering, but he forbeared not to fall anymore.

She sniffed and squatted down, so that Shi Yi could look down at her in a more relaxed position. “Shi Yi, I’m not afraid.” She strained her throat and said firmly.

Shi Yi is so firm, so brave, and so desperate for her and for their love. No matter how guilty and fearful she is, there is no reason to shrink back.

It’s just that she feels so distressed.

She picked up Shi Yi just deliberately avoiding her right hand, which was placed on her knee and held slightly at the moment. In turn, she spread out her palm. As expected, she saw that the palm of her palm had been soaked white by the rain. A deep bleeding scar that was re-pierced by a five-finger nail. Tears still tremble from the eyelashes uncontrollably.

She didn’t dare to touch it, holding Shi Yi’s hand in both hands, and exhausted all her strength to resist the sob in her throat. She looked up at Shi Yi and said, “Shi Yi, enough. I’m content.”

“If… if one day, you are tired and don’t want to hold on, I won’t blame you.” These words, like dug out from her heart with a knife, she said painfully and sincerely: ” I have no regrets, I am content.”

Really.

From the beginning, Yi promised to be with her, and she did not dare to expect that Shi Yi would be with her forever. The stars in the sky are a dream of the mud on the ground. Only when the low-lying water occasionally reflects on the stars, the stars can briefly fall in its arms. It’s dawn, the water is dry, and everything is gone.

It was Shi Yi who used her love and determination to make her believe and expect that she and she can have a future.

In this life, her dreams have come true, and she has been loved so sincerely and enthusiastically by the person she wants to love the most, and she died without regrets.

Shi Yi looked at her steadily, put his five fingers together, held her thumb tightly in his hand, and pressed her thin lips into a pale straight line.

“Then you despise me, and you too despise yourself.” She said word by word.

Fu Sitian’s lips trembled, before making a sound, Shi Yi’s shadow cast down.

She blocked her words, and her cold lips and hot tongue swept away all her breath and heartbeat. Fu Sitian tasted the tears, not knowing whether it was his own or Shiyi’s.

Before he could breathe, Shi Yi bit her.

Forced and fiercely, Fu Sitian groaned in pain, his eyes widened, and he was helpless and aggrieved.

“Are you awake?” Shi Yi stepped back and stared at her with a cold face and deep black eyes. “Fu Sitian.” She called her full name. “Listen.”

“I want us to go to the end.”

“It’s a minute and a second, it’s considered you are sorry for me, and mistaken me for life.”

Fu Sitian was moved, with infinite touch, shame, courage, and love surging in his heart. She raised her hand, caressed the small wrinkles between Shi Yi’s eyebrows, and finally squeezed the firm voice from her throat: “Okay.”

Shi Yi and her looked at each other, and finally the tail of his eyes slowly rose, and the deep pool water turned into lake water, softly and shallowly.

She bowed her head again and leaned closer to kiss Fu Sitian.

This time, softly and lingeringly, it seemed to be kissing a rare treasure that was stolen only after all difficulties and dangers. The kiss made Fu Sitian’s heart and body tremble and happy.

She thought, at this moment, in this life and in this life, she would be willing to let her give her life to Shi Yi. What else can’t promise Shi Yi.

After a long kiss, the two sat quietly and hugged each other for a while, and both tried to put away the previously depressed mood.

“According to my mother’s request, we are going to move out within a week, and I have to hand in all bank cards, including Alipay accounts.” Shi Yi tried to use a plain tone to state: “So, I will soon be penniless. .”

As soon as she finished speaking, Fu Sitian answered, “It’s okay, we still have money in our account.”

After Shi Yi proposed to share the living expenses, the money she transferred to Fu Sitian in the first year plus the money Fu Sitian deposited in the card, there is a large amount of money left in the card. Because Shi Yi didn’t think that the remaining money was all his own, and he didn’t want to take it back or split it up, the two of them then applied for a separate card to store the money. Later, she taught Fu Sitian to manage financial affairs, and then gave the money to Fu Sitian to buy funds to practice. Fu Sitian bought part of his regular financial management, and bought the rest of the fund. So far, he has made a lot of profits.

Shi Yi is an honest and upright person. She promised Fang Ruohua that she would not want to take advantage of her if she wanted to go out of the house. It’s just that this money, according to the initial assumption that she hoped to share the cost of living together, she took most of the living expenses, and most of the remaining money was indeed Fu Sitian’s money.

Roughly speaking, they still have about 30,000 yuan on hand. After deducting the tuition and accommodation fees for the next school year, there is still more than 10,000 yuan. Shi Yi calculated that after the end of the summer camp, she started to work part-time and worked harder. After the last semester, she could go out for an internship and get a lot of internship salary. Later, graduate school, tuition and living expenses have scholarships. Hold it up, they can.

She was silent for a while and said, “I’m sorry, I thought it was good. This money will be used as our travel funds.”

Fu Sitian’s eyebrows softened, and she coaxed her: “How to use it or not. It’s fine when we get a little more relaxed in the future, and then save it back.”

She stood up, took her hand and said, “Baby, you first go take a bath and change your clothes. Don’t catch cold. We will talk about it when you finish washing.” Shi Yi’s hair and clothes are still wet.

When Shi Yi saw her expression peacefully, she couldn’t find the look of panic and heavy just now, and her heart relaxed a lot.

“Okay.” She stood up with Fu Sitian.

After Shi Yi went into the bathroom to take a bath, Fu Sitian sat idly by the bed, combing through the emergencies that night. It’s not that I didn’t think about the day when the guillotine would fall, but I didn’t expect that this day would come so fast, before she and Shi Yi were completely unprepared. I don’t know if it was because of Zhang Lulu’s thing that was still pressing on her heart, she vaguely felt that the time of Fang Ruohua’s attack was a coincidence, but she couldn’t tell why. But things have happened, and there is no point in investigating them. She thought about Shi Yi’s uncompromising determination, and tried her best to drive all the negative and uneasy emotions out of her mind.

Three years, a long time passed quickly. They must be able to do it.

She moved the index finger of her right hand unconsciously in the palm of her left hand, thinking silently in her mind how she should spend the past three years, and how much she needs to earn a part-time job every month. She didn’t want Shi Yi to endure hardships with her, and at the worst, she also wanted to provide Shi Yi with the best life within her abilities.

Time passed in the calculation without knowing it, and Shi Yi sent it out wet.

Fu Sitian got up to get the hair dryer and helped her blow her hair.

Under the warm light and soft strokes, the two discussed their next plans in a soft voice.

Shi Yi expressed his idea of ​​preparing for a part-time job, and immediately received opposition from Fu Sitian. Fu Sitian said that given their current economic situation, it is enough for her to work part-time by herself. During the summer vacation, Yi also has to prepare papers, prepare for summer camps for undergraduate studies, and prepare for undergraduate studies and re-examinations in the next semester. She didn’t want Shi Yi to be distracted because of small loss.

Shi Yi thought that it was too hard for Fu Sitian to bear it alone. She shared a little, and it wouldn’t affect anything.

Fu Sitian still disagrees, thinking that this situation is only temporary. Everything will be fine after the senior year. It’s okay, she’s perfectly fine; and said: “You used to say that we are together, we are together. You don’t need to be so clear, don’t care about that. I take it seriously and listen to my heart. You care about me like this now, so were you just coaxing me before?”

Shi Yi was dumbfounded by her. Although he still felt a little uncomfortable, he closed his eyes and sighed and stopped arguing with her. It’s acquiesced.

After resolving these differences in general directions, all that remains is to implement practical matters in the subtleties.

Apart from packing things, the most urgent task is to find a house.

It’s not that I haven’t considered moving back to the dormitory. It would be okay if it was Jian Luhe, but since Yin Fan came out of the dormitory, only Jian Luhe and Fu Sitian are left on the roster. A transfer student moved in. The school saw that their dormitory was empty. , They asked if they could arrange to enter their dormitory. They wanted to find Jian Lu and a company, but they didn’t object. So this unfamiliar classmate whom they had not met a few times moved into their dormitory.

Now, if they go back, it is obviously not very convenient in all aspects.

The two discussed it and decided to live outside. Due to limited funds, the maximum acceptable rent is set at 800. It may not be possible to rent a house in the community, but it is possible to rent a decent single room near the school.

Both Fu Sitian and Shi Yi have no experience in renting a house. Chen Xizhu and Yin Fanlu had rented a short-term rental house near the school for a period of time in the summer, and they had learned about the market in this area, so Fu Sitian even sent an inquiry to Chen Xizhu.

Chen Xizhu quickly returned her news. After getting to know them, she was heartbroken for them, saying that she would ask the classmates who live outside the house to find out about the house later, and talk about the other things when they meet.

After dealing with this matter, Shi Yi opened a computer to deal with Zhang Lulu’s online public opinion-related matters. Even though he was affected by this, Shi Yi still wanted to have a beginning and an end.

Fu Sitian sorted out the things to take away, remembering to ask her: “Why did Auntie suddenly find out about us?”

Shi Yi paused his mouse, and said lightly, “It’s not a sudden, she was suspicious before, but she didn’t point out.”

Fu Sitian didn’t suspect that he was there because he didn’t know what the school was talking to Shiyi.

There are too few things that Shi Yi can take away. Although Fang Ruohua did not explicitly stipulate what she would keep, except for books and two sets of necessary clothing, Shi Yi even prepared to keep the computer and tablet. Fu Sitian originally brought not many things, so naturally there were not many things he had to take.

There was not much to put away, but when I looked up, the bedroom seemed to be suddenly empty.

Just like their hearts floating in the air, if nothing happens, they will inevitably fall into the air.

The days and nights of living together this year suddenly became like an illusion. After dawn, what kind of tomorrow is it?

They didn’t know, but found the courage to sleep and wake up peacefully in the body temperature that they hugged each other.