Stunned for You

Chapter 108

“Okay.” After a few seconds, there was an awkward response in the air.

When it wasn’t time to care about these things, Fang Ruohua still suffered from it. Shi Yi didn’t give the slightest retreat, she even made her feel that it was ridiculous that she placed herself and Fu Sitian on the same scale. Fang Ruohua fell into the shaking sight on the album, heartbroken and broken, sad to the extreme, on the contrary, she could harden her heart and say her merciless words.

“Is it enough for you to move in a week?”

Shi Yi seemed to be frozen by something, staring at Fang Ruohua for a moment, and a tear rolled out silently. She understood what Fang Ruohua meant.

“Enough.” She lowered her head and sniffed lightly, trying to put away her embarrassing fragility, but the low nasal sound still betrayed her. “Do you want to transfer the money left in Kari?” she asked, looking at their converging shadow on the ground.

Fang Ruohua endured the pain and calmly returned to her: “Send me your Alipay account and password.”

She wanted her to return everything to her.

Shi Yi’s long eyelashes trembled, but no tears fell. She retracted her hands, put them on her knees, and sat upright, in a calmer posture than Fang Ruohua: “Okay. The card is not bound. I will pass it to you when I return.”

Fang Ruohua gave her a chance: “Don’t worry, you can think about it for two days.”

Shi Yi refused: “No need.”

Fang Ruohua opened her lips, but finally made no sound.

The air calmed down again. Shi Yi looked at Fang Ruohua’s ankle brace and couldn’t hear the emotions. “Try to wear high heels as little as possible in the future. After twisting your foot once, it’s easy to repeat. If your knee still hurts, your whole body Do a checkup. Jiajia is big, don’t be too used to her. Your waist is not good, and you will feel uncomfortable at night holding it for a long time.

Fang Ruohua’s heart trembled in her words. “Yeah.” The monosyllable response was cold and perfunctory.

Shi Yi’s throat moved and stood up and said, “Then…if there is nothing wrong, I will go back first.”

Fang Ruohua’s heart was more than half empty as she stood up, but she still replied, “Yeah.”

Shi Yi stood there for two seconds, turned around, raised his foot and walked out step by step. The shoulders are sinking, the waist is straight, and the whole figure looks like a pretty snow bamboo.

Fang Ruohua watched her, watched this daughter who had already become an adult unknowingly, every second passed by the sound of footsteps seemed to be stretched infinitely. She hoped that Shi Yi would turn around in the next second, showing her weakness, showing her good, even if it was just a little loose.

But in the end Shi Yi stood by the door and turned around. What she said to her was: “Mom, the matter of our mother and daughter, we mother and daughter can solve the problem. For these three years, in private, I don’t want to find Si Tian. ,May I?”

Fang Ruohua was caught off guard by her, and did not speak for a while.

Shi Yi looked at her, his eyes begging.

Fang Ruohua couldn’t tell whether it was distressed or cold, for Shi Yi’s rare show of weakness in this whole conversation-for Fu Sitian.

Fang Ruohua finally avoided her eyes and promised her: “Okay.”

She has always promised, Shi Yi loosened her brows. She seemed to want to laugh, but she couldn’t completely move the corners of her lips. She only squeezed out a very shallow arc, very lightly and calmly and said, “Then… Mom, take care of yourself.”

“We, see you in three years.”

Fang Ruohua sullen her face without answering. The door was gently closed with a “click”, Fang Ruohua sat quietly, like a sculpture, listening to her footsteps walking across the platform, turning down the stairs, stepping onto the hall, and disappearing into a place where she could not hear…

Like something, walked out of his own life.

Fang Ruohua stood up aloud, hurriedly chased after two steps, and then stopped hurriedly. Tears rained down.

Parents’ beloved sons have far-reaching plans. She did not ask Shiyi to understand her now. She only asked for Shi Yi to have peace and joy in the rest of her life. She can protect her for a while, but cannot protect her for the rest of her life. With a family background like Fu Sitian, how could she safely give her the jewel in her hand that she has been caring for for twenty years?

Shi Yi still doesn’t understand things in this world, but she sees too much. Real life is not as easy as she thought. Affectionately drinking water will not really be full.

Now Fu Sitian lives in Shiyi’s house and spends Shiyi’s money. Let Shiyi support her. It doesn’t matter. Shi Yi’s current economic conditions are better than hers. It should be done more. But in the future, what about her father who is about to come out of labor camp by taking drugs and killing people? Will it also become the burden and blemish Shi Yi will carry in this life? Has her father really changed? What if it is psoriasis that cannot be eliminated, a bottomless pit that cannot be filled?

She couldn’t stand by and watch Shi Yi risk this kind of risk, this is not what her child should face in life. She wants to give Shi Yi time, let reality teach Shi Yi a lesson, so that she really grows up and really understands what life is, and being responsible for her own choices is not just a fluttering sentence. She also has to give herself time to wait for a more suitable time to strike a snake.

Shi Yi returned to the hall like a okay person. Jiajia sat on Xiangye’s shoulders and played. Seeing Shi Yi down, he smiled and opened his hands to her, asking her to hug her.

Shi Yi stretched out his hand to take her, looked down at her clear eyes, and rarely kissed her forehead.

The little man was kissed, a little shy and a little happy, grinning silly. Shi Yi told her: “I have to listen to my mother in the future and grow up well, you know?”

Where did the children understand, they just wanted to hug her, cuddle left and right.

Shi Yi put her arms around her, patted her on the back lightly, her eyelashes drooping.

Xiang Ye stood by and listened in shock, and asked tentatively, “Did you finish talking with your mother? So fast?”

Shi Yi let out an “um”, squatted down, put Jiajia down, stood up, took out the car key from the bag, and bent over and placed it on the coffee table.

She nodded to Xiang Ye and asked him politely: “In the future, my mother will ask Uncle to take care of him.”

Xiang Ye was stunned: “This…what…”

Shi Yi didn’t mean to say more, shook his head, and before he could react, turned and walked out.

Xiang Ye wanted to reach out and grab her, but because he wasn’t so close to Shi Yi, he stretched out halfway and took it back, “I’ll send you.” Xiang Ye shouted loudly.

Shi Yi waved his hand without turning his head back to him.

So he could only look at the girl’s stubborn and thin figure, walked out of his house, the skirt was swaying, and was drawn into the vast night by the wind and rain.

The rain is heavy again, and the wind is raging, and the umbrella can’t stop it at all.

Shi Yi walked for a while holding an umbrella, and the skirt was mostly wet. She took out her mobile phone and habitually wanted to open the software to get a taxi. When she entered the destination, she suddenly remembered something.

She received her mobile phone, stood at a place on the side of the road with a little wind and rain, searched for the nearest bus stop, and waited quietly for the rain to stop.

After Yu Xiao, she walked to the bus station. Based on her common sense of life and her impressions from the previous trip, she boarded a bus and was lucky enough to get to the last vacant seat.

The carriage at night is empty and quiet. No one spoke, only the rain outside the window was crying tirelessly.

Shi Yi looked out the window and listened in a daze.

After two stops, an old man with a child came up. She stood up and gave up her seat, found a place near the window, grabbed the handle, and continued to silently listen to the rain.

A long journey in the past, when I came back, it was as short as a moment. Once I turned back to God, it was already at the door.

When Shi Yi reached out to enter the password, he realized that the back of his hand and arms were covered with wet rain. She retracted her hand, opened the bag, took out the tissues and wiped her wet arms, hair, and cheeks, then dialed her bangs and opened the door.

As soon as the door opened, there was a rapid tapping sound inside. Shi Yi closed the door, turned around, and Fu Sitian was already on the edge of the entrance.

“Shi Yi…” Her rising voice stopped suddenly when she saw her figure clearly, “Why are you so wet?” She hurriedly reached out and touched her.

Shi Yi’s hands were cold.

Shi Yi looked at her deeply, held her with the other hand, and sat down on the chair in the hallway, and said quietly, “It’s okay, it’s raining a bit outside. Just take a shower later.”

“Is the place where Uncle’s parking is so far from the gate?” Fu Sitian naturally bent to help her untie her shoelaces.

“I didn’t drive back.” Shi Yi held her shoulders, stopped her movement, and said, “Si Tian, ​​I have something to discuss with you.”

Fu Sitian was stunned, looked up at her, touched her quiet eyes, and the sound of her heartbeat suddenly became chaotic.

After Shi Yi went to Fang Ruohua, the panic that had enveloped her all night came again.

“Huh?” she asked tightly.

Shi Yi’s expression was very weak, and his voice calmly narrated: “My mom knows what we are together.”

In an instant, the blood on Fu Sitian’s face faded, and his lips opened, as if he wanted to say something but couldn’t find a word. “That…then you…” She suddenly stood up, and hurriedly touched Shi Yi’s cheeks, shoulders, arms…

Shi Yi took her hand and shook her head gently: “I’m fine. My mother is not a person who can do it.”

Fu Sitian lowered his eyes to look at her, his head was still buzzing, and the circles under his eyes were flushed. “Then…Auntie, what do you say?” She asked sluggishly. Shi Yi’s hand was still in her hand, but she suddenly felt that she was very empty and panicked, as if this hand was about to disappear out of her hand.

Shi Yihe said: “My mother disagrees. She and I made an agreement that we would give each other three years. After three years, if I and you are still together, she promised us to be together.”

A little hope rose in Fu Sitian’s heart, and he did not dare to breathe. He squeezed her hand and listened to her unblinkingly.

Shi Yi continued: “But the condition is that these three years,” her voice became softer and softer, but Fu Sitian’s heart tightened, “I and she should not contact each other.”

“I will spend these three years entirely on my own.”

What do you mean? Is that what she thinks? Fu Sitian’s lips trembled, and the huge guilt and panic swallowed her in an instant. She opened her lips to try to find her voice, but Shi Yi went on before her.

“Si Tian, ​​do you… mind me, staying with you with nothing?” She looked at her as if she wanted to laugh, but she didn’t succeed. The lips are white as paper, and the black eyes are covered with a thin mist. At the end of the speech, there is a vaguely vibrato.

For an instant, Fu Sitian was heartbroken. For the first time, it was the first time that she saw Shi Yi’s unconfident and perturbed look. How can she get her pity, drag her to this point, and get her such deep love. She couldn’t help it anymore, put her arms around Shi Yi, and hugged her tightly into her arms, tears falling steadily.

“Shi Yi, idiot, big idiot, I’m not worthy of you, not worthy…” She replied with a choked voice, “You are not nothing.”

“To me, you are everything.”

As if touched by her crying cavity, Shi Yi’s snort in his arms became heavier. She was holding back crying, and her body that was close to Fu Sitian’s lower abdomen was shaking slightly.

She thought she could bear it.

But holding the girl, holding her last rose on the barren land, all the grievances and hesitation of this pressure, pretending to be strong, suddenly couldn’t hold it.

At the age of 18, Shi Yuanmian taught her that love can be fake; at the age of 21, Fang Ruohua told her that love can be taken back.

Standing at the center of the world, she suddenly discovered that there is really no one in this world who loves her unconditionally and forever.

Has she been too arrogant over the years?

In fact, she is just a person who has nothing and dispensable.

The author has something to say: You are the last rose on my barren land. From Neruda.