Shota's Isekai NTR Adventure

Solista didn't say anything when I asked this question.

She just stood there awkwardly as if she didn't know what to say.

But I could tell that it seemed like she had already come to a conclusion, it was just that she didn't know how to put it into words.

So with a sigh, I said, "Just tell me. It's not as if I'm that fragile."

There was still a moment of hesitation from her, but eventually Solista said, "It's just that you've bonded with this Relic of Destruction."

"Bonded?" I couldn't help repeating with one brow up before asking, "What do you mean by that? How could I have bonded with this Relic of Destruction?"

"Well, it's hard to explain…" Solista said before falling silent.

I couldn't help knitting my brows when I heard this before saying, "Just give it to me straight already. Stop stalling, that just makes things worse."

In the end, Solista answered with a different question.

"Is there something strange inside of your body?"

The moment that she asked this, I couldn't help knitting my brows even more without saying anything. I just looked at her with narrowed eyes as I tried to figure out what she meant by this, but it was hard to figure out anything with how I couldn't see any part of her.

At the same time, I realized that she should have already read my mind and slowly started to relax my brows.

That was until Solista suddenly said, "I can't read your mind anymore."

"Huh?" I couldn't help being caught off guard by her sudden question.

I had to think for a moment to figure out what she meant by this exactly, but then I couldn't help feeling a bit dumb. After all, there was only one thing that she could mean by this.

Still I had to ask, "What do you mean by that?"

Solista didn't answer right away as if she had to think about what to say, but eventually she said, "It's as if there's something blocking me from reading your mind. You're still a human, but it feels like there's something in you that's preventing my divine powers from working on you."

A very strange look appeared on my face since this was my first time hearing anything about this. It was my first time hearing anything about how the mind reading power of the gods even worked.

So it turned out that it was related to their divine power.

Then if it was related to their divine power, I started to have an idea of why it wasn't working against me.

After all, there was only one thing that was different about me.

Well, there were two things that were different, but I didn't think that it was the second thing.

It was most likely related to the first thing.

But this first thing was not something that I was comfortable making known…

Though she couldn't read my thoughts, it wasn't hard for Solista to tell that there was something on my mind based on my expression.

So in the end, she said, "If there's something bothering you, then you don't have to tell me. I'm sure that it must be something big if you won't even tell me."

The way that she said this showed that she was concerned and it did make me remember that she was the first god to come to my aid.

Only it also made me remember the scene inside of the memory that the Creation God showed me.

So in the end, I simply said, "I met the Creation God."

Though I couldn't see her face, it wasn't hard to guess what kind of reaction Solista had to this. After all, I could see a faint tremble coming from her showing that she did react to these words.

Though as for what kind of reaction she had, I really couldn't say.

In the end, I waited to see what she would say in response to this.

"That means that you've already taken the first step."

A confused and a slightly worried look appeared on my face when I heard this.

It was clear that she knew something based on the words that she said, but what exactly she meant by those words…

Well, it was anyone's guess…

It was just that it didn't seem like it was a good thing for me.

There was a moment of silence that followed before Solista said, "I'm sure that there are things that you are thinking right now, but I can't say anything. I know how that makes me seem, but this really isn't something that I can tell you about. It involves something much bigger than all of us."

"So it's fine for me to be a scapegoat?" I asked with a bitter smile.

"Scapegoat?" Solista asked in a strange voice that made me confused.

That was because there was genuine confusion that was in her voice as she said this. It was as if she really couldn't understand what I meant by these words.

It was to the point where I couldn't help feeling a bit embarrassed.

In the end, Solista said, "You might think some things, but I can't tell you anything about them since it involves the truth of this matter. You're still not ready to hear the truth, I'm sure that the Creator God already told you this. When the time is right, I promise that I'll personally tell you everything."

I didn't know how to feel about the way that she said this, but…

"Then is there no way to get rid of this Relic of Destruction?"

Solista just shook her head before saying, "It's already bonded to you. It's bonded to the thing that's inside of you, so it can't leave you or the seal will break again. In a sense, you're the thing powering the seal now."

A bitter smile appeared on my face.

Not because of what she said, but rather because of what she was implying with these words.

It seemed that she still knew what was inside of me, the thing that I was trying to hide from her.