I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 31 Ome Ome (23)

“She is just an expedient trick to deceive you. You take it seriously, do you really think she is going to fall in love with you? Wake up, she just doesn’t want to continue this kind of relationship, but you are the only one here to deceive yourself. ”

“I want her to pinch the clay against you, how could she have such patience?”

“She saved you on a whim back then, but she just helped you out. Didn’t you see it?”

Elective courses.

The old professor with very high literary literacy writes beautiful blackboard scripts on the blackboard. Whether oracle bone inscriptions, bronze inscriptions, small seals or official scripts, they all look better than those printed in the pictures on the books. His extremely broad knowledge made him stand there at an age. , Still has a very vigorous appearance, even when explaining the Wei Jin celebrities, there is also a romantic tone in the tone.

Shen Yelan took notes with his voice, looking like a serious and rigorous student outside class, but even the classmates sitting next to her didn’t know how noisy her world was at the moment.

Since that night-

Her symptoms got worse.

The hallucinations that have not appeared for a long time now not only reappear, but also intensified. Not only the previous one, but even two or three at the same time. Some are urging her to imprison Xu Jiao, some are just Like just now, I was analyzing Xu Jiao who she didn’t want to read, mocking, instigating, temptation, everything.

But the most excessive of these is that some of the hallucinations always imitate Xu Jiao’s daily words and deeds, including her extremely contrasting performance in bed, so that whenever she loses her mind, she thinks she sees Xu Jiao. Myself.

To her, the experience of that night was like a believer who had always only seen the light, was suddenly deceived by the dark walker, so that she touched the robe of God in her heart, and tasted the taste of the taboo, so Since then…

Depravity.

She knew this was wrong and tried to resist, but she knew from the bottom of her heart that the embankment of a thousand miles was destroyed by an ant nest, and some things just couldn’t be opened, otherwise… the cracks would only grow bigger and bigger.

Shen Yelan could no longer hear the teacher’s voice on the podium. The pen in his hand had been tapped on the notebook for a long time, and a lot of ink dots fell. Not long after, the content of the previous note was still a sentence of Cao Cao’s “Scallion Dew”. , Paused for a while, and what was followed turned out to be a penetrating “shut up.”

“Shut up, shut up, she’s not like that.”

There is a phantom sitting on her lap, the clothes on her shoulders are loose and unremovable. This is the clothes that Xu Jiao wears at home, which she has seen once, and now she wears exactly the same illusion. The look of her neck, leaning over and saying to her:

“Why isn’t that kind of person? You are very clear in your heart, aren’t we talking about what you think in your heart?”

She knew it was fake, but when this voice was speaking, Shen Yelan felt the falling breath of the other party like an illusion, which was hot and cold. Even the hand that hugged her neck seemed to be relying on her. She can support herself without slipping down her legs.

Shen Yelan’s eyes moved slightly, and suddenly he saw the large bite marks on the back of the neck of the man sitting on him—

That was when she was messing around with Xu Jiao in the hotel before, she bit it unconsciously to show possession, and only noticed this trace when she was done cleaning up for the other party later.

So Shen Yelan remembered clearly.

Her throat moved, and the pen in her hand didn’t move again for a long time, until the movement of the person next to her accidentally knocked over the water glass when she got up, which shocked Shen Yelan.

“Ah, sorry, I didn’t mean it.”

The girl who was sitting next to her, who was also here for elective courses, was a little sorry, pinned her long hair with one hand, and squatted down with the other hand to touch the thermos cup that fell to Shen Yelan’s feet.

Shen Yelan was silent for two seconds, leaned down to help her pick up the red cup, raised her hand and handed it over, but she was indifferent to thank you.

Looking down at the traces on his notebook, Shen Yelan found that the neat handwriting was only the upper half, and only the messy, like the last struggle of a person on the verge of collapse was left behind.

She exhaled slowly, and calmly stuffed the book into her schoolbag, moving lightly to get up and walk outside the classroom.

…

“What am I talking about?”

“This little **** looks gentle on the surface, but in fact there are so many tricks-pinch a clay man. I have never learned this craft. I don’t know how long it will take just to pinch a cup that can be seen. How many years have passed until it can be lifelike to pinch people, this kid has played well in abacus.”

“She wanted me to think about her for many years and kill others, but that’s it.”

In the entire professional English class, Xu Jiao listened to the English teacher spit out coherent and natural content with fluent American pronunciation, resting her cheek in one hand and holding a pen in the other, pretending to be listening carefully, but she was systematic in her heart. Communicating boringly.

System: “Isn’t Murder Zhuxin used this way?”

Xu Jiao sighed slightly: “It doesn’t matter, I, the client, regrets it now, very regretful, if it hadn’t been wrongly hit at that time, there are not so many incidents now, hey.”

She now feels like she was just a passerby who had come to the game, but she accidentally got involved with the game characters. In order to erase that little trace, she pretended that nothing happened and had to do more. thing.

The consequence is…

It seems to be getting deeper and deeper?

The more Xu Jiao thought about it, the more frustrated, she secretly made up her mind, no matter whether this world has a way to eliminate Shen Yelan’s blackening value, she will not be able to make such a big sacrifice in the next world, even if she accidentally falls asleep, she should Be frank, we will leave after paying the prostitution, and we will pay the bills.

Shen Yelan’s obedient, quiet and gentle that night was like lard, and Xu Jiao’s heart caused her to give birth to a strange guilt, and the guilt of treating people as a substitute, so that she agreed to Shen Yelan again. The absurd request of, was fooled by the system and agreed to work hard to eliminate Shen Yelan’s blackening value.

It’s all right now. She has to squeeze clay and teach people to fall in love. That’s it—there are still six times left!

Life is not easy, Jiaojiao sighed.

She recalled the technique taught by the training teacher when she squeezed the clay last time, recalled the gentle movement in her hand, and the rhythm of constantly rotating the base, and after a long while, she slowly moved from the posture of supporting her cheek with one hand. The salted fish lay down.

“It’s difficult.”

She said: “Or let Shen Yelan die in the sun, I’ll forget it, it’s a hundred, I can also be regarded as dying under the peony flower, and it’s glorious to be a ghost.”

system:”…?”

The English teacher on the podium cast his gaze in Xu Jiao’s direction intentionally or unintentionally. The original smooth tone became much slower, and even a rhythm of ups and downs appeared. It was light for a while and heavier for a while. It was obviously to remind some students not to be in her Sleep in class.

Xu Jiao felt the teacher’s ardent gaze, and her spine straightened reluctantly, she changed her other hand to prop her head, and said to the system:

“But, don’t tell me, just Shen Yelan once a day, one day at a time, but if she doesn’t overeating like this, just a little bit average, it’s still very happy to be her bed partner.”

System: “Sorry, I don’t need to know this knowledge point.”

Xu Jiao lengthened her voice boredly, “But I want to tell you.”

The system was quiet for a while, and the ordinary mechanical sound unexpectedly made people hear a sense of helplessness: “Well, you said, although I may not be able to hear in the shielding mode, a harmonious society encourages everyone to be positive. Express yourself.”

When Xu Jiao heard it, she could hardly support her own coloring, and her face instantly changed: “Oh? You want to hear it? Then I won’t say it.”

System: “…” It is unnecessary to talk to her!

…

“Dang-Dang-Dang”

The bell rang slowly at the end of get out of class, and the English teacher stopped what he was about to say in a timely manner, and then said: “I will assign the homework in the group. Please remember to hand it in before the next class, otherwise I will be at the end of the semester. Appropriate deduction from your usual time.”

All the students present here are tyrants, and no one has any objections. When the teachers on the stage packed up the lesson plans, they bowed their heads and packed up their textbooks, notes, and personal belongings, and then went outside the door one after another.

Xu Jiao received the news from Su Xi that this little Nizi also took a test in a city with her, but the school is a little far away, and it is estimated that there are no classes now, so she asked Xu Jiao to go shopping and buy clothes.

Xu Jiao returned news to her, and walked out while listening to her strange roommates and things in school.

When she lowered her head downstairs, she shifted her attention and walked down the stairs. It happened that she happened to see Shen Yelan who was also in class here. Their eyes met, but Shen Yelan was expressionless. He moved his eyes away, as if he hadn’t seen her at all.

Xu Jiao: “…?”

Weird.

Didn’t this person stick to him as soon as he saw him? Even if the movements weren’t sticky, her eyes would stay on her body, and the hot temperature wouldn’t change even if she got on the bed, and she would even get a lot hotter.

Why do you look like you don’t recognize and indifferent now?

The doubt flashed through her mind, but Xu Jiao quickly put it aside, not caring about the best, so as not to make any more difficult requirements for her, as long as it does not affect her promise that the system will lower the blackening value, other things It doesn’t matter.

She paid attention to the movement of going downstairs. She typed in her hand and responded very quickly. She sent Su Xi a sentence: “Wait for five minutes at the front door. Come here right away. We don’t have a student ID recently. Don’t let people come in.”

A person holding a book walked by her. He didn’t see the movement of her feet clearly for a moment. He stepped between the two stairs, and had no time to adjust his posture. The book in his hand was sent to the sky, and I was shocked. With a cry, instinctively wanted to grab something while falling down.

Xu Jiao Yu Guang stopped sending messages to Su Xi when she caught sight of the person about to fall, but before she could react, the strap of her schoolbag was suddenly pulled, and the girl was again a round figure, with no inertia. Xiao, let her only have time to lean back and rush down to get rid of the strength that she was going to fall down at first, and then because she couldn’t step forward in time in the narrow stairwell to lower her center of gravity, she rushed down together.

The surrounding students subconsciously stick to the wall of the wall station, the handrails of the handrails, and the ones who can’t dodge and are pulled away by friends. For a while, the voices of the students echoed throughout the stairs:

“what!”

“be careful!”

“Gosh!”

Accompanied by the sound of the soles of the shoes rubbing against the ground, the body hitting a piece, the handrails of the stairs being hit, and so on.

Shen Yelan stood on the plane of the next floor, and saw a series of people falling in her direction. Among them was a phantom that some mischief got in, so she stopped.

The first thought that came to my mind was:

Again.

These hallucinations are getting more and more excessive.

When she opened her eyes and got up recently, she always saw those images appearing in front of her, falling asleep next to her. Some of them were Xu Jiao in ordinary sleep, and some of them experienced her tossing and exhausting all night. In a state of exhaustion, the red marks on the corners of the eyes have not faded, the eyelashes are still moist, and the lips are all swollen.

And when Shen Yelan couldn’t tell what the eve of the night was for a while, and raised his hand to press the person into his arms, and then be gentle and tender—

Touched his hand.

All I could touch was the cold quilt.

In addition, when she was about to get out of bed, Xu Jiao, who was sitting there and hugging her knees, suddenly appeared on the ground, stretched out her hand to her and said to her:

“Shen Yelan, give me a hug.”

“Shen Yelan, how did you know to bully me, can you give me a hand?”

When guilt surged in her heart and reflected on her behavior, her hand just stretched out. Before she touched the fingertips of the person, the illusion disappeared. In the distance, another person stood there holding his arm and hooked her. He hooked his lips and said in a ridiculous tone:

“You should really look in the mirror to see what you look like now, Shen Yelan, that’s just me playing with you and teasing you.”

…

“The classmates below let it go!”

Someone couldn’t help but fell in the direction of Shen Yelan. When he was about to hit her, the whole person couldn’t help closing his eyes, and there was only a reminder that almost broke through the ceiling and changed the tone.

Shen Yelan looked up calmly, but did not choose to let go, but took a step back a little later, stabilized her figure, raised her hand to hold the person, and stepped back a bit with the other’s inertia. But steadily caught the person.

Then, feeling that the person would not fall as hard as before, Shen Yelan put his gaze on the phantom that fell down the stairs. Although she knew that the shadow would disappear as soon as she raised her hand, she still Seriously raised his hand to grab the opponent’s wrist.

However, this raises his hand, but grasps the truth.

Shen Yelan’s unwavering eyes immediately set off a shocking wave. If it weren’t for the reflex of the body trained by Holly, she would definitely fall back to the ground along with Xu Jiao’s movements.

Fortunately, the instinct reacted. At a critical moment, after Shen Yelan backed up a few steps with Xu Jiao, her back hit the wall next to her, but she finally stopped the castration intact.

Xu Jiao had planned to land on her shoulders and relieve her injuries, but she did not expect to be dragged over by Shen Yelan. Without paying attention, she stepped on Shen Yelan’s left foot with her right foot and instinctively raised her head. But it hit Shen Yelan’s chin.

Both of them were in pain instantly.

Shen Yelan paused, tasted the smell of rust from the tip of his tongue, moved his throat, and cried out in a low, dumb voice, “Sister Xu, Jiao…”

Xu Jiao raised her brows, smiled at her, and withdrew from her arms: “Thanks to you, thank you.”

There were classmates surrounding the girl who fell down the stairs first, and followed with many classmates staggering, but no one could hold him, and said with concern:

“Classmate, are you okay?”

“Did you fall somewhere? Do you want to take you to the hospital?”

The classmate shook his head, looked in Xu Jiao’s direction with red eyes, and carefully apologized: “I’m sorry, classmate, I didn’t pull you on purpose just now.”

Xu Jiao shook her head, smiled at her, and said gently, “It’s okay.”

By her side, sensing that the temperature in her arms was moving away for an instant, Shen Yelan instinctively raised her hand to stop, and pulled Xu Jiao by the corner of her clothes. After she was sure that this was not a phantom again, she was reluctant to let go.

Xu Jiao saw that Shen Yelan reverted to the sticky posture in her impression and her sight seemed to be able to cook herself. She raised her brows and met Shen Yelan’s eyes, and her eyes moved down again. On the other side’s actions, silently asked:

what are you doing?

Shen Yelan was quiet for a while, her voice was a little hoarse, and once it was lowered, it was as if she had been wronged, giving people a wonderful feeling of acting like a baby:

“Where is Sister Xu Jiao going? I’ll see you off.”

Xu Jiao looked at her amusedly: “I’m going to the main entrance, I can walk there, so I don’t need to send it away.”

Shen Yelan reluctantly let go of her hand under the hint of her gaze, but honestly followed her pace. After walking out of the lobby on the first floor with Xu Jiao, she followed her through the outside. On the green path, walk in the direction of the main entrance.

She is using action to insist on what she has just said.

Xu Jiao walked two steps, she was about to walk to the main entrance, reluctantly stopped her pace, and looked back at Shen Yelan: “If you really just send me off, then you can send it here. It’s just two steps. , I’ll do it myself.”

Shen Yelan didn’t say a word, and didn’t know if he agreed or disagree.

Xu Jiao found that she had no way of dealing with such a dull gourd, because as long as Shen Yelan didn’t speak, no one knew how much she was bored in her heart, and what she was thinking about at this moment.

Suddenly, she didn’t rush over, but stood still and looked up and down at Shen Yelan, as if she was only preparing to meet the person in front of her from today.

She didn’t understand Shen Yelan, and Shen Yelan didn’t understand her either, but Shen Yelan was willing to indulge her in anything, so Xu Jiao wanted to see it, so she was left to see it.

Until Xu Jiao couldn’t hold back herself, she broke the silence first:

“Hey, I ask you—”

Xu Jiao looked around and found that the people passing by were far away. That was the case. Thinking of the next thing, she still took the initiative to lean in the direction of Shen Yelan, lowered her voice, and gave people a feeling that she and this The illusion of a great relationship:

“Sleeping with me-does it make you happy?”

Shen Yelan: “…!”

She was stunned for a moment, as if she couldn’t recognize who the person in front of her was for a while, her throat moved, and she instinctively raised her hand and grabbed Xu Jiao’s clothes corner again, confirming that this was a real person asking this question, not suddenly. The phantom is tempting her.

After touching the cloth, Shen Yelan lowered his eyes before squeezing out the content from his throat: “Why did Sister Xu Jiao suddenly ask?”

Of course I want to know how to reduce your blackening value quickly and effectively!

Finishing this **** system task early is overlived!

Xu Jiao answered loudly in her heart, but she just narrowed her eyes on her face, raised her hand to block the sudden warm sunlight above her head, and her tone was casual: “It’s just curiosity.”

She said: “I just want to know, do I have such a delicious food? Can you actually have this kind of’eating ten times as compensation’ idea?”

Shen Yelan: “…”

She watched Xu Jiao use a very calm tone, and in the broad daylight, said those things that made passers-by absolutely shocked and attentive when they heard it. She couldn’t help but start to wonder if her hallucinations had become more serious.

After all, this kind of flowing air will usually only appear in the mouths of those phantoms that are exactly the same, in order to make her continue to recall the happiness of the fall, so as to make her sink deeper.

now…

Shen Yelan gripped Xu Jiao’s clothes corner, the fabric in her hand was almost deformed by her movements, as if this was the only medium for her to distinguish between illusion and reality, and took a deep breath. She did not answer Xu Jiao’s question. Instead, he asked:

“Well, would you be happy if Sister Xu Jiao was dragged by me to do such a thing?”

Xu Jiao wanted to answer “Of course not” according to normal logic. When she reached her lips, she stopped suddenly and smiled: “Shen Yelan, I asked you first, so you have to answer first.”

Shen Yelan’s lips moved, and the answer was honestly spit out from her mouth:

“happy.”

“It’s delicious too.”

Xu Jiao raised her eyebrows and wanted to ask you how you can be happier and more satisfied. Before she could say anything, she was reminded by Shen Yelan: “It’s time for Sister Xu Jiao to answer my question.”

Xu Jiao smiled lightly and said, “If I were your girlfriend and you could be less domineering in bed, of course I would be happy.”

Shen Yelan was startled.

The voices in the ears entangled like crazy again, and whispered: “Hehehe, she means unhappy.”

“Of course I’m not happy, Shen Yelan, if you are forced like this, would you be happy?”

“You are not love at all. True love will not make the person you like feel painful-admit it, Shen Yelan, you are just despicable possessiveness.”

…

Su Xi waited at the door for a long time, but Xu Jiao didn’t see Xu Jiao coming in for a long time. In a hurry, she randomly found a classmate who looked good and asked him to take herself in, wondering if Xu Jiao was entangled in something. Lived, I didn’t reply to any message for a long time.

As a result, as soon as I walked into the campus, I saw two familiar figures on the side road.

One is Shen Yelan and the other is Xu Jiao.

She didn’t think much, just about to go quietly, and frightened Jiao from behind, but she slowed down and just approached, she saw Shen Yelan raised her eyes and looked over, then the corners of her lips moved, and she quickly said something. .

When Su Xi approached, she heard another sentence from the other party:

“Being my girlfriend, okay?”

Su Xi: “…”

Su Xi: “!!!”