I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 30 Ome Ome (22)

“She didn’t take you to heart at all. You looked for her so hard, do you think she was touched? No, she doesn’t love you at all, she doesn’t even care about you, Shen Yelan.”

“To Xu Jiao, you are just a tool for her to make up for her guilt. Other than that, you have nothing to do.”

“Want to know how to get her forever? Take her away, lock her up, so that she is yours alone, only you can see her, only you can touch, her whole person, everything about her… Will belong to you.”

The fascinating voice whispered in Shen Yelan’s ears, drawing out the dark thoughts hidden in her heart that could never be exposed to the sun, and constantly amplifying those thoughts.

As long as Shen Yelan’s gaze is still on Xu Jiao’s body, as long as her reason is shaken, these trivial voices will be pervasive, vowing to pull her completely into the sea of ​​evil.

Shen Yelan originally made up his mind not to listen to this movement, but I don’t know whether the separation in the past few days has deepened her miss, or whether her heart is really upset that she hasn’t been replied to, so that when she walks to Xu Jiao’s side, she feels uncomfortable. He said the sentence: “I want you.”

As a result, I heard that the other party refused without hesitation: “Just think about it.”

When she said what she thought in her heart, Shen Yelan was just expressing her thoughts. She didn’t know how to make Xu Jiao see her heart. She could only say this sentence, and even she didn’t want to do anything excessive. thing.

but…

Xu Jiao’s answer without hesitation still made her feel bitter.

Recalling the other party’s previous performance in bed, Shen Yelan inevitably felt nostalgia. She couldn’t persuade herself not to love that feeling, the kind of feeling that could control all the other party’s **** and emotions.

then-

After listening to the temptation in her ears for so many years, this is the first time Shen Yelan compromised with the devil hiding in her heart. She didn’t know where the impulse came from. She repeated her request again, with a much firmer tone than before. Even added excessively:

“Right now.”

“This is the second time.”

She wanted too much for Xu Jiao who would beg her softly and act like a baby, just to make herself give more.

Sure enough, when the voice fell, Shen Yelan saw the waves in Xu Jiao’s eyes, as if only such absurd things could cause her mood to fluctuate.

…

“How much is Shen Yelan’s blackening value?”

Xu Jiao’s gaze fell vainly on the person in front of her. Intellectually, she did not have any fear of Shen Yelan, but her body seemed to have remembered the madness of the other party during the summer vacation. When it came down, Xu Jiao could feel the trembling from the depths of her soul.

The person who was sitting by the back door of the corner unexpectedly avoided it unknowingly. When he realized, the temperature of the wall passed through the thin clothes, and Xu Jiao was shocked by the ice.

The system’s voice sounded: “80.”

Xu Jiao’s gaze fell, and she saw the fingertips on her side trembling slightly unconsciously, and her voice in her heart was as calm as ever: “The value is quite high, it seems that she can only smooth the hair.”

In other words, if she now refuses Shen Yelan’s request, maybe she will do something more terrible because of the blackening, or she will soar the blackening value again.

Xu Jiao asked the system again: “Are there any students on this floor? Where is the security guard who used to be?”

The system heard what she meant, and was a little surprised. Xu Jiao didn’t expect Xu Jiao to make such a sacrifice. She was moved by her rare determination for a while. It detected that all the students on the half-floor had left, and the security guards again. After the building, after a long time of feedback, it reacted:

“What do you think of me! I am not a lookout for you two to do this kind of thing in the hall of sacred and great knowledge!”

Xu Jiao: “Which one of us are with whom, don’t be so stingy.”

After flicking the system, she looked up at the front and rear directions of the classroom. As expected, her major was in the old campus a long time ago. There was no supervision and control installed in this teaching building. The senior who brought her in some time ago The senior sisters have already kindly reminded:

“The best way to go to the study room is to come to the college building. Although our college building looks old on the outside, you have to look at the student ID card for entry and exit. The management is very strict, and there is also monitoring inside.”

“The old building is very troublesome. Every year, people go out to the bathroom and find that they have lost their computers, mobile phones, and money treasures. I don’t know how many times have been reported, but there is no news.”

After squinting her eyes, Xu Jiao slightly raised her head to look at the person in front of her. The elegant and fragile neck was exposed. Because the skin was too white, the traces of blue blood vessels could be seen looming.

When people see something clean, people always have two kinds of psychology. One is to take care of it carefully, try to make it dirty as slowly as possible, and use all means to protect it; the other… is to simply and thoroughly dye it. Other colors.

The darker the color, the better, so that it is difficult to be covered by other traces.

Shen Yelan lowered his head like a demon, and was about to get closer, when he heard a soft “pop”, the light in the entire classroom suddenly went out, and because his eyes were not used to the sudden darkness, even people close at hand could not see clear.

When she stopped halfway, Xu Jiao’s extremely calm voice, who had turned off the light, came into her ear:

“Do you know what will happen if we are discovered?”

In the darkness, the heat and sound of the opponent’s body became a beacon for Shen Yelan to chase. She tilted her head, and moved her lips to Xu Jiao’s cheek, relying on the position she noted when the light was not turned off.

She asked softly, “So, will Sister Xu Jiao be afraid?”

Xu Jiao raised her lips silently. Because the distance was too close, she smelled the smell that belonged to Shen Yelan’s body. It was strange. She was a girl, and she didn’t know what she had experienced recently. There was a lot of skin on her skin. A slight smell of gunpowder smoke.

It didn’t fit her domineering personality of being silent and innocent at all.

But it was the violent and even choking smell that made Xu Jiao inexplicably excited. She put her right hand on the table next to her, sitting sideways, and did not choose to answer Shen Yelan’s question. , But instead asked:

“Is this not what you want?”

Shen Yelan was silent.

In this moment of silence, Xu Jiao exhaled and asked again: “Will you be happy if you do something like this with me?”

Xu Jiao really wanted to know if she and Shen Yelan increased again and again, could she make Shen Yelan less confusing, let her go smoothly, and reduce the blackening value a bit.

But I don’t know what Shen Yelan understood her words. She hadn’t moved for a long time. After hearing these words, she suddenly raised her jaw and kissed her without any movement.

…

In the interlaced breathing, the system took advantage of the discordant picture before it appeared, and hurriedly asked: “Aren’t you afraid? After a while, I enter the shielding mode, and it will no longer be able to help you detect the surrounding environment.”

Xu Jiao moved her throat and swallowed everything she couldn’t bear. Her voice was still flat:

“Scared.”

She said: “Even if I don’t take this world seriously, I don’t have the hobby of being watched by everyone. I really want to be discovered. I immediately abandon the task of this world. See you next time.”

Abbreviation, no help, wait for death, next one.

system:”…?”

A trace of confusion appeared in its flat voice: “This is what you call trying to reduce the blackening value?”

Xu Jiao asked back: “Am I not working hard enough? In order to smooth this little bastard’s hair, I don’t even have the skin for two lifetimes—”

…

When vision is limited, the responses of other sense organs will be continuously amplified.

Xu Jiaoman thought that Shen Yelan couldn’t see clearly just like herself, so she didn’t control her expression very much. As everyone knows, Shen Yelan clearly saw her seemingly painful and joyful.

Including the thin layer of sweat coming out of her neck, when she turned her head and bit her fingertips because she didn’t want to make a sound, she was painted with a warm jade-like color by the dim light outside the window on the other side.

Shen Yelan couldn’t help opening her mouth to bite. As soon as she touched her lips, she heard Xu Jiao let out a forbearance from the gap between her fingertips: “Don’t…”

Don’t bite on your neck, you will be seen.

Shen Yelan paused, and the lips lingered slowly over her side of her neck. It was uncomfortable. Instead, she only raised her itches, as if she could bite down hard at any time, giving people a kind of butcher knife. Hanging above the head, but the trembling feeling that has not fallen.

Maybe it was because the previous experience was too crazy. Xu Jiao found that she had become much more sensitive than before, but she was touched by Shen Yelan casually, and her pores were all opened. The happiness came easily and simple.

Suddenly-

Shen Yelan, who noticed that she was in good condition, suddenly withdrew, and supported the chair next to her with her right hand, her slender fingertips gathered together, leaving a layer of crystal water marks on the back of the chair.

Shen Yelan kissed Xu Jiao’s somewhat cold ears, and responded with an extremely affectionate gesture: “You don’t need to bite your neck. In exchange, Sister Xu Jiao has to do another thing.”

Xu Jiao’s happiness stopped abruptly, her eyes widened and she looked up at her, her aura lost twice.

She intuitively felt that Shen Yelan was going to do something again.

Sure enough, Shen Yelan watched her current state in time, but she said another thing: “Have Sister Xu Jiao bought flowers at the flower shop?”

Xu Jiao: “…?”

Is this the time to buy flowers?

Seeing her slightly widening her eyes blankly, Shen Yelan curled her lips and said unhurriedly: “One time, I saw someone go to the flower shop to buy carnations. The flowers were all closed. The flower shop owner turned the flower into full bloom after the customer had selected it. Does Sister Xu Jiao know how she did it?”

“She pinched the bottom of the flower head with one hand, and with the other hand, she gently plucked the petals on the outside of the flower head with the side of her index finger, and slowly and slowly rubbed out the red and pink carnations—”

“Later, I never saw this kind of technique again. I want to come to sister Xu Jiao to make a rose fold so beautiful. It should be quite clever. Can you repeat it for me?”

Xu Jiao: “…”

This story almost made her listen to the Buddha. At the end, she didn’t pay attention to what Shen Yelan was talking about. The temperature in her body gradually dropped. Her voice cooled from the full of emotions, and only a little nasal voice asked: “I Where can I find you flowers?”

As soon as she spoke, she carefully recalled Shen Yelan’s words, and her whole body froze.

Sure enough, Shen Yelan laughed lowly, pointing out: “Why not? Isn’t there one here? Sister Xu Jiao’s flower is better than the flower shop’s.”

Xu Jiao: “!”

Hearing such bad words, her face did not control the rising temperature, and the flame spread to the tips of her ears and under her neck like a burning cloud.

Shen Yelan saw that she hadn’t moved for a long time, and she was about to move towards her neck again. Xu Jiao raised her hand hard against her shoulder, stopping her behavior of leaving marks on her neck, and spit out two with difficulty. word:

“and many more.”

There was a smile in Shen Yelan’s voice: “Sister Xu Jiao is going to be faster, I’m not very patient, and—”

“Ten minutes later, it seems that the security is about to come up again.”

…

“Did sister Xu Jiao’s rose bloom?”

“…”

“Why don’t you speak? Then I just come and have a look?”

“Don’t! Don’t! Open, open…”

…

The chair accidentally touched the table because of the excessive movement, which made Xu Jiaodeng nervously stiff.

Before she exhaled the breath that she held, another strong light reflected from the transparent glass on the classroom door. She bit her right hand finger and the back of her hand were all imprints, her eyelashes trembled, and a drop of glitter slid down her cheek. , I don’t know if it is tears or sweat.

Hearing the sound of “Da, Da, Da” of leather shoes outside the door, Shen Yelan felt Xu Jiao’s nervousness and raised her left hand to hug her, so that she should not be so scared. As a result, the other party just raised her hand. Misunderstood the meaning, pulled it over and bit her on the wrist.

Xu Jiao didn’t save her energy—

Shen Yelan suffered a bit, but the strength of her right hand was uncontrollable, and she immediately heard the slightest sigh of pressure in the opponent’s mouth.

Shen Yelan kissed the other party’s ears soothingly, letting her bite herself, the emotions in her eyes were heavy, only the gesture of kissing the other party was very gentle, with endless pity.

…

Gradually, no voices can be heard on the campus at night.

As a result, the birds and frogs yelled tentatively from time to time, and soon disappeared in another place.

Xu Jiao followed Shen Yelan out of school with one foot deep and one shallow foot. At this time, except for the study room specially opened overnight, the dormitory and teaching buildings have been curfew, so as not to disturb the auntie’s rest. They can only go outside and stay in a hotel.

The two went out through the window on the first floor of the old school building. The surroundings were quiet at the time, half of them were not seen, and there was no camera nearby to take pictures of their feats in the middle of the night.

The existence of this teaching building in the school has always been evil. I heard that the feng shui was not very good when it was built. If a student violates the access control and stays in it for too long, he will always see something in the evening. Things you shouldn’t watch.

Even the monitors installed in the surrounding area showed up after two months. As time passed, there was no need to remind the security guards there. The students studying in this old school building would automatically see that the curfew was approaching. Pack your things consciously and go back.

After all, the stories of hitting ghosts are still circulating freshly on campus.

Xu Jiao walked much slower than usual. Seeing her movements from the back, she seemed to be a little bit tedious, as if she didn’t want to go forward very much. As expected, she stopped by the woods just outside the school gate. .

Shen Yelan was walking in front, and when she heard the movement of her stopping, she stopped and looked back at her.

Today’s moon is particularly round and bright. The tall trees next to it are heavily shadowed, and the shadows of different shades swaying along the roadside as gusts of wind pass by.

Xu Jiao squatted in place with flushed face, even her ears were overripe tomato-colored, clenched fists with tooth marks, and uttered to her: “No, don’t go anymore.”

Shen Yelan came back and stood beside her. After a while, Shen Yelan squatted down and asked in an unprecedented gentle tone: “Why?”

She raised her hand and lifted Xu Jiao’s face, which was wet with sweat into a small stream of hair. A narrow smile appeared in her black eyes, like a very reasonable person, and said unhurriedly:

“Sister Xu Jiao can’t be ridiculous.”

“Just now you said you didn’t want to continue, I promised you, so we are going to the hotel to continue now, why are you repenting again?”

Xu Jiao: “…”

She looked at Shen Yelan’s shameless appearance, her cheeks tightened, and after a while, she said, “I can’t walk anymore.”

Shen Yelan stretched out her hand to her. Just when Xu Jiao thought she was going to let her go, she heard Shen Yelan say: “Then I will hold you.”

Xu Jiao looked at the open palms in front of her, and was silent for a while, looking at no one on the left and right, and squeezed from her teeth: “No! As long as you stop that thing, I can walk by myself.”

Now she could still hear the buzzing from somewhere that would wipe out the sanity of her whole person.

I can’t squat anymore, where can I walk?

Unexpectedly, this little **** Shen Yelan looks serious on weekdays, but the tricks in this kind of thing…it is simply an old sow wearing a bra-breast—one set after another!

It’s not over for her!

Hearing Xu Jiao’s words, Shen Yelan was just silent, without saying a word, and the smile in her black eyes gradually receded. Xu Jiao couldn’t help softening her voice, coaxing her to say:

“Shen Yelan, don’t bully me.”

Seeing the tears in the corners of her red eyes, Shen Yelan was indeed touched by Xu Jiao’s soft plea.

Xu Jiao saw how she could eat soft or hard, she immediately found a way, and raised her hand to pull at the corner of Shen Yelan’s windbreaker, looking up at the person in front of her, because she looked very short when she squatted down. Therefore, Xu Jiao’s posture now appears weaker in Shen Yelan’s eyes, pitiful and helpless.

“I want to change the form of compensation now, okay?” she asked Shen Yelan.

Shen Yelan looked at her quietly, waiting for her to follow.

Xu Jiao sighed: “You are so unkind, and you have been **** like this ten times. My life is gone, and your future objects may not be able to bear your gameplay.”

Shen Yelan repeated slowly: “Gentle?”

Xu Jiao watched the play, her voice stopped, and after the moment she passed her body, she flickered earnestly, “Yes, do you have someone you like? Or I will teach you how to chase your sweetheart. Let’s get there once, okay?”

Shen Yelan looked straight into her eyes, and when Xu Jiao waited until her body was shaking, she finally nodded slowly, and said, “Okay.”

Xu Jiao tentatively asked, “Then we will…?” Let’s not go, right? Quickly say no!

Shen Yelan watched her trembling unconsciously, thought for a while, and asked, “Or, I’ll carry you on my back?”

Xu Jiao: “…”

Shen Yelan said patiently: “You can also hold you.”

Xu Jiao: “…”

It’s not easy to cheat when the child is older.

…

It was burned over and over on the hotel bed like a cake for half a night. When Xu Jiao woke up the next day, she felt the long-lost sensation of sore muscles all over her body.

She vaguely scolded Shen Yelan in her heart with a slight abnormality.

What she said last night was really right, but any girl with a lesser personality and a little bit of a house came over to toss Shen Yelan for a week, and she didn’t want to get out of bed for a week.

Fortunately, Shen’s surname was a bit conscience. He not only helped her take a shower, but also helped her order breakfast, and sat down to check her body temperature. His voice was as dumb as ever, and it sounded rusty.

“Sister Xu Jiao has no class this morning, so let’s sleep more.”

Xu Jiao’s tired eyes couldn’t open, and the corners of her lips moved. She couldn’t help but wonder: Isn’t this little **** good?

It was the same in the previous summer vacation, and it was last night. I just pretended that she was fine the next day, so I could toss her hard.

But she was too tired to think too much, and her consciousness became hazy again. Suddenly, the system’s voice suddenly sounded: “Congratulations to the host, for successfully reducing the heroine’s blackening value, currently Shen Yelan’s blackening value: 75 .”

Xu Jiao was shocked immediately.

Almost half-life last night, only five points have been lost?

That is to say, the remaining eight times of full play can only reduce the blackening value of forty-how to calculate her blood loss.

It can’t go on like this.

Xu Jiao thought, when she wakes up, she must make a good plan.

…

“Sister Xu Jiao is free on Saturday? Can you go somewhere with me?”

After returning to school from the hotel, Xu Jiao received a text message from Shen Yelan.

After thinking about the other party’s blackening value, and if he agreed to the system, Xu Jiao tapped on the phone and replied: “Yes.” As long as she doesn’t drag her onto the bed, she can agree to anything.

…

Impression Pottery Museum in City B.

Xu Jiao pushed her sunglasses and looked up at the name. Because she was standing in the morning light, she couldn’t help but constrict her eyes, hiding her doubts well.

What did Shen Yelan ask her to do here?

At that time, a dumb, rustling-sounding voice came from the side: “Sister Xu Jiao is here.”

It was the voice of Shen Yelan.

Probably because the two had a too close relationship, Xu Jiao realized that her ears were a little warm just by hearing each other’s voice. She raised her hand and pinched her ears somewhat unhappily, and nodded to Shen Yelan: “Yeah. , You asked me to come here?”

Shen Yelan took her inside, not in a hurry to say, just waiting for someone to lead them to experience the process of crafting the clay.

Xu Jiao inexplicably followed her in the mud all morning.

When the experience was over, she turned her head and asked Shen Yelan, “Can you tell me what I am doing here now?”

Shen Yelan looked at her deeply, and after a while, Xu Jiao heard her say: “Don’t you want to say that you can use other things to offset the previous compensation?”

Xu Jiao realized afterwards: “Do you want me to learn this to pay for it? All right, what are you going to do?”

Shen Yelan glanced at her up and down and pursed her lips. She said, “I want you to pinch me with clay, scaled down, exactly the same as me—”

“This can offset one compensation.”

Xu Jiao was stunned for a moment.

Shen Yelan lowered her eyes and asked, “Do you agree?”

In order to squeeze out a lifelike self, Xu Jiao must always keep her eyes on her body, remember every characteristic of her own, and even close her eyes, all her own image is in her mind.

She wanted to use another method to make Xu Jiao thoroughly remember herself as a person.