I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 28 Ome Ome (20)

offend?

Shen Yelan heard this overly polite word, and withdrew the overly presumptuous gaze that had been placed on Xu Jiao before, her eyelashes drooped, her lips pressed and she did not answer.

The voice that hadn’t appeared in the ear for a long time, now he came uninvited, gently pressed near her earlobe, exhaled and whispered: “What is an offense? She is clearly an offense.”

The tone was so greasy that people panic.

Shen Yelan’s cheeks tightened and her eyelashes trembled.

Xu Jiao watched her stay silent for a long time, and even looked away in silence. She apologized deeper in her heart. She reflected on herself why she was so unsuspecting outside, so she was so easily recruited, even…

He also did something like that to Shen Yelan.

Xu Jiao reluctantly maintained her composure, but the images in her mind became more and more squeezed, like a balloon floating on the surface of the water that was about to be pushed down. After a long effort, she still had to let it go along the water arbitrarily. drift.

She thought of her drunken movements last night, like a child who broke into a toy pool and jumped around. When she came back, the spirit of the wine came up, her body was hot and dry, and she had a bad temper. He didn’t work, sitting on Shen Yelan’s body rubbing around, even holding people’s neck shamelessly and acting like a baby:

“Help me.”

“You move.”

The skin couldn’t help but Xu Jiao took a breath.

This picture is too beautiful…I can’t think about it.

She herself vented through the drunken energy, but she didn’t have much special impression, and she didn’t even have a severe headache, but Shen Yelan, who suffered from this unreasonable disaster, would not feel much better.

Xu Jiao sighed secretly in her heart, opened the quilt, and turned her eyes around on her body, she knew how restrained Shen Yelan was last night—

That’s not right.

Shen Yelan doesn’t like girls as much as she does. Maybe she was frightened by her grind and begging action last night. In the end, there was no other way to help her. How could it be said? What about restraint?

Xu Jiao put aside the thought that had passed in her mind, and smiled secretly when she saw Ren Ji with rotten eyes.

She stepped down from the bed, opened the door of the cabinet, turned out a set of clothes to wrap around her body, turned her back to Shen Yelan, revealing a smooth arch of her back, an exquisite waistline, a straight, slender, rounded pair… leg…

And the black thorns cross tattoo on the ankle.

The smooth, almost reflective ankle swayed slightly in Shen Yelan’s sight, causing the person who had already suppressed the idea to raise his eyes like a demon, and only glanced quickly, as if he was scalded. Look away the same.

But her memory is so good.

After just a glance, the scenery that should be remembered and should not be remembered was burned on her retina with temperature, even if she closes her eyes, she must persistently engrave the outline on her eyelids.

I don’t know how long it took, but she heard a voice sounding in front of her at close range: “Sorry for a mess yesterday. Is there anything uncomfortable about your body? You should be able to wear my clothes, how about this set?”

The voice is still gentle, but it doesn’t have the fiery emotions of last night.

People can easily recognize the calm polite inside.

Shen Yelan’s heart suddenly filled with a faint sense of melancholy and loss, wishing to never pass last night, the sun will never rise this morning, but she knows…this is impossible, even if she stays up all night, this time will not Stopped because of her will.

So she could only hold back her emotions, opened her eyes in this voice, and looked at Xu Jiao, who was neatly dressed and walked to the bed.

It may be that he feels guilty for her, so this person’s expression is softer than ever, with a smile on the corners of his lips.

Shen Yelan tried his best to wipe the dust falling from her happy head, and constantly comforted herself: In fact, that’s good, such a cold Xu Jiao, will never let you confuse her with hallucinations, won’t you?

This kind of her can keep you awake forever.

“Why don’t you talk all the time? Dumb?” Xu Jiao bent down and put one hand on the bed, smiling eyes closer, looking down Shen Yelan’s shoulders that were blocked by the quilt, as if she was being covered by the air conditioner. What clues can be observed.

Shen Yelan moved her lips, and finally said the first sentence in the morning. The voice was very, very soft, with reluctance in it, as if she was unwilling but had to say goodbye to something:

“No.”

Even the hoarseness in the voice is a bit heavier than last night: “I’m fine, I can wear this suit.”

Xu Jiao didn’t believe her very much, she couldn’t help but shook her head. She raised her hand and wanted to open the quilt. As a result, Shen Yelan instinctively pressed the quilt tighter, acting like a conditioned resistance.

Xu Jiao thought she had left a shadow and was a little stressed, so she immediately bounced off the gesture at hand, and her tone was softened by three points, almost with a sense of care:

“Well, I won’t touch you.”

“I just want to see if you are hurt, be honest, or I will call the doctor to come.”

Shen Yelan had never seen her such a gentle appearance. For a while, she was a little at a loss, her eyes were a little confused, and she followed her words and recalled her current state.

Somewhere is really uncomfortable.

But…not as bad as the back pain.

The weight of Xu Jiao smashed into the hallway stairs last night was not light, and I didn’t deal with it in time. Now after the night, it seems to be more painful, and I don’t know what kind of horror it is.

Xu Jiao kept a certain distance from her. Seeing what she recalled, she softly said in a coaxing tone to Xiaohuang: “If you feel uncomfortable, get medicine quickly.”

After thinking about it, she said again: “I know what happened to you last night was a bit sudden and unacceptable. I am too late to say anything, but I still have to apologize to you, and I will definitely Make compensation as much as you can, okay?”

Shen Yelan’s expression moved slightly when she heard the word “compensation” in her mouth, and finally met Xu Jiao’s eyes, but her lips moved without saying anything.

Xu Jiao saw her intentions, and she was relieved in her heart. It would be good if she had something to ask for, so that she could have a direction to make up. She was most afraid of being bullied and timid. She didn’t dare to mention anything. Yes, there was depression behind her back, and she would be guilty by then.

“No hurry, you can think about it slowly.” After that, Xu Jiao patiently repeated it a third time: “Can you tell me where I feel sick now?”

Shen Yelan slowly said: “It hurts a bit behind my back.”

Xu Jiao: “?”

Backache? She can understand the back pain or the pain there. Why does the back hurt too?

…

Xu Jiao was shocked when she saw the large traces of blue and purple on Shen Yelan’s back, but she didn’t know when she took Shen Yelan and fell, so she could only apologize in annoyance, and then went to look for it. The medicine for the traumatic injury came over and carefully helped Shen Yelan deal with it.

“I don’t know if I hit the bones… or go to the hospital to take a film?” Even after dealing with the injuries, Xu Jiao felt that the trace on Shen Yelan’s back was a bit shocking, and couldn’t help but make a suggestion.

At that time, Shen Yelan had already put on loose home casual clothes, and found that Xu Jiao’s medicine was on, and her shoulders moved slightly, so she let her clothes fall, and whispered, “No.”

Xu Jiao wanted to persevere, but Shen Yelan looked like she had the illusion that she was strong and bullying, so she responded with a temper, and then asked, “Eat lighter in the morning. Is it okay to have porridge? ”

Shen Yelan had never been so cared for before. After Xu Jiao was treated like a spring breeze all morning, she couldn’t find Bei. It took a long time to silently nod her head, watching Xu Jiao roll the hem of her clothes and walk out, she couldn’t help but wonder:

“You…do you make breakfast?”

Xu Jiao has walked to the door and looked back at her now: “Yes, Aunt Su has something to do at home. She said that she would resign some time ago. I won’t be coming from today. I don’t bother to run in with the new babysitter, so I have been with her a long time ago. She learns to cook, and if it doesn’t taste good, just tell me, we order takeaway at noon.”

Shen Yelan nodded blankly.

Xu Jiao looked at her as if she was more energetic than before, smiled at her, and then opened the door and walked out, leaving Shen Yelan immersed in this dreamlike tenderness, unable to recover for a long time.

Until a question slowly came to mind—

Xu Jiao likes girls.

I can still be so gentle when I treated the spring breeze, if I become her girlfriend…

What will it be like?

The cultivator made up his mind to uproot the demon-seed that was about to be exposed to the sun, somehow suddenly hesitated. The demon-seed suddenly struggled as if it could perceive the cultivator’s mind, and the roots went down fiercely, Pierce it hard, burying it deeper and deeper in the soil.

All previous efforts were suddenly abandoned.

People can only watch it grow wantonly, flourish, and even willingly become its nourishment.

…

“I remember you don’t seem to have any taboos, right?”

Xu Jiao came in with a bowl of side dishes in her left hand, and came in with a porridge bowl in her right hand. Before she arrived, Shen Yelan could smell the scent of the porridge, the overcooked rice, chopped preserved eggs, and minced meat. Sprinkle chopped green onion on the hook to make people move their index fingers.

Put the two bowls on the desk next to him, Xu Jiao went to bring a bed desk over again, put everything in front of Shen Yelan, went outside and brought two more side dishes. These are all from Aunt Su before. The pickles left for her.

Shen Yelan took a look and found that there was only one bowl of porridge, so he asked, “Where is yours?”

Xu Jiao took it for granted: “I’m eating out, you have something to tell me-well, do you want me to feed it?”

At this point, she leaned over patiently, although there was still a smile in her eyes, it was clear, and even the ambiguous things like “feed breakfast” became like ordinary people and classmates. Help each other.

At this moment, Xu Jiao has returned to her usual appearance.

No longer can anyone find a trace of last night.

Shen Yelan couldn’t help but give birth to the illusion that she was actually a dream last night.

Seeing that she did not respond, Xu Jiao raised her lips to herself, got up and left, walked to the door, and for a moment when she raised her hand to touch the handle, she heard Shen Yelan’s voice coming from behind:

“The compensation you said before…is it true?”

Xu Jiao’s gesture of raising her hand paused, and she turned her head to meet Shen Yelan’s gaze. The pupils of this person’s eyes were too black. When they looked at each other, they looked like two magnetic stones. Inhale the human soul.

“Can you-” Be my girlfriend?

Somehow, Xu Jiao suddenly had a bad feeling, so that she suddenly interrupted Shen Yelan’s content and repeated what she had previously promised: “Yes, as long as it is within my power, it does not violate my principles. Everything is fine.”

There was a slight pain in Shen Yelan’s heart.

It seems to have stuck a wooden thorn.

Inexplicably, she heard the rejection from Xu Jiao’s words, as if her intention had been seen by the other party, and she hadn’t even said that sentence.

She lowered her eyes, and the courage she had finally accumulated, disappeared like this.

Xu Jiao asked, “You just asked me if I can do anything?”

Shen Yelan looked at the bowl of hot, fragrant preserved egg and lean meat porridge in front of him, and the steaming enthusiasm hit his eyes directly, and it was smoked for a long time, as if his eyes had also become moist.

She was silent for a while, then opened her lips again, her voice was light and fluttering, as if she had deliberately blurred her emotions so that no one could hear clearly:

“Can you-”

“Let me do it ten times?”

The room is very quiet, with no extra noise. Although there is a dog in the house, Xiao Huang is very quiet most of the time. He can even squat on the sofa and watch the remote control and watch the TV for himself.

So Xu Jiao heard this clearly.

But no matter how clear she was, she couldn’t hide the astonishment in her eyes, so that she was startled for a while, but she couldn’t help repeating: “What?”

Shen Yelan raised her right hand, and the injury on her back caused throbbing pains, but there was no trace of pain in her expression, she just calmly picked up the spoon in the bowl and stirred the porridge in front of her. During the sluggish movements, she also patiently repeated her declaration of the’last ten times’ just now.

At the end, she said: “What about buying things in the store, there is also the saying that’fake one pays ten’, let alone…It was Xu Jiao that made me a little bit more compensation first, isn’t it too much?”

Furthermore, Xu Jiao couldn’t say that this matter violated her principles, because last night she not only sent out an invitation to others, but also offended Shen Yelan.

just-

Xu Jiao couldn’t help but feel ashamed, thinking about the “doubling” of this compensation, ten times…How can this be a doubling? This is a super doubling!

She stared at Shen Yelan for a long time, always feeling like she had fallen into a trap, but this person was indeed provoked by her initiative, and tolerated, Xu Jiao asked, “Let’s communicate first, you…are there. There are no special perverted hobbies, right?”

Shen Yelan hooked her lips slightly, and replied sincerely: “I have never been in a relationship before, and I have never had a relationship with anyone before, and I don’t understand my own preferences in this respect.”

Xu Jiao understands that people with inadequate ordinary experience are unlikely to develop any weird habit-good.

Besides…

Shen Yelan, a college bully, looked like a serious person.

Nothing strange happened last night.

Xu Jiao didn’t know that she was so relieved too early. After thinking for a long time, she reluctantly nodded, “Just ten times?”

Shen Yelan fed the delicious preserved egg and lean meat porridge into his mouth, nodded slightly, and made this agreement with her.

Since I can’t become a girlfriend for the time being.

It’s also a good choice to do things between girlfriends first.

…

“right now?”

After Xu Jiao finished washing the dishes, she was about to pass the leisurely days of running the dog and flipping through the majors of the target school. When she was called into the room by Shen Yelan, she was as calm as her, and she couldn’t help being forced for a moment.

Xiao Huang has now grown into a rhubarb, and she was swinging behind Xu Jiao with her tail, but when she arrived at the door of Shen Yelan’s room, she didn’t know what she had heard, and turned around with her tail pinched. The head ran away.

Xu Jiao was left alone to face the hidden big devil inside.

Looking at Shen Yelan’s body, and recalling the injury on her back, the thick confusion on Xu Jiao’s face was about to overflow. She looked up and down Shen Ye sitting on the bedside inexplicably and exaggeratedly. Lan, couldn’t help but asked, “Are you…sure you can do it?”

She is cooked once and cooked again as meat-debt meat-repayment.

can…

No matter how Shen Yelan looks like this, it’s not good.

Shen Yelan did not answer her words, but only fumbled out two bags of things from her previously messy pants pockets. They were forcibly stuffed when she came out of the club with Xu Jiao last night and met Dongqing.

At that time, her bad personality and likes to tease people looked at the person she was carrying, smiled ambiguously at her, patted her arm when she passed, and whispered:

“Give you, the latest gadget, it’s fun, come on.”

Shen Yelan had thrown a lot of things like holly before as a trash can.

And most of them are weird.

Sometimes it’s something that you don’t want to use, and sometimes it’s inexplicable. She remembers one time when Holly gave her a cute kitty cat toy. It was pink, beautiful, and small and exquisite, but she didn’t know when she got it in her hand. Wherever it hit, the toy jumped suddenly, and she didn’t catch it for a moment, so she let it jump to the ground.

Later she knew the usefulness of this thing.

Last night, she was worried that the things that Holly gave was too irritating and useless. Now, after reading the introduction carefully, she tore the package and gently wrapped her finger on the thin, slippery thing like fish skin. tip.

It can only fit exactly two knuckles.

But this is not an ordinary T.

Shen Yelan looked at the translucent color, then raised her eyes and said to Xu Jiao, “Of course I can’t, so…it’s a lot of hard work for Sister Xu Jiao.”

Xu Jiao: “…?????”

Isn’t this too fast?

She watched Shen Yelan’s preparations were done, and when she sat there, she felt that something was not very good, not to mention that it was still broad daylight, and the sun was shining outside.

The two looked at each other after a certain distance. Shen Yelan looked at her calmly, and reminded her unhurriedly: “You have to talk and count, sister Xu Jiao.”

Xu Jiao: “…”

Endure it.

Swallow your own sins.

She walked over and wanted to close the curtains. Although there were no occupants on the opposite side of the building where she lived, this kind of bright window always gave people an indescribable sense of shame that was vaguely watched.

Seeing her movements, Shen Yelan asked aloud, “Can you pull it up?”

Xu Jiao looked back at her: “Why?”

Shen Yelan tilted her head, and when her black and white eyes looked intently, they still looked like a vortex. Xu Jiao heard her slowly say, “Because you can’t see clearly in this way.”

Xu Jiao was about to say that this curtain is not a shading type. Even if it is closed, it will be darker at best, so that it will not be clear. However, when the words came to her lips, she suddenly thought of something and stopped abruptly.

Taking a deep breath, she asked: “What can’t you see clearly?”

“You.” Shen Yelan answered without hesitation.

After the answer was still not enough, she made an expansion of the word: “Your actions.”

“The act of eating in.”

“Do you want me to be more clear?”

Xu Jiao pulled the curtain tightly, and almost pulled the entire curtain cloth off. Turning her head back, she felt that the elementary school bully in front of her didn’t seem to be as innocent as it seemed on the surface.

I don’t know where this guy learned the meaty words.

Xu Jiao stood in front of the window for a long time before she finished her mental preparation and walked towards the person on the bed step by step.

…

“Well.”

The movement that leaked from the throat was only a moment, insignificant, like a cat’s unintentional sound, not only did not suppress the thoughts in people’s hearts, but it was a lot more intense.

Shen Yelan’s eyes were covered by Xu Jiao’s raised hand. He couldn’t see the movements of the people close at hand, but the other sense organs became more and more obvious, and even Xu Jiao’s messy and uncontrollable sounds could be heard clearly.

So that her fingertips surrounded by warmth instinctively flicked.

Almost at the same time, she heard the gasp of her predecessor.

Sensing the other party’s intention to calmly control the rhythm, Shen Yelan said suddenly: “I forgot to say it just now. There is a standard for the end of one time—”

Xu Jiao didn’t dare to put too much weight on her. Although she was resting on her shoulders, she was still afraid that it would hurt her back against the bed, so she could only face her, bear the pressure on her knees, and squeeze it out between her teeth. One sentence: “What, what?”

Shen Yelan: “The material of the thing I’m wearing will melt. When it melts, this time will be over.”

Xu Jiao was stunned for a moment. She hadn’t heard of this product yet.

WTF?

But before she had time to ask, she suddenly felt something was wrong. The whole figure resembled a fish trying to escape from the chopping board. She tried her best to flick it up, but the chef’s knife chased her closely and prevented her from fleeing.

“What’s the matter? Why… so ice? So cold, no, no…”

Xu Jiao regretted it, and she was uncomfortably cold. Just as she was about to shrink back, Shen Yelan clasped her waist with the other hand, holding her firmly in control.

“That’s what I want to say, this thing can cool down instantly, but also heat up instantly. Only through constant friction at a certain frequency can it melt, otherwise its change will never stop.”

Before she finished speaking, Xu Jiao had already felt the so-called warming up—

Is this trying to burn people to death?

…

Alternate hot and cold.

A duo of ice and fire.

Some people overestimated their ability to bear, and some couldn’t hold it anymore, “I…I have no strength.”

“Come on, Sister Xu Jiao, it’s a pity that my back hurts, and I can’t use my hands.”

“Then go out—”

“No, didn’t we say yes? This time is not over yet.”

“Shen Yelan!”

“Well, what’s wrong with Sister Xu Jiao?”

“I… Help me… I really have no energy… Please, please…”