I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 24 Ome Ome (16)

“Do you know that M! is like her!”

Su Xi’s voice was too loud, reverberating throughout the living room, and even Shen Yelan, who came out of the bathroom and was about to pour a glass of water, could hear clearly.

Perhaps it is because of the non-viable character in daily life. When Shen Yelan looks calmly at people, her calm, dark eyes always give people an inexplicable pressure.

Lu Pei has always hated the look in her eyes.

Now when Su Xi finished talking and turned around, she was suddenly startled by the other person’s gaze. On the one hand, she was a little guilty. On the other hand, somehow, she always felt that she had just seen…Xu Jiao for a moment.

Su Xi shuddered by her own associations. In addition, she was caught upright when she said bad things about someone behind her back. When she faced Shen Yelan for the first time, she chose to take the initiative to evade, without saying a word, almost ashamed. Going back to the sofa, picking up the pen, biting on the cap, pretending to do a question.

Shen Yelan raised his hand to fasten the decorative belt on the black shorts, glanced at Su Xi faintly, her fingertips moved flexibly on the black belt, and after a while, silently walked to the wall-mounted water dispenser. Pour himself a glass of water.

Finding her back to this side, Su Xi quietly raised her eyes and glanced over, thinking in confusion:

Is Shen Yelan angry?

Or are you accustomed to being bullied by others in school, so you are immune to such things?

But to be honest, if she heard someone say this to herself behind her back, she would definitely be angry, after all, she would squash that guy to the ground.

Su Xi bit her pen and tangled for a while, and finally decided not to have trouble with herself, proactively said:

“Hey.”

Shen Yelan’s action of drinking water stopped for a while, and looked over slightly with her face sideways.

Su Xi’s eyes wandered, a little uncomfortable, her voice was erratic, and she was a little awkward: “The one I just said…”

Having said that, she stopped, as if she wanted to apologize, but also as if she wanted to quibble.

Shen Yelan heard her entanglement in her voice. Thinking of the relationship between this guy and Xu Jiao, she gently pressed her lips, spread the cool moisture on her lips, and said lightly:

“What? I didn’t hear it.”

Su Xi breathed a sigh of relief. She wasn’t the type that would take the initiative to apologize to others. If it hadn’t been because Xu Jiao told her that this person was a guest last time, she wouldn’t even have been entangled just now.

Holding the pen’s hand and waved to the opponent, Su Xi immediately said: “It’s okay! It’s nothing!”

It’s better not to hear.

She immediately left the matter behind her head, and bowed her head sincerely and squatted with the evil question.

On the contrary, it was Shen Yelan. She returned to the room with the cup in her hand. After closing the door, she did not rush back to the table where the book was spread out, pressing her back against the cold bedroom wooden door, and took a deep breath.

What Su Xi said just now was still reverberating in her mind.

But she was not angry.

Because she knew that her mind… was much scarier than what Suxi described.

Shen Yelan didn’t have any strange thoughts about herself, but—

Have delusions about another person.

Especially recently, as she learned more and more abilities with Holly, the things she dreamed of at night became more and more outrageous.

She took another sip of cold water, calmed her mind, and let out a sigh of relief. After she calmed down, she returned to the desk and buried herself in the boundless sea of ​​learning.

…

The light blue curtains slowly moved with the wind blowing in through the slits of the windows.

The warm light illuminates the skin of a person’s skin into a creamy white, a white glowing with porcelain light. Once the eyes are touched, they can’t turn away.

Shen Yelan stared at the person in front of him, her eyes were no longer the panic, excitement, and perplexity of the first dream, but an expected calm.

Again.

she thinks.

But she had clearly dreamed many times, and she still couldn’t resist this person, even without looking in the mirror, she knew that the look in her eyes must be obsessed and greedy at this moment.

Shen Yelan walked slowly to the bed and watched the soft, smooth black hair fall from the back of the person in the bed and into the folds of the sheet. The thin quilt could not cover the person. The sleek shoulders even let her see each other’s shoulder sockets.

She held her breath and looked at the small group of lights falling on the other party’s round shoulders, as if to welcome an unknown surprise, slowed down.

The edge of the bed sank a little because of the extra weight. Before Shen Yelan got close, he heard the person’s cold voice: “Are you here?”

Shen Yelan didn’t know why she was here, and she couldn’t remember how all this happened, but she went on without any sense of disobedience: “Yeah.”

The person lying in the quilt moved, his face turned sideways in the back direction, and some of her messy hair fell on her face, and some lay in her neck and collarbone, where she could still be vaguely seen. I don’t know if the clothes are the bright red color.

But this is not the place that attracts Shen Yelan the most.

The other party didn’t know if he had drunk too much or something, his face was red, and his always calm eyes also brought a blurry scene, as if he was about to cry at any time, but when he looked carefully, there was not much wetness in his eyes.

Shen Yelan heard the “groan” in her throat.

Her voice was inexplicably hoarse and soft, as if she was afraid of being alarmed: “Sister Xu Jiao…what’s wrong with you?”

Xu Jiao looked at her and raised her neck slightly so that Shen Yelan could see more clearly.

Only then did Shen Yelan find out—

The other side’s neck wasn’t any material.

Instead, the red rope.

By a weird way to get around, the remaining part got into the quilt, and people couldn’t see what was going on.

Too bright colors always give people a strong sense of impact. Shen Yelan almost instantly recalled the thorn tattoo on Xu Jiao’s ankle. The two are the same.

Thinking of the pattern of tattoos, even in her dream, Shen Yelan could feel her heartbeat beating twice.

She heard Xu Jiao say in her indifferent voice: “This, help me untie it.”

Shen Yelan heard her voice, her throat was dry, with a bit of unspeakable thoughts, she wanted to meet the cross and thorns pattern again, and couldn’t bear to refuse Xu Jiao’s request.

So in the end, she stretched out the index finger of her right hand and gently hooked the crimson rope between the other party’s fragile neck. She thought she could pick out the rest, but she made the person in the bed look like a fish on a chopping board. Like, she lifted her neck in vain following her strength.

A strange sound came from his mouth.

It was like a hum, and it was like a nasal sound that was suppressed to the extreme.

It was just a very light voice, but it made Shen Yelan startled. The first knuckle of the rope was loosened subconsciously, and the force was removed, causing Xu Jiaozhong to lie back on the bed.

Shen Yelan released her hand like a bird of fright. In the next moment, she didn’t know what to think of based on the traces of the rope, and suddenly raised her hand to reach the corner of the blanket, and then lifted it little by little—

…

“Didididi! Didididi!”

The harsh alarm clock rang.

Shen Yelan opened his eyes abruptly, raised his hand to reach the alarm clock on the table, but because the wave of his hand was too big, he accidentally shot the metal shell of the alarm clock and hit the thing on the ground with a “slap”. The iron box did not shut his mouth because of this, and screamed more happily, making the nerves in people’s brains jump.

The pain from the finger and everything in this dark room reminded her:

Everything just now was just a dream.

Those beautiful things slowly evaporated into the air along with the thin sweat on her temples.

Shen Yelan exhaled gently, raised his hand to turn on the light, leaned over to pick up the alarm clock, and turned the bell switch to turn off the noisy movement.

It’s another day.

If there is any new change in life, it is…

In the previous monthly exam, she performed normally and returned to the first class.

Also, Xu Jiao also arrived in the first class.

I heard that Xu Jiao has applied for a transition from a sports specialty student to a liberal arts student. There are gradually more strange rumors in the grades, such as “a generation of school tyrants is hurt by love, and learns from pain to join the cultural construction of the motherland” and “people who fight harder After all, I also need to learn”, “It turned out that it was true that the frustrated exam went well”…

The most outrageous thing is that some people say that Xu Jiao finally felt the joy of learning because she was at the same table with Shen Yelan, a nerd in Class 7, so she had an epiphany overnight.

Shen Yelan scoffed at the last statement.

But in any case, thanks to the blessing of these outrageous rumors, after returning to Class I, her life turned out to be much more peaceful than before, which can be called a peaceful one.

Even Lu Pei, who was always looking for her upset before, seemed to be scared by Xu Jiao before, and shrank into a transparent person in the corner of the classroom every day, for fear that Xu Jiao would see it.

Only occasionally, Shen Yelan would find that Lu Pei always quietly looked at herself with that kind of hatred.

If it had been in the past, she would start to worry about what the other party would do.

But now, Shen Yelan’s heart is nothing but peace.

…

“Brother, do we have to come here so early? People in our society have a nightlife. Wouldn’t it be okay for them to come back after school?”

“You know what a fart, the eldest brother said, when school is over, there are many people, what if you miss it and let the little girl run away?”

“Hey, but I didn’t sleep all night, so sleepy. I drank too much wine last night… No, do we really need so many people? A bunch of big masters, and a female student guarding this 18th middle school. It’s a joke to go out.”

“What a joke? I didn’t hear the big brother tell me. Last time, she knocked down more than ten people alone. Don’t think of that guy as a girl. Maybe it’s a tigress. Let me think about it. What is the name of that tigress? Here, Jiao, what Jiao?”

In the alley near the school gate, a few men with colorful arms tattooed on their bodies were talking not far away, the smoke entwined with each other, and the telegraph pole that was leaning on was smoked out and fluttered. Immortal and mysterious.

At this moment, a reminder came from somewhere:

“Xu Jiao?”

One of them slapped his thigh: “Hey! That’s right! That’s the name.”

After speaking, he thought about it carefully, no, the one who was talking just now seemed to be a female voice, where are the women from here?

Several people looked back at the same time.

Entering the eye is a neatly dressed female student with a school bag and school uniform.

Judging from their experience of meeting people, this student saw that he had been bullied a lot in school, and even had a slight cowardice in his face. He was the best type to be threatened.

The person who hadn’t guessed Xu Jiao before took two steps forward, smoking a cigarette and showing a smile, so that the lines in his eyebrows were crowded together, as if worried about scaring people away, he was vague. Asked:

“Are you a student in No. 18 Middle School?”

“Why, do you know Xu Jiao?”

“It just so happens, brothers have a favor and need your help—”

Before he finished speaking, Shen Yelan had already guessed the whole story from their previous chat. It should be the group-frame scene that she accidentally broke into. The girl who left on the other side hated Xu Jiao, last time. She and Xu Jiao didn’t give up on bringing people to be photographed by her. This time they called more men.

It’s despicable.

She thought blankly.

But that’s okay. She just woke up from a beautiful dream and was in a bad mood. While helping Xu Jiao solve these troubles, she was able to calm her heart a bit.

Next, several societies shook their eyes and watched the female students in front of them suddenly put down the schoolbags they were carrying, and even took off the thin school uniform jackets, revealing their white arms.

Next second.

The man who looked timidly smiled at them faintly, and said, “It just so happens that I am also busy and need help from my brothers.”

Social shakers: “???”

Someone curiously answered: “Hey? You also asked for it. Tell me, what do you want your brother to do?”

Shen Yelan’s dark eyes looked over, and her tone didn’t fluctuate and said:

“Brothers, please wait for a while to finish the beating, remember that the person who beat you up is called Shen Yelan.”

“To move Xu Jiao, first pass the level of Shen Yelan.”

…

More than ten minutes later.

Shen Yelan walked out of the alley, raised his hand to help the wall next to him, and shook his head slightly.

Still too dish.

She thought, if Holly is here, she should go out unscathed, right?

It’s not as if she was just like her.

Not to mention, Banzhuan’s head hurts.

Shen Yelan was dizzy a bit, closed her eyes, and took a rest in place. Suddenly, she heard a long-toned call in front of her:

“Oh, Shen Yelan, you are here, just in time—”

It’s Lu Pei’s voice.

I almost forgot, this man got off his uncle’s car and really had to take this section of the road to school.

But she is impatient to deal with this guy now.

Shen Yelan opened his eyes a little irritably, and looked at it with only one look, and the rest of Lu Pei’s words were swallowed into his throat. Then, the person in front of him suddenly widened his eyes in surprise and pointed behind her:

“What, what is this? Blood? My God, Shen Yelan, you’re done, are you murdering?”

Shen Yelan’s tone was irritable: “Get out if you don’t want to die.”

Lu Pei kept backing up, tripped over a higher step on the sidewalk, and fell to the ground. But even so, she didn’t dare to stay anymore. She stumbled towards the school, looking back, as if there was something behind. The ghost is chasing her.

Shen Yelan had a terrible headache. Seeing the annoying guy was gone, she simply squatted down, preparing to go back to school after this moment.

She closed her eyes again.

I don’t know how long it took.

There was another gentle, soft voice before him:

“What’s wrong with you?”

The moment she heard this voice, Shen Yelan froze, and instinctively thought in her heart: Impossible, why would Xu Jiaoming be here if she didn’t go this way to school?

and…

If she remembers correctly, Xu Jiao hasn’t actively spoken to her for a long time.

She opened her eyes a little nervously and blankly. She saw the girl in a Monday dress who was facing the light in front of her. Her hair turned dark brown in the golden sunlight, as if it would glow, and she was still beautiful.

Shen Yelan murmured, “Xu Jiao…Sister?”

Before she could ask why the other party appeared here, the man stretched out his hand to her, smiled and said, “Get up, why are you squatting here?”

Hearing this caring words, Shen Yelan suddenly felt a little wronged.

Maybe the head hurts too much, maybe it’s been left out for too long, she wanted to ask aloud at this moment:

Why are you ignoring me?

Her eyes were a little red for no apparent reason, she stretched out her hand trembling slightly, trying to grasp the warmth that the other party offered again—

then…

She caught it.

Suddenly the person in front of him disappeared, and the sunlight was left there, exuding the heat of the past.

Shen Yelan held the posture of raising her hand in a daze.

After a long time, she said unbelievably, “Sister Xu… Jiao?”

No one answered.

Only the headache is getting worse.

Shen Yelan’s heart seemed to be suddenly torn open, and the floor was leaking, and the sense of loss became more and more obvious.

She murmured: “A hallucination?”

Shen Yelan closed her eyes and kept breathing deeply, trying to dispel the strange feeling, and then… she heard the voice again, like a gentle mask, but it was actually very calm, no one could guess The real thoughts of the other party.

“Shen Yelan,” the voice was a little closer to her this time, and it sounded in her ears like a prank.

Shen Yelan knew it was a fake, but she couldn’t help but open her eyes to see, and saw the man squatting beside her with great interest, raising her hand and pulling her hair, and smilingly asked her:

“Do you like me?”

…

Class 1 classroom.

The person who was memorizing the word suddenly heard a mechanical sound in his mind:

“Detected that the heroine has a blackening value, the current value is…10.”

The person holding the book suddenly tightened, pinching the pages of the book. Xu Jiao looked up at the classroom and found that she hadn’t seen Shen Yelan’s figure.

She released her hand, stared at the newly appeared crease on the page, and asked in her heart: “What? Blackening value? Did something happen to her again?”

Why is it suddenly blackened?