I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 23 Ome Ome (15)

“Sister! Cheers! Cheers! Don’t leave until you finish drinking tonight! Where’s Old Shen? Old Shen?”

Late at night, there was a bumping movement from the door. He heard the crisp sound of the key falling on the floor. Shen Yelan got up in his clothes, opened the door and saw two figures almost pressed together at the entrance.

In the dim, warm light, the shadows were brilliant.

It’s a different kind of intimacy.

Shen Yelan squinted her eyes, and was hungry for a whole day of dizziness. Combined with the profoundness of the previous dream, she felt for a moment that she hadn’t awakened from that dream. Seeing Xu Jiao’s figure, she unexpectedly unconsciously Go there.

The clothes were also the ones that were stained with cakes in her impression. She clearly remembered that she had torn the clothes. Why did she still look so neat?

The clothes look best when they are taken off.

She went over there as if fascinated, her hand just stretched out–

“clatter.”

Xu Jiao was pressed by most of Su Xi’s weight, and finally found the headlight switch in the living room next to him. A blazing white suddenly came from the living room, reflecting the appearance of the three of them clearly, even on the floor. The shadows became thicker.

It was like something hidden deep in the darkness, hiding in those crack corners again.

Shen Yelan was dazzled by the light and couldn’t help turning her head away, closing her eyes hard.

Xu Jiao’s voice sounded at this moment: “Wake you up? Sorry, Su Xi drank too much at the party, she was a little bit noisy.”

This cold and clear voice suddenly awakened Shen Yelan from the previous charmingness, and made her brain that became a little dull because of hunger recalled for a long time, and finally remembered, yes, Xu Jiao was out to Su Xi It’s birthday.

Today is Su Xi’s birthday.

It is also her birthday.

“Where’s Sister Jiaojiao? Hurry… Call her over. She doesn’t drink a cup or a cup, and doesn’t save face… Sister…” At this moment, Su Xi, who was already leaning on Xu Jiao, started to make trouble again. The hands and feet flicked wildly like a crab, and the blind man wanted to touch Xu Jiao like an elephant.

Caught off guard, Xu Jiao was almost slapped in the face by her.

No matter how good the temper is, Xu Jiao can’t stand Su Xi’s wine, her face is a little bad and she speaks to the drunk muddy guy:

“You should be thankful that I don’t control strength well, and I’m afraid I will beat you into a fool—”

“Otherwise I would have knocked you out.”

Su Xi’s face was red and her eyes couldn’t be opened. Xu Jiao put one hand on her shoulder, and the other hand grabbed the shoe rack and refused to let it go. She seemed to treat the thing as Xu Jiao.

She originally wanted to shout something more, but it was strange that, under Xu Jiao’s emotional warning, she slowly let go of her hand.

It seems that the danger is also sensed in the confusion, and instinctively counseled.

Her mouth also became a low voice, but her voice was too small and her tongue was loud, so no one could hear what she was saying.

Shen Yelan calmed down again. Seeing that Xu Jiao was so troubled by Su Xi that she couldn’t change her shoes, she pursed her lips. She took the initiative to say, “I… help you get her to the room first.”

Xu Jiao originally didn’t want to bother her. After all, she didn’t want to deepen the intersection with her, but Shen Yelan had already carefully raised her hand to take Su Xi over. At this time, it seemed too stiff to refuse.

In the end, Xu Jiao opened her lips and changed to another sentence:

“Trouble.”

Shen Yelan’s cheeks tightened, and she heard the hidden alienation from what she said, but she didn’t show anything, just looked down at the ground, carefully watched the road, and helped Xu Jiao take Su Xi into the house. Put it on the bed in the guest room, then got up and left wittily.

Xu Jiao was particularly troubled by Su Xi’s drunken appearance.

She didn’t want to take care of this little alcoholic at all.

If it weren’t for the fact that Shen Yelan’s favorability was too high, she was worried about adversely affecting the development of the plot, or there was too much involvement, Xu Jiao wouldn’t be able to face the terrible Su Xi alone at the moment.

She let out a sigh of relief, helped Su Xi take off her shoes and covered the quilt, then stared at the makeup on Su Xi’s face for a while, shook her head, and went out to her room to get makeup remover products.

…

When Xu Jiao took the makeup remover cotton and water and walked to the guest room again, she noticed that Shen Yelan’s room was not closed and the light inside was not too bright.

Thinking that it was Shen Yelan who went back to sleep and forgot to close the door, Xu Jiao glanced at it subconsciously.

As a result, I saw that the other party was sitting at the table, eating a beautiful and delicate one-pound cake with rose petals. The cake was only cut by a corner, which was exactly the same size as the one that the other party had handed over in the morning. .

Xu Jiao suddenly hated her good memory.

I want to know that at this moment, Shen Yelan must have eaten the piece that was given to him in the morning.

And looking at the situation, she bought a cake specially for her birthday today, but only cut off a piece and shared it with herself——

However, Xu Jiao refused at the time, and now only Shen Yelan was left in the room to take care of this uninterested cake in the middle of the night.

Xu Jiao couldn’t walk inexplicably.

Reason told her that she shouldn’t continue to look down. Now that she has decided to keep her distance, she should stop paying extra attention to this person, otherwise she will only cause unnecessary troubles.

…

Shen Yelan didn’t notice the extra attention outside the door.

She was already a little dizzy when she was hungry. Maybe it was because she often didn’t eat breakfast since she was a child. Even if she paid attention to exercise and had good physical fitness, she would still have symptoms of hypoglycemia after being hungry for a day.

Although this cake was not successfully given to the person she wanted, it was shameful to waste, so Shen Yelan decided to treat this as her supper, and then go to bed after eating it.

Perhaps the stomach was so hungry that it was too uncomfortable, and it was burning panic, so Shen Yelan was a little anxious about eating——

She rolled the bread with a fork and dipped the cream in threes or twos to eat a large piece. Then, she was too lazy to cut again carefully, took the plastic triangle knife directly, scraped a piece against the big cake, and delivered it directly. Mouth.

In this life, Shen Yelan has never been too tired of eating sweets.

But she is not willing to waste, nor is she willing to waste.

This cake carries Shen Yelan’s first birthday wish.

She desperately wanted her wish to come true.

So every time she took a bite, she silently recited a blessing in her heart.

The cream dipped in a small piece of strawberry was brought into her mouth, and she thought: “I want to bless Xu Jiao to get a good grade in the exam. Go to the university she wants to go to, and have the brightest future.”

The next bite is the light-colored soft bread kernel with fruit filling. “Please let Xu Jiao be healthy and safe all her life, free from disease and suffering, and be happy for the rest of her life.”

Then she accidentally ate the happy sour kiwi fruit: “I hope her life will be smooth, everything she wants can be achieved, and everything she wants can be successful, all beings have a lot of flavors, and she is only allowed to be sweet.”

“Please bless her not to worry about money and to be rich all her life.”

“Please let everyone she meets love her, care for her, accompany her, appreciate her, and never betray her.”

…

The wishing person ate the cake one bite at a time, awkwardly exhausted all the ink in her heart to plead for a better future to her sweetheart. She didn’t know what kind of existence she was thinking about. As long as the other party was willing, she could actually get the whole world easily. Favor.

But Shen Yelan was here, earnestly using the opportunity to make a wish on his birthday word by word, hoping to let all the good things come to Xu Jiao.

Like an already ragged believer, walking around the earth of suffering with his feet, and finally kneeling in front of the idol in a pious posture, in the holy flame, in the glorious light, but prayed word by word:

May this world be bright, benevolent to my god.

Unfortunately, her **** could not hear this voice.

Xu Jiao stood outside the door and saw her in the room, finally eating the cake clean, leaving only a carrying white base and a plastic triangle knife dipped in butter.

Obviously, she couldn’t hear those wishes made by Shen Yelan, but somehow, she actually felt such a subtle loneliness and sadness from Shen Yelan’s wolfing movements.

She stood quietly for a long time.

Until Shen Yelan was ready to get up and clean up the mess on the table, put all the remaining sweetness in garbage bags and throw them outside, so as not to stay in the house for a long time to attract bugs.

Before she was seen by her, Xu Jiao stepped into the room and looked at Su Xi’s face, who had fallen asleep to the point of drooling. She closed her eyes and walked to the bed with her makeup remover.

The system suddenly said in her heart: “Don’t you think you are too much?”

Xu Jiao’s makeup remover was pressed against the mouth of the bottle, her movements stopped before she answered in her heart: “What?”

System: “Shen Yelan bought a cake for her birthday today, and she wanted to share it with you, but instead of eating a bite, you went to Su Xi’s birthday party—”

“Su Xi has many friends, but Shen Yelan has only you as a friend.”

“Maybe this world is false to you, but for everyone in this world, everything that happens is real, even if they are just paper people, but your inspiration flashes and the decision is a The life of a paper man.”

Xu Jiao, who used to be dismissive of his speeches, did not know what was touched this time, and said two words lightly:

“To shut up.”

…

Shen Yelan threw the **** into the public trash can in the corridor outside. When she came back, she found that the light in the opposite room was still on. Through the half-covered door, she saw Xu Jiao taking care of Su Xi’s makeup. Look like.

She only glanced at it, then hurriedly turned away and returned to her room.

After sitting on the bed boringly for a while, Shen Yelan remembered that she had planned to wash up. She got up and walked to the closet door and turned over the things Lu Pei threw out of her aunt’s house. After a while, She suddenly stopped and went back to the bed.

Shen Yelan pulled out a mobile phone from under his pillow.

This is when I was looking for a cake shop recently, I accidentally saw the operator engage in an event, charging a hundred yuan of phone bill to give me a mobile phone.

The package inside is very cheap and can last for three to four months.

There is only one contact method in the address book, and it was forced by the other party. Shen Yelan felt it was necessary to keep it out of politeness, but he didn’t expect to use it so soon.

original……

She intends to have the opportunity to save Xu Jiao’s contact information.

Thinking about it now, this goal should be difficult to achieve.

Shen Yelan thought that free text messages were not included in the package, and couldn’t help feeling a little painful, so she struggled for a while, or stupidly sent her greetings and everything she wanted to know in a text message.

The recipient’s note is “Black Hood”.

The content is like this: “Are you here? Sorry to disturb you at night, I hope it will not affect your rest. I would like to ask, do you know how to stun someone safely and effectively?”

After sending it, Shen Yelan expected that the other party would not reply so quickly. She settled her mind. She packed her clothes again and went to the bathroom outside the house.

As a result, as soon as she arrived at the door, she heard the vibration of the phone——

Not a text message, but an incoming call.

Shen Yelan had to turn back again, picking up the phone and looking at it, it turned out that it was the person’s call back.

There was an interesting smile in Holly’s voice: “What? Who offended you? Do you want to protect yourself or take the initiative? I can’t describe this to you simply. Anyway, if you don’t have any skills at all, I It is recommended that you do not try casually. It is dangerous to beat people to death if you beat them lightly.”

Shen Yelan responded disappointedly: “Ah.”

Is that so?

She moved her lips and said thank you. She was about to hang up, and suddenly heard the other person speak again: “Would you like to consider worshiping me as a teacher?”

Shen Yelan didn’t know where the jump came from for a while, and asked blankly, “What?”

Holly repeated patiently on the other end: “Would you like to worship me as a teacher? After five years of serious study, I feel that you should be able to use this trick.”

Hearing this proposal, Shen Yelan was a little moved.

She never thought that she would be able to learn these things… After all, this thing is associated with unpleasant places, it is the fights between bad students and social gangsters, and it is associated with good places, which can only be learned by the children of those rich people. Defensive technique.

Either way, it was very far away from Shen Yelan.

So that the first thought that appeared in her mind turned out to be:

In this way, no one will dare to bully himself again, right?

and……

Maybe she can still protect Xu Jiao.

In an instant, Shen Yelan remembered the mixed battlefield he had gone through by mistake. In the setting sun, that exceptionally beautiful girl was sitting on a wooden chair, holding pink square paper, and focusing on folding paper roses. .

Such a beautiful person, such a beautiful hand, should be worthy of such exquisite work.

Doing such a dangerous thing as a fight feels like a violent thing.

After many thoughts in Shen Yelan’s mind, she answered Dongqing aloud: “But, I’m still a student now, and we shouldn’t be in the same place, how can I learn from you?”

Holly said relaxedly: “It’s easy. I’ll go over and teach you two tricks when I have time. Usually you just repeat the basics for me.”

Shen Yelan nodded, realizing that the other party could not see, and added: “Okay, thank you.”

Holly smiled: “Hey, don’t rush to thank you. By the way, remember to eat yourself fat recently.”

Shen Yelan: “?”

Holly: “I heard that there is more meat, and it doesn’t hurt so much when you are beaten. In short, if you can still feel grateful to me after the first training, it will not be too late to say thank you to me.”

“Also, kid, remember my name, my name is Dongqing.”

…

Soon, Shen Yelan knew what Dongqing meant.

After school a certain time, she was walking in the alley, and she was suddenly dragged to a dark place next to her, and then—

Only one painful thought remained in Shen Yelan’s mind:

What is the difference between being beaten by Holly and being beaten by a gangster in school?

Does Holly hurt more from beating?

In the first fight, she was in a daze, only remembering to protect her head. In the second time, she was extremely deep in her psychological shadow, but she was forced to understand the fragile parts of the human body and what is too much. It’s fragile and immovable, there is nothing wrong with it, it’s terrible…

Shen Yelan’s body was frequently injured.

Had it not been known that she was a student, and would face teachers and classmates in school in the future, Dongqing would not even let her face off.

Just when Shen Yelan wondered if this person was looking for a chance to retaliate against him with virtue–

Once on the way to school, she was stopped by someone from the school next door and wanted to collect protection fees.

She was wandering, but the other party had a bad breath, raised her hand to put her shoulder, with a very aggressive tone: “Hey, you stand for me…”

“Ah ah ah ah ah!”

Shen Yelan was startled when she heard the cry, and realized that she instinctively twisted the human hand.

It doesn’t make her let go, nor does it make her let go.

But with this experience, she has become more willing to be beaten since then, and of course, she has more opportunities to fight back once or twice.

…

“Okay, I’ll be here soon—”

This afternoon, Shen Yelan was beaten again, and all her clothes were dirty. She went back to the house to take a bath in advance. As a result, the door was unlocked, so Su Xi, who came back from behind, raised her hand and unscrewed it.

“Wait!” Shen Yelan only had time to pick up her clothes to cover the part under her collarbone, and the next second she looked at Su Xi who had broken in.

The unretained smile on Su Xi’s face solidified for a second before she backed away stiffly: “Hey, why don’t you lock the door?”

It was clear that she was the one who was offended, but Shen Yelan just looked down and said: “Forget, sorry.”

Su Xi glanced at the bruises on her shoulders and some traces on her neck that seemed to have been pinched. There was a look of surprise in her expression. As she backed away, she closed the door, halfway through, and asked again:

“Hey, were you beaten by someone?”

Shen Yelan held her clothes up to block her, pursing her lips, and replied, “No.”

Su Xi said “Oh”, closed the door and walked out, then turned to share the incident with Xu Jiao.

“Sister Jiaojiao, do you know what I saw just now?!” Su Xi ran to Xu Jiao’s house, picked up the completely healed puppy Shunmao, and approached Xu Jiao to dominate her attention. force.

Xu Jiao’s eyes were on the subject, and she casually responded, “What do you see?”

Su Xi lifted the little yellow dog’s paw and gestured: “I saw that there were so many injuries on Shen Yelan’s body. At first glance, she was beaten out. My goodness, is she being bullied again?”

Xu Jiao’s writing paused, “You should ask her, what did she say?”

Su Xi said in confusion: “She said no, hey, she looks like a boring gourd, she won’t speak or complain when she is beaten up, sister, do we want to help her solve it?”

Xu Jiao wrinkled her brows thinking that the system hadn’t issued any news recently.

It should not have encountered difficulties.

In other words, even if it is difficult, it should be a difficulty that the heroine can solve?

She stopped her thoughts and thought for a while, until Su Xi repeated it again, and then slowly said: “She said no, then it is not, don’t care about other people’s affairs, today’s homework is finished?”

Su Xi hugged the dog and turned around and left: “Hello Sister Jiaojiao, goodbye Sister Jiaojiao!”

However, when she reached the door, she took another two steps backwards. I don’t know what she thought of. A look that seemed to be realized and shocked appeared on her face. She turned her head abruptly and said to Xu Jiao:

“Wait! Sister! You said…that wouldn’t be…”

Xu Jiao looked up, “Huh?”

Su Xi licked her lips: “That’s right, you know that there is a kind of person who has a very abnormal psychology and likes to do things with herself. He is very cruel and loves strange things. Have you ever heard of it?”

She talked more and more vigorously: “Hey, she didn’t do it herself, right? Just…you understand? I heard people say that in some extreme situations, the mind and body can actually…well, you Understand?”

Xu Jiao: “…”

She squinted her eyes, looked up and down Su Xi, and wondered after a long while: “Why, I think you seem to understand?”

Su Xi noticed a sudden chill on the back of her neck, her neck shrank, and the soles of her feet quickly slipped away.

Before leaving, she didn’t forget to say frankly: “It was originally!”

“Have you heard of a word? Do you know that! That’s her!”