NOVEL WEB Chapter 195
After Qin Fan carried Li Sitian into the car, he started the car and drove to the hospital, preparing to check Li Sitian first.
Jiang Qiuyue and Xue Yalan's car followed behind.
Xue Yalan sat in the car, her wet hair was still dripping, and she didn't know whether it was rain or tears on her pretty face.
Xue Yalan knew that Li Sitian's pain, panic, and almost collapse just now were because Li Sitian remembered those memories of misunderstanding Qin Fan and hurting Qin Fan.
The wipers wiped the raindrops on the front window of the car, wiping the road ahead again and again.
The lights outside the car window turned into neon lights in the rain.
Those neon lights were like the time going backwards,
bringing Xue Yalan back to the past.
When the seven sisters were traveling by car, they found that Grandpa Qin Fan fell into the water. Wang Shiyun jumped into the water with one end of the climbing rope and grabbed Grandpa Qin Fan.
The six of them grabbed the other end of the climbing rope on the shore and rescued Wang Shiyun and Grandpa Qin Fan to the shore.
When they sent Grandpa Qin Fan to the hospital and saw Qin Fan for the first time.
The figure of the boy with clear sunshine and pupils as black as the starry sky was directly imprinted in the depths of her soul.
They did not think of asking Grandpa Qin Fan to repay their gratitude.
When Grandpa Qin Fan proposed to repay his gratitude, Wang Shiyun, Jiang Qiuyue, Zhang Jing and others also expressed their firm refusal.
It was Xue Yalan who saw Qin Fan and recognized that Qin Fan was in the same school as them, and she confusedly proposed the idea of asking Qin Fan to carry their bags and run errands for them.
Looking back now, Xue Yalan's face showed a bitter smile of heartache, regret and remorse.
She didn't like boys getting close to her, touching her or her things since she was a child.
When she asked Qin Fan to help them carry things and run errands at school, she didn't really want to have more bodyguards or anything.
It seemed that... she just wanted to see Qin Fan all the time after seeing him, and let Qin Fan be closer to her.
The happy and joyful time in college is Xue Yalan's eternal happy memory.
She had never been in contact with boys before, so she capriciously "punished" Qin Fan many times, but she had no ill intentions at that time, and Qin Fan was not angry no matter how tired he was.
But after arriving in Longdu,
Although there were some good memories of working together at the beginning,
but later they slowly changed...
Although Xue Yalan was not the first person to be influenced by those people in the true sense,
but when Zhao Tingting and others began to doubt Qin Fan one after another, and Qin Fan's behavior was predicted by those friends who met at the banquet several times,
she also began to doubt Qin Fan, and gradually evolved into speculating Qin Fan with the worst malice.
Pictures emerged in Xue Yalan's mind.
"Qin Fan, do you often brag to your friends that you live with us?"
"I don't, Yalan, why do you say that?"
"Don't call me Yalan! Your shocked expression and reaction are exactly the same as what they said, and you are still quibbling?"
"Qin Fan, it's four o'clock in the afternoon now. What do you mean by deliberately picking up takeout for lunch in front of me? Do you want to show me how hard you work?"
"Boss Xue, I didn't know you were..."
"Haha, I just came here and you just happened to pick up takeout. Is it such a coincidence? Do you think I'm a three-year-old child?"
"Qin Fan, how did you manage to pretend in front of us without changing your expression?"
"I..."
Xue Yalan recalled the changes in Qin Fan's expression at that time, from shock, confusion, and loss to no expression in the end... She was so heartbroken that she couldn't breathe.
But if it was just a verbal suspicion, there would be a chance to be forgiven.
What's more excessive is that she later used her behavior to tease Qin Fan and humiliate Qin Fan.
She once pretended to work overtime until late at night and didn't eat. After Qin Fan brought her the porridge he cooked himself, she laughed and took out her phone, and laughed at Qin Fan with several friends in the upper circle who had been on video...
Let's not talk about forcing Qin Fan to apologize to a garlic...
What's more outrageous is that she didn't feel it was exciting enough after asking Qin Fan to apologize to a garlic, so she tricked Qin Fan to a banquet, deliberately let Qin Fan step on her shoes, and then let Qin Fan apologize to her shoes in front of so many people...
Once Qin Fan was sick and had a fever and couldn't get out of bed. Not only did she not send Qin Fan to the hospital, but she also listened to the words of those people she met at the banquet, thinking that Qin Fan was pretending, and poured a basin of cold water on him...
That time, Li Sitian and Zhang Jing saw that Qin Fan seemed to be really uncomfortable, so they asked someone to send Qin Fan to the hospital.
But that was it,
She still didn't think about whether she had misunderstood Qin Fan. Those friends she met at the banquet said that Qin Fan was a self-torture trick, but she actually
Ran also believed it...
The car was still driving,
The rain outside the window did not stop,
Xue Yalan's tears did not stop in the window.
She hit her head hard. She didn't know what happened to her at that time. Why did she listen to those people and not believe Qin Fan.
Although she was not the first person to be influenced by those people and doubt Qin Fan in the true sense.
But what she said was the most hurtful and what she did was the most excessive.
What hurt Xue Yalan the most was that
It was she who suggested Qin Fan to help them carry their bags and run errands at the university at the beginning.
If it wasn't for her suggestion, they didn't plan to ask Qin Fan's grandfather to repay the favor, and the matter might have come to an end.
It was her suggestion that Qin Fan came to them,
But she lost herself in the decadence and was influenced by those people who looked at rural people with tinted glasses. What she said was the most poisonous and what she did was the most excessive.
Xue Yalan remembered that she was a little jealous because Qin Fan hugged Li Sitian, and she laughed at herself.
All this started because of me.
The humiliation he suffered was all because of me.
What right do I have to envy the warmth he gave to others?
What right do I have to expect him to give me warmth?
At this time, the car passed by a barber shop.
The boss, who had no customers, sat at the door of the shop, looking at the night rain alone.
This scene hit Xue Yalan's heart, reminding her of the surveillance video that Wang Shiyun and Zhang Jing showed her.
In the surveillance video, Qin Fan stood alone on the balcony for countless days and nights, looking at the prosperous Longdu.
The lonely, desolate and desolate figure made Xue Yalan's heart feel like it was cut and her lips turned white.
A piece of music played in the barber shop drifted into the car in the rustling autumn rain.
"Burn yourself with fire, let the fire melt me~"
"Burn my heart, and spurt out the ode of love~"
"Desperately, throw yourself into the red fire of love~"
"I don't want to let the yellow earth bury me~"
The heart-wrenching tears blurred Xue Yalan's eyes,
Tears slid down Xue Yalan's beautiful face, which was pale because of the heart-wrenching pain,
"Burn yourself with fire, let the fire melt me~"
"Burn my heart, and spurt out the ode of love~"
"Desperately..."
Xue Yalan repeated those lyrics softly,
She suddenly felt that
It was fate that arranged for her to hear it,
It was fate that told her the way.
All his memories of humiliation and pain were because I started to write,
I only have the qualifications to burn myself with fire,
and to express regret with the ashes of burning life.
I don't have the ink to write other stories, nor am I qualified.
The flickering street lights in the night rain turned into clusters of flames,
The smile was like a dancing flame in the night rain, blooming faintly on Xue Yalan's face,
The tears hanging in the corners of her eyes,
Like the stars in the sky,
As the car sways, they fall on the car window,
But they can never touch the rain outside the car window~
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