Chapter 194
The old man was still young, but he was still young.
Rows of street lights ran behind her, and tears blurred Li Sitian's tears.
She thought that she and Qin Fan had always been very good friends after losing her memory.
She thought that the memories she recovered would be better memories of her and Qin Fan.
She even felt distressed when she saw Qin Fan sometimes, thinking that she and Qin Fan had an unforgettable love.
But what she never expected was that,
After she recovered her memory,
there was the sunny and clean appearance of Qin Fan when she first met him,
there were the happy times when the seven of them were with Qin Fan in college,
there were the hard, fulfilling and happy times when Qin Fan and they worked together when they first arrived in Longdu,
there were memories of Zhao Tingting's first suspicion of Qin Fan, she stood up to explain, and Xue Yalan, Zhang Jing and others also stood up to explain,
there were memories of Wang Shiyun and Zhao Tingting's second suspicion of Qin Fan, Xue Yalan, she and Zhang Jing explained to Qin Fan,
there were memories of Jiang Qiuyue, Zhou Luoyi, and even Xue Yalan starting to suspect Qin Fan,
she explained for Qin Fan once, twice, three times, five times...gradually, she began to look at Qin Fan with tinted glasses, misunderstood Qin Fan, questioned Qin Fan, and tested Qin Fan...until later, she began to speculate Qin Fan's memory with increasingly bad malice.
She also began to regard Qin Fan's simple concern as a special intention,
regarding Qin Fan's hard work as ulterior motives,
regarding Qin Fan's tired figure as a pretense...
Later, she began to hurt Qin Fan with words,
Qin Fan's explanation was regarded as a quibble by her,
Qin Fan's silence made her more and more convinced that her speculation about Qin Fan was correct.
She began to play tricks on Qin Fan with outrageous behavior, teasing Qin Fan, and trampling on Qin Fan's dignity.
She couldn't believe it,
Qin Fan was in a hurry to eat because of too much work, which was not in line with the elegance of the circle, so she took a video and shared it on WeChat Moments, and even brought her friends to laugh at Qin Fan in person!
She couldn't believe it,
Qin Fan suffered from stomach problems because he had too much work and couldn't eat on time, but she suspected that Qin Fan was pretending, took Qin Fan's stomach medicine, secretly filmed Qin Fan's stomach pain, and smiled and said to those friends in the circle that Qin Fan's acting skills were really good.
She couldn't believe it,
In order to prove to those friends in the upper class that Qin Fan would appear by her side as long as she said she was in danger, she called Qin Fan in the middle of the night and asked Qin Fan to run to an abandoned factory in the suburbs in the pouring rain to save her.
She couldn't believe it,
She actually believed those people's slander against Qin Fan, she actually speculated about Qin Fan with the worst malice, she was so vicious...
Qin Fan's astonishment when she first spoke ill of him, his disbelief when she first played a trick on him, and even his dead look after she played tricks on him again and again, his lonely figure after being laughed at by her and those friends...
Memories, like knives in the night wind, stabbed into Li Sitian's heart, and it hurt so much that she couldn't breathe.
"No... No!"
"How could this happen!"
"No——!"
Pieces of dark clouds came with the wind, hiding the moon in the dark night,
One or two drops of rain fell,
gradually wetting the ground.
Li Sitian ran in the dark night, the painful memories stung every nerve in her body,
She seemed to suddenly understand why she had lost her memory, she could never face the things she had done to Qin Fan, she wanted to forget those things so she chose to lose her memory.
"Sitian!"
"Sitian!"
The voices of Xue Yalan, Jiang Qiuyue and Qin Fan calling her came from behind.
The rain was getting heavier,
The way back was behind her,
but Li Sitian didn't have the courage to look back.
The raindrops hit her face,
The painful memories stung her heart,
Li Sitian wanted to throw herself into the endless night and let the pain bury herself.
In a section where the street lights were broken, Li Sitian didn't see the potholes on the ground and fell down.
Qin Fan chased after him.
"Sitian, what's wrong with you?"
When Qin Fan saw Li Sitian's eyes, he understood the moment he saw the look in her eyes.
"You... you remember everything?"
Li Sitian bit her lip and nodded.
Li Sitian, who was extremely painful, bit her lip.
Red blood flowed down the corner of Li Sitian's mouth.
Qin Fan sighed.
Speaking of which,
among the seven young ladies,
Li Sitian's words and actions that hurt him the least were the least.
Thinking of the surveillance video in which Li Sitian rushed to the truck to save him twice with a firm look in her eyes,
Qin Fan couldn't help but be moved.
"Qin Fan, I
...I...I'm sorry, sorry, I really don't know why I became like that...Why am I so vicious, why am I so annoying..."
"Qin Fan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
The rain was getting heavier,
Li Sitian fell on the wet road,
Qin Fan squatted beside Li Sitian,
Li Sitian kept apologizing to Qin Fan,
The regret on her face was written in her self-blaming eyes, and the pain from her heart made her headache.
She cried, apologized, and backed away, as if she was worried that she would be hurt by Qin Fan's Being so close would make Qin Fan uncomfortable and make him hate her even more.
The rain covered Li Sitian's tears, making it impossible to see how many tears she shed.
The clothes soaked by the autumn rain stuck to Li Sitian's thin body.
She sobbed and wanted to find a place to hide.
But she couldn't even go home now.
Li Sitian had just recovered her lost memories, which was definitely different from what she imagined.
Thinking from her perspective, Qin Fan could understand Li Sitian's current mood.
If she let go and let Li Sitian herself at this time, Find a place to calm down slowly, maybe something will happen.
Qin Fan reached out and grabbed Li Sitian,
Li Sitian panicked and struggled, she felt that she was not qualified to be close to Qin Fan, and it was not worth Qin Fan's kindness to her.
But Qin Fan held Li Sitian's hand and did not let go, and pulled Li Sitian into his arms with a little force, gently patting Li Sitian's back to comfort her.
"Let this rain wet your memory and take away the dust~"
In the hazy night rain, Li Sitian's hair was wet and scattered on her shoulders, and a few strands of hair curled on her beautiful face,
She raised her head and looked at Qin Fan, beautiful It was unclear whether it was tears or rain in his eyes,
Qin Fan smiled,
"Third Aunt is still waiting for you to come home~"
This sentence was like an umbrella in the night rain, shielding Li Sitian from many painful memories.
Li Sitian couldn't hold it back any longer, and lay on Qin Fan's shoulder, sobbing like a child.
Qin Fan continued to pat Li Sitian's back gently to comfort her.
Xue Yalan and Jiang Qiuyue, who caught up, looked at Qin Fan and Li Sitian in the rain,
Xue Yalan smiled, happy for Li Sitian.
"That's great, Sitian finally remembered. "
Under the streetlights, in the drizzling rain,
Xue Yalan couldn't tell whether the water on her face was tears or rain.
Jiang Qiuyue also smiled. She was happy for Li Sitian, but she also envied her.
Will Qin Fan treat Sitian the same way he did when she lost her memory?
Yalan and Sitian started out as friends with Qin Fan.
Will I... ever have that day?
The rain was still falling, and there was no sign of it getting smaller.
Xue Yalan, Jiang Qiuyue's female assistant and driver, Ouyang Jie, the female assistant and driver, held an umbrella to let Xue Yalan and Jiang Qiuyue get in the car.
Only Li Sitian had no family to care for her.
Qin Fan helped Li Sitian up.
Li Sitian seemed to have sprained her ankle because of the fall, or she might have cried so hard that she had no strength and could not stand steadily.
Qin Fan simply picked up Li Sitian and walked to where he parked the car.
If she kept getting wet in the rain, she would catch a cold and have a fever.
Qin Fan turned around and said to Xue Yalan.
"Yalan, let's go back to the hotel first."
Xue Yalan nodded,
but she stood there and watched Qin Fan carry Li Sitian into the car.
Xue Yalan felt that she should be happy for Li Sitian,
but when she saw Qin Fan comforting Li Sitian and carrying Li Sitian into the car, she couldn't control her heartache~