Chapter 5: Chapter 5: Snow Under the Persistence
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Just when Qiyun was bored and was about to start the second round, the mechanical female voice sounded again, "The first phase of the inspection has been completed." After that, there was no more sound, as if it had never appeared.
Qiyun noticed that an hour had passed, but nothing had happened. The sound of this voice seemed to be just to remind the two that an hour had passed.
After waiting for a while, nothing happened. Qiyun couldn't figure out the routine here, so he decided to pass the time by doing handicrafts. So he stood up quietly and prepared to take off his pants again.
"Qiyun, is it convenient for me to chat now?" Yukinoshita's voice came from behind, and her voice was still as cold as ever.
"I'm ready to take off my pants. Do you think it's convenient for me now?" Qiyun said helplessly, thinking that Yukinoshita really knows how to pick the time. He didn't speak early or late, but had to do something to call her. He was ready to turn around and have a good argument with Yukinoshita.
"Qiyun, please don't look back, just say it directly." Although Yukinoshita's tone was still as straightforward as before, it was mixed with some requests this time.
"Okay, okay, what's the problem, Yukinoshita? If you have something to say, please say it quickly, I still have to do business."
Yukinoshita's words made Qiyun daydream. She asked me not to look back. Was there any scene that I couldn't see in front of others? Just like what I had just imagined in my mind, I couldn't help but undress and began to ravage her pink honey hole. "I just suddenly have something to say. Qiyun is the only one here, so you can listen to me."
Qiyun felt a little strange. The well-known poisonous tongue Yukinoshita would actually answer her so formally. With his relationship with her, it should not reach this level, but the current situation is very exceptional.
"Then Yukinoshita will talk, I will tell you everything I know." Qiyun was also very curious about what Yukinoshita would say to him in this environment.
"Do you think you are a sincere person?" Qiyun felt a little strange about Yukinoshita's question, but she didn't think much about it. After thinking for a while, he answered directly,
"I don't know. You know, I don't have any friends. If you really want to talk about it, then I am not. How can a sincere person not make friends? Hahaha."
Qiyun laughed and seemed to understand why Yukinoshita asked these questions. Yukinoshita is a person who pursues perfection and correctness, so she is a lonely person, but not in terms of dealing with people, but a kind of spiritual loneliness. It seems that she is in the crowd, but not in the crowd.
She is not satisfied with self-satisfied interpersonal relationships. She pursues truthfulness, desires correct, objective, and the most ideal interpersonal relationships, and mutual sincerity between friends, and refuses false emotional ties.
Qiyun continued, "Yukinoshita, although I don't know why you are asking these questions, I still want to remind you that the answer cannot be asked. If you want the answer in this regard, you might as well go out and ask your sister Haruno Yukinoshita, she will give you a better answer."
"Haruno Yukinoshita?" Yukinoshita muttered silently. I didn't notice why Qiyun knew about my sister.
"Qiyun, have you ever thought about why I asked you questions after the meeting?"
"Is it because you don't like me?"
"It seems that your paranoia has reached a very serious level, Qiyun." Yukinoshita was a little dissatisfied with Qiyun's disorganized answer.
"I didn't know before, but now I may have guessed it. Is it related to your sister ?"
Qiyun also felt that it was strange to talk while standing, as if he had a sense of inferiority in momentum, so he simply lay down on the ground, closed his eyes and began to take a nap, regardless of whether this posture would cause dissatisfaction from Yukinoshita.
"Yes, it is indeed related. I talked about your eyes before, and the look in your eyes when you looked out the window in the club room is very similar to my sister, and it is just as hard to see through."
Yukinoshita's voice was a little excited. When talking about things related to her sister, she seemed to be unable to calm down.
Qiyun remained silent. Knowing the plot, he knew that Haruno Yukinoshita was like a barrier to Yukinoshita now, and also like an insurmountable chasm. She could only keep chasing, trying to follow behind that figure, so that the sunset on the mountain would also reflect her own shadow.
"It was a pair of eyes that didn't care at all, as if everything was not worth keeping in mind, making people feel unattainable, just like the snow in winter, no business." Yukinoshita's voice became excited again, as if she was telling a story, and as if she was reading it out.
Qiyun was thinking, if he told Yukinoshita directly that he was just in a daze at the time, would it make her look cheap, and also make Yukinoshita look a little self-indulgent, so he decided not to speak, or just listen to Yukinoshita honestly.
"My sister has been excellent since she was a child. She is better than me in every aspect. Although others will praise me as a mature child, they will also say that I am an unlovable child behind my back. No matter what the situation is, my sister is always valued more."
Yukinoshita's tone was very relaxed, as if she was talking about something that had nothing to do with herself, but from these few words, Qiyun could understand from these fragments that Yukinoshita's childhood was not easy.
Qiyun suddenly became a little angry. Although he knew that he had nothing to do with this matter, he should not talk about this kind of thing with Yukinoshita. He was obviously a passerby and just wanted to live a good life, but he was involved in this kind of thing. But he was still a little angry, as if he saw that Yukinoshita, who tried her best to imitate her sister in order to be valued when she was a child, hoping to become a person like Haruno Yukinoshita and be valued by others.
Qiyun thought of his former self. He grew up in an orphanage before. When he was a child, he always wanted to attract the attention of adults, but there were so many children in the orphanage, how could he pay attention to a single child. So Qiyun understood Yukinoshita's feelings.
"Then why don't you just be yourself? Do you have to follow in someone else's footsteps?" Qiyun blurted out, as if he couldn't help herself, or perhaps it was a premeditated answer.
But after he finished speaking, Qiyun regretted it. Why did he talk so much? And it was the same as if he hadn't said anything.
"Heh, it really sounds like the answer of someone who has more than enough time." Yukinoshita chuckled, and her tone suddenly became a lot more relaxed.
Seeing this, Qiyun stopped hiding his feelings and spoke directly, "There is a Chinese idiom called 'Dong Shi Xiou Pin'. Sometimes, deliberately imitating others will lead to bad consequences."
After a pause, seeing that there was no response from Yukinoshita, he continued, "If you ask me, you have this problem. You always imitate your sister, and the result is that you are a hodgepodge. As a result, your style of doing things is not smooth enough, you are also very lacking in emotions, and you have a perfectionist personality. Of course, I didn't say that this is bad. Your thinking is also overly rational, so I wonder if your sharp tongue is also due to this reason, and you will appear to have no opinion."
Qiyun became more and more excited as he spoke, counting Yukinoshita's problems like pouring beans, and he didn't notice that Yukinoshita's face behind her was getting more and more strange.
"It seems that I am not well regarded in Qiyun's heart." Yukinoshita interrupted Qiyun's speech with a hint of danger in her tone.
It was obvious that Qiyun didn't notice any of this. Instead, he continued to say smugly, "No, no, no, on the contrary, the evaluation is quite high. You see, Yukinoshita, you are not only a great beauty, but also the kind of beauty that anyone would marvel at. You also have long straight black hair, which perfectly hits my XP. That pair of black silk legs, I can play with it for a year, really."
"What a disgusting statement, or is Qiyun-san's head filled with yellow garbage?"
Although Qiyun couldn't see Yukinoshita's expression, she must have looked disgusted, so he changed the subject and said, "So what I mean is that you have to solve the problem yourself, in your own way."
"Really?" Yukinoshita murmured. Qiyun didn't know if Yukinoshita would care about what he said. He was not a life mentor, so he could only say this. She had to solve her own problems by herself.
"Thank you, Qiyun-san, nice to meet you." Yukinoshita said such a statement that was not in line with her personality, with a hint of relief and fatigue in her tone.
"You're so polite, Yukinoshita-san. If I go out like this, can I claim that I'm Yukinoshita's friend? That way, many people will surely envy me. Well, I won't do that, though..." Qiyun suddenly felt that he seemed to have the potential to be a chatterbox. He actually talked a lot this time. Although Yukinoshita responded a little at the beginning, she gradually stopped responding later. Qiyun thought that if it weren't for this trial, he and Yukinoshita wouldn't have any intersection at all, let alone so many conversations.
"It would be nice if I could play with Yukinoshita's black stockings and beautiful legs," Qiyun thought secretly. He also knew that this was not a realistic thing. Although he didn't want to be associated with the protagonists, everyone loves beauty. Why can't he say he likes it? I can control the big head, but the small head is out of control!