Xiu Erdai's daily essays

3336_ wait and see

"No matter what kind of task prompt is, Jiang Ji is required to balance the relationship between Yunxiazong and Sanxiu Alliance. I believe that Yunxiazong has a solution to the conflict between Yunxiazong and Sanxiu Alliance for Han Yituo, but , Jiang Ji's score for this task is quite ugly."

In fact, the task office didn't give me any task reminders at all. The task introduction only had objective data such as the source of the task, information about relevant people, and the task goal, without any suggestions on how to proceed.Instead, I found some direction in the public discussion that paid attention to this matter:

Wait and see.

Yes, in this direction.

There are too many people paying attention to this matter, and the atmosphere is very complicated. Any action may be infinitely magnified and aggravate the chaos.This is probably the reason why the mission department didn't give mission reminders: there are too many variables, and the command is blind, so you should follow the trend.

After Han Yituo issued the death notice to Xu Qing, he did not take the next step. I don't know if he was shocked by the entrustment from the Xu family to the Yunxia Sect, or if he got angry and began to seriously consider the issue of compensation and retrieving Lingzhi. .

I blocked Xu Qing's eyes at Xu's house while waiting.

Xu Qing looked at me quite disliked, but it may be that my previous threats worked, he didn’t dare to yell at me anymore, he just pointed at Sang and scolded Huai from time to time while browsing the web, if I didn’t respond, he would come back later One or two sentences, if I choke back, he will laugh again in a few days.

Me: "Does it make sense for you to do this? If you're afraid, you're afraid, why do you have to say a few words verbally?"

Xu Qing: "Why do you have such a strong sense of substitution when I express a few opinions when I watch the news?"

Me: "I have a glass heart."

Xu Qing: "..."

Me: "Actually, you'd better shut up, because every word I hear from you seems to express dissatisfaction with me, and I'm impatient to listen to it."

Xu Qing: "You just poison me."

"Good idea." I poured a glass of water and put it in front of him, "Drink it."

Xu Qing: "..."

Me: "Don't be afraid. It will just make you dumb for a while. Because one of the missions of our Yunxia Sect's Jindan stage is limited to one year, the effect of this medicine is also for one year. After one year, your voice will return to normal without any sequelae. .”

Me: "If you form the alchemy within a year, the effect of the medicine will definitely disappear immediately. This medicine only has a one-year effect on the peak stage of foundation establishment. Similarly, if your cultivation base regresses within a year, for example, Han Yi Senior Tuo was seriously injured, and his spiritual power could not hold back the effect of the medicine, so the time of dumbness will be prolonged accordingly. But you still don’t have to be afraid, because this medicine has only a dumbing effect, even if it is given to mortals, it will only be dumb and will not die .Even if you are dumb for the rest of your life, don't die."

3337_ emotional instability

Me: "Come on, don't be dumbfounded, don't you want to be poisoned dumb? Satisfy you."

Xu Qing: "..."

The Xu family persuaded them to make peace.

Me: "Two options, first, drink it, and second, admit your mistake."

Xu Qing grabbed the cup and drank it down, but the Xu family didn't stop her.

I kind of appreciate Xu Qing's obstinate stubbornness, but I don't know how long he can be stubborn, or one day he will learn to bow down.I don't know whether I want to see him persist, or wait to see him learn to compromise in the face of powerful enemies.I'm not even sure if what I'm doing now is deliberately breaking his pride, or trying to make it tougher.

I seem to have substituted myself into Xu Qing, imagining what would happen to me if I were in his role.

With a certain backstage, not too powerful backstage, well-loved, you can get what you want in your own small circle... It seems to be similar to me now.Xu Qing has no ability to resist against Jindan's peak stage and above, and the top ten. I am also helpless against the Mahayana stage and the top three.

If I offend someone at the peak of Huashen, and the peak of Huashen gave me a death notice, will my father use the resources of Yunxiazong to carry it out by himself, or pay a big price to ask a certain Mahayana from the three majors to help?At that time, how would I feel when I caused such a disaster to my father?Blame yourself so much that you can't wait to kill yourself?But seeing my father working so hard to save my life, I couldn't really commit suicide, so I could only act according to the life-saving plan given by the elders, but my heart was full of discomfort, uncontrollable, and uncontrollably revealed.

I have no fear of death than the misfortune it brings upon my family.

... Am I really not afraid?

Perhaps only when death is at hand again can I have a definitive answer.

After Xu Qing became dumb, he was depressed for a few days, and then he wrote a sentence and asked me: "Do you really want to kill me?"

I don't."

Xu Qing: "I think you think more seriously than Han Yituo. The elders have already suspected that I have lured wolves into the house, and even asked Yunxiazong about your temperament. You have seen it."

Me: "I don't want to kill you, Yun Xiazong also told your elders that I am very sensible, and it is impossible to cause irreversible harm to someone just for a few words of disrespect."

Xu Qing: "But I feel that your mood is very unstable, similar to mine. Inner Demon Tribulation?"

Me: "Maybe."

3338_threat

Xu Qing: "If you are in the midst of a demon, then your past behavior will lose its reference value, and the demon may make you do anything."

Me: "No, the heart demon robbery has no decisive meaning. If a monk does something that he would not normally do because of the heart demon robbery, it only means that the monk usually wants to do those things, but suppresses it." It’s not a reason, it’s an excuse. The demon calamity just releases people’s inner desires, not creates desires; it expands the ‘existing’, rather than creating something out of nothing.”

Xu Qing: "Do you usually not want to kill people at all?"

Me: "From the point of view of the murder itself, I don't want to, but because I don't want to for a long time, I have some rebellious psychology, so sometimes I want to try, and then I have a 'think'."

Xu Qing: "The conclusion is that you want to, or don't you want to?"

Me: "Probably because of thinking, the thinking caused by not wanting has already given a starting point to the expansion effect of the demon calamity. 'Thinking' may become 'wanting very much', and then become 'doing'."

Xu Qing squeezed the keyboard tightly.

Me: "I still want to know if I will be afraid when I face death myself, but I don't want to put myself in a life-threatening situation, so I want to try to observe others. You and I There are similarities, I can substitute your mood when death comes to a certain extent, which also provides me with one more reason to 'kill you'."

Xu Qing: "We are similar? I don't think so."

Me: "Actually, there will be similarities between any two people, it's just a question of how much, so for me, there is no essential difference between taking you as a reference or using others as a test object, I just need to look at a person The appearance of struggling before death."

The Xu family asked Yun Xiazong to change someone to do the bodyguard task.

The Xu family: "Before Han Yituo came, Xiaoqing might have been killed by Jiang Ji."

Yunxiazong task office: "Didn't you just threaten a few words? Xu Qing is cooperating so well now that he doesn't cause trouble, which shows that the threat is effective. This is just Jiang Ji's way of doing the task. Jiang Ji complied with the task requirements and only confronted Xu Qing verbally. , did not hit him, the task progress is no problem."

Task office: "Of course, you are the task issuers, and you have the right to revoke the tasks you issued, but because you unilaterally breached the contract, there are rules on the calculation of liquidated damages in the contract. After you pay, Jiang Ji will leave Xu's house immediately. But in exchange It is impossible for people. When you released the mission, you did not designate the mission recipient. The choice of the mission belongs to our Yunxiazong. We chose Jiang Ji. We will not deprive him of the mission unless he violates the entrustment requirements. s right."

3339_Guarantee

The Xu family: "Jiang Ji poisoned Xiaoqing."

Task office: "Jiang Ji just put the dumb medicine in front of Xu Qing, and also notified you. Xu Qing drank the dumb medicine by himself, in front of your Xu family Jindanqi. If you have any objections to this, why not Stop Xu Qing from drinking? Several golden elixir stages can't stop a foundation-building stage action? Even if you can't stop it, now that Xu Qing has drunk it, you can also remove the toxin from his body at any time. Then It’s just a base-building medicinal liquid, and it’s only effective for one year, so if you’re at any golden core stage, if the spiritual power circulates in Xu Qing’s body a few times, the medicinal effect will be wiped off.”

Mission Office: "This is still just one of Jiang Ji's threats. A threat of safety and no sequelae. This is not a reason not to let him continue the mission."

Task office: "You have two choices. First, cancel the task and pay the liquidated damages according to the rules. After the cancellation, if you place another commission of the same kind, Yunxiazong will not accept it; second, let Jiang Ji continue the task in his own way. As long as he doesn't violate the mission requirements you put forward in advance, this mission belongs to him and there will be no substitutions."

The Xu family: "Jiang Ji has murderous intentions towards Xiaoqing."

Task Office: "Why did he kill Xu Qing? There is no benefit but a lot of trouble. We guarantee that no matter what Xu Qing said to Jiang Ji, because Xu Qing can't actually do something that threatens Jiang Ji, Jiang Ji is absolutely impossible Complaining against Xu Qing, it can be said that no matter how bad Xu Qing utters, Jiang Ji will never take it to heart, and will hardly even feel unhappy, let alone kill Xu Qing."

Xu family: "Jiang Ji must be in the state of mind demon tribulation. Our Xu family is also in the late stage of Jindan, and the state in the middle stage is still accurate. People in the heart demon robbery can easily lose control. However, Jiang Ji should be in the middle stage Right? Why is the heart demon tribulation so obvious?"

Task office: "Jiang Ji's situation is very complicated. I suggest you not use conventional thinking to judge his cultivation status. Whether Jiang Ji is in the inner demon tribulation is not certain, but his inner demon tribulation definitely has nothing to do with killing people."

The Xu family: "If Jiang Ji kills or seriously injures Xiaoqing, will your Yunxia Sect be responsible? Can you bring the dead back to life?"

Mission office: "We guarantee that Xu Qing will be alive and well when this mission is over. Even if he is injured in the middle, it will be a minor injury with no sequelae. If this is not the case, then you can make any compensation you want, not limited to entrusted the contents of the contract."