Xiu Erdai's daily essays

3300_ is something that cannot be let go

Di Xiadou: "So?"

Me: "I don't know. I can only bite the bullet and continue to cross the river by feeling the stones. That's why I suspect that I am in a catastrophe of inner demons. I have done excessive things, but I am worried. Falling into the inner demon tribulation of 'degree'. Is my inner demon tribulation an 'excessive behavior' or 'worrying about excessive behavior'?"

"..." Di Xiadou returned the jade slip to me, "I can express my feelings about absorbing ingot-type treasure fruits, and I think it will be harmless to me if you get them. I have recorded them all. Just take a look, The point is, go back to Yunxia Sect and ask your seniors about your heart demon tribulation."

Me: "What kind of human demon robbery do you know?"

Di Xiadou: "Generally it is the desire to destroy, such as killing people, destroying things, and hurting one's relatives and friends. A few of them are particularly trapped in 'should I change my career', 'have I gone on the wrong path', 'should I It’s a real problem like changing schools.”

Me: "You have seen too little."

Di Chidou: "Oh."

Me: "Did you know that some demons in the Acacia Sect will show symptoms of sex addiction?"

Di Xiadou: "... I've heard of it."

I know you've heard that pornographic news travels extra fast and lasts longer.

Me: "Then do you know that some demons in Baodao will release information that is dangerous to them? For example, the Kunlun."

Di Xiadou: "That's a heart demon? I've encountered it before."

Me: "It's a demon. Because I didn't dare to do it for a long time, under too much depression, I was depressed, until I broke through the critical point, broke out, lost my rational control, and just wanted to 'let's talk after I feel good'. The breakthrough of the devil. If you have been so reckless and just thinking about being happy, then you have been controlled by the heart demon; on the contrary, after a period of time, accept your bold behavior with a wry smile and clean up the mess obediently. It is best to formulate If you come up with a plan that can break the news and keep yourself safe, the breakthrough of the demon will be stable."

Me: "Inner demons are things that I can't let go of. Just as everyone's Tao is unique, everyone's inner demons are also different from others, although because of the similarity of the general environment, some people care about things that are different from others. People belong to the same category, but there are definitely still differences in details. For example, they are also killing indiscriminately with demons, some people kill strangers, some people attack acquaintances; some people recruit people to death, while others Keeping your hand at the last moment every time. It’s different, if you don’t believe me, you carefully recall and summarize what you have experienced.”

3301_ pretty amazing

Di Xudou: "...do I want to write a memory report for you?"

Me: "If you want, fine." I handed him the jade slip, "But because your report is definitely not as detailed as Yunxiazong's compilation over the years, so I will not pay for this report."

Di Xidou: "You didn't see that I actually wanted to report it to you, can you give me some pointers? I have limited knowledge in this area, and I need to rely on you to develop."

Me: "Our cultivation bases are similar. This is the main premise. This determines that we are at the same level, so we don't need to use 'pointing'. Maybe you know very little about some things I know, but this is just a matter of the direction of knowledge acquisition. Just like the memory report you will write, there must be cases in it that I haven’t seen in the Yunxiazong materials, because what you write is from your first perspective, and compared with anyone else’s writing, it must have uniquely yours."

Me: "Also, if you hear me tell you things you haven't heard before, don't believe them all. I don't intend to lie to you, but what I say comes with my personal understanding, and there are cognitions that are only suitable for me. , not objective enough, if you believe it, you will copy part of my Tao, which may lead you astray."

Di Xiadou: "Which ones should be believed and which ones should not be?"

Me: "I don't know. I think what I said is quite objective. I don't know which ones are so subjective that you should delete them from your mind, and which ones are subjective but you can accept them."

Now that I'm here at Jingjin Peak, I'll take a look at the current situation of the sect where I am the guest elder.

From an onlooker's point of view, Jing Jinfeng is actually quite miraculous.

After the death of Elder Hu Fan, Jing Jinfeng fell into a low-level sect, and they themselves are so actively adapting now, not dragging their previous status and refusing to lower their stature. At the same time, because they care for a small spiritual vein with growth potential, As well as looking forward to the cultivation progress of several of his own disciples, Jing Jinfeng has hope of returning to the third-rate.

It used to be a third-rate, but now it is not a stream, and it may be a third-rate in the future. This is Jing Jinfeng’s perception of himself; not forgetting the past, not obsessed with the past, facing the present, not being discouraged by the present, looking forward to and working hard to create the future, this is The struggle to save a formerly successful man whose status has declined.

In terms of mentality, Jing Jinfeng can be regarded as a model of "the third-rate falls into the top". What is not so typical is that many people think that Jing Jinfeng cannot be regarded as not in the top right now, so their good attitude is not representative.

3302_ Research value

Some of the low-level sects who were once third-rate were recalling the dark history of their own family's unsteady mentality when they were first relegated, and said: "If we lost our last Jindan Patriarch, we could welcome him immediately. A generous Jindan visiting elder, and soon ushered in the second, the second is still in our sect, we can also be confident that we will return to the third-rate. Then whether we can really return in the future, we At least you can keep calm, and because there is always the golden core period, there will not be too much psychological gap."

There are also some low-level sects who say: "If our family can obtain the right to sell one of the exclusive resources of the Seven Great Masters, our progress in cultivation will be much better. Coupled with the frequent guidance of Jindanqi staying in the sect, isn't this Is it the treatment of a third-rate sect? How can Jing Jinfeng be regarded as not in the ranks now?"

"Jing Jinfeng's luck is really good." This is the opinion of many unpopular sects.

But among the third-rate sects, the general attitude towards Jing Jinfeng is: "It's worth studying."

Some third-rate sects supported by only one Jindanqi want to know why Jing Jinfeng can attract two Jindanqis to be their guest elders when Jing Jinfeng himself has no Jindanqi, and it seems to be for a long time.

Three streams:

"Forget about Pei Lin, the young master's style, doing things on a whim, it's hard to be regular, but Di Xidou is very valuable for research. Casual cultivators will definitely not do things that are not beneficial. Although I don't know that Fellow Daoist Di is in Jingjin Peak What did you do in detail, but Daoyou Di should be very clear, as long as he is in Jingjinfeng, this matter itself is a support for Jingjinfeng, and Daoyou Di should definitely get paid for this support .”

"So what exactly did Fellow Daoist Di get from Jing Jinfeng? What benefits could Jing Jinfeng provide to Jin Danqi when he had no Golden Core Stage himself, which made him reluctant to leave?"

"Master Pei's Tongming fruit? Jing Jinfeng trades Di Chadou for a long time to stay in Jingjinfeng on the condition that he regularly provides Di Xidou with a Tongming fruit?"

"It shouldn't. If it's just for Tongmingguo, Di Xiadou should trade directly with Young Master Pei. Why would he decide to trade Jingjinfeng Tongmingguo when he knows that Jingjinfeng Tongmingguo comes from Master Pei?"

"And Jing Jinfeng used the tongming fruit that Young Master Pei authorized them to sell to buy Jindan period bodyguards for himself? Although Young Master Pei doesn't care about small financial matters, this kind of transaction is obviously taken advantage of, even if Young Master Pei doesn't care about it, Yun Xiazong will not let it go , Too bad rules. At the beginning of Jing Jinfeng, other sects may also bully Young Master Pei like a cat, and there will be chaos afterwards. Senior Jiang Weixiao will definitely nip this bad trend in the bud."

3303_ as an elder

"In addition, before Hu Fan's death, Jing Jinfeng had only one elder for a long time. Jing Jinfeng was used to 'one'. Before Hu Fan died, he begged Young Master Pei to be the guest elder of Jing Jinfeng, so that after his death, he would be the guest elder of Jing Jinfeng. Jinfeng continued to own 'One' and maintained the original state. How could Jing Jinfeng take the risk of offending Young Master Pei and Yunxiazong and then use Young Master Pei's material transactions to get a second guest elder? If Jing Jinfeng had this Ambition, before Elder Hu died, they should have several guest elders, why wait for the only Jindanqi of their own family to die and then let a group of foundation-builders take care of the matter?"

"I heard that Di Chadou was taken to Jingjin Peak by Second Young Master Pei. It seems that Second Young Master Pei persuaded Di Xidou to stay in Jingjin Peak."

"Second Young Master Pei supports Jing Jinfeng so much? Why does Jing Jinfeng have it?"

"It is said that it is for the research of Jing Jinfeng's original and current spirit veins."

"This kind of research on Yunxiazong must have materials and examples, right? Why bother to come to such a remote place as Jinfeng?"

"Who knows, maybe it's the eye."

"It may also be that Hu Fan managed to find something that could attract Young Master Pei's attention for a long time before his death, and kept Jing Jinfeng's hope of returning to the third class."

"Jing Jinfeng's new spiritual vein just happened to hit the second young master's cute spot?"

"Maybe, the important thing is that the growth of this spiritual vein may also be beneficial to Di Qudou's cultivation."

"I have been to Jingjin Peak, and I feel that the new spiritual veins are quite ordinary and tender, and they will definitely not be able to supply the cultivation of the Golden Core Stage. Moreover, they have been integrated with Jingjinfeng's exercises, and the utilization rate of outsiders is very low."

"It won't be the value of direct use. How can it be possible to attract young master Yunxiazong with just a little spiritual energy? There must be something special about the spiritual vein, which was created by Hu Fan before his death. Hu Fan didn't just die at the end of his life. , before he died, he worked hard to integrate himself with the spirit vein, which is also the key to Jing Jinfeng's disciples being able to quickly and happily coexist with the new spirit vein."

"As an elder, Hu Fan was well-behaved during his lifetime, but he did it amazingly when he was about to die. He found a new spiritual vein for Jing Jinfeng, found a guest elder, and found hope for continuation."

"Speaking of which, how did Jing Jinfeng get his new spiritual vein?"

"I'm not sure, but it must have something to do with Hu Fan. The breath of Hu Fan on the new spiritual vein is too strong."

"I feel like I was transformed by Elder Hu's golden core."