Xiu Erdai's daily essays

3288_ seems to be wrapped in

Dad: "What are you going to prepare?"

Me: "Mainly psychological."

Dad: "Psychological what?"

Me: "Uneasy, unsteady. This may lead to distraction during cultivation."

Dad: "Are you very focused when you practice? So focused that you can't bear even a little distraction?"

Me: "At least I am so focused when practicing swords."

Dad: "Can you still think about anxiety when you are concentrating?"

...felt like I was being drawn into it.

Me: "Does lack of security hinder cultivation?"

Dad: "It varies from person to person."

Me: "Just talking about me now."

Dad: "It varies from time to time."

Me: "Most of the time." Why is it so difficult to get an accurate sentence?

Dad: "No."

Me: "...Why? I obviously feel it."

Dad: "You still feel that you need endless preparations before entering a secret realm."

Me: "Well, let's go back to the time when I entered the middle stage. Compared with the moment when the punishment was over, when I first returned to Yunxiazong, and when I first started the punishment, what is so special about it?"

I paused for a while, then asked again: "Where is it?"

Dad: "I'm waiting for you to guess."

Me: "I can't guess."

Dad: "Random guesses, illogical ones are fine."

Me: "Because the weather was so good at that moment? Because I was in a good mood at that moment? Because the frequency was aligned? Because Xiao Sui ordered Bing Huayuan to create a new spiritual plant? Because Pei Bing was eating? Because Mao The ball rolled? Because... that was the moment?"

Me: "There is no 'should', what happens is what happens."

Dad: "So, it doesn't matter if I explain it or not?"

Me: "That's right, I want to hear it."

Dad: "What does 'think' mean?"

Me: "... The needless restlessness of curiosity?"

Dad: "How to solve it?"

Me: "... practice sword?"

Dad: "Go."

... I walked out of my father's house in a daze, and saw a problem: Peifeng is full of people now, it seems that there is no room for sword practice...

Seeing me coming out, the people who had already surrounded the door of the old man's house retreated twice, and when they found that Elder Pei did not come out with them, they circled back to their original positions.

I looked back into the room, and everyone retreated again.From the crack of the open door, I can no longer see my father.During the transformation period, ghosts and ghosts appear and disappear, and putting a room here is just a cover-up, maybe now the old man is hiding among the disciples of Pei Feng.

3289_Too many questions

I closed the door and said to everyone: "I need to practice my sword."

Everyone immediately made room for me knowingly, and stared at me, as if expecting to learn the tricks of upgrading from my practice.

The pressure is a bit high.

There are also people who practice swords with me and help me share some of the pressure of attention.

One time, one time, one time... It's like a monotonous repetition, and there are some weak but continuous changes in each repetition, accumulating bit by bit, bringing inexplicable peace of mind.

Some disciples watched and turned away from Pei Feng, with a look of enlightenment; some changed from practicing sword to meditation or from meditation to sword practice, and seemed to have gained something; some had no obvious sense of touch, but It seems to have calmed down, no longer eagerly longing for a shortcut to upgrade.

When you can't find the answer, you might as well sort it out and do it again. The answer actually already exists, hidden in everything you have experienced, and you can find it, or let it continue to hide, and just continue to do what you should do.It is not necessary to clarify the meaning of each step until you have to choose a fork in the road, because the perceived clarity may only mean more doubts, and the accumulation of more doubts may also give each other clear answers.

I put away my sword, said goodbye to the brothers and sisters who were still on Peifeng, and went to Elder Huigu to hand in the task of Yuanbaocao.

I put a small ingot in front of Elder Huigu, and asked, "Why don't you open up the information about how the ingots are handled by Brother Lou Fuyi?" The breakthrough of the grass, and asked me what to do in a hurry.

How would I know.I can only feel guilty, maybe Brother Lou's data permissions are not enabled because I am implicated.

Elder Huigu: "You contacted Wan Qin, but didn't you ask him about the planting plan of Yuanbao grass?"

I... It's not that there are too many problems, I can't take care of it... I heard that I need a secret realm.

Elder Huigu: "But it's useless to ask, because, do you think the ones you raised are ingot grass? Ingot grass that bears so many fruits at once? It's like a pile of Tongming fruit."

Me: "Like Tongming fruit, does it mean that this is actually not a spiritual plant fruit but my refined product? Refined products cannot be planted?"

Elder Huigu: "Who told you that refined products cannot be planted? Have you never heard of artificial spiritual plants?"

I looked at the saplings in the ice flower garden that grew out of the elder Peng Qinru's big peach transparent fruit: "Maybe you can still ask."

3290_Contact

I contacted Di Chadou at Jingjin Peak.

Di Xiadou: "Planting Yuanbao fruit? Put it in the Yuanbao Secret Realm and the pulp will be absorbed naturally, and the seeds will germinate after a certain period of time. Has your Yuanbao Grass fruited? Can it bear fruit even if you leave the Yuanbao Secret Realm?"

Me: "Shall I sell you one?"

Di Xi let out a sharp 'huh' and said, "I can't afford it." At the same time, the communication was cut off.

I looked at Elder Huigu and asked, "Uncle Qi and Elder Qi Yuan fight, who will win?"

Elder Huigu: "Of course it's Qi Yuan."

'certainly'?This word... "Which rank is Uncle Qi ranked in terms of combat power among the elders of the Yunxia Sect? Or, which is the last?"

Elder Huigu: "Your father has already passed the customs, how far do you think it is from Qi Xi's exit?"

Me: "Actually, I want to ask, can you beat senior sword repairer Liao Li?"

Elder Huigu: "It doesn't matter if I can fight or not? Your father is out of customs, that's the point."

I guess you can't beat it, at least the odds of winning are low.

Me: "Actually, the more important thing is that I am in the Cloud Cloud Sect. Senior Liao Li is a little afraid of the Cloud Cloud School. Even if he is impatient with me, he probably won't go head-to-head with the Cloud Cloud School."

Elder Huigu: "Let me tell you, Pei Xiaodai, at the stage of transformation, no matter how reckless and impatient he is, he is actually a patient person in essence, and sometimes being impatient is just a disguise. "

Me: "It's not necessarily a disguise, maybe it's just an impatient reaction that makes him feel comfortable? After all, patience often means tolerance, and sometimes it's more uncomfortable."

Elder Huigu: "I'm talking about Liao Li, not Qi Xi."

Me: "Uncle Qi really hasn't left the customs yet?" Isn't it good for us to keep getting involved with the little uncle?

Elder Huigu: "I don't care if he comes out or not, even if he stands in front of me, I will scold him if I want, anyway, he can't beat me, but you, it seems that you still owe Qi Xi a beating?"

Me: "I've done a task for Uncle Qi."

Elder Huigu: "Do it for him? Qi Xi needs someone to help with the task?"

Well, in fact, it was the little uncle who taught me with tasks, and it was the elders who took care of the younger ones.

Me: "Well, does Uncle Qi really want to hit me?"

Elder Huigu: "What do you think, there are people who hold grudges."

Me: "Is there really? I haven't seen that little book before."

Elder Huigu: "Has anyone else seen your notepad?"

Me: "My brain is my notebook, I didn't write it out alone."

Elder Huigu: "You can do brain-based, do you think Qi Xi can't?"

I:"……"

3291_display

Elder Huigu: "Are you still in touch with Liao Li?"

Me: "Are you listening? Be my bodyguard by the way?"

Elder Huigu: "Your father is watching you."

Me: "If you overhear information that you didn't know before, can you give me a reward?"

Elder Huigu: "Reward you for the honor of giving me a small ingot?"

Me: "After the confession, can I watch while you handle it?"

Elder Huigu: "When others treat you with what attitude, will you be angry?"

Me: "Attitude doesn't matter, as long as you don't try to control me and don't interfere with my behavior, then sarcasm, sarcasm, abuse, rumors... whatever, I won't take it to heart."

Elder Huigu: "What if you scold Elder Pei or your siblings?"

Me: "Transfer the insults to the person involved? If the person who speaks badly is weaker than me, I will beat him; if I can't beat him, let the person concerned deal with it."

Elder Huigu: "How does it feel to have just entered the middle stage of Jindan?"

Me: "It's fine."

Elder Huigu said 'Oh' and ordered: "Hurry up and contact Liao Li."

Those who dislike my jumping topics should really come and talk to Elder Huigu, she has caused part of my chat habits to be broken.

I solemnly set up the communicator, and called for Senior Liao Li's spiritual power line - this was left in the shadow of the sword he gave me, and it felt like I was welcome to contact him.

It took a while for the communication to be picked up.This does not reject the communication, but the slow speed reminds me of the first time I took the initiative to contact Wanqin, before going to the Tarong Secret Realm.At that time, Wan Qin said that he had almost forgotten that there was someone like me who might contact him. Now, Senior Liao must have forgotten, right?

Senior Liao Li: "Oh, you... what's the matter?"

Looks like you don't expect to see me again.

In order to prevent him from getting impatient, I will directly show the important point: Xiao Yuanbao.

Senior Liao Li: "It came out? It's pretty good. What do you want to show me? Don't you Yunxiazong have a sect secret realm? Just throw it in."

Me: "Is it enough to just throw it in? Don't you need a trigger condition?"

Senior Liao Li: "The activation condition has nothing to do with you, it's a matter between the secret realm and Yuanbaoguo. If they see each other well, it will be done; if they are tired of seeing each other, you can't pull them together. Just look at it."

I took out a handful of small ingots.

Senior Liao Li: "..."