Xiu Erdai's daily essays

2708_mercy

The little uncle smiled.

...Isn't it really going on the road?

Junior Uncle: "Can you speak auspicious words?"

Me: "Smooth sailing?"

Junior Martial Uncle: "Then it will be smooth sailing."

Me: "When will it start?"

Little Martial Uncle: "I don't know, I didn't decide."

Me: "Can I test the thunderball you gave me here?"

The little uncle gave me another one and said, "Try."

Me: "Thank you. I thought I had to enter the sixteenth floor to try."

Junior Martial Uncle: "Pity Award."

Me: "It doesn't matter what the reason is, it's always an award from the elders to the younger generation."

Young Master Uncle: "Is it really so clear, or is it pretending to be cheerful?"

Me: "I'm cheerful?" In my two lifetimes, except for those who regard chatter as the only indicator of cheerfulness, few people describe me like that.In this life, outsiders can’t even see my chatty side. People who were more familiar with me in the previous life commented that I am weird, independent, and out of the group—every time there is a group activity, I can push it away. I really can’t push it away. Just deal with it.

"What's the use of talking too much? To host a show, give a speech, or at least participate in a skit performance? Have you participated? No. You will chatter off the stage, and you will definitely mess up the performance when you go on stage." Someone once had no malice They mocked me like this—it was really harmless, and I hurt each other in front of the person in charge of the event, and ruined each other's image just to push things away from us.Although I doubt that guy is speaking from his heart.

Little Martial Uncle: "So you are happy when I say I have pity on you, or do you adjust to be happy after a shock in your heart?"

Me: "I'm not happy, you are merciful, it makes me more sure that I will encounter huge troubles, I am very disturbed, but, whether you are merciful or not, things will happen, then it is better to be merciful, At least I can get some benefits."

Junior Uncle: "Do you still care about the experience in the secret realm of Youxia?"

Me: "I don't know, I don't have real feelings now. Objective facts are easy to remember, but emotions will fade. If I can't feel it in time when I just experienced it, it will be impossible to continue to feel it after a while, unless the future Something similar but more profound happened."

Little Martial Uncle: "What is enlightenment?"

Me: "...everything you feel counts?"

Me: "I think, since the second experience of a similar experience must be significantly deepened in order to make me feel new, then even if I can't say what I realized specifically about the previous experience, I must have realized something. , gained something."

Me: "Forming language is just a way of understanding. Some things can only be understood?"

2709_advance

After returning to Peifeng, I found my father, sat down in front of him holding the little fur ball, and said, "I guess it's a secret realm."

Dad didn't respond.

Me: "When did Maoqiu get the golden core? It clearly said that it was earlier than me. Why did I form the core early?"

Dad: "How did you judge that your alchemy was 'advanced'?"

Me: "Because both Fuqiu and Xiao Sui should be upgraded earlier than me, if one is later than me, it may be their problem, but if both of them are later than me, or is it more likely that I have a problem? Especially the hairball, it was very late. I thought it would become a golden core after it grew steadily in size, but it seems that it hasn’t moved yet. Why did you ask Elder Liu to feed the hairball?”

Dad: "Assuming you really formed the alchemy early, can you guess why?"

Me: "Because too many people in the fortune-teller competition said that I should have formed the alchemy long ago. As soon as I was in the air, it was true? However, since it is a perfect golden elixir, it proves that the formation is not hasty, and it is still very good ...Huh? Perfect alchemy..."

Me: "Perfect alchemy not only means that I have tried my best during the alchemy process, but also means that my cultivation in the foundation period has reached not to mention absolute perfection, at least the full score that I can do. If I didn't do it at that point in time Alchemy, if my alchemy time is delayed, that is, if I continue to suppress my cultivation, I will miss the best time..."

Me: "My sister once couldn't take the last step of conceiving a baby because of her mental state. She could not take the last step of conceiving a baby, which caused the cultivation base to be unbalanced and torn. The cultivation base must be compacted, and the container must be filled to the brim. space, but it cannot be pressed unlimitedly, otherwise, the container will be broken and damaged instead."

Me: "I would have followed in my sister's footsteps?"

Dad: "When you are not only not obsessed with getting other people's answers after asking questions, but also don't need to guess to analyze the questions, and don't deduce the answers from other people's reactions, you have really become a teacher."

Yunxiazong was born in the Nascent Soul Stage, so it would be too urgent for you to get rid of me now.Moreover, if I become a teacher, you will lose your son and apprentice who can gag outsiders, so no matter whether you have found your natural swordsman apprentice or not, you will have to accept one first.Although elders are not strictly required to take in new apprentices like Yuanyingqi, there are many elders who do not have a single apprentice under their name, and many people are eager to try.For your own peace, you should be kinder to my only 'disciple' at this stage...

2710_ Know which questions you have done correctly

However, it may also be the opposite. It doesn’t need to be good. The later I become a baby, the more time my father will have to find apprentices. Father leaves more time to find apprentices, because disciples who have been stuck in the golden core stage for many years and have not made any progress, although they cannot really become masters in Yunxiazong, but the master has taught everything that the master can teach. There is nothing to teach, and the rest can only be left to fate. It's time for the master to teach other disciples, which can be regarded as a disguised form, a helpless one.

Me: "Progress comes little by little, and cannot be achieved overnight. Then, let me guess again, if I am really ahead of your expectations, why am I able to advance? Why didn't I overdo it like my sister? ?Because I heard a lot of flattery during the fortune-teller competition, which made me relax a bit from the over-stressed state, and just neutralized it to a suitable level?"

Dad doesn't make comments, so I can only continue to guess by myself, and the only thing I can count as a solid basis is the perfect alchemy: for me the perfect golden alchemy, for me the perfect end of the foundation period.

Me: "Although perfect alchemy is unnecessary demanding, but it is very useful. A paper with a full score of [-] will be scored as [-] after it is filled and handed in. If the graded paper is not returned to the examinee, The standard answers are not announced, so it is difficult for candidates to determine which questions they have deducted ten points for, and at the same time, they do not know which questions they have done correctly. Standard answers, no need to read the graded papers, as long as you remember which questions are there, you will know which questions you got right."

Dad: "Doing it right does not mean it is the standard answer or the best answer. It may not be in the sense of the public, or in your own sense."

Me: "Maybe I did some wrong steps in the middle, but then I corrected them back? I took some detours, and sometimes I may go backwards for a while. After repeated repetitions and error corrections, I finally reached the perfect node. Practice and exams are still the same. It's different, because there is no standard answer in practice. For me, the mistakes in the process are also part of "right", or it leads to right. If I don't make mistakes, I can't reach my actual place now. Arriving at the right; in a wrong way, I might arrive at another right."

Me: "Dad, if I'm about to hit the road, can you give me a little hint?"

Dad: "Which way are you going?"

Me: "I hope it's not a dead end. Your attitude makes me creepy. At the early stage of Jindan, shouldn't you be able to take on big things?"

Dad: "Jiang Weixiao's Golden Core Stage?"

No, anomalous people like Elder Brother are not included in the scope of comparison, and it is too easy to undermine the self-confidence of ordinary people.

2711_Contact

Me: "If it's a big event, can't you really tell me a little bit in advance?"

Dad: "You don't know anything about it, do you really feel uneasy?"

Me: "Yes, it's really difficult to sleep and eat, I don't eat or sleep."

Dad: "Sword cultivators have a general method of decompression."

Me: "Basic training [-] times."

Dad: "Go."

...I'll just spit it out... Alas, fine, idle is idle anyway.

While practicing the sword, I asked Pei Bing to contact someone I had long wanted to contact but had always been suspicious of: Wan Qin.

Pei Bing: "Don't you still have doubts?"

Me: "I'm still worried about the big things that might happen to me. I can't calm down when I do anything. Even practicing swords can only be regarded as forced composure. I decided to fight poison with fire."

Pei Bing finally found Wan Qin's contact information from a corner - after Pei Bing recognized me as the master, his connection with Wan Xin was completely cut off, but after all, he had contacted him during the quasi-lingbao stage, so that This contact remained in Pei Bing's contact list that was separated from him, but was not completely erased by me and him.

After Pei Bingqi woke up, when he wanted to communicate with Wan Qin, he would contact Wan Qin by proactive dialing, and Pei Bing and Wan Qin could talk only after Wan Qin agreed to answer the call.This is a normal communication mode, and Wan Qin will not be allowed to establish a one-way dialogue channel casually.

Now if Wan Qin wants to contact me or Pei Bing, he also has to go through the normal communication process: call, wait for me or Pei Bing to agree to connect and communicate.But it seems that Wan Qin has nothing to tell me, and he doesn't intend to condolences to the spirit treasure he sent out.

Pei Bing increased the defense to the highest level, connected with the Yunxiazong defensive formation, picked up the communicator, and solemnly began to call Wan Qin.

The communication was connected very slowly. When I almost thought that Wan Qin was not going to talk to us, the communicator got a response:

"I said what was ringing, I almost forgot that I still have such a communicator." Accompanied by this voice, a fat man appeared on the screen of the communicator.

I:"……"

Pei Bing studied for a while and concluded: "That's right, he is Wan Qin."

I stared at the typical lazy and fat guy on the screen, compared with the ice sculpture ghost I saw in Wanxin Secret Realm, and suddenly understood the reason why Hehuanzong angrily classified me as an outsider because of my disfigurement and never compromised:

Being disfigured is much harder to accept than being born ugly.