Chapter 10: Chapter 10: He Who Abandoned Me
As the truck rumbled along the quiet streets, the conversation from earlier still hung in the air, thick with unanswered questions. Nicolas's mind wandered back to memories he had long tried to bury—memories of a father who had never been there, a man whose face he couldn't even remember, but whose absence had shaped much of his life.
"Back then," Nicolas began, his voice low, almost as if he were speaking to himself more than to anyone else, "I didn't know much about my father. I was just five when he left us."
Uncle Shawn glanced at him briefly through the rearview mirror, his expression softening. Zehara remained quiet, sensing that what Nicolas was about to say was important.
"He... He left my mother and me when I was just a little boy. She tried to make it work, tried to keep everything together for me, but I could tell it was hard for her. It's strange, you know? I don't even remember what he looked like. But I remember my mom crying. I remember her staring out the window some nights, waiting for him to come back. But he never did." Nicolas paused, the pain of those memories resurfacing.
"All I knew was that he had remarried. He didn't want us anymore. He had a new family, a new life. I heard from the bank a lot. Every few months, they'd tell my mom that the child support was coming in. But that's all. That's all I ever heard from him. A few checks and a few words from the bank. Never a letter, never a visit. Just money."
He swallowed hard, his chest tightening with the old ache that never seemed to go away. "He had his new family, his new life, and we were... just left behind. It was like we never mattered to him. Maybe I never did."
Uncle Shawn's grip on the steering wheel tightened, and his gaze grew distant as he processed the weight of Nicolas's words. Zehara, too, felt the depth of his pain and the bitterness in his voice. She didn't know what to say, but she could feel the heartbreak that lingered in his every word.
"I was just a kid," Nicolas continued, his voice shaking with emotion. "How could he just leave us like that? I don't even know why. He was there one day and gone the next. No explanation, no apology. Just silence."
He looked out the window, the passing city lights blurring into streaks of color. The pain of abandonment, of never knowing why his father left, still stung, even after all these years.
"I grew up without him. All I had was my mom... and then I lost her too." His voice cracked as he said the last part, the memory of his mother's death weighing heavily on him.
Nicolas turned his gaze back to the road ahead, the fire of his anger and hurt burning brighter now. "And now... now I find him. He's out there, living his life, with everything he could ever want. And I'm just a reminder of what he abandoned."
There was a long silence in the truck. No one spoke. Zehara could feel the depth of Nicolas's grief, and Uncle Shawn, despite his tough exterior, couldn't help but empathize. He knew the feeling of being abandoned, of being left to fend for oneself. He had seen it all too many times in the lives of people who came to the farm.
Finally, Uncle Shawn spoke, his voice soft but firm. "Nicolas, I don't know what your father's thinking, or why he left. But I do know this—you don't have to carry that burden anymore. You're not alone in this. You've got a family now. A family that's here for you."
Nicolas nodded, though his heart still felt heavy. The scars of abandonment would never fully heal, but maybe, just maybe, he could start to find peace in the family that had taken him in. The farm, Uncle Shawn, Jay, even Zehara—they were his family now. And that meant something.
But as much as he wanted to believe it, a part of him still couldn't shake the feeling that the man who had abandoned him would always haunt him. The man who had chosen a new life over his own son.
And that was something Nicolas wasn't sure he could ever forgive.
Uncle Shawn listened intently as Nicolas shared his painful past, but there was something weighing on his mind that he couldn't ignore. As the truck drove on, a heavy silence hung between them. Finally, unable to shake the thoughts racing in his head, he broke the quiet.
"Nicolas," he said, his voice hesitant. "I'm sorry about all that happened with your father. But I have to ask... do you really think that man, the one you saw at the mansion, could be your father? I mean... why would he be here, living this kind of life? No one from the outside would choose to live like this, especially not someone who could afford the kind of wealth he seems to have."
Nicolas paused, taken aback by the question. He hadn't thought about it that way. Could it really be a coincidence? Could the man he'd seen in the mansion have been his father?
"I... I don't know," Nicolas muttered. "It's just that... there's something about him. His face. Something felt so familiar. I don't even remember what my father looked like, but I know I've seen him before. It's like... like I've always known him. But I don't know why he would be here, living this way."
Uncle Shawn sighed, his mind still struggling to reconcile the truth with the bizarre situation. "Maybe it's just a coincidence, kid. There are a lot of people out there who look alike, especially in a world this big. We don't know anything about him yet. And we don't even know why he's interested in you or your necklace."
Zehara, who had been silent for a while, spoke up softly. "But why would he take such an interest in a necklace, especially one with no real value? Maybe... maybe it really is him, and he's just been hiding in plain sight all these years. Who knows what kind of life he's been living?"
Uncle Shawn shook his head, trying to clear his thoughts. "I'm not so sure. It's just hard to believe someone like that would come from the outside, living a life like that. But..." He paused, glancing at Nicolas in the rearview mirror. "I guess anything is possible. We'll have to figure out more, find out who he really is."
The silence in the truck deepened as the weight of their conversation settled over them. Uncle Shawn's words hung in the air, and though they tried to reason it out, a part of Nicolas still clung to the possibility that the man he had seen at the mansion could, in fact, be his father.
"Well," Uncle Shawn finally said, breaking the silence, "we'll figure it out. But for now, Nicolas, just don't jump to conclusions. It could be just a coincidence, but we'll see."
Nicolas nodded slowly, though his heart still raced with uncertainty. He wasn't ready to let go of the possibility that the man who had abandoned him all those years ago had somehow found his way back into his life. He couldn't ignore the nagging feeling deep inside—something told him this wasn't just a coincidence.