Will of chaos

Pov Nala:

2 hours before Zenos and Davoth arrived.

I was sitting on the ground in front of the Ascendant monument when she appeared in front of me, sitting on her knees.

"How can you be so calm, Vecna ​​has completed his 5th Ascension!" (me)

"No my dear, he hasn't completed it yet, but he will, he's too far gone to be stopped in time." (Urd)

"What are we going to do, he left you alive just to serve as a guide..." (me)

"Don't be fooled by Urak's words, they can't kill me, I'm not even alive, the most they could do is seal this place and even that would only be a temporary impediment, they've already done it twice without success." (Urd)

"I don't like this, I don't like being unable to do anything!" (me)

"Why don't you act, you know where he is and you can reach him from here!" (me)

"Things are not that simple, there is someone stopping us, we have no more chances, so all we can do is move forward with our plans." (Urd)

"Will it still work? Even if they reach level 5?" (me)

"That won't interfere, it will only make the process more difficult." (Urd)

"Davoth has always been selfish, his concern is not for you or me, he focuses so much on saving the Universes and as many people as possible, that he fails to see those who fall in his path." (me)

"You don't understand him, regardless of the name he uses now, he has always been and will always be the same, don't treat him like a foolish idealist who doesn't know the consequences of his actions, he feels more for those suffering than he lets on." (Urd)

"I only believe in you." (me)

"I can't understand him or his actions, I couldn't make plans that last millennia while so much suffering continues!" (me)

"That's because you're young, I'm a cluster of billions of lives, I have the memories of every Ascendant that ever existed and Davoth is one of the two exceptions, the other being Vecna." (Urd)

"He is older than you can imagine, the older and more powerful someone becomes, the understanding of value about things changes." (Urd)

"For a 2-year-old child, his toy can have more value than a planet and his house has more value than a universe, this is not the baby being selfish but rather that his understanding only reaches that point." (Urd)

"For a King or Emperor of a great nation, his scope is greater, he has more knowledge, Authority and experience to know that even his family can be sacrificed for his Nation, he himself being just another sacrifice for the nation, that's why there are political marriages and many other acts that restrict royal families with the responsibility of something greater." (Urd)

"A God also has a habit of looking at large numbers of people rather than just one person if he doesn't have time, his scope is so large that he can't look at a single grain of sand in the middle of a great desert." (Urd)

"None of these individuals are evil for trying to do their best, the only difference that exists is in the scope that your overall picture reveals and the weight of the responsibility that you chose to take upon yourself." (Urd)

"..." (me)

"If that is true, then why don't you follow him in his plan and still wait for the opportunity to save the Ascendants?" (me)

"My dear Nala, didn't you listen to me?" (Urd)

"The difference lies in the scope of vision, in experience and in the value that is attributed to things." (Urd)

"In terms of scope, Davoth's vision is greater, even though it doesn't matter in this matter, in terms of experience I can't give an opinion, but the real disagreement between us is in value." (Urd)

"Davoth is not wrong in seeing more value in universes being saved along with their populations, I would like to see that too and that is why he dedicates himself so much, he does not see so many lives as just numbers, quite the opposite, he sees all these massive numbers as the lives they are, this is too high a value for him to risk with the addition of any risk." (Urd)

"But for me it is not so easy, the Ascendants are like my children, I have seen them become Ascendants, I have seen them in their weakest moments, in their moments of greatest fear, in their moments of greatest doubt and in their moments of greatest power, they may not know how much my eyes have filled with tears they dare not shed or how much my arms have reached out to try to pull them out of this endless path they follow without knowing." (Urd)

"They are my children, rebellious children, many of them cruel, killing their hearts to move forward, some of them cowards trying to do everything to survive, a few destroyed by the guilt of what they did and trying to redeem themselves at any cost." (Urd)

"How can a mother bear not even trying to save her children, they are too precious to me and I know well what will happen to their Souls if they simply die." (Urd)

I truly understand what Lady Urd means, but I cannot trust Davoth so easily, his purpose is different from what Lady Urd desires and I know that given the choice to him, it would not be difficult for him to choose the opposite side of the Ascendants that my lady dreams of remedying.

"And about the Bringer of Chaos, if everything you and he said about the Bringer of Chaos is correct, then you are in great danger." (me)

"The risks don't matter, this was the opportunity I've waited so long for, whether or not my conscience can remain matters little compared to achieving what I desire." (Urd)

"Madam, I can't...!" (me)

She just looks at me with those golden eyes, eyes so full of power and yet so much love, a gentleness that prevents me from uttering another word as well as the determined glow, she smiles at me as sweetly as the day I met her.

"This is my wish and my Will..." (Urd)

"..." (me)

"Don't feel sorry for me, feel happy instead, happy that I'm so close to achieving the greatest wish of my existence." (Urd)

"(How can I congratulate her when I'm so afraid of losing her!?)" (me)

My hands clench into fists so tightly that my nails tear my hand, making blood flow as my body trembles nonstop, the tears streaming down my face, unable to be contained at the mere thought of my Goddess being lost forever, all to save such detestable creatures as the Ascendants.

"Don't cry as if everything is certain to go wrong, tomorrow is uncertain and anything can happen, so have Faith in this future just as you have Faith in me." (Urd)

She stretches out her hand, appearing right in front of me, her fingers wiping the tears from my face, her smile always present in my saddest moments, I flap my wings, moving forward to embrace her while only one thought remains in my mind.

"(My Goddess, you must be fine! You have to be fine!!)" (me)

"Huh...?" (Urd)

"It seems they are finally on their way... you must compose yourself to receive them... aahhh!!!" (Urd)

"(No, not again!)" (me)

"< Seal of the Holy Law >" (me)

Once again her energy goes out of control, the number of her wings changes and her power of the Law turns into a storm with her Divine Aura rising beyond the Holy Crystal.

I use my power to seal the Temple and reach the energies contained here for a few seconds until she returns to normal, as soon as I see her calm down I stop my technique while he gets up as if nothing had happened.

"Ma'am, please... you're in no condition..." (me)

"I know my condition very well and I'm not going to get better, in fact I'm going to get worse and when his Ascension is over I'll be at risk." (Urd)

"..." (me)

"(You're going to be fine!!!)" (me)

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Pov Davoth:

Outside the Temple, I could already see Nala's Aura change to something more brutal, her eyes locked on me as a rage she didn't even try to hide rose with each step she took closer to me.

"What will happen to my Goddess, no half answers or lies this time, be clear with every word!" (Nala)

"(She's losing control of her emotions, I don't have room in my mind for that...)" (me)

"I don't know, in fact not even Zenos can give an exact answer, at most I can say that she should come back better than before, other than that there is no other answer that I can give, that's the power of chaos." (me)

"You could have done everything differently if you had at least listened to Urd!" (Nala)

"Then she wouldn't have to...!" (Nala)

"She would always have to go through this, make no mistake..." (me)

"Stop it, it's already started." (Hades)

"The fluctuations of Law, it seems I need to prepare myself." (Hajak)

Hajak suddenly has several Law Runes shining on his metallic body, his voice becomes more robotic as he enters super analytical mode deactivating other not so important functions.

A column of power rises to the heavens, the Flow of Law that just appeared calms down as Hajak's energy column transforms into billions of energy threads invading the Flow of Laws.

"(This won't be enough, it lacks power...)" (me)

I could feel that Hajak was being pressed back heavily, I run up to him and touch his head pouring my two Anomalous powers into him to strengthen his power, what he is doing is something I cannot imitate, so I can only follow along as a support.

"(This power... it seems that Zenos is doing more than he promised, this bastard plays his role as Bringer of Chaos very well, doing unpredictable things at his pleasure...!)" (me)

I was furious when I realized that Zenos was once again doing things his own way, clearly he was not just turning Urd into a Primordial Goddess or one of her daughters, her Aura was changing into something very different.