Will of chaos

Pov Davoth:

"< Magic of Understanding >" (Hades)

The power of Chaos leaks from Hades flowing through his arm just a tiny amount that creates a simple magic circle with well-defined shapes, then this magic circle attaches itself to his wrist before he points at me, at Hajak and then at the thing attached before extending his hand to the ground in front of us where the magic circle detaches from his arm going to the ground where it grows into a magic circle 2 meters wide.

It only takes a few seconds for an illusory figure to form, absorbing the Aura of that thing, the figure that formed was a silhouette of the creature itself that was in front of us, a shapeless mass surrounded by 4 rings where a fifth ring was blinking between existing and non-existent, the shapeless mass in the middle then opened a large eye with several irises inside taking up 1/3 of the area of ​​that shapeless mass.

As soon as the silhouette was concretely formed, it no longer moved. The Aura that was around us was now also emerging from the silhouette. This Aura was as charged with emotions as the one that surrounds us.

"You... YOU... you... speak... how to speak... pain... death... death... DEATH... speak... trapped... feel... PAIN... concentrate... speak... I... I... I..."

He spent a few minutes speaking in single words, his voice changing with each word between a variation of young, old, childish, man, woman, robotic, shouting and whispering.

His constantly changing voice was just speaking in single words between intervals as if he was trying to find something correct. It was clear that just like the shapeless mass in his center, his voice was constantly changing and I began to understand what the state of this thing was. He was trying to form a mental self, a form, voice and appearance that represented him, but he didn't have what it took to do so. He was groping blindly along the way.

"Fascinating, the recognition of one's own self, such a state being demonstrated by such is against everything the 3 Thrones thought possible or they would have chosen his elimination." (Hajak)

"Hades, what is it?" (me)

I ignored Hajak and looked at Hades whose expression suddenly changed to one of surprise, something had happened.

"He entered the Star Path..." (Hades)

"He what!?" (me)

"Star Path?" (Hajak)

"What is a Star Path?" (Hajak)

It took me 2 seconds to process what Hades said, there are many implications of this even being possible and what might happen, but among these explanations one became a fact, this thing has a strong will or it wouldn't even be possible.

"Hajak, this information will not be given to a suspicious individual like you, you haven't earned our trust to deserve such information yet." (me)

"Understandable, I will keep that in mind when I request any information and I will strive for such levels of trust in future endeavors, thank you for informing me." (Hajak)

"Wanting... doing... pain... pain... it's me... me... me... you... you... remember... HHAAAHHH...!"

Hajak even started to be more polite in an attempt to improve his image, but I don't have time to think about him now, my eyes turn to the silhouette still speaking changing type, gender, age and volume of voice constantly.

His words were slowly becoming more coordinated, his Aura was also changing as if he was finding an order or harmony of some kind within himself.

"Hades, did you do this?" (me)

"No, he did it alone, he must have used the magic of now for that, so through me..." (Hades)

"..." (me)

"I am me... who am I... who am I...?"

"I see... I see... I am... I am... who are... who are...?"

"He's adapting pretty fast, this might work." (me)

"Can you expel him?" (me)

"Yes, but I won't." (Hades)

"We don't know if he's an ally, nor do we know what he's looking for yet, we're here for pure lack of options." (me)

"I agree, but that doesn't change my decision, your Will has been tested and from it you will be guided, I won't intervene in your journey either to help or block it, it goes against my master's teachings." (Hades)

"..." (me)

I won't be able to change his mind, that's why I hate dealing with Avatars, Heralds, Saints and any kind of fanatic about something, they put their object of fanaticism above even the most important situations.

"Yes... that was it... now I can speak... yes... yes... the pain still hurts... more bearable... no... but speaking... speaking... I can speak now..."

"It seems he found the right voice very quickly, his pronunciation is still repetitive as well as broken, but the speed of his improvement is impressive." (Hajak)

"Ignore the pain... talk to him... talk to them... talk... I need to focus on talking..."

"Now I can talk better... better..."

"Now I understand you... I understand... I understand your words..."

"Let me go... let me go... stop the pain... tell me what you want and let me go..."

He chose a young voice, he speaks uncertainly for now, but it is clear enough to understand, it seems that now we can begin.

"We will not do anything for you for now, first we will talk and depending on this conversation we can decide to let you go or not, understand?" (Hades)

"I understand... I understand... tell me... what you want with me... tell me... tell me..."

"Do you have a name?" (me)

"Name... what is a name...?"

"A name is the designation by which others address you, as well as the way in which an individual or object is called." (Hajak)

"They call me Number 89... 89... that's what they call me..." (N⁰ 89)

"Do you understand feelings?" (me)

"Yes... yes... anger... fear... agony... anxiety... anger... hate... hate... loneliness... hate... feelings are always there... uncomfortable... very uncomfortable..." (N⁰ 89)

"Don't you understand other feelings?" (Hades)

"Other feelings... feelings...?" (N⁰ 89)

"Are there more uncomfortable... more uncomfortable...?" (N⁰ 89)

"Happiness... love... friendship... joy... sadness... envy... there are many types of emotions from the good to the bad." (Hades)

"I don't understand... I don't understand..." (N⁰ 89)

"The simple fact that he understands some emotions is already interesting, it was never discovered that this was even possible." (Hajak)

"Where do your emotions come from? How did you manage to understand them?" (me)

"Emotions came when... body changed... more things in me... more things put in me... whispers and images... many emotions... bad... bad... much fear... much hate... much anxiety... much emotion... I learned... I felt... I still feel...!" (No. 89)

"It must have been when they injected parts of the other experiments into him, he acquired fragments of probably recent memories and the emotions came together." (Hajak)

"Experiment No. 89 has always existed in an artificial form, it was created and grown in a test tube, always the basic research sample without diseases, emotions, mind or other variables that could affect the research." (Hajak)

"It would be easier to solve it this way." (me)

"< Mental Transmission >" (me)

I compress everything about emotions, only in their simplest and most basic forms with some easy to understand memories, this should make it easy to test his reaction to it.

I put my finger on my forehead and remove a point of light surrounded by a magic circle, then I point to the colossal thing in front of us, the light crosses the distance sinking into his body, soon the Aura becomes chaotic like an ocean in the middle of a storm, chaos and destruction hit everyone while his entire body trembles, the chains that lose him begin to crack as they vibrate in a constant cycle of breaking and repairing, the grid around us has its runes shining brightly.

"This... what... what are emotions... happiness... happiness... I don't understand... I don't understand... I don't understand... love... why do I want love... what is love...!?" (No. 89)

"How is he doing?" (Me)

"Steady and quick steps." (Hades)

"Then we just have to wait..." (Me)

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A few minutes later.

It took several minutes, his Aura collided with us like a war hammer or a raging storm many times, but over time he calmed down, his Aura changed a lot, it became lighter, it also became sharper and a strong killing intent also emerged, fortunately it wasn't directed at us, I also noticed that he has his senses focused on me.

"I see... I understand emotions better... It's not bothersome... It doesn't have to be bothersome... I want more emotions... Positive emotions... My emotions..." (No. 89)

"We can do this, we can let you go, but before that, what do you want to do when you get out of here?" (Me)

"Positive emotions... I want more positive emotions... Kill the 3 doctors... Kill... Kill... Kill... Kill... Kill...!" (No. 89)

His killing intent became much more intense as anger, hatred, and joy mixed in his Aura, he suddenly became completely insane.

"That's a great thing, but what are you going to do after you get rid of those 3 bastards?" (Hades)

"..." (Me)

"..." (Hajak)

"After... After... What am I going to do after...?" (No. 89)

"Don't ask me, your life should be decided by you, so what are you going to do?" (Hades)

"To be happy... I want to be happy... I don't know how to be happy... I'll learn to be happy..." (No. 89)

Somehow Hades' calm words calmed him down, and his Aura became more controlled and less murderous, becoming lighter again as Hades spoke to him, his voice becoming clearer.

"(It seems he's still a little unstable, but he might be useful.)" (Me)

Him wanting the death of those who experimented on him day after day isn't bad, I want the death of those 3 too, not to mention that if I take him to Urd, I might be able to make his mind clearer and more stable, he's still very confused, the Ascended Goddess can also give us knowledge that he lacks.