Chapter 29 Psychological shadow
Lin Pingping was furious at me, which made me feel very unhappy. I thought to myself, you can let Wu Xinwen call you 'Mom', why can't I let her call me 'Dad'?
"Pingping, you asked me to have an affair with Fourth Sister in the first place. How did I know what taboos she had? Besides, Fourth Sister didn't resist it either?" I frowned.
On the other end of the phone, Lin Pingping said angrily: "Then you continue to have an affair with me. Why do you force others to call you daddy, and then ignore them again?"
I said depressedly: "It's almost three o'clock, isn't it? I have to send her to work. Besides, if the eldest sister asks me for a meeting, I won't say, 'Sister, wait a minute, the fourth sister and I are having an affair,' right?" ?”
Lin Pingping was so angry that she breathed out. After calming down for a while, she said, "You are in big trouble. You hurt the fourth sister!"
"Hey, hey, hey!" I was very unconvinced: "Wu Xinwen isn't so petty, right? I cured her palace cold? She won't repay kindness with enmity, right?"
"Ahem! Acheng," Lin Pingping sighed: "You don't know the story behind her."
"How would I know if you didn't tell me?"
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Lin Pingping calmed down and told me something about Wu Xinwen on the phone.
Although Wu Xinwen is the fourth child, she is the eldest among the children born to Lin Pingping's current mother-in-law.
Lin Pingping's mother-in-law was a mistress. She used to be the secretary of the old chairman Wu Yehua. She resigned after becoming pregnant and secretly gave birth to Wu Xinwen.
At that time, Wu Yehua's ex-wife, the former boss lady of the Wu Group, was still there. She was very powerful. Because she had not given birth to a son, she was highly sensitive and kept a close eye on Wu Yehua. Her eyes and ears were all over the company, even if Wu Yehua's pocket money They also need to be questioned and reviewed step by step.
So during that time, Wu Xinwen's mother, as a mistress, hid here and there, just like a mouse, and lived a very hard life.
When Wu Xinwen was pregnant, her mother hoped that it would be a boy and used her to make a comeback.
As a result, she was born a girl, which made Wu Xinwen a burden. Her mother disliked her very much and often beat and scolded her when she was a child.
In addition, her mother had to go to work to earn money, so she was often left at home alone and left in the care of a nanny.
The nanny who took care of Wu Xinwen was no good. She often abused her, and once even forced 3-year-old Wu Xinwen to eat shit.
Therefore, Wu Xinwen lacked love when she was a child. Even though her mother often beat her, she hoped that her mother would come back from get off work early to accompany her.
In Wu Xinwen's childhood memories, there was no concept of a father at all. After going to elementary school, she always envied others having a father, but she did not.
Although her mother would tell Wu Xinwen that her father was actually very rich when she was in a good mood, which would make her feel a little proud in her young heart, she had never seen her father in person, let alone money. where? Mother and daughter lived a very poor life.
Therefore, Wu Xinwen had a fixed understanding when she was a child: her father's money belongs to her father and has nothing to do with her mother or herself, and she will not spend it on them.
It was not until later that Wu Yehua's ex-wife became ill and control was loosened, and Wu Xinwen's mother returned to work at the Wu Group that things gradually improved for the mother and daughter.
It was also from that time that Wu Xinwen's mother became pregnant with Wu Xinlin, and then gave birth to Wu Yinfei.
The two children are only one year apart, which shows how much Wu Xinwen's mother longs to have a boy.
But despite this, Wu Xinwen's mother is still a mistress and cannot be seen in the light. Wu Xinwen has never seen her father.
It was not until later, when Wu Yinfei was 5 years old and Wu Yehua came to their residence to see his son, that Wu Xinwen met her biological father for the first time.
But the father and daughter had little communication, because all of Wu Yehua's attention and love were on his son Wu Yinfei.
Later, when Wu Xinwen's mother married Wu Yehua, Wu Xinwen was already in college.
It can be said that father and daughter have almost no intersection in their lives. Wu Xinwen went directly to the government department after joining the work, and did not participate in the Wu family's business.
Although it is said that her current excellent living standard and career success are inseparable from the support and influence of her family, in terms of personal relationships, Wu Xinwen is actually almost like an orphan.
Why is her palace cold? It was all because her mother was so frightened when she was pregnant with her that she hid around and her fetus was not full of gas.
After giving birth to her, she was not well taken care of. She was kept in the house all the time without being able to see anyone. The disease was caused by not being able to see the sun for a long time.
After listening to Lin Pingping's story, I felt sad and suddenly felt that the fourth sister was really pitiful.
During the day, she said a little arrogantly, "My dad is rich!" Then she asked me a little aggrievedly, "If you become my dad, will you be good to me?"
At that time, I thought that her first sentence was just a subconscious mockery of me, and the latter sentence was a misplaced cognition of psychopathic disorder.
Now I understand that it is not what I thought at all.
The phrase "My father is rich!" was just a healing medicine to combat her inferiority complex when she was young.
And the phrase "If you become my father, will you be good to me?" is a cry from the bottom of her heart for her father's love!
Many childhood injuries and rifts take a lifetime to make up for and heal. It doesn’t mean that things will be fine as you get older.
Behind any strange phenomenon and strange language, there is a deep-seated reason.
It's a pity that others don't understand.
"Pingping, I really don't know much about the fourth sister, and I'm really sorry. But she insisted on doing something like that with me at noon, and she also wanted to have a baby with me. I was really panicked." I explained awkwardly.
Lin Pingping sighed: "Why did I let you have an affair with the fourth sister? It's because she is already a little sick mentally. She likes women but doesn't like men. It may also be due to her irresponsible hatred of men, but I can see that she is not a lesbian at heart, but she was hurt too deeply. So, I want to use your massage techniques to turn her back into a normal person."
Lin Pingping paused and continued: "You have no idea how powerful your technique is! After a woman is pinched by you, she will be suffocated to death if she doesn't do that kind of thing. If I hug you again after teasing you, Kiss me, then quickly get out of the way, how do you feel? Do you hate me?"
I lit a cigarette, took a deep puff and said, "That's different. Doesn't she have a husband? She can just go home and have sex with her husband."
"Ahem!" Lin Pingping sighed speechlessly: "Men and women are different!"
She paused and explained: "As for men, when you want it, as long as the woman is not particularly ugly, you can make do with it, just like when you don't have cigarettes, and you get addicted to it, you will lose half of what others have left. You don’t mind lighting up a cigarette butt, but women are different. If a woman is not doing things with the man she likes, she will be disgusted from the bottom of her heart, do you understand?”
"You mean, she doesn't like her husband?" I asked with a frown.
Lin Pingping said: "She doesn't even like men. You are the first man she likes. What do you think?"
"You just need to satisfy her first, straighten out her psychological problems, and then slowly guide her back to a normal life?" Lin Pingping further explained.
I heard it, and I became a "tool man" again.
"Then I really had sex with her. Do you feel uncomfortable? What the hell are you doing?" I asked Lin Pingping meaningfully.
Lin Pingping sneered and said: "Huh! Take care of yourself. Now that you have offended the fourth sister, think about how you should deal with the aftermath? Don't forget who she is? All the infrastructure projects of our company have been completed Even if she has to pass the trial, if she really turns against her, her father will not give her face!"