Chapter 506: Anabelle (Voidhowl) Blackwood
Robert's coat flared once in the breeze and was gone, the garden gate sighing shut behind him.
Silence gathered like dew.
Annabelle Voidhowl stood barefoot on the marble, her satin shoes abandoned beneath a bench of moon‑white stone.
Lanterns hovered along the pergola—mercurial orbs of witch‑glass that bobbed whenever she exhaled, attuned to the thin pulse of her magic. She lifted a hand; with a lazy twist of her fingers one lamp drifted closer, its warm core brightening so the golden light kissed her cheek.
A small thing. A girl thing. Practice, control, comfort.
The estate's rear garden sprawled below in terraced steps: cypress sentinels, night‑lilies releasing ghost‑blue pollen, a round mirror‑pond cradling the reflection of a fractured sunset now fading into starlight. Jasmine clung to every railing, and whenever a blossom dropped, she slowed its fall—just enough to watch it hover before letting gravity reclaim it.
Another small flex of power, softer than thunder but just as certain.
She breathed in the perfume of dusk and let her shoulders fall, armor sliding off an invisible hook. The ballroom's after‑music reached her only as muffled thumps—life continuing without her. That was fine. She had things to reckon with.
A tangle of memories
"Father is too gentle." she said softly... "Soft edges don't survive among our families who cut their sigils into worlds, Father. Maybe Parker had seen that and—perhaps out of necessity—had folded all the Voidhowls into punishment alongside guiltier bloodlines. An unfortunate casualty, not a villain."
She knew it. Robert knew it. Still, it stung.
And tonight? She'd kicked Aleric Ashford square in the ribs—heard the breath leave him and felt no regret. Let them gasp. Let Dominic crumble. One booted reminder that arrogance is not immunity.
She circled the fountain shaped like doves frozen mid‑escape, trailing fingertips along its rim.
The water glimmered silver; with a thought she froze a skein of frost across it, then thawed it again, watching patterns spiderweb and vanish. She could do big magic—void‑fire, binding sigils, shards of silence—but tonight she used the delicate spells, the ones that reminded her she was still a girl who liked pretty things.
Seventeen years she'd spent hating a man she was supposed to love. Mocking him, echoing her brother's cruelties, because orders were orders and obedience was survival. Parker had punished her for that—publicly, thoroughly. She hadn't resisted; it felt like justice.
Yet she couldn't summon hatred for him. Never had. Perhaps he saw through her long before she understood herself. Perhaps that was why he let her live when he tore down the rest.
She knelt by the pond, skirts pooling around her like spilled ink. In the glassy surface she saw the spoiled princess mask—sharp red lips, eyes trained to amuse and wound in the same blink. But deeper, beneath ripples, lived the quieter Annabelle: the one who pressed wildflowers into forbidden grimoires, who learned every servant's name, who once traded her best hair ribbon to fix a stable boy's torn boots.
But no one has ever seen that side of her.
She dipped her hand and flicked water skyward. It caught starlight, hung as glittering droplets, then fell as tiny shards of ice before dissolving on the marble. Another trick—beautiful, useless, hers.
Longing, unpinned
She thought of Empress Maya—softest steel, the universe curving to her smile. Of Evelyn—sunlight distilled into kindness. "Parker looks at them as though they anchor his cosmos. I don't want to be them; sweetness isn't in my grain." But gods, she wanted that look. Recognition. Irreplaceability.
"Forge your own path," she told herself. Not sweeter. Not softer. Truer. If Parker valued loyalty paid in fire, then she would become a fire no storm could douse.
A night‑lily drifted on a lazy wind, petals trembling. She whispered a sigil under her breath; the blossom glowed a dim crimson instead of blue—her signature—and floated down to settle behind her ear. A coronet of one. "I'm allowed softness," she thought, "even if no one sees it."
Decision under the stars.
The garden lights bowed lower, responding to her settled will. She rose, smoothing her gown, and strode to the parapet where city lights flickered on distant hills. Somewhere out there, Aleric nursed cracked pride, Dominic plotted impossible revenges, and her father walked alone among marble corridors, carrying gentleness like a blade too fine for war.
Annabelle closed her eyes, letting the wind comb through her hair.
"I'm not gonna beg," she said to no one and everyone. "That's not how I'm made."
She stepped forward, toe nudging a fallen blossom across the stones. Her voice grew firmer, more herself now.
"If I'm gonna fix anything, it's not gonna be with some poetic little apology or sad-eyed guilt trip. Screw that. I'll fix it by being so damn undeniable he won't be able to imagine a world without me in it."
She looked up again, stars reflected in her eyes like she was daring them to challenge her.
"I'm not trying to be Maya. Or Evelyn. I don't need to be an Empress or some perfect golden saint. I'm not polished like that."
A pause.
"But I've got my own edge. I've got something neither of them has—a heartbeat made of void and a will that doesn't break, just bends harder." She smiled crookedly. "I'm the reminder that even gods bleed. I'm gonna stand right next to him—not behind, not beneath—and the universe is just gonna have to fucking deal with it."
She blinked slowly, then scoffed under her breath like she realized how dramatic she sounded.
"Damn, that was a lot."But she didn't take any of it back.Not one word.
A lantern brushed her shoulder, hovering like a worried pet. She smiled—small, true—and sent it drifting back to its post.
Then, barefoot and unhurried, Annabelle Voidhowl turned toward the colonnade, shoes forgotten, night‑lily glowing in her hair, ready to step back into the world as both dagger and balm.
The garden exhaled behind her.
The stars kept their counsel.
The garden was doing that stupidly pretty thing it did right before full dark—lanterns humming to life like lightning bugs on espresso, wind sliding through the night-lilies so the petals ghost-surfaced in slow-mo across the pond, sky fading from purple bruise to Instagram-ready midnight. Normally Annabelle would've eaten the vibe up and spit back snark, but tonight it just felt…hollow.
Maya was probably inside wrapped around Parker's arm, laughing with Tessa while Bella clung to his other side like a designer scarf that whined if you tried to untie it. Everyone had suddenly become someone's something—best friend, baby sister, soulmate, cosmic sidekick. Annabelle? She'd become the spare seat nobody asked to reserve. Whatever. She toed a pebble off the path, flicked a wrist, and let her magic skate it across the pond like a skipping stone nobody else would ever see.
Tiny flex. Tiny comfort.
Footsteps tapped behind her—measured, calm, obnoxiously confident, like the ground was lucky to get walked on. She didn't have to look to clock the gait. Parker could've snuck in, god-mode and all, but apparently, he felt like making an entrance.