TS Stone

"Seongeunssiing!"

"…."

A few days after the incident with Seonghyeon, I ran into Seonghyeon during lunch. For a while, I felt uncomfortable seeing Seonghyeon, so I intentionally avoided the cafeteria and went home right after class, but when I felt better, I went to the cafeteria and saw Seonghyeon sitting there.

The day after the birthday, I sent a text message asking, "Did you have a good birthday?" and I only got a reply saying, "Oh." I didn't hear anything after that, so I stopped contacting her…

I approached Seonghyeon, who was sitting blankly in the cafeteria on campus, and called out his cross-dressing name with the intention of teasing him, but there was no response.

… Seonghyeon looks at me once and then turns his head away again.

"…What is it, why are you like that?"

"Uh… no, nothing."

It's not a reaction to nothing.

I sat in front of Seonghyeon and took my cell phone out of my bag and said.

Well, it's still time for lunch discounts at various restaurants and fast food places.

"Did you have a good birthday?"

"Huh? Oh, okay…."

…what is this reaction?

This isn't his usual behavior. If it were as I expected, the moment I brought up this topic face to face, he would suddenly panic and start swearing or something.

Is this the first time you've experienced a woman, even though it's only through your mouth?

Is this how you become a cool guy?

I know what happened, but I'm a man now. That means Shin Tae-soo... I have to become a different person than when I was a woman.

Then it would be natural to pretend not to know about it... Is this the right way to act?

"Hehehe, General, how was the birthday present I gave you?"

"…."

"It's a bit difficult if there's no girl on your birthday hehehe, did you have a good date?"

"…."

… there is no response.

Why is it like this?

After releasing the magical power called semen that had been building up for a while, has your head become empty?

"…What happened?"

"not really…."

"I finally got you to go on a date with me on my birthday, so why are you like this? Did you reject me?"

"no…."

…No matter how much I think about it, it's not normal.

Is it really that shocking to have sex with a woman even once?

When I was really interested in sex, an older sister I knew showed her sympathy… Rather than giving in, we got caught up in the atmosphere and started to do it together, so rather than being shocked, I just wanted to do it more, and I don't understand why she did that.

"Hey, Taesu."

Seonghyeon suddenly called me with a stern face, opened his mouth, then closed it again and sighed through his nose.

I asked, my playfulness gone, because I thought the look on his face had something serious to say.

"Why are you doing that?"

"…No…okay…."

I sigh every time I finish saying 'all'.

… It doesn't seem like it was done at all.

Considering that it has only been a few days since Seonghyeon's birthday, it doesn't seem to be a problem with Hye-rim or another assignment... The only guess I can make is that she became a woman and gave him a blowjob once.

This bastard. Even I, who was the first fella, am now pulling myself together and acting like I usually do, but why are you acting like something happened~?

"What do you want for lunch?"

"anything…."

"…Hye-rim, do you want to eat it?"

"I see…."

Look at this.

I confirmed that we were the only Koreans around and said it was a joke, but this is how I got this reaction.

If it were normal, I would have just called him a 'crazy guy' and then dragged him on… .

I was sitting still and looking at my phone because I felt like the mood was getting worse, and then all of a sudden, messenger notification sounds started coming in.

'Hmm… .'

After what happened with Seonghyeon, I've been experimenting with whether or not I myself am becoming more feminized.

Well, I pretend to call it an experiment, but I'm just playing around with it. I uploaded a picture of myself on the internet, with only my body clothed, and pretended to be a woman and posted it to find someone to talk to.

Before long, among the replies saying, "This is a scam," "Don't lie," and "Get verified," I pick a messenger ID from a group of men whose age range I like and chat with them using a messenger ID I created to use when I was a woman.

My current conversation partner is younger than me.

Anyway, I seriously felt uncomfortable calling older men "oppa oppa" so I called them younger…

Woof woof… Woof woof… .

So, for the past few days, I haven't talked to Seonghyeon, and I've been chatting with this messenger conversation partner occasionally, but now I'm getting short text messages from him out of the blue.

The content feels quite lewd. 'Sister, your body is so pretty.' 'Your breasts look really big in the picture. What cup size are they?' 'I want to meet you.' Etc... Although they are not being completely explicit, you can clearly feel their desire to meet and have sex.

The fact that I sucked Sunghyun's cock and swallowed his semen when I was a woman and it wasn't that shocking made me wonder if I was becoming feminized.

I thought that my current condition might be similar to schizophrenia in some ways. If I were to convert dissociative disorder into a physical term, it might be similar to my current situation.

If schizophrenia is the feeling of having another person inside you, I see it as the outer self becoming another person, and I'm trying to see if there is an inner change because of that.

… I may seem like a second-year middle schooler, but I'm actually quite serious.

There is one role called myself, and another role called myself. So, I, a woman, and I, a man, are beings who can change each other's positions.

From woman to man, from man to woman.

Wouldn't it be okay to think that we take turns being me, and when I become a man, I as a woman fall asleep inside the TS stone, and when it's the opposite, I as a man fall asleep inside the TS stone?

The more I think about it, the more complicated it gets, but here are the assumptions I'm currently considering.

In this situation where I, a woman, and I, a man, can change, how much can we change?

First of all, looking back, I am me as a woman. I am also me as a man.

Up to this point, it's fine. The changes can be seen as limited to gender and appearance. Oh, and physical reactions, too.

If that's the case, then changing from a woman to a man means that I'm completely changing into someone else. Am I just controlling my body with my soul? If I continue to live like this as a woman, at some point I'll disappear and only my body will remain, and my body, the original owner of my female body, will be locked in a TS stone?

I don't think that's possible, but I'm still a little scared.

But that doesn't mean I have any intention of stopping… .

It's so much fun to transform into a woman that all those worries just fly away.

Actually, in a way, it's just an excuse to do netcama on messenger. After David's incident, I've been home alone for a month trying to change myself, and I've already confirmed that nothing changes in me unless I'm with a man.

What I said above is just a worst-case scenario. I don't really think it will happen like that.

Any change that is excessive is closer to replacement than change, but when I think about things so far, there is not a single symptom, sign, or piece of evidence that would fit my 'worst case'.

Maybe I really am thinking about TS Stone like this and trying to experiment with it and do this and that because I just want to have fun as a woman, but if I do that for no reason, I might look like a pervert, so I am doing this to avoid myself…

… I guess it's because I like fantasizing so much that my thoughts just keep going on and on, and it gets to the point where it's becoming strange.

That's all for this story.

Seonghyeon asked when he saw my cell phone vibrating.

"Is this a phone call?"

"No, just a messenger."

"Why so many?"

"I'm kind of popular…."

"You're playing…."

…Actually, I'm not popular.

Rather, I'm treated as someone with interpersonal problems because I pretend not to help the parasitic homework girls who stick to me like parasites in school and just do what I have to do and leave first.

I'm not often the subject of gossip or abusive language, but there aren't many people who like me that much.

If I were a woman, I would be panting and yawning all the time!

Woof woof… Woof woof… Woof woof… .

My phone… I've only ever seen it in porn, but it vibrates nonstop like a vibrator.

Since the content of the conversation is such that if it were discovered, it would inevitably be misunderstood as a pervert who does internet cam chatting, it would be a bit odd to see it here.

Seonghyeon also seems to be in a strange state, so I guess I should go back today… .

I got up from my seat.

"Uh, okay. I'll go first. Let's have lunch separately today."

"Ah, Tae, Taesu!"

"huh?"

But when I suddenly got up from my seat to say hello and leave, Seonghyeon suddenly got up from his seat and called me.

what.

As I was watching to see what was going on, Seonghyeon opened and closed his mouth as if he was going to speak again, then sighed and sat down.

Then it happens again.

"Tae-su, do you have a girlfriend?"

"All the women in the world are my lovers."

"Oh, okay. Do you have a girlfriend or not?"

"Why is that… huh! Seong-hyeon! No! I'm like that…! My body is pure! You're my brother-in-law! To target a day like this… Beast! Don't come near me!"

"What the hell, if you're pure then what am I?"

"Warlock."

Seonghyeon chuckled at my words and his stiff face relaxed.

"From what I can tell from what you're saying, you don't have a girlfriend."

"Oh, I told you. Hye-rim is actually my girlfriend."

"Then what about that bastard Kwon Seong-min?"

"…Because I have a small butt…sob…."

Seonghyeon suddenly seemed to feel better and started giggling like usual. He then greeted me by telling me to hurry up and go home and watch some porn.

…Why did you suddenly go back to your usual self?

It's not that I can't guess why it's like that, but… .

Hmm… Hey, no way… .

♀ ♂ ♀ ♂ ♀ ♂

[Oh, unnie, I really miss you. Let's watch a movie together. I'll buy the tickets.]

[I told you I'm overseas?]

[I'll buy you a plane ticket and send it to you. Please tell me your address. Or should I come and pick you up, Sister?]

Aren't you a high school student at 17? Where on earth does a high school student get so much money?

When I was that age, I made my girlfriend pay for all the money. Oh, and sometimes I bought her food. Other than that, we mostly split the bill.

It hasn't even been a month since I put it in Messenger and started chatting, but you're really working hard.

… So the problem was that I took a photo for authentication when they asked me to.

It was nothing special, but I thought I should show my chest in the picture I uploaded to prove that I was a woman, so I uploaded a picture showing my chest, and while chatting on messenger, she kept saying things like, "Your body is like a model. Are you really my older sister? This isn't a scam, is it?" I thought I knew how she felt, so I just wrote her ID on a piece of paper, put my clothes on, and sent her another picture with my chest against it. After that, she started messaging me randomly.

[You're a little scary…]

[no, I do not want?]

[huh.]

[Ah, I miss you so much, unnie…]

You want me to do something because you miss me?

I miss you too~ I miss a guy 17 years, younger than me~ Are you telling me to act cute or something?

Well, these days, Seonghyun and I are both fine, so I'm going to college like I always have. One thing that's different from last year is that I can become a very pretty and sexy woman when I want to.

The maple leaves were falling all over the campus, and for some reason it felt very atmospheric, so as I was returning to my room after class, I suddenly had a thought, 'Oh, the street is really pretty right now, but if there was just one pretty girl there, it would be really great.' So, if there was no pretty girl, I thought I would become a pretty girl and go there, and so I sat on the lawn that was dyed gold by the ginkgo leaves.

Actually, the weather was so nice today that I wanted to get some fresh air.

I'm a sophomore in college, but I still think that the college I'm attending is too big.

Well, there are more than four soccer fields on campus… and there are even more basketball courts, and there are eight or nine cafeterias… Oh, and there are two swimming pools. One indoor and one outdoor.

… Anyway, it's wide.

Since it is so large, even non-students come here for a walk or to play. Considering that, I don't think there will be any problems for a woman like me to walk around the campus.

Today's outfit is a white cardigan and jeans. It's the same outfit I wore on Seonghyeon's birthday, and my hair is the same.

Actually, I don't really have anything else to wear besides this.

I didn't buy it because I was worried about wasting money... that's natural.

I've tried a few new hairstyles, but this one is my favorite.

As my hair grows longer, it flutters in the wind or sways a lot whenever I move. I was concerned about it swaying, but if I tie it up like this, that won't happen.

[Oh, sis… I want to see your picture…]

[I saw two of them.]

[I only saw two! Oh, just one, sis…]

It's pretty persistent.

Is it because of your heart? Is it because of your heart that you are so persistent?

I was sitting on the lawn with one foot folded and the other open, and people passing by on the road right in front of me kept looking in my direction.

At first, I thought it was my over-consciousness, but now I can see that they are really looking at me.

Some people just pass by, but those who look at me once turn around and pass by twice or three times.

'Whether they're sexy or fresh... pretty girls might be nice, but they'd be really tiring... .'

I only go out like this sometimes when I feel like it, so rather than feeling tired, I think, "Oh, they're watching me," but if people around me do that every day, I think I'll get mentally exhausted.

[Oh, sister, I've been asking you for two hours, can you give me just one photo?]

[You have to wait two hours for me to do this?]

[Sister, you're going too far... I'm a high school student. Seriously, if you keep doing this, I'm going to cut off contact with you.]

[Just hang up… You'd be sad, wouldn't I be?]

[Sister, you're really cold… Oh, just kidding, why did I cut off contact with you…]

Hey, anonymous high school student. It's not that I'm cold, it's that you're rushing at me too much… .

If you rush at a woman like that, everyone except the woman you were talking to with the intention of having sex from the beginning will run away… .

[What would you do if I gave you a picture?]

[Pretty things are meant to be shared, sis.]

[If your wife is pretty, do you want to share your wife?]

[That and this are different.]

[No, share it well. I don't care.]

[If my sister were my lover, I would never share it. Why would I share it?]

… Did you try to twist this in your own way?

Hmm… 5 points!

For reference, full marks are 100 points.

[If I give you the picture, will you look at it alone?]

[Wow! You're going to give it to me, sister? Yay!]

[I never said I would give it to you.]

[no way….]

Hmm… .

But it's still pretty fun. Whenever I send a reply, he replies right away. Well, that kind of sexual desire is normal considering his age. Rather, when we talk, he doesn't seem like a flirt, but rather like a normal high school boy with a lot of sexual desire who just really wants to have sex.

I think it would be okay to talk to each other as men. Well, I guess it can't be helped since we were originally meant to talk as men to women.

[If you take a picture of yourself naked and send it to me, I'll think about it.]

[Sister, do you want to see my body? Show me?]

[You're a pervert…]

[If you want to see it, just say so. Where do you want to see it? It's okay if I show it to my older sister.]

[It's not that it's okay, it just seems like you want to show it off?]

[Oh, I'll show you everywhere. So, can you send me a picture of yourself naked as Teacher?]

Hmm… I think it might be a bit too revealing… .

Well, this is normal. It's normal.

[You take off all your clothes at school first, write your name, home address, and school name on your body, take a picture of it in front of other people, and send it to me.]

[Sister, that doesn't seem right.]

[If you send it first, I'll send it to you naked too.]

[ah….]

If you go this far, it's no different from saying you just won't show it.

If I really send it and it spreads, my life will be in shambles….

So I was thinking that he wouldn't ask me to send him any more photos today, and then I got a reply.

[… Sister, is it okay if I take a picture where there is only one person?]

Are you really going to do this?!

Are you stupid!

[Are you crazy…]

[Oh, sis, I'm doing this much for you, so please give me just one for free.]

[Watch porn.]

[Wow… I don't watch porn because my older sister is much prettier than the women in it.]

Why are you so sure when you haven't even seen the face?

I know it's just lip service, but whatever.

But I feel the same way, but why do men get so obsessed with pictures of women they message each other?

I hope he's not going to use my picture to flirt or anything.

"Seonghyun, didn't you say you don't have a girlfriend?"

"Oh, so that's okay."

As I was passing the time chatting on Messenger, I heard a voice from beyond the hedge of bushes next to the lawn where I was sitting.

I was able to hear it right away because I was sitting under a tree near the fence for some shade.

The owners of the familiar voices were Minwoo hyung and Sunghyun. Sunghyun guy… He said he didn't want Minwoo hyung because he couldn't get his money back and that he wouldn't meet him again until he got his money back, but did he have any money left over that he hadn't gotten back…?

I don't know why the two were together, but I could hear them talking from beyond the fence. The voices, which seemed to be changing positions as they walked, suddenly stopped in one place and continued their conversation.

"Oh, that's why I said, just come. I'll take care of all the seats, so just come. I told you that something came up with the bass hyung, so he can't come."

"What does that have to do with me going on that blind date?"

"I'm telling you, just come and have a drink, chat, and then leave. It's not a blind date."

"Well, that's a blind date, so what is it?"

I heard that there was some kind of drinking party with some girls scheduled, and it seemed like Minwoo was trying to drag Seonghyun along.

Seonghyeon said he didn't like that either.

Well, I hate places where there are a lot of people I don't know.

Minwoo hyung told me when we were alone that he did that because he wanted Sunghyun to have confidence in him, but honestly, I don't like the way he forcefully drags me here and there.

Why are you trying to change it so hastily and abruptly when you could have just pushed it from behind and changed it slowly? It's the same with room salons.

"Haa… Seonghyun, it was your birthday a while ago… but you didn't go even when my hyung asked you to go to a room salon… and you even have a girlfriend this year… shouldn't you lose your virginity?"

Oh, Seonghyeon might be a little upset about this.

Rather than feeling hurt, I'd rather be angry. I'm a bit timid so I didn't talk back to Minwoo hyung or say anything... but later when we were talking, he'd gossip a lot like, "Why does he care about my girlfriend?", "Do you have a fetish for eating women who have boyfriends like Hye-rim, so you let her be your girlfriend and try to steal her?", "It feels like you're looking down on me, so it makes me feel bad."

Even from what I hear, the way Minwoo speaks often feels like he's looking down on others.

It seems like he doesn't realize it, but... the fact that he strangely provokes the other person is even worse.

That doesn't exactly provoke me, but rather gradually provokes me, so when I get angry about it, I try to move on, thinking, "It was just a joke, what's the big deal?"

Moreover, if the other person tells you not to do something you don't like, you add, "You're thinking wrong. You need to change your thinking."

When the other party brings evidence, it's like saying that all of your evidence is correct and the other party's evidence is fabricated.

"Ah…shit…Minwoo hyung, please stop doing that."

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