NOVEL WEB Chapter 24 Hesitation
At Yancheng Airport, Xia Haoyang looked around anxiously at the exit. He didn't tell Wang Qing that he would come to the airport to pick him up, and wanted to give him a surprise.
Wang Qing was really happy to see Fatty Xia at the airport. They hugged each other, and then Xia Haoyang supported Wang Qing with his hands and walked out.
"Wow, it's Xia Haoyang. Sign autograph." A girl saw Fatty Xia in the airport lobby and immediately forgot about her boyfriend and ran up to ask for an autograph. The boyfriend was recalling with a puzzled look on his face, who was the one who scolded Xia Haoyang on the Internet last night? Is it allowed to do this while cursing openly and then turning around to ask for an autograph?
Wang Qing watched Fatty Xia next to him signing autographs for fans. It was indeed different from before, but the signature font was the same as the one he saw in Fengtai a few days ago. He looked at Fatty Xia's face and didn't say anything.
When the two returned to the rental house, they saw that the house was clean and tidy, and there were meals prepared on the coffee table. Wang Qing felt the changes in Xia Haoyang even more.
After eating, the two of them cuddled up on the sofa and chatted with each other about what had happened in the past few days. Most of the time, the fat man was talking and Wang Qing was listening. From the auditions and re-examinations at the Conservatory of Music, the joining, leaving and establishment of personnel, to the joining of Professor Wang, the Yunnan Caiyun Project, the death of Zhu Suya's uncle, the illness of grandma, and finally the team's name Tara. The little fat man told Wang Qing everything that happened these days without any secret.
Wang Qing was very interested in the new girl group song "Nobody" written by Xia Haoyang and asked to read the lyrics and music. The lyrics and music of Fatty Xia were written on the computer in the office, and everyone usually prints them out. But Fatty Xia didn't upload the lyrics and music to his mailbox, so he didn't have them at home. It didn't matter. After all, he just wrote the lyrics and music again. Xia Haoyang found a notebook and wrote the lyrics and music.
Wang Qing just watched Fatty Xia writing lyrics and music scores. I found that the font I write in is very different from before. A person's personality may change after experiencing certain things. Why does the font also change? No reason. I thought of it and said it smoothly.
"I noticed that you have changed a lot recently, even your font has changed." Wang Qing said unconsciously.
When Xia Haoyang heard this, he stopped writing, and then continued to write quickly without looking back. He seemed to reply casually: "Then do you think my current changes are good or bad."
Wang Qing nodded and said, "That's good. You've been nicer to me, and you've also learned to be hygienic. You never cleaned up before, and you also threw stinky socks around. Every time I wash your socks, I have to look for them everywhere." Today it’s on the bedside table, tomorrow it’s under the bed, and the day after tomorrow it’s on the sofa.”
Although it sounded like he was complaining, he could still feel the sweetness, and Xia Haoyang felt like a needle pricked his heart.
Wang Qing continued: "But I found that the font of your signature has also changed. Well, the font you write now is very different from before."
Xia Haoyang was silent for a while, and then said with a hint of seriousness: "If I were a different person, would you think it would be good or bad?"
"A different person?" Wang Qing didn't understand what Xia Haoyang meant.
"Well, maybe I have traveled through time. This soul now is not the soul of Xia Haoyang before. Do you think it is good or bad?" Xia Haoyang said seriously.
"I've traveled through time. I've read time-travel novels. In fact, you're no longer the same person after time-travel. Although you're still the same body, your soul and thoughts are completely different. It's said that you will inherit the memory of your predecessor. And then you still have the memory of your predecessor. Their parents are just like their own parents. I always think it’s ridiculous. How is it possible? If you are not your own parents, you can’t be the same as your own parents. I always feel that this kind of plot lowers the readers’ IQ.”
"Yes, if it's not my own, it's not. Although it does fuse some memories, and the impression is good, but without personal contact, without my own interactions, the memories that are just fused cannot really be emotional." Xia Haoyang said gently. explain.
"Yes, I understand it that way. These are different people. By the way, your snoring sound is much softer." Wang Qing saw someone snoring on the TV and said it casually.
"If I were Xia Haoyang who traveled through time, would you still like me?" Xia Haoyang asked this question.
"We are two people after time travel. Although they have the same appearance, they are like twins. If you like the twin brother, even though the younger brother looks the same as the older brother, he probably won't like you. Since I like you, I You won't like others." Wang Qing thought that Fatty would be very happy if she said this, because she did think so.
"They are different from twins. After all, they are the same person. And maybe they treat you better and like you more. Can't you accept that?" Xia Haoyang said softly.
Wang Qing thought for a while: "I think I still don't like it. The feeling is different. It's not the same person. Two people who love each other can definitely feel it. Those plastic surgery, twins, I have watched some programs Two people in love can tell which twin is their lover at a glance, even if they have plastic surgery."
Xia Haoyang felt very uncomfortable at this time. There were two voices in her mind that kept fighting. One was telling her the truth of the matter. I am not the Xia Haoyang before, and the other was hiding it. Many people may ask whether there is still any need to hesitate? Of course it's a secret. But when you really fall in love with a girl and you need to hide or deceive a girl you really love, you will really feel uncomfortable. If you can deceive or conceal without hesitation, it only means that you love yourself, not this girl.
It was night, and the two of them were lying on the bed hugging each other. Ever since that conversation, Xia Haoyang seemed worried and not very happy.
Wang Qing, who was holding Fatty Xia, was still talking to herself: "You have really changed a lot. I remember you said before that although the melody is the main body, the lyrics are the soul. A nice melody can move people for a while, but a classic The lyrics of "Nobody" can affect a lifetime. But before your song "Nobody", you definitely wouldn't have written lyrics like this, but the song is quite nice."
Xia Haoyang's heart seemed to be stabbed again.
Wang Qing hugged the fat man for a while, and suddenly his whole body shrank into the quilt. Xia Haoyang, who had experienced it, knew what Wang Qing was going to do, but he felt very uncomfortable today. I have been debating in my mind whether I should say it or not. Then he subconsciously stopped Wang Qing's actions. Fatty Xia also shrank into the quilt, and then hugged Wang Qing tightly. Wang Qing was a little puzzled, but she hugged the fat man and said nothing.
After a while, Wang Qing also felt that Fatty Xia seemed to be in a bad mood today, and asked gently: "What's wrong? Did something happen?"
Xia Haoyang sighed deeply and decided to confess. He didn't know what would happen, but he felt that he should not deceive the kind-hearted Wang Qing, otherwise he would have a thorn in his heart for the rest of his life. Moreover, he still had such little expectations. Xia Haoyang is gone, and his feelings for her may not be good, but now that he truly loves her, maybe she can accept him?