The Reverie of a Mother

Chapter 20: Chapter 20 : The Beginning before the end



The candlelight flickered softly in the quiet study, painting Lady Amalia's face with shadows and warmth. Around her, the heavy oak desk was strewn with parchment, ink pots, and wax seals. Her hand moved steadily, the quill scratching delicately across the page. The letters she wrote carried more weight than mere words, they were lifelines cast into the swirling tides of court intrigue, political whispers, and fragile alliances.

Amalia's eyes flicked toward the small window, where the first stars were beginning to twinkle above the Edelhardt estate. The night was still, but beneath that calm surface, currents were pulling tighter around her house and around Liora.

A soft knock broke her concentration. The door creaked open, and Liora stepped inside, clutching the hem of her simple dress, eyes hesitant but curious.

"May I come in, Lady Amalia?" Liora's voice was gentle, almost reverent.

Amalia smiled, setting her quill down and patting the chair beside her. "Always, child. Come, sit."

Liora moved closer, settling on the worn leather chair beside the desk. The warmth of the room wrapped around her like a comforting shawl, yet a certain tension hummed in the air, one Liora had begun to sense more and more in recent days.

Amalia folded her hands on the desk, gazing thoughtfully at Liora. "You must understand, the threads of power are like a tapestry, each one pulled tight affects the whole."

Liora nodded slowly, unsure if she grasped the full meaning.

Amalia's voice softened. "I am writing to old friends, noble families loyal to House Edelhardt, and to the Empress herself. Our ties to the crown must be strengthened if we are to survive the storms ahead."

Liora looked down, fiddling with the ribbon still tied in her hair, the ribbon that had once belonged to her sister Linna. "Do you think I can… survive?"

Amalia reached across the desk, lifting Liora's hand gently. Her fingers were warm and steady. "You will not only survive, Liora. You will grow strong. The world may not welcome you easily, because you are not of noble blood, but it cannot erase you if I plant you deep enough in its soil."

Liora's breath caught at the weight of those words. "Plant me?"

Amalia's eyes gleamed with a fierce kindness. She reached into a small pouch and drew out a delicate ring, a simple band of gold engraved with a tiny blossom intertwined with a crown.

"This belonged to my daughter, the one I lost before you came. I wear it in her memory and in hope. Now, I give it to you."

Liora stared at the ring, awe mingling with grief and honor. "But I'm not her."

Amalia shook her head. "No one replaces her, and no one can take her place. But you are part of this family now. This ring is a symbol, not just of loss, but of new beginnings. When you wear it, remember that you carry a legacy greater than any title or bloodline."

Liora slipped the ring onto her finger, feeling a strange warmth pulse through her veins, like a quiet promise whispered across time.

Amalia smiled. "You will face challenges. There are those who will try to pull you apart, like Hadrian. But I will fight for you, as I have fought for this house."

A sudden knock came at the door, and Michael entered quietly. His eyes flicked between Amalia and Liora. "I wanted to check on you both."

Amalia's gaze softened as she looked at her eldest. "Thank you, Michael.

Michael nodded but did not speak, and he lingered near the doorway, watching Liora with a mixture of protectiveness and uncertainty.

After he left, Liora turned to Amalia. "How did you become so strong? Facing all of this?"

Amalia's smile was bittersweet. "Strength is born from loss, from love, and from the knowledge that you have no choice but to stand tall. You are stronger than you know, child."

Outside, the wind stirred the branches of the old blossom tree, petals fluttering like whispered secrets.

In that moment, Liora felt the heavy weight of the past and the fragile hope of what was yet to come

After Amalia left the study to send her letters, Liora remained seated, her fingers tracing the delicate engraving of the signet ring. The gold felt cool at first, but warmth slowly spread, as if the ring held a heartbeat of its own.

She looked out the window, the night sky dark and vast above the ancient trees of the Edelhardt grounds. The stars were steady, but below them, the world felt fragile, like a spider's web straining against an incoming storm.

Liora's thoughts drifted back to Meerfeld, to the simple village she had called home. To Linna's bright laughter and the soft touch of her mother's hand. To the bitter winter that had shattered everything. The memories came with a weight that made her chest ache.

How can I possibly belong here? she wondered. I am a commoner, a girl with nothing but a broken past. What right do I have to claim a place in this world of nobles and power?

Her fingers clenched the ring tighter, the metal biting gently into her skin. But Amalia believes in me. She sees something I cannot yet see in myself.

The quiet in the room deepened, and Liora's mind wandered to Michael. He was her protector and her closest ally, yet there was a distance between them that neither had dared cross. His gaze often held questions she couldn't answer, and sometimes, when she caught his eyes, she felt the weight of unspoken feelings, confusion, loyalty, maybe something more.

Michael is a knight in training, she mused. He carries the weight of this house on his shoulders. Yet, somehow, he also carries a burden for me.

A soft sigh escaped her lips as she remembered the small moments between them, the shared glances, the quiet support, the way his voice lowered when he spoke her name. I wonder if he sees me as more than just the girl Lady Amalia took in.

The thought stirred a mix of warmth and uncertainty. But what could we be to each other? I am not noble-born. I am… something else. A stranger to their world.

Her gaze dropped to the ring again. Maybe that is why Amalia gave this to me,not just as a symbol of legacy, but as a shield. To remind me who I am, and who I am becoming.

Liora's mind turned to Hadrian, Amalia's brother, whose presence was like a shadow stretching across the estate. His cold smile haunted her dreams, and his piercing eyes held a threat she could not ignore.

He does not want me here. He fears what I represent, a future he cannot control. She shivered at the memory of his words in the rose garden. Eavesdropping is a dangerous habit, little one. The threat lingered, but so did a fierce resolve deep inside her.

The night pressed on, silent but full of unspoken promises. Liora knew the road ahead would be fraught with challenges, political games, whispered betrayals, tests of loyalty and courage.

But I will not be broken. I will plant my roots deep, like the blossom tree my mother spoke of.

The blossom tree, a place where those lost find new beginnings. She imagined herself there, standing tall, petals swirling around her like a soft armor against the harsh winds.

A new thought took hold. I am not just surviving. I am growing.

The ring glinted in the candlelight, a circle without end. A symbol of continuity, of hope, of strength.

Liora closed her eyes and whispered into the stillness, "For you, Linna. For Amalia. For me."


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