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But these are just self-deception and self-comfort of illusory illusions.
If it was in the past, if it was a month ago, she might have died calmly at this time.
But it can't work now... The current Silver Wolf already knows that he has the qualifications.
Qualification for revenge!
Chapter 21 Cruel World
The Chulaiyi people used to have a happy family, loving parents, a powerful tribe, and a life without worrying about food and clothing.
But there is no absolute thing in war, she lost everything she once had when she was less than ten years old.
She is the only survivor of the Silver Wolf tribe, an orphan who was adopted by the elders and raised.
When she was young, she thought that she could seek revenge from her enemies, so she trained herself desperately for this, but the more she grew up, the more she discovered the cruelty of the world. She couldn't even find someone for revenge, and even if she did, she was helpless.
She lost her reason and completely lost herself. The scars of the past are just scars to her, meaningless.
To live is to live, she has always been taciturn and withdrawn, so she is like a walking dead in the eyes of others.
The tribe gave her the necessities to live, but no one knew her true heart.
She didn't like the world, and she didn't like herself even more.
She probably shouldn't have survived, as long as she stayed by her side, no matter who, no matter where, would encounter disaster.
She will devour all the happiness of the people around her, and wait for everything that was once beautiful to burn out in the flames, but she can still stand in the middle of the ruins and survive alone.
How many times, she had the same nightmare and woke up from the dream.
Since then, she didn't know who to hate, and finally found a new target...
— hated herself.
She sees herself as a collection of evils, as the root cause of misfortune.
Although she doesn't tell anyone, but with such a thought, it is difficult for her to survive every day when she opens her eyes.
As Silver Wolf grows up day by day, the self-destructive impulse deep inside her grows day by day.
In the previous hunt, when she lured away the demon species alone, she was actually a little happy. The so-called escape was just a survival instinct, but in the deepest part of her heart, she no longer planned to escape, and even chose a beautiful cemetery for herself.
It's just that she didn't think of it, and even this thought was thoroughly seen by Su Bai.
This human being who can't even be called a teenager looks so weak, but he taught him a lesson in the tone of an elder... Those words sounded so straightforward, but they also had a convincing force that she could not refute.
In helping him, she saved lives, for which she was sincerely thanked.
That was the first time, the first time she felt that her life was meaningful, that she could live on, even if it was just to save a few more people, even if it was just to listen to some strange things he said.
In this way, she was finally able to let go of the harshness of herself, and finally she was able to forgive herself a little.
But... even this kind of him is gone...
Even more cruel, the enemy came.
The place she considered her second home was burning before her eyes.
People she knew died one after another, and she stood here, powerless.
Once again, lost.
Again, hate it.
But this time, what she hated was no longer herself, but this cruel world.
why?
Why is this world so cruel!
Why can't even a little bit of beauty be tolerated!
Why is fate so cruel to me, destroying my hometown, but giving me life, taking away my life, but asking me to live, giving me so much pain, but telling me the meaning of living... Finally, this Everything is wiped out!
Silver Wolf gritted her teeth and asked, how could she not hate this unreasonable world, this cruel and merciless fact, this unforgivable fate!
She stared at the ugly demon species that was right in front of her eyes.
Forget even the pain.
The light of the flames illuminated her face, reflecting the flames of hatred in the deepest part of her pupils.
A fire in Silver Wolf's heart was completely ignited, and she couldn't restrain this destructive impulse, the impulse to accuse this damn world, the exciting impulse to completely destroy this world that took everything from her.
At that moment, she gritted her teeth and let out the first furious roar in her life.
The silver wolf whistled at the moon, and his voice reached the heavens.
For a long time, the shackles that imprisoned, restrained, and suppressed instinct have fallen off...
Her long silver hair was covered with a layer of magnificent red, like a fire soaked in blood, a red burning fire of life.
The elves are manic, and their power goes berserk.
The blood in the whole body is out of control, the capillaries are broken, the eyeballs and body hair are dyed bright red due to the overflowing blood, the nerves are scorching hot, the cells are boiling and burning, and the muscles are red and throbbing...
【Blood rot】!