The Reincarnator Fails Miserably

"I don't know if you realize it, but the act of letting me go is itself a kind deed...and there is no senseless kindness in the world." Su Bai raised his eyes: "Your kindness came abruptly, so next..."

"Oh my, I didn't expect my little behavior to trigger such meaningless speculation. I think you are rushing to die..." Jibril's smile was perfect and cruel: "How dare you challenge me as a Flügel face to face?" For me, what a senseless courage."

"Maybe you will die." Su Bai said, "I am like this, and so are you."

Jibril fell silent suddenly, her feet landed on the ground again, no longer floating to show her confidence and calmness, but showing a little frustrated look: "Is it so obvious?"

"In the face of life and death, no one will be indifferent. There are many signs, such as doing something that I have never done, looking at the scenery of the past, talking to certain people, and releasing a little kindness... These are all subconsciously given to my spirit. Decompression." Su Bai stared at Jibril: "You are calm enough, ordinary people... no, even your kind can't tell, because..."

"Because?" Jibril frowned.

"They won't understand you." Su Bai said.

Those plain words caused a storm in Jibril's heart.

Understanding... is really a distant and even luxurious word.

For a special Flügel like her, even the Creator can't say what the meaning of her existence is, the meaning can only be found by oneself, and the value can only be created by oneself... Perhaps as seniors and even the main god, they are taking care of her. Her feelings, but they will never understand why they insist on hunting high-ranking races alone.

Not trying to understand, so not understanding.

Because they are 'strong'.

In the past, Jibril did not expect to be understood. She is a Flügel, as long as she sticks to her own way and exists as a special and special individual, but even she will feel a little bit sad after facing five consecutive fiascos. Despondent, she relied on her own willpower to get rid of the loss, but was obstructed from within the Flügel.

Because of Senior Azrael's incomprehension, she felt a sense of humiliation that was almost contemptuous, so she angrily challenged the leader of the Flügel. It is true that she won the respect and was allowed to go hunting alone, But that is not understanding, just permission and consent.

After leaving the floating city, she didn't find the white dragon right away, maybe there was some uneasiness hidden in her heart.

If you lose this time, there will be no next time.

Not because of fear of death, but because of fear that this determination will not be fulfilled.

She wanted to win this victory, and end her diary with the Flügel successfully defeating the dragon spirits alone.

It's just that this pure will cannot be proved from reality after all.

Therefore, I feel uneasy, and I want to find some other ways to entertain this timid psychology, and then after packing up all my emotions, I will return to the cruel Flügel like before, and go to crusade against the dragon spirits, and give myself a long-standing battle. A perfect or imperfect period.

This mentality is ambiguous and unclear in Jibril's heart.

She could use a sentence of 'not in good condition' to prevaricate, but when these thoughts were punctured by Su Bai's sharp words, she didn't want to understand and was forced to understand, and the pride of being a Flügel did not allow her Avoid this kind of thinking, and once you realize it, you must find a way to overcome this mental state.

"What on earth are you...?" Jibril asked vigilantly, and she perfectly explained her inner thoughts with just a few words of conversation. This insight and understanding can also be called 'powerful', which is definitely not hers. Ability known to humans.

"I'm a doctor." Su Bai replied; "A trainee doctor, I also do psychological counseling occasionally."

"Psychological... counseling?"

"Symptoms like yours are actually not uncommon. Many teenagers have the same psychological reaction as you before the college entrance examination." Su Bai said in a nonchalant tone: "We are also facing a hurdle, just get over it."

"How can it be that simple?" Jibril sighed faintly: "You are such an incredible human being."

"I don't deny my specialness." Su Bai boasted.

"I want your head even more." Jibril said abruptly.

"...Please be gentle." Su Bai closed his eyes, as if to say 'Come on beast'.

"So you will be afraid too... Don't worry, I won't cut you down, at least not now, I am a Flügel who keeps my promise, and among my sisters, I am also a humble, polite and common sense individual~"

Jibril laughed mischievously. She also picked up a fragment of a bookshelf to serve as a chair, and sat down like Su Bai, with her legs close together, her elbows on her thighs, and her cheeks in her hands: "Although I don't know that the doctor What is it, but my state is indeed not very good, before I adjust my mentality, please chat with me... It seems that I can understand a lot and relax a lot by talking to you."

"I'm just a human being." Su Bai emphasized again: "Don't expect too much."

"I'll try my best." Jibril nodded her delicate chin.

"You are really suffocated. You must not have the opportunity to talk with other people on an equal basis on weekdays."

"Well, no one will understand my thoughts. If anyone can understand me, you are the most likely one." Jibril smiled gracefully.

Su Bai tapped his knees with his fingers: "Then first you have to tell...the story about you."

"Yes, let me think about where to start..." Jibril reached into the space and took out a diary. She quickly flipped through the pages and nodded slightly: "Then I started 6000 years ago. host……"

"It's too far away!" Su Bai immediately interrupted: "How can I listen for so long?"

"Change to another one?" Jibril turned the page again: "Let's start with meeting that white dragon for the first time."

"Bailong?" Su Bai asked, "What is that?"

"You really lack common sense." The Flügel tilted his head: "Don't even the dragon spirits know? Listen carefully..."

In the remains of the elves in the lower world, the Flügel and humans sat face to face and talked on an equal footing.

After all, this harmonious scene is just a slight flutter of the butterfly's wings in the infinite world.

Chapter No.17 You have to be a good person

This conversation lasted for three full days.

Three days without sleep, just drink some water and eat some dry food.

As a Flügel, Jibril wasn't tired, but Su Bai gradually couldn't hold on anymore.

On the fourth day, Su Bai couldn't overcome the drowsiness and leaned against the wall to fall asleep.

"The human body is really fragile."