The Muse

As this thought crossed his mind, Sihoo slightly furrowed his brow. While he understood his father and wasn’t exactly enraged, his nerves remained on edge. Even after driving aimlessly for over an hour.“Um…”Unexpectedly, the driver carefully broke the silence. Hearing the hesitation in his voice, Sihoo tilted his head slightly.“Speak.”“If it’s all right, would you like me to play some music?”A faint smile appeared on Sihoo’s lips. It seemed the prolonged silence had made the driver quite uncomfortable.“Go ahead.”He was about to add that they might as well head home now. It was to release the driver, who was suffering alongside him due to his whims, from this labor.Just as he parted his lips, deep crimson against his pale skin, to speak, soft music filled the car.“…”The gentle sound of the piano enveloped the interior. The driver quickly added, as if making excuses.“Ah, I thought you might like it, so I played it.”“Me?”The question slipped out before Sihoo let out a weak laugh. He had been the one recently requesting piano music every time he got in the car. Yet now he was acting as if he hadn’t. It was absurd.“Ha.”The dry chuckle soon turned into a soft laugh. With his eyes crinkled, Sihoo spoke.“Yes, I do like it.”Only then did the tension that had built up within him begin to dissolve into something soft and warm. Sihoo finally added that they should head home. Watching the driver fail to conceal his joy, Sihoo quietly listened to the music.As he listened, the grand piano and albums at home came to mind. A sudden longing to engage with them surfaced. Sihoo closed his eyes and let out a long sigh. His face appeared weary, but unlike earlier, there was no trace of displeasure.On the way back, the snowflakes drifting through the air grew larger. Sihoo admired the pure white snow, clearly visible even in the dark night, feeling thankful that tomorrow was a weekend and he didn’t have to go to work.As he gazed out the window with an indifferent expression, his lips, previously pressed into a straight line, suddenly twitched just before the car entered the apartment complex.“Wait, stop the car.”Even in his murmured voice, a hint of surprise was evident. The moment the car came to an abrupt halt, he opened the rear door and stepped out. Alarmed, the driver opened his door as well.“Sir!”“Don’t worry about me, just head home.”Without even glancing back, Sihoo strode forward with long, purposeful steps, his mind replaying the brief glimpse of someone he thought he had seen.Could he have been mistaken? As the thought crossed his mind, he spotted a man not far away. Standing there in a coat, holding an umbrella, was Yejun.“Yoo Yejun.”His voice cracked slightly, startled by the unexpected situation. Yejun, seemingly oblivious to his call, was gazing upward with his umbrella in hand. On his profile, Sihoo could clearly see an expression full of concern.Thump, thump, thump.His heart raced, caught off guard by the sudden encounter. The pounding of his pulse was so loud it made his head spin. Just as he tried to calm his agitation, Yejun turned his head.Their eyes met briefly before Yejun’s gaze shifted to his lips. His startled expression softened quickly, and then he broke into a bright smile.“Sihoo Hyung!”It was strange. Winter, with its deep darkness and swirling snow, was a season as dreary as it could get. Yet Yejun, smiling like that, seemed full of life as if standing under the sun.That thought made Sihoo slow his steps. Just being near him filled his chest with an overwhelming sense of fullness. His pupils wavered, unsteady from the unfamiliar changes in himself.While Sihoo hesitated, Yejun approached him. Having hurried over, Yejun extended the hand not holding the umbrella. His large, warm palm cupped Sihoo’s cheek, and his neatly composed face showed relief.“Why aren’t you using an umbrella? You’ll catch a cold.”“Isn’t that my line?”Muttering as if annoyed, Sihoo reached out and touched Yejun’s face in return. His fingers, tracing across Yejun’s features, pinched his cheek. His skin was alarmingly cold, frozen to the touch.“Ouch.”“How long has it been since you got over your cold, and now this?”Instead of offering an excuse, Yejun handed his umbrella to Sihoo. The falling snow quickly dampened Yejun’s broad shoulders. Displeased by the sight, Sihoo grabbed the umbrella handle tightly.“You use it.”“You should use it, Hyung.”“I said use it.”Both of them tightened their grip on the umbrella handle. As the tug-of-war continued, Sihoo furrowed his brows. He had never lost in strength to anyone before. Meanwhile, Yejun raised the hand that had touched Sihoo’s cheek and brushed the snow from his hair.Tap, tap. The gentle touch carried a surprising warmth. Despite Yejun’s face being cold like ice, his hands felt warm. When Sihoo shot him a puzzled look, Yejun smiled.“I kept them in my pockets.”“…Why are you here?”Even with his curt tone, Yejun didn’t seem offended. His pale eyes slowly filled with a gentle light. Keeping the same soft, downward curve to his eyes, he calmly replied.“I heard it was snowing.”“…”“I wanted to see it with you.”The low yet distinct whisper tickled Sihoo’s ears. So, he came all the way here just for that? No, that couldn’t be. Clearly, he had come out of concern.Realizing that Yejun had seen right through his feelings wounded Sihoo’s pride. At the same time, he felt guilty toward the younger man, who had even left his friends to come to him.“Fool.”Instead of expressing his feelings honestly, Sihoo spoke in a cold voice.“You should have called. Why are you lurking around here?”“If I had called, you wouldn’t have answered,” Yejun replied, his full, shapely lips curving into a smile.“I know everything.”“….”“You were surprised, right? When you’re surprised, your eyes twitch. Did you know that?”Sihoo reflexively tried to cover his eyes but stopped himself. It was ridiculous that he was being teased by someone so much younger. Yet, strangely, instead of feeling annoyed, he found it amusing.Sihoo finally let out a deflated laugh, “Pfft.” He then approached Yejun, cupping his cheeks with both hands. He melted the ice-cold skin with his touch and spoke.“You know everything? Then tell me.”He was close enough to see how long Yejun’s eyelashes were and how his breath trembled between his lips. Sihoo, his face inches from Yejun’s, added in a low voice,“What I’m thinking.”His voice, lowered by an octave, was now softly relaxed. Yejun stopped breathing for a moment and stared at Sihoo’s face. His gaze traced Sihoo’s eyebrows, eyes, cheeks, lips, and chin. Sihoo felt a chill run down his spine just from the way Yejun’s eyes caressed his face.“Do you know?” Sihoo asked, his voice tinged with excitement. A smile flickered across Yejun’s lips and then disappeared. As if he had never smiled, Yejun replied seriously,“…Yes.”“Tell me.”Immediately, Yejun pressed his lips to Sihoo’s. His lower lip, chapped from being out in the wind for so long, felt rough.The sensation of skin against skin made Sihoo’s shoulders tremble slightly. Soon, he stuck out his tongue and licked Yejun’s lips. The soft, slow licks made Yejun gasp, “Ah.”Just as Sihoo’s hands on Yejun’s cheeks relaxed, Yejun leaned in deeper. The soft skin rubbing together spread excitement like poison. Overwhelmed by the heat, Sihoo swallowed his moans and received Yejun’s kiss.“Did I get it right?” Yejun asked, his free hand now holding Sihoo’s waist.“…Yes,” Sihoo replied quietly, placing one hand on Yejun’s hand. The skin under his palm was cold.He wanted to bring this foolish, innocent, and therefore beautiful person into his home. He wanted to consume him completely, from head to toe.“You got it right,” Sihoo added in a husky voice, making Yejun smile brightly. His face, flushed with joy, looked as innocent as a child’s.Thud, thud, thud.The sound of his heartbeat echoed in his ears. Sihoo thought the trembling was due to lust.Stubbornly, he didn’t realize that the emotion on his face might be affection.⟡ ݁₊ .As soon as the front door closed, Sihoo kissed Yejun without even taking off his shoes. The sound of Yejun’s head hitting the door rang in his ears. Sihoo, his lips still pressed against Yejun’s, reached up and ran his fingers through Yejun’s soft hair.He gently caressed Yejun’s hair, asking if he was okay. Yejun’s eyes crinkled at the corners, smiling the eye-smile that had recently captivated Sihoo. He moved his large hands to Sihoo’s hips, pulling him close and pressing their lower bodies together.“Ugh, you…” Sihoo groaned as their bodies rubbed against each other, his cock hardening. Yejun hugged him tightly and stuck out his wet tongue, licking Sihoo’s earlobe.The sensation sent shivers down Sihoo’s spine. The sensitive area was licked slowly and thoroughly. Two lips nibbled on his earlobe, wet breath spreading from his earlobe to the back of his ear.“Wait,” Sihoo said, but the action didn’t stop. The tongue licking his ear was now stiff and pointed, digging into his ear canal.Sihoo frowned and tilted his head to the side, but the tongue went deeper, stiffening further. The wet sound stuck persistently in his ears, making him flush with heat.Sihoo’s hand gripped the back of Yejun’s head, pulling his hair and causing his neck to bend. Instead of showing pain, Yejun smiled. His tongue emerged from his lips, lightly licking around them, as if savoring the moment.The sight of him acting as if he was hungry for more excited Sihoo even further. Still holding Yejun’s hair, Sihoo brought his teeth to Yejun’s neck. He could feel the pulse throbbing under the skin.He bit down gently, then moved up along the neckline. Their lips, almost touching, exchanged shallow breaths. Haah, haah. The broken breaths trembled.Sihoo initiated the kiss, sucking on the lower lip that had teased his ear before biting it gently. Yejun moaned, “Mm,” and opened his lips. Their tongues intertwined, and their lower bodies pressed against each other, rubbing softly. The quickly rising excitement made Sihoo feel an unfamiliar urgency.“Ha, damn it.”Unable to control his emotions, he let out a sharp sound. He grabbed Yejun’s right hand, which had been on his waist, and pulled him roughly into the room. Their shoes were kicked off carelessly, but Sihoo didn’t even glance at them.“Take it off,” Sihoo commanded, removing his own coat. Yejun, his eyes fixed on Sihoo’s waist, which was nicely framed by his vest, also took off his clothes. The winter-scented clothes fell to the floor one by one. Sihoo, facing Yejun who was now only in his pants, swallowed hard.Suddenly, his throat felt ticklish. As lust filled his mind, replacing any sense of calm, Sihoo felt an urge to fill his throat with something. Something long, thick, and veiny. That’s why he suddenly crouched down and grabbed Yejun’s pants.“…Hyung.”Yejun’s voice was also filled with excitement. As Sihoo unzipped and pulled down his pants and underwear, a strong scent and a hard penis were revealed. Seeing the shiny glans, Sihoo’s throat felt tight, and he struggled to breathe. He remembered the time when that penis had pierced his throat.“Hyung.”Yejun called out again, placing his hand on top of Sihoo’s. His brown eyes looked down, asking what Sihoo was doing. Sihoo responded by opening his mouth towards the penis.But instead of the penis, all that entered his mouth was a handful of air. Just before his red lips touched the flesh, Yejun stepped back.“You can’t.”“Why?”“….”“I’ll make you feel good.”“That’s why I can’t.”Yejun was firm. His eyes, tinged with a reddish hue, flickered, and his full lips moved slightly.“I might do the same as last time.”“You mean when you fucked my throat with your cock?”“…I said I wouldn’t do that again. I don’t want to break that promise.”“I don’t care.”“Ugh.”Long fingers gripped the erect penis. Yejun furrowed his brow, letting out a short gasp. Whether it was from the cold hand or the stimulation of his sensitive area, Sihoo didn’t know. He scratched the wet shaft with his fingernails and added,“I don’t care if you fuck my throat or come down it.”He didn’t mention that the experience had left a thrilling memory that he kept recalling. Instead, he maintained a calm expression and stared into Yejun’s eyes.Yejun also bit his lower lip and held Sihoo’s gaze. The tension of imminent entanglement filled the room.Yejun was the first to break eye contact, his long, beautiful eyelashes casting a shadow.“I still can’t.”His voice trembled at the end, a sound of something compressed, sexy. Sihoo tilted his head, thinking.“I said I don’t care.”“But I do. If Hyung sucks me…Yejun hesitated briefly, his light-colored eyes flickering before looking back at Sihoo.“…I think I’ll come right away.”“You’ve grown a lot. You couldn’t even say ‘suck’ before.”“It’s because of Hyung.”“Oh, really?”“Anyway, I can’t. If I come as soon as you put it in, that’s not good, right?”“Hold on, then.”Yejun pointed with his index finger. The penis, still gripped in his hand, was swollen and red, looking like it was about to ejaculate, with veins throbbing visibly.Sihoo understood that Yejun wasn’t just saying this for no reason. Although disappointed, he could accept it. He wanted to enjoy Yejun’s reaction to the fullest, not necessarily to make him come immediately. “Hmm,” Sihoo grumbled, twisting his mouth in dissatisfaction.“I’ll go first,” Yejun said.“You will?”“Yes. I’ll… suck yours, Hyung.”The way Yejun said ‘Hyung’s thing’ was cute. That’s why a smile spread across Sihoo’s dark eyes.He turned around and sat in the middle of the sofa, spreading his thighs and tilting his chin up, his face filled with a mix of laziness and arrogance.“What is ‘Hyung’s thing’?” Sihoo asked, feigning ignorance.“…You know what I mean.”“Why, I don’t think I do.”His tone was flat, but the mischief was clear. Realizing this, Yejun let out a deflated sigh. Then, he slowly knelt between Sihoo’s thighs, his ears slightly red with embarrassment, yet his movements were quite skilled.Sihoo found the mix of Yejun’s shyness and boldness appealing.As Sihoo looked down at him with a heated gaze, Yejun took a deep breath. Then, he leaned forward and placed his face right in front of Sihoo’s crotch.Yejun’s lips hovered just above the fabric of Sihoo’s pants, the distance tantalizingly close. The soft breath escaping his lips was incredibly stimulating.“This is what I meant,” Yejun said, slightly parting his lips. His full, red lips caught the zipper of Sihoo’s pants. The sound of the zipper, ‘ziiip,’ sent a shiver down Sihoo’s spine. He felt an urge to grab Yejun’s head and thrust his cock in immediately.As the underwear came down, Sihoo’s hard penis was revealed. Yejun, looking at the erect penis, smiled silently. Instead of sucking the glans or licking the shaft, he straightened his upper body.Suddenly, Yejun’s face was right in front of Sihoo’s, making him widen his eyes. Something warm and soft landed on his lips. Realizing it was Yejun’s lips, Sihoo felt his body lightly pushed to the side. Caught off guard by the surprise kiss, Sihoo fell back onto the sofa.“What are you—?” Sihoo started to ask, but Yejun quickly pulled down his pants and underwear in one swift motion. Seeing his clothes around his ankles, Sihoo forgot what he was about to say.In the silence, Yejun did as he pleased. The sound of the pants and underwear hitting the floor echoed in the quiet room.Yejun lifted Sihoo’s right leg into the air, the leg still covered by a long sock up to the knee. Admiring the well-defined calf muscle, Yejun spread Sihoo’s legs wide and pressed them down.“What are you doing?” Sihoo asked, puzzled.“I’m going to suck you,” Yejun replied.Why lie down for that? And why take off the pants and underwear? Sihoo didn’t like being left in just his long socks; it felt perverted. He looked around for his clothes, intending to put them back on. Just then, his waist, constrained by his vest, jerked upwards.“Ugh.”A moan escaped Sihoo’s lips. The tongue wrapping around his glans was stimulating. The firm, moving tongue teased the tip of his penis, sending sharp waves of pleasure through him. Sihoo’s hips jerked up, and he froze, grimacing.The sound of licking filled his sensitive ears. The tongue that had been licking the swollen glans now started to probe the urethra, sending a mix of pain and pleasure that made Sihoo’s eyes twitch.Just as he was about to tell Yejun to stop, Yejun lowered his lips as if he had been waiting for it. The teasing of the shaft was now gentle and soothing.‘He’s good at this.’Feeling Yejun’s breath on his penis, Sihoo silently laughed. The skillful sucking was impressive. He had turned an innocent boy into this, and the sense of accomplishment resonated through his bones.“Ha, huu…” Sihoo exhaled deeply, relaxing his body. The tongue licking the base of his penis felt incredibly good. Impressed by Yejun’s willingness to suck even his balls, Sihoo finally lay back completely. His chin to neck, and neck to shoulder line throbbed with intense heat coursing through his body.“?” Sihoo’s expression turned quizzical, wondering what Yejun would do next.While Sihoo was casually exposing his lower body to Yejun, his eyes, half-hidden behind long lashes, narrowed. Suddenly, the testicles being licked were lifted. Wondering what was happening, Sihoo tried to raise his upper body, but at that moment,“!”Hot lips touched the area hidden by the scrotum. The unexpected skinship made Sihoo’s smooth forehead wrinkle. Before he could react, Yejun’s lips slid down. The wet tongue touched Sihoo’s perineum.“Where are you licking?” Sihoo asked in a low voice. Yejun looked up, his round eyes shining brightly, much like Sihoo’s bodily fluids smeared on his lips.“This can also be an erogenous zone,” Yejun explained.“Says who?”“The materials I found.”What did he watch? Sihoo chuckled, his dark hair falling over his forehead as his body trembled.“You’ve seen some stuff.”Instead of replying, Yejun lowered his long, dense eyelashes. Sihoo thought he was embarrassed, but he quickly realized he was wrong.“You…! Ugh.”The moment the perineum was sucked, a chill ran down his spine. The sudden surge of pleasure blocked his throat. Unable to stop Yejun with his outstretched hand, Sihoo’s fingers merely grasped the air.Yejun’s lips covered the entire perineum, making a wet sound, “Chup, chup,” as he sucked hard on the flesh.“Ugh.”Sihoo grabbed the sofa instead of Yejun. Blue veins bulged on his tense hand.‘Look at this.’Where did he learn this? The smile on Sihoo’s face vanished. The unexpected stimulation left no room for composure. His mind was in turmoil, bubbling like foam. He had never imagined a day would come when someone would suck his perineum.It was a part of his body he had never paid attention to. In fact, Sihoo’s perineum was plumper than average.With his face buried in Sihoo’s perineum, Yejun lifted Sihoo’s legs higher. Sihoo, his hips bent, asked sharply if Yejun had lost his mind. But Yejun did not respond to the irritated question. Whether he was angry or enjoying the act was unclear.“Suck, suck.”The obscene sound continued to fill the silence. Yejun demonstrated the same skill he had shown when sucking Sihoo’s cock. He spread his tongue wide and licked the perineum without hesitation. As the perineum, continuously licked, glistened with saliva, Yejun opened his mouth wider and sucked the flesh hard.“Ha, you’re crazy… Ugh.”Sihoo’s face flushed red. As soon as he muttered “crazy,” Yejun stopped. But only for a moment. He bared his teeth and gently bit the plump perineum. The sharp pleasure made Sihoo moan, “Ugh!” and lift his legs higher. Yejun massaged Sihoo’s trembling thighs and removed his lips.“You like it.”He murmured softly and then stiffened his tongue. Slowly, he licked the teeth marks he had made. The perineum, now red and swollen, was firmly pressed.“You’re into some weird stuff. No one else would suck an alpha’s perineum.”Yejun used his finger instead of his tongue to press the reddened perineum. Each time his firm finger pressed the flesh, Sihoo’s eyes twitched. Strangely, the pressure on his perineum resonated in his cock and stomach. As he swallowed dryly, Yejun whispered quietly.“No one else has sucked you here, right? Why do you like it so much?”Sihoo immediately picked up on the strange excitement in Yejun’s murmur.“At this rate, you might even suck my asshole.”He hadn’t said it to provoke; he was just amused by Yejun’s enthusiasm for unusual things.But Yejun widened his eyes and held his breath. He lowered Sihoo’s legs and straightened his hips, looking shocked.“Why are you looking at me like that?” Sihoo asked, puzzled.Yejun lowered his eyelids and stared at Sihoo intensely, his expression unreadable. His gaze, filled with heat, scanned Sihoo’s face.Just as Sihoo was about to frown in confusion, an unexpected sound reached his ears.“Can I suck it?”“….What?”Yejun gripped the inside of Sihoo’s thigh. The touch, firm and persistent, sent a thrill through Sihoo, making his cock stand erect and throb.Yejun looked at the throbbing cock for a moment before meeting Sihoo’s gaze again. His full, soft lips trembled slightly.“Let me suck your hole, Hyung.”