Chapter 679 "The Other Fairways Shalia" "Confessions of a Girl" (page 1)
Even her best friend (Lefiya) could only remain silent after seeing her appearance (weird), but you will feel happy about your filthy existence, And admire it.
But why, why did you abandon me cruelly after accepting my existence?
Didn't you say, "Even if you return to heaven, you will continue to stay by my side..."?
You are the only one I can rely on! !
But why is everything happening in front of us! ! !
The girl was disturbed by confusion. She shouted silently in her heart, and couldn't help thinking in her heart why her god would abandon her.
Are you too useless? Maybe so...
Because he insisted on protecting Lefiya's relationship, Lord Dionysus' carefully prepared plans were ruined countless times. There were obviously several opportunities to end Loki's family, but they all passed by...
She obviously had a clever disguise as an adventurer, but she failed to make good use of it.
Whenever she acts cruelly, she can destroy Lefia and the entire Loki family.
"It was all because of my own hesitation that the plan ended up having such consequences..."
"After all, even that gentleman himself admitted... that he is a useless guy... and said that he is a waste..."
Gradually, the girl's thoughts were like a spring, and she began to give up on herself without waiting for God's salvation.
"Ah, I am a very useless guy, and indeed a waste..."
As if recalling what she encountered in the "Nightmare on the Twenty-Seventh Floor", the girl closed her eyes sadly.
That day, they met the "fairy spirit" who came from the deep layer to the lower layer...
It was a horrific, one-sided massacre...
"Not only did I fail to protect my fellow clan members, I also failed to preserve the purity of my own body..."
The beloved captain died, and the deputy captain, who was regarded as a sister, was devoured by monsters...
I should have run away, but if I could escape, I might be able to avoid this disgusting future...
Even if he died in the mouth of another monster, it would be much better than falling into the hands of that monster...
At that time, she was too young to be able to save everything. When she heard the captain's call for help, she even dreamed of going back to fight that terrible enemy...
Although he showed his noble sentiments for a moment, his death with tears in his eyes was so meaningless...
Moreover, a "demon stone" was implanted in the body... and it ended up in that posture...
How ridiculous...
"Obviously he is a noble elf, but he has turned into an ugly monster..."
It's unacceptable. How can people accept this reality?
"I can't even commit suicide. It seems I can't escape from this horrible hell..."
He mutilated himself with a knife, burned his body with magic, tried to dig open his chest to take out the "magic stone", drained his blood, broke his own neck...
She tried countless ways to die, but the abominable stone prevented her from dying again and again.
That hateful "Clone Magic" also appeared like this...
I can't accept myself as I am now, but I can't die.
In order to escape reality, I sincerely long to "become the untainted self"...
If this magic hadn't been revealed, Dionysus' ambition would not have expanded so quickly. Maybe he will die due to lack of strength halfway through the implementation of the plan... After all, he is a waste.
It’s all this hateful clone magic! And the instigation of that hateful god! !
Since you can't accept your own existence, then just let others become the same existence as yourself!
He praised himself for his beauty and was willing to embrace his filthy body...
However, she now really regrets that she would have listened to such nonsense! ! !
Not only did he kill countless adventurers with his own hands. This body is also burdened with countless sins! As a result, I can't turn back at all! !
Those words were like bright poison. She really shouldn't listen to such sweet words...
Only he was willing to embrace this ugly body, but it turned out that it was just a little girl's twisted fantasy full of sweetness.
As a result, up to now, he has not ended up being abandoned!
Now I am alone, with no family, no companions, and no friends. Even my beloved God has cruelly abandoned me.
"As an elf, as an adventurer, I have definitely failed..."
Finally, she came up with the answer in her mind.
As expected, gods are always fond of the new and dislike the old.
The most important thing to them is the "unknown". The so-called dependents are just consumables to achieve the "plan".
That she is special is bullshit.
In his mind, he has never been able to compare to true "madness".
It's just a small cog in the plan that can be abandoned and replaced at any time.
She is just a small dependent, but she actually wants to pair up with a high-ranking god.
At this moment, the girl in pitch black realized something in her heart.
"I actually..."
"It's just a toy..."
Being played with by God, even life was messed up.
This is such a bad experience... It's so hard that I can't even die in peace...
Ahh~......
"I'm so sorry..."
"If... I could forget all this..."
"That would be great..."
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After an unknown amount of time, a vague sound suddenly appeared in the darkness...
I don't know if the voice is male or female, and I can't even tell the direction it's coming from.
At first, Fairways thought she was hallucinating, but when she heard the sounds sounding in the darkness, she became ecstatic!
She hated this place and hated this darkness.
In this quiet hell, she didn't dare think about how far away she was from going crazy.
So she started running wildly, desperately searching for the owner of the voice.
Is it Lord Dionysus? Did he come to pick him up?
Sure enough, I have not been abandoned, I am that adult's most important doll!
The girl with illusions in her heart anxiously searched for the owner of the voice in the darkness, and kept shouting, "Lord Dionysus, your Fairweis is here!" 』.
She hoped that the other party would take her away from this terrifying place, but no matter how she searched, she could not find the owner of the voice.
Gradually, Phil Weiss discovered a pattern, that is, the voice would sound from time to time, and she kept calling Phil Weiss's name repeatedly.
However, such a discovery is of no use, because it cannot escape from this pitch-black terrifying darkness.
Gradually, she stopped actively pursuing it, because she had already heard that the voice was actually a female voice, not the god "Dionysus" she was expecting.