NOVEL WEB Chapter 049: An Emotional Night (18+)
I skip merrily through the mostly quiet camp, thinking about last few hours. I’m so excited that I ignore most of my surroundings; I am somewhat aware of the lingering smell of sex in the air and I can sense those few who are still fucking – it’s just that my mind is preoccupied with the big news. And while the perspective of parenthood does fill me with joy… there’s also an undeniable hint of dread slowly creeping in the longer I walk.
I know that the Alchemist wanted me to leave offspring of my species behind – I was even fed a special potion to temporarily increase the chances of that – but it is also something I have secretly desired for myself for a long time. The perspective of one of my greatest wishes being fulfilled is truly exhilarating; I cannot wait to see my kids, to observe them grow… Well, a part of me wanted to wait, to see more of the world – but I have time for that; with the perspective of millennia, 20 years or so to spare is but a drop in the Ocean. And yet… there are concerns I cannot shake off that slowly taint my happiness.
Firstly: I have no idea how to interact with kids – although it’s not that big of an issue, I think, considering my reaction to the crowd. And it’s not like I cannot learn this skills in the meantime, as there are apparently many orphans in the camp who need to be taken care of. And my friends have younger family members – be it Pola's son or Olka's siblings; I can take it as an opportunity to gain childrearing skills… but the existence of those parentless kids also raises a bigger concern: safety.
I think I still don’t fully comprehend just how dangerous the world of Yavea truly is – but the longer I am in the camp, the clearer it becomes. There’s a subtle – but heavy and inescapable once noticed – tang of blood of Kin coming from one direction, along with other concerning smells; I dread going there, having an idea of what to expect. And even tonight, seeing the state Nadia’s breasts are in, how overused they are… I can’t help but wonder how many mothers didn’t make it. Or how many young ones…
I shake my head; maybe all of that is abnormal? The dragon attack seems to be an extremely rare calamity, after all. And if that’s the case, maybe survival isn’t that difficult? Then again, the monsters I’ve fought so far were pretty ferocious, if dumb in most cases; I’m sure people who have lived on this land for generations surely know how to deal with them, if I can do it pretty easily after a short training from my friends – and it’s not like I had to escape from beasts before meeting them. If anything, I believe I can now eradicate any dangerous monsters. In other words: I can control it to a degree.
But there are problems which cannot be solved by sheer power or omitted by other means; issues that cannot be controlled – and it’s what scares me the most: birth defects and incurable, congenital diseases. The fact that I witnessed my parents suffer because of my condition still haunts me. What if… what if one of my kids is born with something like hemophilia? Or some sort of crippling deformity? Or… I shake my head; maybe it’s not that bad? Maybe there are no genetic diseases on Yavea? I don’t know how the existence of magic influences the medicine – maybe it isn’t that bad? Pola’s brother is blind, after all – and he appears to be doing all right…
Sudden howls, groans and shouts of pleasure nearby interrupt my musings – and I’m even so startled, I stop in my tracks. I can’t stop myself from looking to the side, where I see a trio of Softkin lovers, fornicating in the open. The men – both Foxkin, but of different types – sit opposite each other with the woman – a Vevra, or a Squirrel Softkin – sandwiched between them. Their eyes are closed and their expressions ecstatic; soon their voices become quieter, as they start kissing. Their bodies are connected very intimately and they continue to cuddle and make out. I am unable to avert my eyes. It looks so… exciting; I move my own hands towards my already dripping pussy and slowly rising cock – but it’s the former I’m mostly focused on, as I feel its hunger. I hunger I wish to satiate – at least temporarily.
I start gently caressing my puffed, moist lower lips, regretting having claws; I want to fill the void between my legs with something so much! Alas, all I can do is play with the outside – and I do so. In the meantime, I bring my second hand to my breasts and start fondling them. I imagine myself on the position of the Squirrelwoman I’m watching; how her partners play with her boobs, how their dicks are deep in her front and back doors… I can’t help myself and I wonder how it feels to have a dick in the ass… or how it is to receive a double penetration. Sadly, all I can do is gently caress my perineum, from one orifice to the other.
Suddenly, as I’m getting more and more aroused – the Vevra raises her eyelids and our eyes meet. While I freeze from the shame of being caught red-handed, she smiles mischievously – and blows me a kiss, winking! I feel an enormous wave of embarrassment and guilt sweep through me; I somehow feel even more like a creep because of the flirty response I was given to my bout of voyeurism. But when I see her open her mouth – I panic and run away before she can say anything; I only hastily mutter my apology – although I doubt she could hear me – and I disappear from her sight.
After a few moments I stop in a dark corner somewhere. I squat down and cover my face, then take a few deep breaths. My mind is running wild: I’m at the same time ashamed and aroused, embarrassed and horny, excited and frightened. Worse, my heartbeat is off the roof and I can feel the heat of my internal Flame spilling out – and the night is warm enough already! People would feel it and come to me, and I don’t want any attention right now – so I focus as much as I can on calming down; a difficult task considering the sheer concentration of the smell of sex lingering in the air. Nonetheless, I take a breath in then out. Then another one in and out. And again – in and out. And it works… somewhat; while my Flame indeed starts calming down and the temperature of my surroundings stops rising, my nethers feel like they are on fire even more. I try to douse the flame of my loins, but because of my claws, only jerking myself off is safe – but it's not what I'm craving right now and it makes the situation even worse!
With my frustration raising, last vestiges of shame and embarrassment still lingering and all the distracting smells in the air, my concentration is on the verge of collapse – but then a familiar musk enters my nostrils. I take a deeper whiff – it is what I was after before the whole voyeurism debacle! I immediately stop what I’m doing, freezing for a split second – then I dart towards the source, propelled my my lust, not paying much attention to my surroundings; my tunnel vision only allowing me to just barely omit any obstacles in my path. And the closer I get to my target, the faster I move and the narrower my field of vision becomes – until, with one final jump, I pounce at my goal.
“Nugund!” I pant out, straddling the DILFy hunter while grabbing and locking his arms; he looks shocked to see me… and a state I’m in. “Fuck me!” I demand, rubbing myself on him and taking deep whiffs of his musk. I don’t wait for his answer and kiss him, while humping him simultaneously. I’ve felt so pent up it’s nearly enough to make me come. Nearly – but it seems that my Darling realises this and starts assertively kissing me back, as well as moving his legs in a way to better stimulate my nethers. All that makes me squirm on top of him and I am finally pushed over the edge, spraying my cum – of both types – on him. It also makes me loosen my grip on him – and he uses the occasion to gently push me slightly away.
“Are you alright, Kora?” He asks after I calm down a bit, partially worried, partially amused. “It’s as if you were in heat, but… I can smell you aren’t; and I can still smell the multiple women you’ve partnered with today… how come you are still so full of energy? And so… insatiable?” He continues to ask questions while gently hugging me; I lean in into him, his calmness rubbing off on me.
“I… ummm… ehm…” I struggle to even begin explaining myself, my desires still unsatisfied, my worries still creeping in the back of my head. The Volkhlun hugs me tighter; it’s enough to make a breakthrough for me. “There’s been so much… so much things happening, so much feelings… I don’t know what to think myself” I finally confess. “There’s so much I want… I need to share – but not right now” the fire in my loins is too much; I cannot have a serious discussion while it rages – and I need his help to quench it. “I… I’m unable to think straight; I’m going to talk to you – I need to share with you – but I’m unable tonight” I look him deep in the eyes, trying to convey my honesty. “Tonight I just need you” I feel blood rush to my cheeks. “I need you to make love to me!”
It seems my words caught him off-guard – but he regains his composure quickly; some playful sparks even lit in his eyes. “I see” he says calmly, smirking; his hands trail on my back, removing my clothes and caressing my body. “You’ve had a lot on your shoulders recently… and need someone’s help to relax!”
“Ah! N-not ‘someone’ – you!” I manage to say, overstimulated by his smell, touch and Aura; that makes him pause for a moment. “Don’t… please, don’t stop!”
“As you wish, my Ember” he leans in towards my ear and his whisper send shivers down my spine; his subsequent kisses, going down my face, neck and torso – make me scream in ecstasy. Then, as it's getting better, he suddenly stops and I look at him in confusion. He just points at his clothes – and I have enough clarity of mind not to tear them off him right away. I help him to undress instead – but when his dick springs out from his pants, right in front of my face, I put it in my mouth thinking delay and start sucking. I savour the taste of Nugund’s dong, losing contact with the reality for a while, only coming back when he carefully pushes me off. “I know it is what you want… but not where you want it!” He exclaims and stands up… then lifting me up in a princess carry! It’s so unexpected I freeze and let him move me to a softer surface; then he removes the rest my clothes, finally.
I lay naked on what doesn’t appear to be fur, but what is way more comfortable than the ground anyway. I’m hot and ready – but he fiddles with the bag I was given, fishing out a small container. He opens it and scoops out some of the ointment inside – and I realise it’s what I was given to prevent pregnancy, as he smears it on his cock and puts some of it between my folds; it feels weird. “Well, we need to make sure you are in top condition during the dragon hunt, with nothing draining your energy” he lines up his red rocket with my vulva. “Are you ready, my Ember?” I’m only able to nod – and he pushes in a single thrust.
I yell and scream in pure delight; that’s what I was waiting for! I wrap my legs around him and he leans in closely – so I wrap my hands around him, too. He’s very gentle with me – way gentler than I am with him – and slowly stirs my insides; with time, his tenderness rubs off on me and I relax a bit, giving him more freedom to do me as he likes. And he continues to tenderly smooch all over me, as his thrust maintain a somewhat constant pace… until he starts differentiating it, making the experience even more stimulating.
I lost the count of time – again tonight – but for the first time with me being on the receiving end. The fact that this moment of bliss is not dependant on me, somehow allows me to be immersed even better in it. That doesn’t mean I’m passive – I move my hips along to the rhythm set by my lover and I caress Nugund’s body – but there is a different kind of connection between us, with me giving myself fully to the other person; a feeling that is even harder to put into words as my mind turns into mush when my massive, long-awaited orgasm finally arrives; I ride the high with my Darling, kissing and caressing him throughout the entire climax.
With my urge finally satisfied, the exhaustion finally overcomes me. The last thing I notice before the darkness fully envelops me, is the feeling of my partner’s knot, spreading my pussy lips wider, filling me with his full length. I pass out, with a satisfied smile on my face.
