Chapter 744: Peace (4)
I was in the penthouse's private study, attempting to review correspondence while sunlight streamed through tall windows overlooking Avalon. I had barely settled into my chair when I heard the soft sound of the front door opening, followed by familiar footsteps that carried a particular urgency I recognized immediately.
"Arthur," came a melodic voice that managed to sound both ethereally beautiful and desperately needy, "I hope you don't mind that I came to visit so early."
I looked up to see Rachel standing in the study doorway, her brilliant blonde hair catching the morning light like spun gold while her deep blue eyes with their distinctive golden flecks reflected an intensity that made my chest tighten with familiar warmth. Even after years of our relationship, her beauty still took my breath away—there was something almost otherworldly about her features that spoke to her status as Saintess of the Northern continent.
"Rachel," I said, rising from my chair with genuine pleasure at seeing her. "Of course I don't mind. You're always welcome here."
Her smile was radiant, but I could see the barely controlled need in her expression—the way her hands trembled slightly, how she stood frozen in the doorway as if afraid that moving too quickly might make me disappear. The guild campaign had forced us apart for far too long, and Rachel's obsessive nature made separation particularly difficult for her to endure.
"I know you've been spending time with everyone," she said, stepping into the study with careful precision, "and I've been trying to be patient, but..." She trailed off, her blue eyes glistening with unshed tears. "I've missed you so much it physically hurts."
The raw honesty in her voice hit me like a physical blow. Rachel's yandere tendencies manifested as complete emotional dependence rather than possessive control—she needed my presence like air, and the forced separation of the guild campaign had clearly pushed her to her limits.
"Come here," I said softly, opening my arms while feeling the familiar surge of protective affection that Rachel always inspired in me.
She crossed the room in three quick steps, practically throwing herself into my embrace with desperate relief. I caught her easily, holding her close while feeling the way she trembled against me like someone who had been drowning and finally found solid ground.
"I couldn't sleep," Rachel whispered against my chest, her arms wrapped around me with desperate tightness. "Every night for months, I would reach for you and you wouldn't be there. I started having nightmares that you had forgotten about me entirely."
"Never," I said firmly, pressing a kiss to the top of her head while breathing in the subtle scent that was uniquely hers—something like temple incense mixed with spring flowers. "I could never forget you. You're part of my soul, Rachel."
She pulled back slightly to look at me, her blue eyes searching my face with the kind of desperate intensity that would have been concerning in anyone else. "Promise me," she said, her voice breaking slightly. "Promise me you'll never leave me behind again. I can't survive it."
The vulnerability in her expression made my heart ache. Rachel's obsession with me wasn't healthy by conventional standards, but it was so genuinely felt that I couldn't find it anything but endearing. She loved me with every fiber of her being, and the thought of losing that devotion was more terrifying than facing any guild master.
"I promise," I said, cupping her face in my hands while appreciating the perfect features that seemed almost too beautiful to be real. "We're never going to be separated like that again."
Rachel's smile was like sunrise after the darkest night, transforming her face from desperate need into radiant joy. "I love you," she breathed, standing on her tiptoes to kiss me with the kind of passionate gratitude that spoke to months of suppressed longing.
I kissed her back with equal intensity, tasting the familiar sweetness that belonged only to Rachel while feeling the way she melted into my embrace with complete surrender. Her response was immediate and hungry, hands tangling in my hair as she pressed closer with obvious desperation.
"Arthur," she whispered against my lips, "I need you. I've needed you for so long I thought I might go insane."
"I'm here," I murmured, already beginning to guide her toward the study's private seating area. "I'm here, and I'm not going anywhere."
"Your family," Rachel protested weakly, though she was already allowing me to draw her down onto the comfortable sofa.
"Are having breakfast and won't disturb us," I replied, my hands moving to frame her face while appreciating the way her golden-flecked eyes darkened with desire. "Besides, they understand that we need time to reconnect properly."
Rachel's laugh was slightly hysterical with relief. "Properly," she repeated, her hands already moving to trace the lines of my chest through my shirt. "I've dreamed about 'properly' every night for months."
What followed was everything Rachel had been craving during our forced separation. She was passionate and desperate, her saintess training translating into surprisingly creative physical expression that never failed to surprise me. Her need for closeness went beyond mere physical desire—she required the emotional connection that came from complete intimacy, the reassurance that I was truly there and truly hers.
"I love you," she whispered repeatedly throughout our reunion, as if the words were a prayer she needed to keep repeating. "I love you, I love you, I can't live without you."
"I love you too," I replied each time, meaning it completely while appreciating the way her face lit up at every repetition. "You're irreplaceable, Rachel. Absolutely irreplaceable."
Later, as we lay together in the comfortable exhaustion that followed truly desperate reunion, Rachel traced patterns on my chest with reverent fingers.
"I was starting to think I had imagined how perfect this felt," she said softly, her voice carrying the kind of satisfied contentment that spoke to deep emotional as well as physical fulfillment. "When you're away too long, I begin to doubt that anything so wonderful could be real."
"It's real," I assured her, pressing a kiss to her blonde hair while appreciating the way she fit against my side like she had been designed specifically for this purpose. "We're real, and I'm not going anywhere."
"Promise?" Rachel asked, lifting her head to look at me with eyes that still held traces of desperate uncertainty.
"Promise," I confirmed, sealing the vow with a gentle kiss that seemed to settle something deep in her soul.
Our private moment was interrupted by the sound of voices from the main living area as my family began their morning activities. Through the study walls, I could hear Stella's excited chatter about yesterday's shopping experience, mixed with Alice's maternal laughter and Douglas's amused commentary.
"We should join them," Rachel said with obvious reluctance, though she made no move to separate from our intimate embrace.
"In a few minutes," I replied, tightening my arms around her. "I want to make sure you feel completely secure before we share our time with others."
Rachel's expression showed gratitude so intense it was almost painful to witness. "You always know exactly what I need," she said with the kind of worshipful appreciation that characterized her obsessive devotion. "It's like you can see into my soul."
"Because your soul is part of mine," I replied honestly, meaning every word while appreciating the way her face transformed with radiant joy at the declaration.
When we finally made ourselves presentable and emerged from the study, my family's greetings for Rachel were warm and understanding. They had grown accustomed to her intense emotional needs during her frequent visits and accepted them as part of her genuine character rather than something to be concerned about.
"Rachel!" Stella exclaimed with obvious delight, rushing to hug her with the natural affection that had developed between them. "I was hoping you would visit today! I want to show you the new dresses Cecilia helped me pick out!"
"I would love to see them," Rachel replied with the kind of gentle warmth she showed to everyone except me—her kindness to others was genuine, but it lacked the desperate intensity she reserved for our relationship.
Alice approached with maternal approval. "You look better," she observed with the straightforward honesty that characterized her personality. "Less worried."
"Much better," Rachel confirmed, her hand finding mine with automatic possessiveness. "Everything is perfect when Arthur is here."
The rest of the morning passed in comfortable family activities—Stella's fashion show featuring her new dresses, Alice's cooking lessons that included Rachel as an eager student, and Douglas's card games that somehow managed to include everyone despite their varying skill levels.
But throughout every interaction, Rachel maintained physical contact with me in some form—holding my hand, sitting pressed against my side, or finding excuses to touch my arm during conversation. Her need for constant connection during her visits was so obviously genuine that my family had learned to work around it naturally.
As the afternoon progressed, Rachel showed no signs of wanting to leave, clearly intending to spend the entire day at the penthouse. Her frequent extended visits had become a familiar pattern—she would arrive early and stay as long as possible, maximizing every moment of proximity she could manage.
"How long can you stay today?" I asked during a quiet moment while the others were occupied with Stella's latest artistic project.
"As long as you'll have me," Rachel replied immediately, her blue eyes showing both hope and desperate need. "I cleared my entire schedule. The Northern continent's duties can wait—you're more important than anything else."
Her willingness to prioritize our relationship over her divine responsibilities should have been concerning, but I found it endearing instead. Rachel's complete devotion meant that I never had to doubt her feelings or wonder about her priorities.
"Stay for dinner then," I said, bringing her hand to my lips for a gentle kiss. "And as long after as you want."
Rachel's smile was radiant with relief and joy. "Really? You don't mind if I monopolize your time?"
"I never mind spending time with you," I assured her, meaning every word while appreciating the way her face transformed with happiness at my acceptance of her possessive tendencies.
As afternoon approached and family activities continued around us, I reflected on how perfectly Rachel balanced her divine responsibilities with her personal devotion. Her status as Saintess of the Northern continent made her politically valuable, while her complete emotional dependence on me created bonds that went deeper than mere romantic attachment.
"Are you happy?" I asked her during a quiet moment while the others were engaged in animated discussion about dinner preparations.
"Completely," Rachel replied immediately, her blue eyes shining with the kind of absolute contentment that only came from having her deepest needs fulfilled. "When I'm with you, everything in the world makes sense. When I'm not..." She trailed off with a slight shudder.
"You don't have to think about that anymore," I assured her, understanding that her brief visits could never fully satisfy her need for constant proximity. "We're together now, and that's all that matters."