The Coaching System

Chapter 189: Silva’s POV



Title: Concrete Jungle to English Fire

Opening Scene

The room was darker than expected.

A faint beam of light spilled from the overhead spot, warming only the stool in the middle of the black studio floor. Cables twisted like veins around camera tripods. Someone behind the glass pane nodded at the cameraman.

A hand clapped once. "Rolling."

I sat down, pulled the Bradford jersey straight over my shoulder, and inhaled once—deep through the nose.

The interviewer, somewhere behind the lights, spoke softly.

"Renan, who are you… away from football?"

I blinked.

That was always the hard question. They think you're just tricks, goals, YouTube highlights. They don't know the cracked pavement. The mother washing shirts at dawn. The brother who dreams because you dared to.

So I answered quietly, in English that still carried Rio in the vowels:

"I'm just a boy who wants to play. I've always been that. I grew up watching Neymar—not just for the stepovers. For the smile. The joy. Football was how we made it beautiful when nothing else was."

Pause. Camera red light still blinking.

"I'm here because I worked. But also because Jake believed. That changed everything. And I still dream—of the yellow jersey. I want to wear it one day, even once. For my country. For my family."

Silence. Then a whisper from the crew: "Perfect."

Monday – The Call

I was walking out of the gym—sweat still clinging to my collar—when Mia from the media team flagged me down near the corridor outside the physio room.

"Renan, quick one," she said, smiling like she already knew the answer. "DIKE want to shoot with you."

I blinked. "The brand?"

"Yeah. They're calling it Concrete Jungle to English Fire. They want you as the face. Your story. Your voice. Full week of filming."

I didn't say anything. Just tilted my head.

"They said you're authentic. That's why they want you."

Later that afternoon, I found out Jake had already been briefed. When I walked into the analysis room, he looked up from his tablet.

"You alright doing it?" he asked, casual.

I shrugged. "If it helps the club, I'm good."

Jake just nodded. "It'll help you, too. Your story deserves to be told."

I smiled for real then. I didn't want cameras. But I knew what this meant.

For me. For my mom. For my little brother who still shares a room with a broken ceiling in São Gonçalo.

This week wouldn't be about the spotlight.

It would be about everything I left behind—and everything I'm still chasing

Tuesday – Home Interview

Location: Silva's flat, North Bradford

Time: 11:23 AM

The camera crew was quiet, respectful. Two guys, a sound tech, and a producer with a notepad. No shouting. No chaos. Just soft setups and softer questions.

They moved slowly through the living room, filming the space as Silva sat on the edge of the couch in a Bradford hoodie. A steaming mug rested in his hands. Framed photographs lined the far wall—Rio, his old futsal team, his mother holding a trophy beside a young boy with too-big boots.

They asked him to walk them through a few.

Silva pointed at a faded shot: him barefoot in a dusty alley, ball tucked under his arm, cheeks smudged with dirt, grinning.

Silva (narration):

"That was near our house in São Gonçalo. We had this tiny patch between buildings. It was concrete, full of broken glass. You learned quick—dribble or bleed. But it was ours. That's where I first thought… maybe this game can take me somewhere."

The camera panned over the frames as the voice of the off-screen interviewer cut in.

Interviewer:

"Who's your idol, Renan?"

Silva didn't hesitate.

Silva:

"Neymar. Always Neymar. Not just because of the tricks. It's the way he plays—with joy. Like the ball is part of him. That freedom… that was what I wanted. Not just the goals. The feeling."

A soft zoom held on his face—young, yet older than his years.

Interviewer:

"What was it like moving to England?"

He exhaled slowly. The smile didn't fade, but it dimmed a little. He stared at the mug before answering.

Silva:

"Cold. Very cold." (laughs softly)

"I came when I was seventeen. My English wasn't great, but I knew enough. The hard part wasn't the language—it was the silence. The quiet after training. No family. No noise. Just… thinking. You either break or build in that kind of silence."

He paused, looked away for a moment.

Silva:

"But I had people. Jake helped me more than I can explain. He's not just a coach. Some days he was the only one checking in, you know? Reminding me I wasn't alone. I've never told him that properly. But I owe him."

Cut to:

Silva walking into the kitchen. A photo stuck to the fridge—his younger brother, maybe eight or nine, holding a notebook and smiling with crooked teeth. Another photo of his mom, sitting on a plastic chair outside a small house, chin on her fist, laughing at the camera.

Interviewer:

"Do you miss them?"

Silva leans on the counter.

Silva:

"Every single day. I FaceTime them before every game. My mom's the strongest woman I know. Raised two boys by herself after my dad passed. I was six. My brother barely remembers him."

(pause)

"She tells me not to worry about her. But I want them here. Bradford's helping me with the paperwork—flights, housing. It's slow, but it's happening. That's all I want now—to give back."

A long silence fills the space. Then one final question.

Interviewer:

"What's your dream, Renan?"

Silva turns slowly toward the camera, eyes steady.

Silva:

"The yellow shirt. Brazil. Just once. That's the dream."

(beat)

"But not just to be there—I want to win. Copa America. World Cup. I want the Ballon d'Or one day. Not for the spotlight, but because it would mean I made it from where I came from to the very top."

His voice is calm. Measured. Not bragging. Just belief.

Silva (final line):

"I think about it every morning. That shirt. That stage. And I train like I already hear the anthem."

The screen fades to black—just the hum of soft piano keys playing in the background as the words appear on-screen:

"CONCRETE JUNGLE TO ENGLISH FIRE – RENAN SILVA"

DOCUMENTARY CONTINUES — MATCHDAY COMING SOON

Wednesday – Friends & Training Life

From the series: Concrete Jungle to English Fire

Silva's POV

[Scene Opens: Midday – Café Rosa, Bradford city center]

The hum of the espresso machine, the low chatter of lunchtime regulars, and the occasional burst of laughter—it wasn't Rio, but it had warmth. The camera crew filmed from across the road, a wide shot: Silva seated on a street-facing bench, flanked by Chido Obi and Lewis Chapman. Ethan Walsh arrived last, beanie tilted, earphones still in.

They were mid-banter when the first fan came over—young, maybe 13, kit too big for him. Silva smiled, signed his phone case, then ruffled the boy's hair. Obi joked in a heavy London accent.

Obi (grinning):

"You're proper famous now, bruv. You gonna need a bodyguard."

Silva (chuckling):

"Then you'll finally have a job."

They all cracked up.

Chapman switched to Portuguese, half-garbled, full of effort.

Chapman:

"Você… é… muito… lento?"

Silva burst out laughing.

Silva:

"You just called me 'very slow,' bro."

Chapman:

"Yeah, well, you walk like it. I seen pigeons faster."

Walsh:

"You're lucky I even showed up to this chaos."

Another selfie request. More autographs.

The scene cut to a voiceover as the footage continued in slow motion—Silva sipping coffee, throwing his head back laughing, Obi tossing sugar packets at Chapman.

Silva (voiceover):

"These boys… they make it feel lighter. In Brazil, we always say, 'futebol is family.' And sometimes, you find brothers in places you didn't expect."

[Scene Shift: 2:45 PM – Bradford Training Ground, Apperley Bridge]

The sun filtered through a thin overcast sky. The camera tracked Silva's boots as he jogged out onto the pitch—yellow laces, already grass-stained.

Jake Wilson (off-camera):

"Silva! Inside-out, cone drill. Let's go. Two touches."

The winger moved through the lines like he was slicing through air. Quick hips. Low stance. The ball never more than a foot from him. The cones were a blur.

Jake:

"Quick! Sharp! Tighter turn there, Silva!"

Silva reached the final gate, flicked the ball back through his own legs with a grin.

Silva (panting):

"Yes, boss."

Jake's nod was small, approving—but no praise was needed.

Elsewhere on the pitch, Roney drilled crosses. Obi practiced hold-up play. Vélez barked in Spanish. The rhythm of a serious session. The hum of sweat, studs, and tactical jargon.

Cut to: Silva on the sideline, stretching with resistance bands, breathing hard.

Silva (voiceover):

"You see the goals. The tricks. But this part? This is where the dream gets built. On cold afternoons. On tired legs. With coaches that don't let you lie to yourself."

Cut to: Jake with his clipboard, watching. Silent.

Cut to: Silva laughing as a stray pass from Chapman smacked Obi in the back of the head. Chapman keeled over with laughter. Obi glared.

Obi:

"Dead pass, Lew. You're lucky I'm not your agent."

Silva:

"Give him a break. He thinks he's Brazilian now."

Chapman (grinning):

"I will be after this doc airs."

The crew caught it all.

Closing Shot: 6:03 PM – Sunset over the training ground

Silva stood at the edge of the pitch, hands on hips, staring out at the fading light. The city below. The path ahead.

Silva (voiceover):

"Sometimes I miss home. But this… this is where the story is now."

Cut to black.

Thursday: Off-Camera Moments

[Scene opens: Silva's Apartment – 11:41 PM]

The camera doesn't follow anymore. There's no interview mic. Just a soft desk lamp and the ambient tick of a wall clock.

Silva is alone, seated cross-legged on his bed, a leatherbound journal resting on his knee. The pen moves slowly, deliberately. His handwriting is tidy, the lines slanted with thought.

Voiceover (Silva, softly):

"One day I'll look back at this and smile. But I want more. I've scored goals, made fans cheer. But I haven't earned that shirt yet. The yellow one. I dream about it too often for it not to happen."

He pauses, flips back a few pages—photos glued in. A Polaroid of his mother. His brother in a Bradford kit, oversized. A ticket stub from his debut.

Then the phone buzzes. He answers immediately.

On-screen subtitle: "Mãe"

Her voice is warm. Tired, but warm.

Silva (in Portuguese):

"Oi, mãe… tudo bem?" (Hi, mom… all good?)

She teases him for not calling yesterday. He apologizes. Says he's been training hard. Talks about the cameras, the match, the campaign. She listens quietly.

Then, her voice dips.

Mãe (subtitled):

"Are you okay? You sound tired."

Silva's eyes close.

Silva (subtitled):

"Don't worry, mãe. We'll be together soon. I promise."

Friday: Tactical Prep & Travel

[Scene Opens: Bradford Training Ground – Tactical Room, 10:07 AM]

The projector hums. Jake stands with a marker in one hand, remote in the other.

On the screen: Middlesbrough's last three matches. Freeze-frame on their pressing traps. High line. Aggressive wing-backs.

Jake (measured):

"They want it physical. We match them for ten, then break lines."

A click. Another frame.

Jake:

"They're compact in the middle—so we stretch them. Silva, Roney—be brave out wide. Chapman and Ibáñez, keep us ticking."

Silva, seated near the front, has his tablet open. He's not on social media. He's studying.

On his screen: freeze-frames of his last four free-kick attempts. Angle. Wall setup. Keeper positioning. He scrolls back and forth, slow and methodical.

He turns to Chapman beside him, points to a set piece near the edge of the box.

Silva (quietly):

"If I dummy short and you drag their six wide, I'll have space to curl."

Chapman:

"Clever. Jake will love that."

Cut to: players boarding the coach later that day. Bags loaded. Staff in tracksuits. Jake nods once as Silva steps on, earbuds in.

Cut to: Nightfall – Middlesbrough

They arrive at the team hotel. Silva peers out the window, watching the city pass by.

He doesn't talk much now.

The time for words is done.

Saturday Morning: Matchday – Away at Middlesbrough

[Scene opens: 8:04 AM – Hotel Room, Middlesbrough]

Silva stands by the window of his room on the 9th floor. The sky outside is grey, overcast. His suitcase is still zipped. He didn't unpack much. One game. One night. That's the rhythm now.

He's brushing his hair in the mirror, Bradford track jacket already zipped halfway. The crew is back today—quiet, respectful, lenses pointed but not intrusive.

They ask:

Interviewer (off-camera):

"What's playing in your headphones right now?"

Silva (soft smile):

"MC Cabelinho. Always. Some old samba, too. Depends how I'm feeling."

Interviewer:

"And your favorite movie?"

Silva (no hesitation):

"The Godfather. Classic. There's something in how he waits before he speaks. I like that."

Interviewer:

"How are you feeling about today?"

He pauses, looks down at his boots for a second.

Silva:

"Focused. I'm not thinking about goals. Just getting it right. Every touch. Every pass. That's how you start something big."

He slides on his headphones. Nods once. No more talking. The track fades in—bass-heavy, fast drums, Portuguese lyrics. The ride begins.

[9:36 AM – Team Coach, En Route to Riverside Stadium]

Silva sits by the window, right side of the aisle, third row back. Hands in his lap. Phone face-down.

Obi leans across from the row behind, taps his shoulder.

Obi:

"Big one today?"

Silva pulls one headphone back.

Silva:

"Every game's a big one."

He grins. Earbud back in.

Out the window, Middlesbrough rolls by—industrial brick, damp terraces, banners outside the stadium already waving.

[10:12 AM – Stadium Arrival, Riverside Tunnel]

Cameras flash as the squad walks through the tunnel. Jake leads, as always. Behind him, Silva walks beside Roney, laughing at something Walsh said two steps back.

Inside the dressing room, shirts hang on the wall.

#11 SILVA

Stitched in white on claret and amber.

He sits. Laces boots slowly. Breathes in. Smells of liniment, wet grass, polish. This never changes.

Jake's Pre-Match Talk – 10:46 AM

The room stills. Jake steps forward, one hand on the lineup board.

Jake (even):

"It'll be tight. They'll press. They'll foul. They'll get in your faces."

He turns slightly. Looks to Silva. Richter. Chapman.

Jake:

"You might get one chance. Maybe two. That's it. Make. It. Count."

Silva's response is quiet. Certain.

Silva:

"I will."

[10:57 AM – Tunnel Walkout]

Players line up. Roney bumps Silva's shoulder.

Roney:

"You feeling samba today?"

Silva (smirking):

"Always."

The teams step forward. The noise hits. Cameras track them into the light.

Narrator Voice-Over (low, reflective):

"From Rio streets to Yorkshire steel, Renan Silva walks the line between dream and duty. And now, with the Riverside crowd rising, the boots laced, and the game in motion—he's about to write another page."


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