The Branded Female Fencer

New People, Part 3 – Lisa’s Memories

“Where should I talk from…”

Lisa can’t hide her confusion. Anyway, she never told anyone about her situation. I thought that was something that Lisa’s pride would never allow, and that should never have been in the world, such as showing her weakness. On the other hand, if she makes fun of Alphilis, she is confident in spinning her words as if she were going to water the stands.

Seeing a mouthful of Lisa, Miriazal delivers a help ship.

“Was your Lord an orphan from the beginning?

“No. I was born into a very normal family and lived with my parents for three. It’s not wealthy or poor, it seems like it was a very normal household.”

Then we should talk from there.

Miliazar prompts me. Yes, it was definitely a normal family.

Lisa’s father, according to her vague memories, said she was tied to a mother who was a young man who had originally come out of the province to earn money in this measia and was the billboard daughter of a liquor store where she used to hang out with her friends. Apparently his father was quite a good young man too, but his mother said it was a beautiful woman and the shop was thriving with guests coming for her. And by the time she got married and Lisa was born, her father was expected to be working and was hired as a regular person, not as a earner. It would have been exactly the time for a father to say that it was the pinnacle of his life.

Her mother also moved to a florist because the liquor store was late at night, but she made her brag Lisa like every night that sales more than doubled since she started working. It was my mother’s routine to teach Lisa the types and names of flowers she handled, and Lisa was looking forward to being taught the names of new flowers every day. The colorful flowers my mother takes home one round at a time, the cute smell, the name of the flower, the meaning of it. Every time I knew one flower, the world seemed to expand one.

“I was a very happy family. We always took the weekly holidays as a family and the three of us went out to various places. My hair color was a little strange… but my parents said, ‘That’s a very pretty color. Watching Lisa always praised me for being kind’. Yes, it was supposed to be going very well. Not until Lisa utters that word.”

Happy family. Humans can’t feel inside when they’re happy, but Lisa still felt it. But Lisa had something I really wondered about. Yes, for some reason… for some reason, a woman is always clinging to my father’s neck.

“There’s a woman around your neck?

Miriazar asks.

“Yes, he was a beautiful man. It doesn’t seem particularly harmful, I look at my mother and father with lonely, envious eyes. You couldn’t talk, you didn’t seem to see me”

“You didn’t think something was wrong?

“I think so now, but at the time, I didn’t have any particular doubts that it would be like that with humans because I saw different things with others,”

“I see, is the Lord’s eye a kind of devil’s eye”

Demonic Eye – An eye with special abilities, acquired by birth or by acquired training. Most are born. Speaking of famous demonic eyes, there are chiari eyes, petrified demonic eyes, fired demonic eyes, etc. In Lisa’s case, it may have been the demonic eye of psychosis.

“And more than that. Isn’t Lisa’s blindness born?

“I saw it when I was born… and I crushed it myself”

“Do something painful. I can imagine why.”

“… let’s keep talking”

I don’t know what to say, but it didn’t seem to make any difference, so I didn’t say anything, but Lisa’s questions grew more and more every day. These days I am old enough to ask adults “why” and “why” even if they are not. Lisa’s doubts will also be particularly so. That she didn’t put the question to her mouth because for some reason I had a feeling it wasn’t a good idea.

But Lisa’s questioning, which finally reached its limit, forced her to say a forbidden word. And on her sixth birthday, she finally asked her parents.

“Dad. How come you always carry a woman’s person?

In one word, Lisa remembers her parents froze. Normally, I’m like, “What are you talking about? I thought I was laughing, but I knew her parents.

“It’s that night. For the first time in my life, I heard my parents curse at each other. I remember staring at that sight that takes place in the living room through the gap between the doors. And -”

The next morning, his father left the house. Lisa asked her mother why, but her mother answered.

“My mother gradually started going crazy from that day on. I tended to take time off from work and sometimes slept all day. I remember Lisa couldn’t eat anything all day and grabbed the bread she kept at home herself”

After all those months of living like that. It’s been a long time since my mother came out into the living room. Lisa expected me to cook a meal and spoke innocently to her mother. but

“My mother was completely distracted. Depressed, bearded eyes. Skinny cheeks, dry and glossy lips. I remember that there was no shadow of her reputation as one of the best beauties in Meesia, and she looked like a dead man.”

“… so?

“And here’s what I did when you looked at me.” I shouldn’t because you were born! If you hadn’t said that, if it hadn’t been for that woman… she would have always been mine! ‘. That’s why I’ve strangled Lisa. ”

“It’s not what real parents do now.”

“Lisa thinks so, too. So I resisted with all my might.”

I didn’t know what happened for a moment, but Lisa’s survival instincts worked faster than thought. He stabbed his mother in the hand with a fork that was on the table and bit her as scared as he could possibly possibly possibly possibly possibly possibly possibly possibly possibly possibly possibly possibly, in a six-year-old child’s counterattack, but more than that, his mother was mentally shocked.

“‘Lisa, do you betray me to you?’ And I remember being told. Lisa felt like she’d done something very bad, and she just stood there, and I thought my mother had walked out, and she started pounding oil all over the area singing her nose.”

“… so?

“I guess I didn’t even see Lisa anymore. I set fire to the house without even checking Lisa’s position. I managed to extinguish the fire, but as young as I was, I learned that the momentum of the fire was too strong to help.”

It would have been nothing but a survival instinct for Lisa to jump out of the house without shrinking as she was. I could only hear my mother laughing like crazy when she looked back. The surroundings became a fuss, but nothing came into Lisa’s ear anymore.

And Lisa left the spot to escape, in front of a florist where her mother worked if she noticed.

“I used to go to my mother’s florist all the time, so I just knew her face. But my eyes on Lisa were cold. As I learned later, it seemed like my mother, who went crazy, was bragging about me there, saying, ‘That kid is a monster’. Originally this is the kind of hair color, and it seemed to be the real thing around me that I didn’t want to be involved with Lisa.”

Lisa remembers the sights of that time. It’s like being alone in the world. That’s when she saw the meadowy drugs her mother used so often in florists. It’s an item that my mother remembers being so angry at me when I try to play with it once.

“Lisa didn’t want to see anything of this world anymore. The thing I believed in collapsed away and happiness never came back… so I wasn’t sure, but I punched that pill in my eye. There was screaming from around, but Lisa was satisfied. In fact, I can’t see anything anymore.”

“But it’s strange. You didn’t want to die, you never thought of taking that pill. When I realized that, Lisa’s despair deepened. No way, because I didn’t even think I had the guts to just kill myself. With these eyes, I can’t help but die, wondering what to do. And I was blind, and I was alone, and I didn’t know where I was… how long had it been, and it snowed rarely on Misia in the Middle Plains?”

I couldn’t see it, but I could easily imagine that it was snowing quite a bit. Lisa only saw it snow on her mother’s return once before, but she remembers a very fantastic sight and feeling as if the sky was blessing her self.

I felt that my life wasn’t going to hold until the snow stopped due to hunger and cold, and Lisa thought it wasn’t bad again if I was going to die in beautiful snow, but she noticed a cry coming from nowhere before she lost consciousness.

“I heard the little one cry. That was Jake. When Lisa went to Jake, the kid was still clinging to me as she cried. Lisa was already willing to die, but she wondered if it would be the same as her father or mother to wind up with that child. I didn’t just want to be irresponsible to those who were weaker than me.”

“When did you wake up as a sensor?

“That’s when. When the energy to live came back to a boil, my ability as a sensor awakened. From there on out, as you know.”

Lisa flies back, but it’s not a very lifelike life. Of course for Miriazal, who has lived a long time, I know as much about his more miserable life, etc. even so.

But Miriazal uttered a word that could also be taken as spicy. Miriazal knows that all comfort is not kindness, although it is after taking Lisa’s personality into account.

I’ll tell you what, I have no sympathy.

“I thought you would say that. Lisa feels perfectly sympathetic.”

“But if there’s anything I can do, I’ll help. That much weight and emotion.”

“I’m happy to take care of you. But they already made me sweet earlier.”

“Well, she’s a prized woman. Well, if you want to be sweet again, you can always be sweet.”

“… let me do that”

Lisa answers slightly lightly. Seeing how it was, Miriazar stroked Lisa’s head again with her tail.

Continued