the bloom of light and shadow

Chapter 16: Beneath the Thorns of Silence



The group had made camp in a small clearing nestled just beyond the dark forest where the disappearances had begun. The sun dipped low, filtering through the dense canopy and casting long shadows across the soft earth. Tension hung in the air thicker than the evening mist.

Seraphina sat on a fallen log, her crimson cloak pulled tightly around her slender frame. She kept her gaze fixed on the flickering campfire, though her thoughts danced elsewhere. She had watched Kael carefully since the moment they had arrived — especially his interactions with Liora, the silver-haired healer whose presence seemed to grow more insistent with every passing hour.

Kael had noticed Seraphina's lingering glances and stiff posture, but he said nothing. Instead, he began to spend more time with Liora, observing how she moved with practiced grace and spoke with quiet authority among the mages and soldiers.

One afternoon, as Kael accepted a vial from Liora, their fingers brushed lightly, and Seraphina's heart clenched with a sting of something she refused to name. It was jealousy — unspoken, unwelcome, and burning beneath her calm facade.

Liora's green eyes flickered toward Seraphina briefly, as if savoring the subtle tension. She offered a gentle smile to Kael, but when her gaze fell on Seraphina, it sharpened with unreadable meaning.

Later, noticing Seraphina's pallor and the faint tremor in her hands, Liora approached her quietly.

"My lady," she said softly, "may I offer you some healing balm? Your skin is cold, and your pulse faint."

Seraphina shook her head slowly, withdrawing.

"There's nothing to heal," she said quietly, avoiding Liora's gaze. But deep inside, the curse's weight pressed on her—sapping her strength day by day.

Before Liora could insist, High Enchanter Zephan Mire stepped forward, his voice smooth and firm.

"Lady Seraphina, if I may, I will watch over you. Your magic is fragile here; you need protection beyond the physical."

Kael frowned, sensing the tension in the healer's eyes and the unspoken challenge in Zephan's words. But when Seraphina looked away from him, her expression closed and distant, Kael nodded.

"Very well," he said quietly. "Sir Zephan will stay close."

That night, the camp was silent except for the occasional rustle of leaves and distant calls of nocturnal creatures. They made their rest far enough from the cave entrance to avoid its oppressive presence, but the weight of what awaited them hung heavy.

The next morning, before dawn, Seraphina slipped quietly from the camp, needing air and space from the watchful eyes and whispered concerns. The forest stretched around her, dark and endless, but she welcomed the solitude.

Unbeknownst to her, Kael followed at a respectful distance, reluctant but unwilling to leave her side.

After several minutes, she paused near a cluster of ancient oaks, the early light filtering softly through the branches.

Kael stepped forward, clearing his throat gently.

"Seraphina," he began, his voice low, "we need to talk."

She didn't turn immediately, but the tension in her shoulders betrayed her.

He took another step closer.

Kael's voice was quiet, but firm."You've been avoiding me."

Seraphina didn't answer. Her arms were crossed tightly, her back still turned to him.

He took a step closer. "Say something. Anything."

She inhaled sharply, but her voice came out cold."Why don't you go back to Lady Liora? You seem to have plenty to talk about with her."

He frowned, confused. "What does she have to do with this?"

She finally turned, eyes blazing."Everything! Or don't you see it, Kael?" Her voice cracked. "Everyone sees it. How you look at her, how you smile at her—how you listen to her like her words matter. When she touched my hand, when she offered to heal me, you didn't stop her! You didn't even flinch!"

"She's a healer. She—"

"And then Zephan steps forward, offering to protect me like you should have—and you just let him!" Her voice was rising now, louder with every sentence. "You gave me away like I was just another task on your to-do list. Like I wasn't even standing there!"

His voice turned sharp. "You're twisting this."

"No, Kael, you are!" Her eyes glistened with unshed tears. "You pretend like nothing happened. Like that kiss meant nothing! You won't even look at me the same anymore. It's like I disgust you!"

Kael's expression darkened. "You know that's not true."

"Do I?" she snapped. "Because it sure feels like it! You act like you kissed me out of some twisted sense of duty, like it was part of your damn imperial plan!"

He tried to approach her again, but she stepped back."And now you flirt with her. Right in front of me. As if I don't exist anymore!" Her voice broke. "You touched her arm when you thanked her. You laughed at something she said. You smiled. You never smile at me."

Kael was silent, jaw clenched.

"You're colder now," she continued, her voice trembling. "You're always watching but never there. And maybe… maybe you realized I'm not what you want after all. Just a cursed girl with fire in her veins and too many shadows in her soul."

"Stop it."

"No. I'm done pretending!" she shouted. "I'm not strong all the time. I'm not fearless. I felt something when you kissed me, and you just left me with silence. No words. No warmth. Just emptiness! You kissed me like I mattered, and now you treat me like an inconvenience!"

Tears streamed down her cheeks, but her voice only grew louder."Tell me, Kael! Tell me you regret it! That you regret everything! It would hurt less than being ignored like this—than watching you smile at someone else!"

Kael's fists were clenched now, his whole body tense. He took one step forward, and then another—until they were just inches apart.

"Say it," she whispered hoarsely. "Say it, and I'll stop bothering you. I'll go with Zephan. I'll disappear from your life if that's what you want."

Her breath hitched as her final words broke out in a strangled sob:"Just say you never wanted me."

And something inside Kael snapped.

Without a word, he grabbed her by the waist and pulled her to him. His lips crashed into hers in a kiss so sudden, so full of fire and fury and need, that it stole the breath from both of them.

She gasped into his mouth, her hands pushing weakly at his chest at first, but his arms held her firmly—desperately. The world blurred around them. There was no forest, no cave, no Liora—only this storm between them, and the fire igniting at the center of it all.

His kiss deepened, rough with longing, with guilt, with all the words he hadn't said. His hand cradled the back of her head, fingers trembling. She whimpered against his mouth, half in protest, half in surrender.

When he finally broke the kiss, their foreheads pressed together, his voice was low and ragged.

"I wanted you," he breathed. "Gods, Seraphina, I wanted you from the moment I saw you. I never stopped. I could never regret kissing you. I only regret waiting so long to do it again."

She opened her mouth, but no words came out.

His hand moved to cup her cheek, gently this time."You drive me mad. You terrify me. You see through me like no one else ever could. But I would burn every kingdom for you."

Her tears flowed freely now, no longer in anger—but in release.

Kael's thumb brushed them away as he leaned in closer, his breath shaky against her skin.

"You are not a burden," he whispered. "You are not unwanted. You're the only person who makes me feel alive."

Seraphina's lips parted slightly, startled by the rawness of his voice.

But he didn't stop there.

Kael took a step back just enough to look her fully in the eyes. His voice cracked—low, steady, but trembling with something deeper than anything he'd ever shown.

"I tried to push you away because I was scared," he said. "Scared of what I feel when I look at you. Scared of what you see in me. No one's ever looked at me like you do—not even my father. Not the guards. Not the court. Not even the gods I was raised to serve." His hand moved to her cheek again, trembling. "But you. You saw me. Not the crown. Not the shadows. Me."

Seraphina was still frozen, her eyes locked onto his.

"I thought I was strong," Kael continued, voice rising with emotion. "But every time you smiled at me, I fell apart a little. Every time you doubted yourself, I wanted to burn the whole world to prove you wrong. Every time someone looked at you like you were cursed, I wanted to rip them from existence."

He exhaled shakily.

"I didn't know how to say it. Gods, I didn't even let myself say it. Because the moment I did… it would be real. And once it's real, I can't take it back. I can't protect myself from it. From you."

He took both her hands in his now, gently lowering them from where she'd been gripping her own arms like armor.

"But I'm done pretending."

He looked at her like she was the beginning and end of his world.

"I love you, Seraphina."

She froze.

The words hit her like thunder—shattering, stopping time itself.

She blinked, stunned. "You… what?"

"I love you." His voice cracked now, deeper, raspier. "I love how you fight. I love how you cry. I love your anger, your stubbornness, your fire. I love your voice even when it breaks. I love the way you never let go, even when you're scared. I love you for your light—and your shadow. I love every cursed part of you."

She gasped softly, but he wasn't done.

"I love you when you hate me. I love you when you yell at me. I love you even when I don't deserve it." A bitter smile. "Especially when I don't deserve it."

Her chest rose and fell with shallow breaths.

"I love you, and I don't want Liora, or any other name they throw at me. I don't want peace if it means losing you. I don't want a throne if you're not beside me. I want you. All of you."

And then he stepped forward and kissed her again.

Not softly this time.

It was raw. Deep. Consuming.

He kissed her like a man who had held back too long. Like he was pouring every unsaid word, every sleepless night, every breath of longing into her mouth. His arms wrapped around her like he was afraid she'd vanish if he let go.

Seraphina clung to his shoulders, stunned, breathless, trembling beneath the weight of everything he'd just said.

And as his kiss deepened, she felt the world tilt—like something inside her had shifted, bloomed, awakened.

She had never been kissed like this.

Never felt like this.

Not like a secret. Not like a danger. But like a miracle someone finally dared to claim.

And in that kiss, there was no duty, no prophecy, no curse.

Only two hearts, burning in the dark.

When he finally pulled away, his breath still mingling with hers, Kael kept his forehead resting against hers, as though the space between them no longer mattered.

Neither of them spoke.

Seraphina stood frozen in his arms, lips parted, chest rising and falling in erratic waves. Her fingers trembled against the folds of his cloak. Her knees felt like they could collapse at any moment, but his hands were steady around her waist, anchoring her in place.

The only sound between them was the hush of the wind in the trees and the erratic drum of their hearts.

"You said…" Her voice was barely a whisper, so raw it barely carried. "You said you love me."

Kael didn't flinch. "I did."

She blinked, slowly, her lashes still wet with tears. "But… why?"

A soft breath escaped him. "Because I couldn't stop, even when I tried."

Seraphina shook her head, just slightly, not in rejection—but disbelief. "After everything… after how cold you've been. How distant. The way you kept looking at her—"

"She meant nothing," Kael cut in gently. "You were the only one I was thinking about."

Her throat tightened. "Then why did you keep pushing me away?"

Kael closed his eyes briefly, as if the answer pained him. "Because you're not safe with me. Because if anything ever happened to you… if I was the reason…" He swallowed, voice cracking. "I don't know if I'd survive it."

A silence settled between them.

Seraphina's voice was softer now, broken by confusion and buried wounds. "But I needed you. And you kept turning away."

"I was afraid," he admitted. "Of how much you mattered. Of how much I could lose. Of you seeing all the darkness in me and running."

She shook her head again, this time more firmly. "I never wanted perfect. I just wanted you."

Kael looked up at her with something close to wonder—like she'd spoken the only truth that had ever mattered.

She placed a hand on his chest, right over his heart. "When I thought you regretted kissing me, it broke something inside me."

His hand covered hers. "I'd do it a thousand times over. And I never—never—regretted it. Not for a single heartbeat."

Her voice cracked as she whispered, "I don't know what to do with this."

Kael smiled faintly, brushing a strand of hair from her face. "Then don't do anything. Just stay. Let me love you the only way I know how."

She looked at him, eyes wide, full of uncertainty and hope all tangled into one fragile thread.

Just beyond the treeline, unseen by them, a figure stepped back quietly into the shadows.

Lady Liora.

Her breath caught in her throat, her chest rising with something she couldn't name—something sharp and unexpected. She hadn't meant to overhear, hadn't even realized her steps had brought her close. But she had heard every word of Kael's confession, every tremble in his voice, every truth bared to Seraphina alone.

And she knew.

She turned away before they kissed again, her hands clenched at her sides, walking back in silence toward the rest of the group.

When Kael and Seraphina returned to the camp shortly after, they were holding hands.

There was a calm around them, but it wasn't the kind that came from peace. It was the kind that came after a storm.

The others looked up as they approached. Zephan's brow lifted slightly, Liora kept her eyes down, and the wind stirred faintly around the embers of the fire.

Kael's expression was unreadable—but his fingers remained laced with Seraphina's.

"We leave in an hour," he said quietly. "Be ready."

"Ready for what?" someone asked.

Kael's eyes turned toward the cave in the distance, shrouded in mist and legend.

"To return," he said. "To where it all began."

And this time—his voice held no doubt—"We finish it."

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