Chapter 111
Chapter 111 Fanwai·When I was ignorant of my youth
Chapter One Hundred and Eleven
Liang Shuangqi was completely stunned by his companions. He was in a trance along the way, unable to describe his youthful and shameful emotions.
In fact, everyone in the class calls him his full name, and he has become accustomed to it, but Chu Xiaoxiao is different.
Liang Shuangqi has always had a cold attitude of “I’m cool, I’m dragging me to ignore no one” in the class, but he hasn’t been like that with his friends from childhood to adulthood. Once he carefully recalled the past, he felt that something was wrong!
Liang Shuangqi was innocent and innocent with Chu Xiaoxiao when he was a child. He gradually regained his gender consciousness in the fifth and sixth grades of elementary school and began to avoid suspicion with the female classmates in the class. However, Chu Xiaoxiao always called him “Brother Qiqi”, he just called him “Brother Qiqi”. I really took the seat as my brother, and didn’t think there was any problem.
However, Chu Xiaoxiao called his real name for the first time. He heard his peer-like address, and suddenly realized the difference between men and women, and began to feel at a loss.
Adolescence is a sensitive and complicated stage. Liang Shuangqi has always maintained an alienated and polite attitude. Although his appearance is very noticeable, he never sends strange signals to the opposite sex.
He looked down upon boys pulling girls’ pigtails, and he didn’t understand the joy of adding WeChat among boys and girls in the class.
He also thinks that boys who show up on the basketball court and try to attract girls are naive and stupid.
However, Liang Shuangqi seemed to have done similar naive things in the face of Chu Xiaoxiao, completely double standards.
When he was a child, he still brazenly wanted to be Xiao Xiao’s brother because he wanted to play with her every day. It is said that he always went to Chu Xiaoxiao’s house at that time, and Liang Chen had to run over and call him before he was willing to go home.
He never said goodbye to her because she was unhappy when she did not stay while studying abroad. He also gave her various medals and trophies that she won…
He even had a card issued in his schoolbag now, which he was supposed to give to her on the way home.
Liang Shuangqi has always been very self-esteem, competitive, and shameful. All the childish words and deeds of his childhood are all pouring out at this time, which naturally makes adolescents shy and awkward, as if nailed to a pillar of shame.
He always looked down on the ignorant boys and girls in the class, but he obviously sent many strange signals to Xiao Xiao, and his mentality suddenly collapsed!
He felt embarrassed. On the one hand, he experienced a vague and unannounced emotion. On the other hand, he recalled countless silly actions in childhood, which belonged to a double crit!
Although it was his behavior when he was young and ignorant, it was like an instinct that could not deceive himself, a completely unpretentious instinct.
If it was another girl, he would definitely not want to give a gift, thinking it was a potential hint, but changing to Chu Xiaoxiao would have bought it without thinking about it, and didn’t even think about the meaning of sending it out.
Even though he was conscious now, he was not emotionally accepting to avoid suspicion with Chu Xiaoxiao right away, but thinking of his countless stupid things in the past, he felt ashamed in his heart.
Liang Shuangqi: How come I was like a silly dog when I was a kid, let me find a seam and jump in.
In the second phase, Liang Shuangqi fell into disgust inexplicably, and his mood suddenly fell, which naturally attracted Chu Xiaoxiao’s attention.
She curiously asked: “What’s wrong with you?”
Liang Shuangqi: “I was so stupid before.”
Chu Xiaoxiao: “No, why do you say that suddenly?”
Liang Shuangqi: “…I actually said to be Jack Ma before.”
I have also released countless strange signals to you.
Chu Xiaoxiao: “No, I think it’s funny and cute.”
Qiqi’s brother Qiqi has a lot of wild thoughts that make her find it interesting.
If Liang Shuangqi received only “fun” comments, he would almost think it was a mockery, but if she added “cute” after her, he would barely feel better in his heart.
He suddenly rejoiced to himself that his little friend hadn’t grown up. She hadn’t realized how stupid his childhood words and deeds were, and behaved quite tolerantly.
Liang Shuangqi: “Xiao Xiao, is your memory very good?”
Chu Xiaoxiao: “It’s okay.”
Liang Shuangqi said earnestly: “Then can you remember a little bit worse?”
Please don’t remember the stupidity of my childhood, but remember my calm and steady state now.
Chu Xiaoxiao: “?”
Chu Xiaoxiao hesitated: “It seems a bit difficult, my brother’s memory is not good, but he can’t infect me…”
Faced with Liang Shuangqi’s bizarre request, Chu Xiaoxiao couldn’t easily agree to it for a while, which was really hard for him.
She wasn’t Chu Xiaoyi, she couldn’t become a goldfish brain.
Chu Xiaoxiao: “Brother Qiqi, are you uncomfortable to change your name?
Then don’t change it, don’t force yourself, you think it’s okay, I’m used to it. ”
Chu Xiaoxiao felt that Liang Shuangqi’s mood fluctuated a little along the way. She actually thought it was fine without changing her name. Anyway, she was also called a habit for so many years.
She originally thought it was inappropriate to wear a nickname, but Liang Shuangqi seemed to react more to the full name.
Liang Shuangqi had trouble explaining his feelings. The main “Big Brother Qiqi” switched to “Liang Shuangqi”, which suddenly reminded him of his childhood stupidity.
In those years, he expressed his good feelings in a face-to-face manner. He didn’t know the word implicit, and he didn’t mix anything in his childhood. He just wanted to get close to someone.
He still retains this kind of impeccable yearning. He is happy to say a few more words, but after he gradually grows up and understands things, he also feels that some of his behaviors are out of fashion, and even understand Chu Xiaoyi’s vigilance towards him.
Liang Shuangqi lowered his eyes lightly, and said uneasy: “Then Xiao Xiao thinks we can still get along in the same way as before?”
If Liang Shuangqi treats Chu Xiaoxiao as a girl of the same age, it would not be appropriate to contact him more according to his past habits, but the inexplicable severance made him lose.
He naturally fell into entangled and complicated emotions, and he simply let Chu Xiaoxiao choose.
Chu Xiaoxiao comforted: “Yes, even if you say you want to be Jack Ma now, I don’t think it’s a problem. It’s not stupid at all.”
Liang Shuangqi was taken aback for a moment. His spirit was still a little tense, but at this moment, it was as if he had loosened the string, and he was relieved immediately.
He suddenly understood that he always wanted to circle around his little partner. He was always relaxed and at ease with her. He didn’t have to think about many miscellaneous things, and he couldn’t help being happy!
Liang Shuangqi: Being a silly dog is a silly dog, and being a silly dog can still be silly.
Liang Shuangqi groaned for a few seconds. He blinked and said, “I don’t want to be Jack Ma now. I must surpass Ma Yun in the future. He has already become a rural teacher. I have not yet entered the struggle period and cannot retire so early.”
Chu Xiaoxiao heard the familiar logic again and whispered: “Brother Qiqi, you are too realistic…”
Chu Xiaoxiao: What’s wrong with rural teachers?
Teachers can also struggle!
Liang Shuangqi untied his happy knot, and his attitude was quite natural. He simply took out the things he had just bought and said leisurely: “Okay, then I’ll give this to you.”
Chu Xiaoxiao was surprised to see the familiar small paper bag. She opened it and saw that it was a beautiful hairpin. It was the one she and Xu Xiao hadn’t bought for a long time, and she didn’t know when Liang Shuangqi bought it.
“Thank you…” Chu Xiaoxiao was very happy to receive the gift, but she inevitably felt a little regret, and said helplessly, “But I don’t know how to use this yet.”
Chu Xiaoxiao and Xu Xiao didn’t buy the issuing card because they didn’t know how to use it.
Liang Shuangqi: “It doesn’t seem to be difficult, they just don’t live there…”
Some girls in Liang Shuangqi’s class are currently in the stage of dressing up and beautifying. They will insist on washing their bangs, tying their heads, hiding their hands in the sleeves of exaggerated school uniforms, covering their mouths with their sleeves when speaking, and hiding small mirrors in their pencil cases. .
Although he was puzzled by some behaviors, as a human observer, he roughly understands the lifestyles of his peers.
Liang Shuangqi instructed Chu Xiaoxiao to tie the ball head. Because she tried the first time and couldn’t see the actual situation, she finally relied on Liang Shuangqi to pin it off.
He moved cautiously, as if he didn’t dare to touch her, as if he was touching a fragile object. Fortunately, he finished the task perfectly and arranged the slightly scattered hair.
Liang Shuangqi breathed a sigh of relief when he saw the finished product. He has now forgotten the gift that shouldn’t be given, and returned to his former incapable state. He was infected by Chu Xiaoxiao’s pleasure and returned to a simple and natural way of getting along.
Chu Xiaoxiao touched the ball on her head. She was quite novel: “So it’s like this?”
Liang Shuangqi took a closer look. He nodded according to the tutorial on the phone and said, “It should be no problem.”
When Chu Xiaoxiao learned a new skill, she immediately became happy, and then suddenly thought of something, and wondered: “Why didn’t Brother Qiqi just say?
Xu Xiao can learn too. ”
Liang Shuangqi was righteous and confident: “I taught her to tie her hair, which is very strange, it does not conform to my logic of doing things.”
Chu Xiaoxiao’s face was at a loss. Why would it be strange for him to teach himself, but it would be strange to preach Xu Xiao?
Chu Xiaoxiao: Brother Qiqi is weird.
However, after Chu Xiaoxiao learned, she could also start school to teach Xu Xiao, and she would no longer delve into Liang Shuangqi’s mentality.
Liang Shuangqi’s emotions were wave after wave. He had no distracting thoughts when he was walking with Chu Xiaoxiao, but his heart was upset after sending her back.
After returning home, he immediately immersed himself in the frenzy of playing the violin, trying to forget the silly things he had done in childhood and calm himself with music.
After Liang Shuangqi tried his best to play the piano, he finally couldn’t help but said: “Mom, do you think I was stupid when I was a kid?”
Liang Shuangqi: Looking back when Xiao Xiao grew up, would she think I was bubbling stupidly?
How can you say so many silly things?
Heron kicked the ball indifferently and said, “I haven’t inherited a stupidity to you, don’t ask me, ask your dad.”
Liang Chen: “?”