The Absolute Beings Obsessed with My Defeat Addiction

Nanako was my first love.

Or rather, more accurately, my first porn.

The first video I saw on a site I secretly accessed during middle school, without my parents knowing.

The most appealing aspect of this video was the raw, innocent portrayal of a first sexual encounter between childhood friends.

Then, towards the end of the video, the escalating intensity of their desire and their descent into lust created a stark contrast that drew the viewer into their sensual downfall.

It was a work whose reception was sharply divided between its first and second halves.

For those who enjoyed pure romance, the first half was superb, but the second half received criticism for being underwhelming.

Those who preferred explicit sex found the first half bland, but the second half was considered the absolute best.

However, for me, both parts were the best.

The allure of the transformation from her initial innocent demeanor in the first half of the video was immense.

And now, Nanako, the star of that masterpiece, was holding me.

A sweet, fragrant scent emanated from Nanako as soon as she embraced me.

‘A scent I couldn’t experience in the video.’

The fragrance of a woman barely past her adolescence filled my nostrils.

A natural scent of skin, impossible to replicate with perfume.

Unconsciously, my body tensed.

“Max, where were you? I was looking all over for you.”

Nanako, holding me, looked up and spoke.

It was a famous line.

Her first words upon embracing the male protagonist who had returned to his hometown after a long time.

Mesmerized by the familiar line, I unconsciously uttered the line I had seen in the video.

“I went on a journey to a distant land.”

Yes.

That was the line.

The lines I vaguely remembered now came back to me vividly.

The moment I spoke those words, Nanako smiled faintly.

Seeing that smile, I felt a sense of déjà vu, as if I had returned home.

‘I can only think it’s real.’

This was a demonstration video to show how realistically a sexually explicit video created with illusion magic could be reproduced.

Even knowing that, the scene was so realistic it felt like reality.

If this wasn’t real, my heart would ache.

“Ugh…”

“What’s wrong?”

As I let out a sigh of apparent bewilderment, she asked.

This line wasn’t in the video.

The illusion magic was responding to my altered line by creating new situations and dialogue.

Yes.

I had coded several mechanisms to allow for automated responses to variables, to some extent.

I couldn’t handle everything in real-time, so I had to rely on pre-programmed processes for certain parts.

That line further immersed me in the video.

“Nothing.”

Nanako’s hand, which was around me, slowly traced my body.

“Max, you can’t imagine how much I’ve missed you.  Since a long time ago.”

I unconsciously gasped at her fingers tracing my body.

For me, who had always been a spectator, the sensation of being a player in the video was incredibly stimulating and dangerous.

“Hup!”

I could only gasp like an inexperienced virgin.

“Max, is it the same for you? Did you miss me?”

“I… missed you.”

“We’re on the same page, then?”

She smiled slyly, looked up at me, and continued.

“Then…”

Fidgeting with her fingers, she hesitated before slowly speaking again.

“I don’t want to part with you tonight, Max. Can we stay together tonight?”

Normally, here would follow the clueless protagonist’s question about why she wanted to stay together.

After a scene of Nanako and the protagonist whining at each other, the kiss scene would follow.

A sex scene following the confirmation of their feelings.

One might find the sudden sex scene unusual, but that’s how AVs are, isn’t it?

After a suitable build-up, it jumps straight to sex.

However, from the moment these scenes felt real, I erased the protagonist’s lines from my mind.

While perfectly recreating Nanako’s appearance from the video would have been good, I had something else I wanted to do.

To see a side of Nanako I hadn’t seen in the video.

I know it’s not real.

I know it better than anyone, but curiosity is curiosity.

I also wanted to check how far my program could handle variables.

I uttered a line that wasn’t originally there.

“Let’s stay together. I like Nanako, too. That’s why I came back.”

Nanako smiled brightly at my words.

“Really?  Truly?”

Her bright smile was exactly as I had seen it.

“I’m glad. I thought I was the only one who felt that way.”

It was a new scene, but it was several times better than what I had seen before.

Yes.

This is it.

Those blushing cheeks and expression at the moment of mutual confirmation of feelings.

Isn’t that the expression of a woman in love?

“Then… shall we kiss?”

I nodded at Nanako’s question and approached her.

A moist, soft, warm touch met my lips.

A short kiss, lips meeting lips.

The shy girl pushed her hair back and smiled bashfully.

The nape of her neck, revealed at that moment, was so beautiful.

“Hehe, that’s nice.”

Now, there was a slight disconnect from the video I had seen, but it was even better.

It wasn’t just watching a video; I felt like I was breathing the same air as her.

Blood rushed to my lower body, and my heart pounded wildly.

Now, nothing could stop me.

As if possessed by the protagonist’s desire to be with his childhood friend, I stepped on the gas.

“Shall we go further?”

“…Yes.”

“I’ll undress you.”

I slowly undressed her.

As I unbuttoned her shirt and took off her clothes, I saw her large breasts encased in a beige bra.

Touching her breasts in the bra, the unfamiliar sensation sent blood rushing even faster.

It even hurt.

“I’ll undress you too.”

We undressed each other’s tops.

The moment I removed her bra, the last piece of clothing covering her breasts, her large breasts, unable to defy gravity, swayed and fell.

“Wow, they’re huge.”

The words slipped out involuntarily.

“I’m embarrassed…”

She shyly smiled, a maidenly smile, and took a step closer.

“I’ll undress you first.”

She started to undress me.

She zipped down my pants, saw my underwear damp with pre-cum, and laughed, her face even redder.

“Is it because of me?”

“…”

When I didn’t answer easily, she said, still smiling.

“You’re cute.”

Having removed my underwear, she looked at my erect dick and couldn’t hide her admiration.

“Magnificent. Firm…”

Startled, she slowly touched my dick, tracing it up and down with her soft hand.

“It’s wet.”

“Ugh! Na-Nanako.”

“Hee hee, do you like it? You like it when I do this, right?”

It’s certainly not actually touching me there.

But the illusion magic was manipulating my brain, transmitting the sensation of a real hand on my dick.

As if it were really being touched.

“Wa-wait, touching it like that…”

“Think you’re going to cum? Not yet. We’ve just begun.”

Her mischievous smile was something I hadn’t seen in the video.

It was surprising that it didn’t feel awkward at all, even though there was no source material to refer to.

“Haah, haah. Do it to me too.”

Nanako, equally aroused while touching my dick, began to press her breasts against me.

“I want you to do it, Max. Only you.”

She offered me her breasts, and I took her large, full breasts in my hands and brought them to my mouth.

The moment her breasts touched my lips.

The unexpected sensation made me unconsciously question things in my mind.

-Insufficient information on the subject.

Damn it.

To be stopped here.

-Insufficient mana.

-Emergency video termination.

Nanako disappeared, and the shop filled with magic circles reappeared.

The moment I realized that Nanako, who had been before my eyes, had vanished and I was back in reality, the excitement that had almost reached its peak quickly subsided.

“Haah…”

Was it because of the intense immersion in the realistic video?

The post-video letdown was stronger than I expected.

On top of that, the disappointment that the video I had just seen wasn’t real was considerable.

“This needs improvement.”

I need to add a blackout effect to clearly distinguish the boundary between the video and reality, or something to make it seem like I’ve lost consciousness.

Or maybe prevent interruptions until the story is completely finished.

“Still, thanks to the demonstration, I know the strengths and weaknesses.”

I had adjusted the magic circle to allow for viewing of a video lasting over three hours in real time.

“The magic circle isn’t moving as coded; it’s consuming extra mana while doing its own calculations, which is why it ended faster than expected.”

I can replenish the mana by pre-charging mana stones or using the caster’s mana.

Or I can improve the efficiency of the coded magic circle.

The errors caused by insufficient information suggested the need to gather more data.

The lack of information about having a breast in my mouth caused this mistake.

“It was like a dream.”

Just like how in dreams, even if you experience something you’ve never done before, you don’t feel the sensation.

“I need to improve this part too.”

I looked down.

My dick, still hard, had produced a significant amount of pre-cum, enough to soak my pants.

The feeling of Nanako touching me in the video was still vivid.

If it had continued a little longer, I would have cummed even though I hadn’t been touched in reality.

‘The smell is intense.’

The mixture of pre-cum and sweat, the pheromones from my dick, made my head spin.

Should I call this a wet dream?

Just as I was trying to calm my throbbing dick in my pants.

Knock knock.

“Excuse me.”

A customer entered.

A beautiful woman with bright blonde hair neatly coiled on top of her head.

She wore a neat uniform, the kind worn by knights, and entered with a stern expression.  Her blue eyes, fixed on me, shone coldly.

“Is this the place that lets you experience any video you want?”

It was a familiar face.

Wasn’t she the woman who rode at the forefront of the victorious army returning from battle?

‘Knight Commander Yuris?’

The Knight Commander of the First Knights, the Iron-Blooded Knight Yuris, renowned throughout the empire.

A woman famous for never having failed a mission and never having lost a battle on the field.

When she went to war, the enemy felt fear, and her allies felt assured of victory; a Valkyrie of the battlefield.

“Yes, we opened for business today.”

To have such a big name visit on the first day.

All the effort I put into promoting the shop before opening paid off.

Of course, I didn’t go around saying it was a place to watch porn with illusion magic.

I only indirectly hinted that it was a place where one could experience their desires directly through magic.

How much effort I put into explaining that there were no side effects.

“Do you have a video you’d like to experience?”

She hesitated for a moment, then cleared her throat and slowly spoke.

“…I want to experience failing a mission.”

What?

What the…?