Chapter 7: Whispers of Fate
The air in Sister Mercy's cramped office hung heavy with incense and unspoken worries. The flickering light of a single candle cast dancing shadows across the weathered features of two women who had seen more of the galaxy's horrors than most. Sister Mercy sat behind her worn desk, her fingers steepled before her, while across from her, resplendent in the gleaming power armor of the Adepta Sororitas, sat Sister Verity.
"It's been too long, old friend," Sister Mercy said, a wan smile playing at the corners of her mouth. "The Emperor's light shines brighter for your presence."
Sister Verity inclined her head, the movement causing the light to dance off her polished pauldrons. "And yours, Mercy. Though I fear my visit brings more shadow than light."
Sister Mercy's eyebrow arched. "Your message mentioned an investigation. Here, on Armageddon?"
"Yes," Sister Verity confirmed, her voice low. "Whispers of heresy, murmurings of xenos corruption. Nothing concrete, but in these dark times, we can't afford to ignore even the faintest hint of threat."
Sister Mercy nodded, her expression grim. "And your findings?"
Sister Verity sighed, the sound amplified by her armor's vox-caster. "Inconclusive. There's unrest, certainly. The constant Ork threat, the harsh conditions of hive life like it's a powder keg waiting for a spark. But outright heresy? Nothing we could confirm."
"That's something, at least," Sister Mercy said, though her tone suggested little relief. "Will you be staying long?"
Sister Verity shook her head. "We depart on the morrow. There are other worlds that require our attention, other threats to the Emperor's realm that must be addressed." She paused, her piercing gaze fixed on Sister Mercy. "But enough about my troubles. There's something weighing on you, old friend. I can see it in your eyes."
Sister Mercy was quiet for a long moment, her gaze distant. When she spoke, her voice was barely above a whisper. "There's a child, Verity. A girl named Lilith."
Sister Verity leaned forward, her interest piqued. "Go on."
"She arrived at the orphanage some months ago, found in the aftermath of an Ork attack," Sister Mercy began, her words coming faster now, as if a dam had broken. "From the start, there was something... different about her. Her eyes, Verity. They hold a wisdom, a pain that no child should know."
Sister Verity nodded, encouraging her friend to continue.
"At first, I thought perhaps it was simply the trauma of what she'd experienced. The Emperor knows, children in this forsaken hive see horrors beyond imagining. But as time passed, it became clear that there was more to it." Sister Mercy's voice dropped even lower, as if afraid the very walls might be listening. "Her intellect is... extraordinary. She grasps concepts that confound children twice her age. Her questions about the Emperor, about the Imperium as they're not the simple inquiries of a child, but the probing thoughts of a scholar."
Sister Verity's expression remained neutral, but there was a new intensity in her gaze. "You suspect she might be a psyker?"
Sister Mercy flinched at the word, as if it were a physical blow. "I... I don't know. There have been no overt signs; no telekinesis, no mind-reading, none of the usual markers. But her knowledge, her insights... they're beyond anything I've seen in my years here."
"And her physical condition?" Sister Verity asked, her tone carefully neutral.
Sister Mercy's face fell. "Frail. Weak, even by the standards of our underfed charges. And yet..." She trailed off, lost in thought.
"And yet?" Sister Verity prompted.
"She endures," Sister Mercy said, a note of wonder in her voice. "The training that leaves stronger children gasping and broken, she survives. Not without struggle, not without pain, but she perseveres where others would have long since given up."
Sister Verity was silent for a long moment, her armored fingers drumming a slow rhythm on the desk. When she spoke, her voice was gentle, but firm. "You know the dangers, Mercy. If she is indeed a psyker..."
"I know," Sister Mercy interrupted, a rare flash of anger in her eyes. "By the Emperor, I know. But she's just a child, Verity. A little girl who's already suffered so much."
Sister Verity reached across the desk, her armored hand engulfing Sister Mercy's. "Your compassion does you credit, old friend. But you must remember that in these dark times, compassion must be tempered with caution. If she is a psyker, untrained and uncontrolled, she poses a grave threat. Not just to herself, but to everyone around her."
Sister Mercy nodded, her shoulders slumping. "I know. But what if we're wrong? What if she's simply... gifted? Blessed by the Emperor with a keen mind and an indomitable spirit?"
Sister Verity's expression softened. "Then she would indeed be a blessing. The Imperium has need of bright minds and strong wills." She paused, choosing her next words carefully. "Have you considered that perhaps... perhaps the Emperor himself is watching over this child?"
Sister Mercy looked up, surprise evident on her face. "What do you mean?"
"Think about it," Sister Verity continued, warming to her theme. "A child of extraordinary intellect and resilience, found in the aftermath of an Ork attack. Delivered into your care, where her gifts can be nurtured and guided. It's not beyond the realm of possibility that the Emperor has plans for her."
Sister Mercy's eyes widened, a glimmer of hope kindling in their depths. "You really think that could be the case?"
Sister Verity smiled, a rare sight that transformed her stern features. "The Emperor works in mysterious ways, Mercy. We are but servants, trying our best to interpret His will. All we can do is have faith and do our duty."
Sister Mercy nodded, some of the tension easing from her frame. "Thank you, Verity. Your words bring me comfort."
"I'm glad," Sister Verity said, rising to her feet. The movement was smooth and graceful, belying the weight of her power armor. "Now, I fear I must take my leave. The night grows late, and we have an early departure."
Sister Mercy stood as well, moving around the desk to embrace her friend. The gesture was awkward, given the bulk of Sister Verity's armor, but no less heartfelt for it. "May the Emperor watch over you, sister. And may your bolter never jam."
Sister Verity chuckled, the sound rich and warm. "And may His light guide your path, old friend. Take care of your little mystery. Who knows? She may yet surprise us all."
As Sister Verity's armored footsteps faded down the corridor, Sister Mercy returned to her desk. She sank into her chair, her mind awhirl with thoughts of Lilith, the Emperor's will, and the uncertain future that lay ahead. She reached for the small shrine to the Emperor that sat on one corner of her desk, her fingers tracing the worn features of the golden statuette.
"Guide me, my Lord," she whispered. "Show me the path to serve You and protect this child You've placed in my care."
The statuette, as always, remained silent. But as Sister Mercy's eyes drifted closed in prayer, she felt a sense of peace settle over her. Whatever challenges lay ahead, she would face them with faith and determination.
Lilith's eyes snapped open, her heart pounding in her chest. For a moment, disorientation washed over her and the lingering vestiges of a dream. As reality reasserted itself, Lilith became aware of a presence beside her cot. She turned her head, squinting in the dim light of the orphanage's night-lumen, to see Sister Prudence standing over her. The nun's augmetic eyes glowed faintly in the darkness, their mechanized irises contracting as they focused on Lilith's face.
"Come with me, child," Sister Prudence said, her voice a low whisper that nonetheless carried an unmistakable note of command. "There's something we need to discuss."
Lilith felt a chill run down her spine. She had known this moment might come, had feared it even as she pushed herself to learn and grow. Now, it seemed, the reckoning was at hand. With trembling hands, Lilith pushed back her thin blanket and swung her legs over the side of the cot. The cold stone floor sent a shock through her system as her bare feet made contact, fully banishing the last cobwebs of sleep from her mind. Sister Prudence turned without another word, clearly expecting Lilith to follow. As they made their way through the silent corridors of the orphanage, Lilith's mind raced. What had given her away? Had she asked one too many questions? Displayed knowledge she shouldn't have? Or was it something else entirely? They came to a stop outside a heavy wooden door that Lilith recognized as the entrance to Sister Mercy's office. Sister Prudence rapped sharply on the door three times, then stood back, her hand coming to rest on Lilith's shoulder. The grip was firm, not painful, but it left no doubt that any attempt to flee would be swiftly thwarted. The door swung open, revealing Sister Mercy. The older woman's face was a mask of calm, but Lilith, who had grown to know her so well over the past months, could see the tension in the set of her jaw, the worry lurking in the depths of her eyes.
"Ah, Lilith," Sister Mercy said, her voice carefully neutral. "Thank you for bringing her, Sister Prudence. Please, come in."
As Lilith stepped into the office, she saw that they were not alone. Sister Marian was there as well, her usually stern features set in an expression of grim determination. And beside her, resplendent in power armor that seemed to glow in the candlelight, stood a woman Lilith didn't recognize. The winged skull icon on her breastplate marked her as a member of the Adepta Sororitas, a Sister of Battle.
Lilith's heart, already racing, seemed to skip a beat. She knew enough about the Imperium to understand that the presence of a Sister of Battle could mean only one thing. They suspected her of being a psyker.
"Lilith," Sister Mercy said, her voice gentle but firm, "we need to talk about your... gifts."
Lilith swallowed hard, her mouth suddenly dry. This was it, the moment that would determine her fate. As she looked from face to face, seeing the mix of concern, suspicion, and guarded hope in their expressions. Taking a deep breath, Lilith squared her shoulders and met Sister Mercy's gaze. Whatever came next, she would face it with the strength and dignity she had fought so hard to cultivate in this harsh new world. The Emperor might be watching, but in this moment, Lilith knew that her fate rested in her own hands.
"I'm ready," she said, her voice steady despite the fear churning in her gut. "I have nothing to hide."
As the adults exchanged glances, their expressions unreadable, Lilith steeled herself for what was to come. The die was cast. Now, she could only pray that the strength she had found within herself would be enough to weather whatever storm lay ahead. A device is laid out in front of Lilith as she recognizes it immediately from reading one of the books from the library. It is a device used to detect to identify if an individual is a psyker.
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The device laid out before Lilith was deceptively simple in appearance - a small, cylindrical object of burnished metal, adorned with intricate engravings and pulsing with a faint, otherworldly glow. Despite its unassuming size, Lilith knew from her clandestine reading that this was a potent tool, one used by the Imperium to identify those touched by the Warp.
Sister Victorine, the Battle Sister whose presence had initially filled Lilith with dread, stepped forward. Her power armor whirred softly as she moved, the sound almost deafening in the tense silence of Sister Mercy's office.
"Child," Sister Victorine began, her voice firm but not unkind, "do you understand what this device is?"
Lilith swallowed hard, forcing herself to meet the Battle Sister's gaze. "It's a psyker detection device, isn't it?" she answered, her voice barely above a whisper.
A flicker of surprise crossed Sister Victorine's face, quickly masked. "That's correct. And do you know why we're using it?"
Lilith nodded, her heart pounding so loudly she was sure everyone in the room could hear it. "You... you think I might be a psyker."
Sister Mercy made a small sound, half gasp and half protest, but Sister Victorine held up a hand to silence her. "Your knowledge and abilities have drawn attention, child. This test is necessary to ensure the safety of all - including yourself."
Lilith felt a cold knot of fear in her stomach. She knew the Imperium's stance on unsanctioned psykers all too well. If the device indicated she had psychic abilities, her fate would be sealed. At best, she'd be taken away for training and indoctrination. At worst...
She pushed the thought away, focusing instead on the device before her. "What do I need to do?" she asked, proud that her voice remained steady.
Sister Victorine gestured to the device. "Simply place your hand upon it. The Emperor's will shall be revealed."
With a deep breath, Lilith reached out and placed her small hand on the cool metal surface of the device. For a moment, nothing happened, and Lilith felt a surge of hope. Then, suddenly, the device hummed to life.
The glow intensified, pulsing in a rhythm that seemed to match Lilith's racing heartbeat. Strange symbols flickered across its surface, too fast for her to decipher. The air in the room grew thick with tension as everyone waited, barely breathing.
Seconds stretched into an eternity. Lilith could feel sweat beading on her forehead, her palm growing clammy against the device's surface. She wanted to snatch her hand away, to run and hide, but she forced herself to remain still.
Just when she thought she couldn't bear the suspense any longer, the device went dark. The humming ceased, leaving behind a silence so profound it seemed to ring in Lilith's ears.
Sister Victorine leaned forward, examining the device closely. Lilith held her breath, her entire future hanging on the Battle Sister's next words.
After what felt like an age, Sister Victorine straightened and turned to face the others. "The child is not a psyker," she announced, her tone carrying a note of surprise.
The relief that washed over the room was palpable. Sister Mercy let out a shaky breath, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. Sister Marian's perpetual frown softened slightly, while Sister Prudence's augmetic eyes whirred as they refocused.
Lilith herself felt light-headed with relief. She hadn't realized how terrified she'd been until the moment passed. Her legs trembled, threatening to give way beneath her.
Sister Mercy moved swiftly to Lilith's side, placing a comforting hand on her shoulder. "Thank the Emperor," she murmured, her voice thick with emotion.
Sister Victorine, however, did not seem entirely satisfied. Her brow furrowed as she regarded Lilith with renewed interest. "While the child may not be a psyker, her abilities are... unusual. I've never seen a negative reading quite like this one."
Lilith felt her heart skip a beat. Had she somehow given herself away? Was there more to this test than she realized?
Sister Prudence stepped forward, her augmetic eyes focusing on Lilith with unnerving intensity. "What do you mean, Sister? Surely a negative reading is a negative reading."
Sister Victorine shook her head slowly. "Normally, yes. But in this case... it's as if the device couldn't quite categorize her. It's not a positive reading, but it's not a typical negative one either."
Lilith's mind raced. Could the device somehow sense that she wasn't originally from this world? That her consciousness had been transplanted into this young body? She fought to keep her expression neutral, not wanting to give any hint of her inner turmoil.
Sister Mercy's grip on Lilith's shoulder tightened slightly. "What does this mean for Lilith?" she asked, a protective note in her voice.
Sister Victorine considered for a moment before answering. "For now, nothing. She's not a psyker, which means she's not in immediate danger. But her unique abilities warrant further observation."
Lilith felt a mix of relief and apprehension at these words. She was safe for now, but she knew that being singled out for "observation" in the Imperium was rarely a good thing.
Sister Victorine turned her attention fully to Lilith, her expression softening slightly. "Child, you've been given a great gift. Your intellect and resilience are truly remarkable. Have you given any thought to how you might use these talents in service to the Emperor?"
Lilith hesitated, unsure how to respond. She glanced up at Sister Mercy, seeking guidance, but the older woman's face was unreadable.
"I... I've been studying medicine," Lilith said hesitantly. "I want to help people, to heal them."
Sister Victorine nodded approvingly. "A noble goal. The Imperium always has need of skilled healers. But have you considered that your talents might be put to even greater use?"
Lilith frowned, not understanding. "What do you mean?"
Sister Victorine exchanged a glance with Sister Mercy before continuing. "There are those within the Adepta Sororitas who would be very interested in a mind like yours. The Orders Hospitaller, for instance, combine the arts of healing with devoted service to the Emperor."
Lilith's eyes widened as she realized what Sister Victorine was suggesting. The Battle Sister was offering her a path into the Adepta Sororitas itself.
Before Lilith could formulate a response, Sister Mercy spoke up. " Sister Victorine, while I appreciate your interest in Lilith's future, she is still very young. There is time yet for her to consider her path."
Sister Victorine nodded, conceding the point. "Of course. I merely wished to plant the seed of possibility. The Emperor calls to each of us in different ways, after all."
As the adults continued to discuss her future, Lilith felt overwhelmed. The events of the past hour had been a whirlwind of emotions - fear, relief, and now uncertainty. She needed time to process it all, to think about what this meant for her future in this strange and dangerous world.
Lost in thought, Lilith almost missed the shift in conversation. It was only when she heard her name mentioned again that she tuned back in, realizing that Sister Mercy and Sister Victorine had moved slightly away from the group and were speaking in low tones.
"...truly remarkable child," Sister Victorine was saying. "Her potential is wasted here in the orphanage. With proper guidance and training, she could become a great asset to the Imperium."
Sister Mercy's response was too quiet for Lilith to hear, but her body language spoke volumes. The older woman's shoulders were tense, her hands clasped tightly before her.
Sister Victorine continued, her voice growing slightly louder in her enthusiasm. "I could arrange for her adoption, Mercy. There are families within the Ecclesiarchy who would be honored to raise such a gifted child. She would have opportunities beyond anything you could offer her here."
Lilith felt as if the floor had dropped out from beneath her. Adoption? The thought of being taken away from the orphanage, from Sister Mercy and the only stability she'd known in this world, filled her with panic.
Without thinking, Lilith burst forward, her voice ringing out in the suddenly silent room. "No! I won't go!"
All eyes turned to her, expressions ranging from shock to dismay. Sister Mercy looked stricken, while Sister Victorine's face hardened into a mask of disapproval.
"Lilith!" Sister Prudence's voice cracked like a whip. "How dare you eavesdrop and interrupt your elders! Apologize at once!"
But Lilith was beyond caring about protocol or punishment. Tears streamed down her face as she backed away from the group. "Please, don't send me away. I want to stay here. I want to stay with Sister Mercy!"
Before anyone could react, Lilith turned and fled from the office. She ran blindly through the corridors of the orphanage, her small feet pounding against the cold stone floor. She had no destination in mind; she simply needed to get away, to find a place where she could think, where she could breathe.
Eventually, her lungs burning and her legs aching, Lilith found herself in a small, disused storage room. She curled up in a corner behind some crates, drawing her knees to her chest and burying her face in her arms. Only then did she allow herself to truly break down, her body shaking with silent sobs.
Back in Sister Mercy's office, the silence that followed Lilith's departure was deafening. Sister Victorine was the first to break it, letting out a long, weary sigh.
"Well," she said, her voice tinged with resignation, "I suppose that answers the question of the child's wishes."
Sister Mercy, who had half-risen from her chair as if to follow Lilith, sank back down. Her face was a mask of conflicting emotions - concern for Lilith warring with embarrassment at the outburst.
"I... I apologize, Sister Victorine," she began, but the Battle Sister waved away her words.
"No need for apologies, Mercy. The child's reaction, while... passionate, is understandable. She's been through much, and change can be frightening at her age."
Sister Prudence, her augmetic eyes whirring as they refocused, spoke up. "Nevertheless, such behavior is unacceptable. The child must learn discipline and respect for authority if she is to serve the Emperor faithfully."
Sister Marian, who had remained silent throughout much of the exchange, finally added her voice to the conversation. "Perhaps," she said slowly, "we are approaching this from the wrong angle. Lilith is not a typical child, as we've all observed. Treating her as such may be doing her a disservice."
Sister Victorine turned to Sister Marian, her interest piqued. "Go on," she encouraged.
"Lilith has shown remarkable maturity in many ways," Sister Marian continued. "Her studies, her assistance in the medicae ward - these are not the actions of a typical child. Perhaps, instead of deciding her fate for her, we should involve her in the discussion."
Sister Mercy's eyes lit up at this suggestion. "Yes," she said, nodding enthusiastically. "Lilith has always responded well to being treated as... well, as more of an equal. If we explain the situation to her, help her understand the opportunities being offered..."
Sister Victorine considered this for a moment, then nodded. "A wise suggestion. Very well, then. Sister Mercy, when the child has calmed, I think it would be best if you spoke with her. Explain the situation, the opportunities available to her. But make it clear that the choice must be hers."
Sister Mercy nodded, relief evident on her face. "Thank you, Sister Victorine. I will do so."
As the group began to disperse, Sister Victorine pulled Sister Mercy aside one last time. "Remember, Mercy," she said, her voice low and serious, "while the child's wishes are important, we must also consider what is best for her future - and for the Imperium. To serve the Emperor directly is a privilege beyond measure. Make sure she understands that."
Sister Mercy nodded, but as Sister Victorine turned to leave, a flicker of doubt passed across her face. For the first time in her long years of service, Sister Mercy found herself torn. Her faith in the Emperor and her duty to the Ecclesiarchy warred with her deep affection for Lilith. She wanted what was best for the child, but for the first time, she wasn't entirely sure what that was.
Shaking off her doubts, Sister Mercy set out to find Lilith. She had a fair idea of where the girl might have hidden herself away. Months of comforting frightened and upset children had given her an uncanny knack for locating their favorite hiding spots.
Sure enough, as she approached the old storage room, she heard the faint sound of muffled sobs. Sister Mercy's heart ached at the sound. She paused outside the door, taking a moment to gather her thoughts and offer a silent prayer to the Emperor for guidance.
Gently, she pushed open the door. "Lilith?" she called softly. "It's Sister Mercy. May I come in?"
There was a moment of silence, then a small, tear-choked voice replied, "Y-yes."
Sister Mercy made her way through the cluttered room, carefully navigating around dusty crates and forgotten equipment. She found Lilith curled up in a corner, her face streaked with tears and smudged with dust.
Without a word, Sister Mercy lowered herself to the floor beside Lilith, ignoring the protest of her aging joints. She opened her arms, and Lilith practically threw herself into the embrace, fresh tears soaking into Sister Mercy's habit.
For a long while, they sat like that, Sister Mercy gently stroking Lilith's hair as the girl's sobs gradually subsided. When Lilith's breathing had finally evened out, Sister Mercy spoke.
"Lilith, my dear," she began gently, "I owe you an apology. We should not have been discussing your future without including you in the conversation. That was wrong of us."
Lilith pulled back slightly, wiping her eyes with the back of her hand. "You... you weren't really going to send me away, were you?" she asked, her voice small and uncertain.
Sister Mercy shook her head firmly. "No, child. No one is going to force you to go anywhere you don't want to go. The decision is yours to make."
Lilith's brow furrowed in confusion. "But... but Sister Victorine said..."
" Sister Victorine was offering you an opportunity," Sister Mercy explained. "A chance to use your remarkable gifts in service to the Emperor. But it is just that - an opportunity, not an order."
Lilith was quiet for a moment, processing this. Then she asked, "What... what exactly was she offering?"
Sister Mercy took a deep breath, choosing her words carefully. " Sister Victorine believes that your talents could be put to great use within the Adepta Sororitas. She spoke of finding a family to adopt you, one that could provide you with the education and training to potentially join the Sororitas when you're older."
Lilith's eyes widened. "Join the Sororitas? Like... like Sister Victorine?"
Sister Mercy nodded. "Perhaps. Or you might join one of the non-militant orders, like the Orders Hospitaller, who focus on healing. The path would be yours to choose, but you would have opportunities far beyond what we can offer here at the orphanage."
Lilith was quiet for a long moment, her young face scrunched up in thought. Finally, she asked, "But... but what if I don't want to join the Sororitas? What if I just want to be a normal doctor, or... or something else entirely?"
Sister Mercy felt a surge of pride at the maturity of the question. "Then that would be your choice to make, my dear. The Emperor calls each of us to serve in different ways. The important thing is that we answer that call to the best of our abilities."
Lilith nodded slowly, then looked up at Sister Mercy with worried eyes. "But what about you? If I left... I'd never see you again, would I?"
Sister Mercy felt her heart constrict at the question. The truth was, if Lilith were to be adopted and leave the orphanage, it was unlikely their paths would cross again. The Imperium was vast, and duty rarely allowed for personal attachments.
But Sister Mercy knew she had to be honest with Lilith. The child deserved that much. "It's true, Lilith," she said softly, "that if you were to leave, we might not see each other again. The Imperium is vast, and our duties often take us to far-flung corners of the galaxy."
Lilith's face fell, fresh tears welling up in her eyes. Sister Mercy quickly continued, "But that doesn't mean we would forget each other. The Emperor connects all His faithful, Lilith. No matter where you go or what path you choose, you would carry a piece of this place - of me - with you. Just as I would carry you in my heart and my prayers."
Lilith sniffled, wiping her eyes with the sleeve of her robe. "I don't want to leave," she said, her voice barely above a whisper. "This is my home. You're... you're the closest thing to family I have."
Sister Mercy felt a lump form in her throat at Lilith's words. She had always tried to maintain a certain professional distance from the children in her care, knowing that most would eventually leave the orphanage one way or another. But Lilith... Lilith had wormed her way into Sister Mercy's heart in a way no other child had before.
"Oh, my dear child," Sister Mercy said, pulling Lilith close once more. "You have become very special to me as well. But we must think of your future. The opportunity Sister Victorine has presented... it could open doors for you that I never could."
Sister Mercy sighed, trying to find the right words to explain the complexities of Imperial society to a child. "The Imperium is... structured, Lilith. Each of us has our place, our role to play in serving the Emperor. The path Sister Victorine is offering would place you among the elite of Imperial society. You would have access to knowledge and resources far beyond what we can provide here."
"But is that what the Emperor wants for me?" Lilith asked, her voice small but thoughtful. "How do we know?"
Sister Mercy felt a surge of pride at the depth of Lilith's question. It was moments like these that reminded her just how special this child truly was. "That, my dear, is one of the great mysteries we all grapple with. We can never truly know the Emperor's plan for us. We can only listen for His guidance and make the best decisions we can with the opportunities He presents to us."
Lilith nodded slowly, her young face scrunched up in concentration. "So... what do you think I should do, Sister Mercy?"
Sister Mercy took a deep breath, weighing her words carefully. Part of her wanted to tell Lilith to stay, to keep this remarkable child close and watch her grow. But she knew that would be selfish. Her duty was to guide Lilith towards the path that would best serve both the child and the Imperium.
"I think," Sister Mercy said slowly, "that you should take some time to think about it. Pray to the Emperor for guidance. Consider what it is you truly want to do with your life, how you want to serve Him. This is not a decision to be made lightly or in haste."
Lilith nodded, seeming relieved that she wasn't being asked to make an immediate choice. "How... how long do I have to decide?"
"I'll speak with Sister Victorine," Sister Mercy assured her. "I'm sure she will understand that this is a significant decision that requires reflection. Perhaps we can arrange for you to learn more about the opportunities she's offering before you make your choice."
Lilith managed a small smile at that. "I'd like that. I have so many questions..."
Sister Mercy chuckled softly. "Of course you do. You always do, my curious little one." She brushed a strand of hair from Lilith's face, her touch gentle. "Now, shall we get you cleaned up? I believe you've managed to find every speck of dust in this old storage room."
Lilith giggled, the sound brightening the dim room. "I'm sorry for running away," she said, suddenly looking contrite. "I shouldn't have interrupted like that. It was disrespectful."
Sister Mercy helped Lilith to her feet, brushing dust from the child's robe. "Your reaction was understandable, given the circumstances. But yes, in the future, it would be better to express your concerns more... diplomatically."
As they made their way out of the storage room, Lilith walking close to Sister Mercy's side, the older woman felt a mix of emotions swirling within her. Pride at Lilith's maturity and thoughtfulness. Concern for the child's future. And, if she was honest with herself, a deep sadness at the thought of Lilith leaving.
But above all, Sister Mercy felt a renewed sense of purpose. Whatever Lilith decided, whatever path she ultimately chose, Sister Mercy would do everything in her power to ensure the child was prepared for the challenges ahead. It was, she realized, the most important task the Emperor had ever set before her.
As they walked, Lilith's small hand found its way into Sister Mercy's. The child looked up, her eyes still red from crying but now filled with a quiet determination. "Sister Mercy?" she said softly.
"Yes, child?"
"Thank you. For everything. No matter what happens... I'll never forget you. I promise."
Sister Mercy felt tears prick at her eyes, but she blinked them away. Now was not the time for sentiment. There was much to be done, much to prepare for. But for now, she simply squeezed Lilith's hand and offered a silent prayer of thanks to the Emperor for bringing this remarkable child into her life.
As they rounded the corner, they nearly collided with Sister Victorine, who was striding purposefully down the corridor. The Battle Sister's power armor whirred as she came to an abrupt stop, her stern features softening slightly as she took in Lilith's tear-stained face and Sister Mercy's protective stance.
"Ah, there you are," Sister Victorine said, her voice gentler than before. "I was coming to find you. I hope I'm not interrupting?"
Sister Mercy straightened, unconsciously placing herself slightly in front of Lilith. "Not at all, Sister Victorine. Lilith and I were just having a discussion about the opportunity you presented."
Sister Victorine nodded, her gaze shifting to Lilith. "And what are your thoughts, child? I trust Sister Mercy has explained the situation more fully?"
Lilith stepped forward, her chin raised in a show of courage that made Sister Mercy's heart swell with pride. "I... I'm honored by the offer, Sister Victorine. But I need time to think about it. To pray for the Emperor's guidance."
A flicker of surprise passed over Sister Victorine's face, quickly replaced by approval. "A wise response, young one. Faith and contemplation are indeed necessary for such an important decision." She turned to Sister Mercy. "I'm afraid I must take my leave soon. The Emperor's work calls me elsewhere. But I would like to discuss arrangements for Lilith's continued education and potential future with the Sororitas before I go."
Sister Mercy nodded. "Of course. Lilith, why don't you go get cleaned up and then head to the dining hall? I'm sure you must be hungry after all this excitement."
Lilith looked between the two women, clearly reluctant to leave. "Can't I stay? If you're discussing my future, shouldn't I be part of the conversation?"
Sister Victorine's eyebrows rose at this, but before she could speak, Sister Mercy intervened. "Lilith, there are some matters that Sister Victorine and I need to discuss privately first. I promise you'll be included in any decisions about your future. But for now, please do as I ask."
Lilith hesitated for a moment longer, then nodded. "Yes, Sister Mercy." She turned to Sister Victorine and bowed slightly. "Thank you again for the opportunity, Sister Victorine. May the Emperor watch over you."
As Lilith walked away, Sister Victorine watched her go with a thoughtful expression. "Remarkable child," she murmured. "She carries herself with a maturity far beyond her years."
Sister Mercy nodded, a hint of pride in her voice. "She does indeed. Lilith is... special. Which is why I hope you'll understand our desire to proceed cautiously with any plans for her future."
Sister Victorine turned back to Sister Mercy, her expression serious. "Of course. But you must understand, Mercy, that a mind like hers is a rare gift. The Imperium has great need of such individuals, especially in these dark times."
"I'm well aware of the Imperium's needs," Sister Mercy replied, a hint of steel entering her voice. "But Lilith is still a child. She deserves the chance to make her own choices about her future, guided by faith and reason."
Sister Victorine was quiet for a moment, studying Sister Mercy's face. Then, to Sister Mercy's surprise, she smiled. "You care for her deeply, don't you? More than just another charge in your orphanage."
Sister Mercy felt a flicker of unease at having her feelings so easily read, but she nodded. "I care for all the children under my protection. But yes, Lilith is... special to me."
Sister Victorine's expression softened further. "I understand, Mercy. Truly, I do. But you must also understand that your personal feelings cannot be allowed to interfere with what's best for the child and for the Imperium."
Sister Mercy bristled slightly at the implication. "My duty to the Emperor has always come first, Sister Victorine. But part of that duty is ensuring that the children in my care are given every opportunity to reach their full potential in service to Him. Rushing Lilith into a decision she's not ready for would be a disservice to her and to the Imperium."
Sister Victorine held up a hand in a placating gesture. "Peace, Sister. I'm not suggesting we force the child into anything. But we must ensure that she understands the full scope of what's being offered. The path of the Sororitas is not an easy one, but for those with the strength and faith to walk it, there is no higher calling."
Sister Mercy nodded, some of the tension leaving her shoulders. "I agree. Which is why I suggest we arrange for Lilith to learn more about the Adepta Sororitas before making her decision. Perhaps some instructional materials could be provided? Or even a visit to a nearby Sororitas facility, if that could be arranged?"
Sister Victorine considered this for a moment, then nodded. "A reasonable suggestion. I'll see what can be arranged. In the meantime, I'll leave some texts with you - historical accounts of the Sororitas, theological treatises, that sort of thing. Nothing too advanced, but enough to give the child a sense of what our life entails."
"Thank you, Sister Victorine. I'm sure Lilith will appreciate the opportunity to learn more."
As they continued to discuss the details of Lilith's potential future, Sister Mercy found her mind wandering. She thought of Lilith's remarkable intellect, her compassion, her unwavering curiosity about the world around her. The child had so much potential, so much to offer the Imperium. But what path would truly be best for her?
Sister Mercy sent up a silent prayer to the Emperor, asking for guidance. Whatever the future held for Lilith, Sister Mercy vowed to do everything in her power to ensure the child was prepared for it. It was, she realized, the most important task she had ever undertaken in her long years of service to the Emperor.
As Sister Victorine took her leave, promising to send the promised materials and to make inquiries about a possible visit to a Sororitas facility, Sister Mercy found herself standing alone in the corridor. The weight of responsibility settled heavily on her shoulders, but along with it came a sense of purpose and determination.
She made her way to the dining hall, where she found Lilith sitting alone at a table, picking at her food with a distracted air. As Sister Mercy approached, Lilith looked up, her eyes filled with a mix of hope and uncertainty.
"Is everything alright, Sister Mercy?" Lilith asked as the older woman sat down beside her.
Sister Mercy smiled, reaching out to squeeze Lilith's hand reassuringly. "Everything is fine, my dear. Sister Victorine and I have made some arrangements that I think you'll be pleased with. But that can wait for now. Tell me, how are you feeling after all of this?"
Lilith was quiet for a moment, considering the question. When she spoke, her voice was thoughtful. "I'm... not sure. Part of me is excited about the possibilities Sister Victorine talked about. But another part is scared. What if I make the wrong choice? What if I disappoint you, or the Emperor?"
Sister Mercy felt her heart swell with affection for this remarkable child. "Oh, my dear Lilith," she said softly. "The very fact that you're considering these questions shows wisdom beyond your years. The Emperor doesn't expect us to be perfect. He only asks that we do our best to serve Him and humanity with the gifts He has given us."
Lilith nodded slowly, seeming to take comfort in these words. "So... what happens now?"
Sister Mercy smiled. "Now, we learn. Sister Victorine will be sending some materials for you to study - books about the history and theology of the Adepta Sororitas. And if all goes well, we may even be able to arrange a visit to a nearby Sororitas facility, so you can see for yourself what their life is like."
Lilith's eyes widened with excitement and shock at this prospect. "Really? We could actually visit them?"
Sister Mercy chuckled at the child's enthusiasm. "Potentially, yes. But remember, Lilith, this is all to help you make an informed decision. There's no pressure to choose any particular path. The Emperor calls each of us to serve in different ways."
Lilith nodded, her expression turning serious again. "I understand. I promise I'll study hard and think carefully about everything. I want to make the right choice - for me, for you, and for the Emperor."
Sister Mercy felt a lump form in her throat at Lilith's words. She reached out, pulling the child into a warm embrace. "I know you will, my dear. And whatever you decide, know that I am proud of you and will support you in any way I can."
As they sat there in the quiet of the dining hall, Sister Mercy sent up another silent prayer to the Emperor. Not for guidance this time, but in gratitude. For bringing Lilith into her life, for the opportunity to help shape this remarkable child's future, and for the chance to witness the unfolding of what she was certain would be an extraordinary destiny.