NOVEL WEB Chapter 10 - Know Herself
Chapter 10: Know Herself
Translator: Zhang Chuyu
Proofread by Peter Gong
Yu Fei thought it would be a sleepless night, but actually it wasn’t. It was the first time that she slept so soundly since she has conceived. The moment she was on the bed, she fell asleep.
On the bedstand she sees half of one glass of milk which Gu Yi forced her to drink. Can’t imagine it indeed does wonders.
“Knock Knock.”
There is a knock at the door, and it is Gu Yi who has made the meal and asks her to have breakfast. The smell of delicate millet congee excites her.
Yu Fei sniffs. Instantly her mood is improved. If other things are not considered, Gu Yi is really a good man at home.
“Have you decided it yet? If you have, we can go to hospital and have painless induced abortion after breakfast.” Gu Yi puts an egg in her dishes, and mentions abortion casually.
“Why so fast?” Yu Fei is surprised from ear to ear. Although abortion filled her mind yesterday, she is still in hesitation. Gu Yi’s sudden asking seems like forcing a donkey to dance, and she feels vague disturbance and reluctance in her mind.
Yu Fei touches her belly, and it seems that her belly is bigger than yesterday, maybe it’s due to psychological effect.
Gu Yi catches all her subtle actions. He wipes his mouth and says, “It’s better to do it early, as it’s still early now, and it’s better for your health to abort earlier.”
“I…”
Why does she feel like Gu Yi has decided it for her? It reminds her of Ko Chen who determined the fate of their baby by his own initiative when she found she was pregnant in the hospital.
A trace of dissatisfaction occupies her mind, and rebellious thoughts invade her brain.
“Do you regret?” Gu Yi sees through her so easily, as he always does.
“No way, I’ll go.” Yu Fei responds quickly, as if wanting to demonstrate something like being crueler than Ko Chen.
A smile emerges on Gu Yi’s face imperceptibly. He takes Yu Fei to the hospital immediately and even has made an appointment for her in advance, as if he had expected her to make such a decision.
“Here we go, go in.”
“So fast…” Yu Fei whispers. Under Gu Yi’s gaze, she approaches the operating room and lies on the operating table. The cold touch on her back thrills her.
Actually the moment she lies,she regrets a bit.
An operation which take less than half an hour will erase the baby. Will the beautiful memories of her three years of love be taken away as well?
Can she be really willing?
The doctor in the blue disinfection suit, wearing a breathing mask, approaches her coldly, “Lady, please widen your legs.”
Yu Fei’s thoughts are interrupted. She didn’t widen her legs, instead tightened them instinctively, staring in hostility at the doctor and nurses.
“Please cooperate.” The doctor’s tone is more serious.
“No!” At this time, she finally finds out her real thoughts, as if a man struggled desperately to surface and finally breathed fresh air in, “No, I don’t want to abort it, I’m going out.”
Yu Fei struggles to her feet from the operating table, and the two little nurses next to the ground suddenly rush up and press her left and right, and take her back to bed and she can’t move.
“What are you doing? I said I don’t want to abort it, why are you holding me?”
Yu Fei is panicked. The two nurses are surprisingly strong, and she has no way to escape. Even the doctor’s face suddenly turns ferocious like a perverted homicidal maniac, “you have paid the money. You have to do it today, whether you want or not.”
Shit, is this a demon hospital?
Yu Fei’s heart sinks, but considering her baby, she doesn’t dare to have violent actions. As her mouth is still free, she can only desperately call for help outside “Help, murder…hmm.”
A nurse detects her intentions and shuts her mouth without hesitation.
Yu Fei can only make some sound which, however, cannot be heard due to the excellent sound insulation effect of the operating room.
Her hands and legs are fastened and firmly locked on the operating table. Her eyes are blindfolded, and she can see nothing but utter blackness. Her auditory sense is magnified infinitely. Heavy footsteps approach gradually, then the thin cloth over her is lifted.
Her body is cold, while her heart is even colder, as if she were thrown into ice land in chilled winter without any clothes.
She is pretty desperate and remorseful. Why did she make such a silly decision to have an abortion? Now she is not able to save her baby even if she is not willing to abort it.
The cold machinery is next to her belly. Yu Fei cannot stop her tears. She screams sorrowfully in her mind: “I’m sorry, my baby. Mummy is sorry…”
“Ok, you can go out now.”
It seems to be another world when the clear voice arises.
The cloth over her eyes is moved. Yu Fei squints for being unable to adapt to the light of incandescent lamp. How could it not be painful? Is it because of the painless induced abortion?
It’s not right. The handcuffs over her hands are unshackled. She quickly gets up from the operating table. There are four people in the operating room, all smiling at her, and suffering from suppressed laughing.
It’s so strange. Yu Fei strikes her belly, and it seems like it has nothing different, and her clothes are neat, too.
“What have you done to me? It’s illegal. I will definitely report you hospital.”
“Miss, take it easy, we’re just doing a super-B. ”
“A super-B should be that horrible? with shackles?” Yu Fei is outraged. She thought she was unfortunate enough to be trapped by metamorphosis of life killers. She is still frightened when recalling it.
The doctor who is entrusted by someone is calm, “just play you a trick.”
There are such doctors in the world! Yu Fei increases her knowledge this time. In a huff and agility, she walks out of the operating room, fearing that they will regret and take her back.
She has a bad heart and can’t take a second blow.
“You’re out, let’s go back.” Gu Yi, whose long legs are attractive, leans against the chair.
But what attracts Yu Fei is the suppressed smile on his face.
She considers the doctor’s inexplicable reaction, and Yu Fei’s doubts are solved at this moment. She stares at him shyly and indignantly, “you conspire with the doctor, don’t you?”
“Don’t you know yourself?” Gu Yi looks at her with teasing attitude, and admits it was he who has done this in a disguised form. No matter whether Yu Fei decides to abort, he will not let her act as her wishes as long as he is here.
“Bastard, you scare the hell of me!” Yu Fei finds a vent for her mood suddenly and weeps regardless of others’ attention. She thought she was going to lose her baby.
Gu Yi is ready to comfort her in his arms, abruptly, another man is quicker than him and drags Yu Fei to his side.
“Have you aborted the baby?”
Out of expectation, it is Ko Chen.
Yu Fei thinks she is so sad that she has the illusion, and she rubs her eyes, but he is still there.
It is not an illusion. It’s a real person.
Yu Fei is frozen with tears stuck in her eyes, feeling mixed emotions.
Why is he here?