Chapter 53
Chapter 53
He didn’t change his ticket, and didn’t want to change his ticket. Fu Sitian sat withered at the station, shaking his mind, it was time to say goodbye. She returned to Ningcheng according to the original schedule.
It was already 7:30 in the evening when I arrived at Ningcheng’s home. The house was completely dark, only a faint light shining from under the cracks of Fu Siyu’s door. There was still no slippers belonging to Fu Sitian in the shoe cabinet. Fu Sitian sat for a few seconds in a daze, changed his shoes, packed his mood and walked to Fu Siyu’s room.
She raised her hand and knocked on the door, but twice, the door opened. Fu Siyu leaned his chest against the door, and the corners of his lips were obvious sneers, “Oh, let me see, who is this back?”
Fu Sitian reluctantly smiled and asked, “Xiaoyu, where are the uncles and aunts? Do you work overtime?”
“Where do I know.” Fu Siyu chuckled, “Can I know a question that you don’t know about Wenquxing? My parents know that you, a busy person, can still be distracted and care about them. I don’t know how moved.”
“Little fish…” Fu Sitian was at a loss.
Fu Siyu hates her the most, as if she is the most aggrieved, innocent, and harmless in the whole world, and needs others to love her most. Even the yin and yang weird smiley didn’t want to give her, “Are you still doing something? It’s okay, don’t shake me and disgust me in front of my eyes?”
Fu Sitian’s face turned pale with “swish”, and he couldn’t hold back his smile, but he still cared about her: “Have you eaten yet?”
“My parents are not here, can you stop pretending?” Fu Siyu seemed to be poked into some nerves, his voice suddenly increased by an octave, and the whole person became irritable, “What are you pretending, what are you pretending!”
If you really care about her, you won’t know that she needs comfort the most for her failure in the college entrance examination, but she hid until now.
She turned around and went back to the room, suddenly picked up something, and threw it at the door fiercely. The box hit the door panel with a loud “bang”, the lid was knocked open, and the scratched book inside, the broken fountain pen, the smashed rabbit ornaments…tore to pieces and fell to the ground.
It was a gift that Shi Yi gave her during the Lantern Festival.
Fu Sitian lowered his head and stared blankly, as if he couldn’t react.
“You pretend! You pretend again!” Fu Siyu roared.
The last thought is gone. Suddenly, after suffering, Fu Sitian raised his hand to the door frame, and his eyes suddenly turned black.
“Why do you treat me like this…” Her voice was as harsh as it had been polished by sandpaper.
Fu Siyu’s eyes were also red, “Why? Fu Sitian, you actually asked me why, I want to ask you why?” She rolled down tears and couldn’t bear it: “Why are you coming back! Why are you showing up at my house! Why are you my dad? Mom wants to take you in! Why are you better than me in everything! Why are you making me unable to go to a high school, and now I still can’t go to university, why!”
“Why is it not enough for your father to ruin someone else’s life? You still have to ruin my life.” She was hysterical.
One step wrong, wrong step, from the moment Fu Sitian appeared at her house, everything was wrong!
“Fu Sitian, don’t you want to come back? Why are you coming back? Get out, get out of my house!”
Fu Sitian was shivering all over, shaking his lower lip with blood dripping, but he didn’t even dare to make a heavy gasp. She should say “I’m sorry”, sadness and sadness have bent her spine, and standing upright like this has exhausted all her strength.
Sorry, it’s not what Fu Siyu wants to hear.
Suddenly Fu Siyu kicked the door fiercely, and pushed Fu Sitian away and walked outside, “Okay, you don’t go, I’ll go, I’ll go!”
Fu Sitian was anxious and dizzy, did not stabilize the door frame, and fell to the ground. “Little fish…” she called faintly.
Fu Siyu didn’t look back at her, his swaying footsteps gradually merged with the night.
Fu Sitian’s world plunged into darkness.
I don’t know how long it took, Fu Sitian had consciousness again, struggling to open his eyes. At first there was a dazzling light, and gradually, the light revealed its shape, which was the ceiling, the ceiling at the entrance of Fu Siyu’s room. It’s the real world she deserves.
She seemed to have fainted.
It would be great if you never wake up. For a moment, she flashed this thought, and then she was horrified by herself.
In the cold light, she seemed to see the gentle smiling face of a woman again: “Come on, you are mother’s little sun, mother’s hope.”
mom……
impossible. She wants to grow up well, to grow into the hope that her mother wants.
She slowly supported herself and sat up. First, she called Fu Siyu, but Fu Siyu did not answer. She then called Fu Jiantao and told him that she had quarreled with Fu Siyu. Now Fu Siyu ran away from home and brought her mobile phone, but did not answer. Her phone. Uncle told her not to worry, he called to see.
She hung up the phone, picked up a bar of chocolate that she had been reluctant to eat from the ground and held it in her mouth to relieve dizziness. She even reluctant to throw the wrapping paper and put it in her pocket. She helped the door to stand up, and after slowing down, she went out to find Fu Siyu.
Going to the first floor with an aura, Fu Jiantao called in and said that Wang Meifen had contacted Fu Siyu, and now I went to find Fu Siyu. It’s okay, don’t worry.
Fu Sitian felt a little more at ease, pale, and remembered that he went to the convenience store on the opposite street to buy a piece of bread and ate the first meal of the day.
Twenty minutes later, she sat in the living room, uneasyly calling Wang Meifen and asked if Wang Meifen had found Fu Siyu. Wang Meifen replied “found it” and hung up the phone.
Fu Sitian breathed a sigh of relief and let go of his heart completely.
She picked up the treasures destroyed by Fu Siyu back into the box one by one, opened the suitcase, put it carefully, closed it, and dragged it into the room for temporary storage.
After waiting until ten o’clock, Fu Jiantao came back alone. He said that Fu Siyu had gone to his grandmother’s house and would not be back tonight. Wang Meifen was with her over there.
Fu Sitian said yes and took the initiative to apologize to Fu Jiantao: “I shouldn’t have quarreled with Xiaoyu.”
Fu Jiantao helplessly touched Fu Sitian’s head: “She, I don’t know yet. Uncle doesn’t blame you. She wants to repeat the reading, but her mother and I refuse. Who. Don’t worry about her.”
Fu Sitian nodded, paused and said, “Uncle, I will go back to my hometown tomorrow to stay with my grandma for a while.”
Fu Jiantao said immediately: “No need!”
“Xiaoyu is in a bad mood, it’s annoying enough. I’m my sister. I told her to be quiet for two days.” She pretended to be witty.
Fu Jiantao was startled, thinking of the quarrel at his mother-in-law’s house just now, and finally sighed and said, “I’m wronged you.”
Fu Sitian’s nose was slightly sour, but he immediately held it back. If nothing had happened, he smiled: “Grandma must be upset when she heard this. Why did she feel wronged when she returned to her hometown.”
Fu Jiantao loosened his brows and patted her on the head lovingly.
That night, Fu Jiantao called the old man. The next day, Fu Sitian dragged the suitcase he pulled out of Shi Yi’s house, got on the shuttle bus again, and went to his hometown.
There was a lot of bumps, she stepped into the yard of her hometown, and as soon as she closed the door, the flexible bamboo strips fell off the old man’s hand.
“What did I say to you before, tell me!” “Papa” sounded endlessly, and the bamboo sticks fell on her white and tender body again and again, and after each stroke, there was a swollen red mark.
“Don’t cause trouble to uncle and aunt.” The tooth was trembling with pain, and tears rolled in his eye sockets, but Fu Sitian shivered and did not dodge, and no tears fell.
“There’s more!” The old man looked grim.
“Don’t make my sister unhappy.”
“Then how did you do it! Don’t you think there is not enough chaos in the house? I should have thrown you out back then and let you die.” The old man became more and more fierce and angry.
Fu Sitian trembled all over, with the smell of blood in her mouth. She still endured as he had done countless times before, without saying a word, only convincing herself over and over in the numb pain that this was the punishment she deserved.
This is the end she deserves.
So, never have unkind thoughts again, and always be a good person.
Throughout August, Fu Sitian lived in his hometown trembling, walking on thin ice. She never contacted Shi Yi again, and Shi Yi never contacted her.
Chen Xizhu introduced her to her part-time job as a translator. When asked about her and Shi Yi’s progress, Fu Sitian only said that Shi Yi actually had no other idea about her, because they had always been too whimsical.
Chen Xizhu felt guilty and felt that Fu Sitian had too much fantasies because of his blind encouragement, and Fu Sitian comforted her in turn. Chen Xizhu remembered to remind Fu Sitian: “Should you consider changing to a dormitory after school starts? She sways in front of you every day, it is too torturous.”
“It’s okay, it won’t happen.” This is her only hope.
Fu Sitian behaved very plainly. After several times of concern, Chen Xizhu thought she was really letting go. After all, after I fell in love, I walked out quite simply.
It wasn’t until the beginning of school that she took the train to go to school together, and the moment she saw Fu Sitian at the train station, she didn’t know how wrong she was.
Fu Sitian has lost a lot of weight. She was already thin, but now she is even thinner and can’t touch any meat.
Chu Chu was pitiful, with a more delicate beauty, and a higher rate of turning his head back, but Chen Xizhu didn’t have any thoughts of appreciation, “You came back from the refugee camp, you are thin like this ghost.”
Fu Sitian didn’t care, and teased her: “Are you envious of it?”
“Envy you.” Does she feel distressed? After seeing through Fu Sitian’s pretense of being relaxed, she now feels uncomfortable seeing her smile.
She clearly hasn’t come out yet, why was she so stupid before.
But Fu Sitian didn’t want to say more, she could only pretend that she hadn’t found anything.
Walking to the intersection of Fu Sitian’s dormitory building and leaving, Chen Xizhu couldn’t help loosening his suitcase and hugged Fu Sitian emotionally: “Tian Tian, I have nothing to do with him.”
Fu Sitian was stunned for a moment, warmth in his heart, just about to raise his hand to pat Chen Xizhu’s back, Shi Yi’s elegant figure flashed past the afterglow.
Fu Sitian hurriedly turned his head to search, the road ahead was crowded with people, but there was no figure she wanted to see.
Is it an illusion? She lowered her eyes, patted Chen Xizhu on the back, and said goodbye to Chen Xizhu.
She went up to 1510 and stood at the door of the concealed dormitory. She heard faint voices coming from inside, holding the lever of the suitcase and unconsciously exerting force, took a deep breath, and pushed the door open with anxious expectation.
In the door, Yin Fanlu and Jian Luhe were wiping the table, and greeted her at the same time: “Si Tian, you are here.”
Upper bunk, balcony, toilet, bathroom… Looking around, Shi Yi is not there.
Fu Sitian’s eyes darkened.
“Si Tian?” Jian Luhe’s voice came again.
Fu Sitian recovered and said embarrassedly: “Oh, I lost my mind, and suddenly remembered that there was something I forgot to bring. You guys came so early.”
“Actually, I just arrived.” Yin Fanlu smiled and said, “I brought you some hometown specialties for you, and I will give it to you later.”
“I also brought it.” Fu Sitian put down his schoolbag, took out the hot pastry from the bag, and gave it to Yin Fanlu and Jian Luhe: “It’s still hot, and it should be crispy now.”
“It smells so good.” Yin Fanlu moved her index finger.
Jian Luhe took a bite directly, and said happily: “It’s really crispy, it’s so cruel to bite.”
When Fu Sitian saw them eating happily, a real smile appeared on his face. After hesitating for two seconds, she squeezed the remaining pie in her hand and asked Jian Luhe softly: “Is Shi Yi not here yet? It might not taste good when it’s cold.”
Jian Lu and swallowed the cake and said, “She came, took some things and went back.”
“Going back? So… then is she coming back tonight?”
Jian Luhe said strangely: “Didn’t Shi Yi tell you?”
“What?” Fu Sitian’s voice tightened.
“She has something to do with her temporary family, and she has applied for an overnight stay this semester.”
The temperature of the whole body was taken away in an instant, and Fu Sitian was cold from head to toe.
Shi Yi…Is it too late to avoid her?
The little light that remained in life was also extinguished.
The author has something to say: I don’t want to bake little rabbits recently. I’m going to serve a new dish—Pianpi Rabbit (Why I’m a little excited.)
Fu Xiaotu hugged and sent a few distressedly: woo woo woo.