Stunned for You

Chapter 164 —End of the full text

After having breakfast together, Fang Ruohua and Shi Yi are going to the hospital to visit Shi Yi’s cousin who had just given birth a few days ago. Jiajia was clingy and wanted to go with her mother and sister. Fang Ruohua was afraid of her young age and poor resistance, so she didn’t like to take her to the hospital. Fu Sitian volunteered and took over the task of taking care of Jiajia at home.

Although Jiajia was still shy, she was willing to stay with Fu Sitian in her heart, so she didn’t make trouble and was obediently obedient. The two went upstairs together and played Lego in the toy room. After a while, they eliminated the students and played together affectionately.

When Fang Ruohua and Shi Yi came back, they saw two backs, one large and one small, sitting side by side on the crawling mat, and they were concentrating on playing together. The warm sun in the afternoon, through the glass, covered their hair, warm and fluffy.

Fang Ruohua and Shi Yi stopped at the top of the stairs, thinking that they couldn’t bear to be disturbed.

“Si Tian has a good way to get along with children.” Fang Ruohua sighed softly.

Jiajia has a little recognition, and it is rare that he can get close to an adult so quickly.

Shi Yi looked at the two people who were unaware of it, with unconsciously soft eyes: “It may be that she herself sometimes looks like a child.”

Fang Ruohua’s thoughts moved slightly and cared about her: “After getting married next year, do you plan to have a baby?”

Shi Yi casually said, “I haven’t planned yet.”

“Is that a plan?”

“Not necessarily.” Shi Yi tilted his head, grabbed a little laugh, and said after a pause, “I don’t want it too much. If Si Tian wants it very much, I will consider it.”

It’s a lie and it’s the truth. She doesn’t hate children, but she doesn’t obsess about having children either. The child hasn’t appeared in her plan. What she has always thought is that her life would be fulfilled with Fu Sitian.

Fang Ruohua didn’t know if she really thought so, or was afraid that she would force Fu Sitian to deliberately take the responsibility first. She said openly: “Whether you want it or not, you should think carefully about it and you won’t regret it. I believe you two are sure children of your own.”

Shi Yi looked at her deeply, and Fang Ruohua looked at her frankly.

Shi Yi’s eyes softened, and he promised, “Well, don’t worry.”

Fang Ruohua nodded: “I don’t worry.”

A few years ago, after seeing her father farewell, she once saw a writer write about her parents “The so-called father-daughter mother-child relationship, but it means that your fate with him is that you are constantly watching his back drift away in this life and this world. You are standing there. At this end of the path, I watched him gradually disappear into the corner of the path, and he told you silently from his back: You don’t have to chase.” In these years, in Jiajia’s rapid growth and the rapid maturity of time, she More and more sentimental: the reverse is also true.

Children will always grow up, and there will always be roads to follow that their parents cannot accompany. Parents always have to walk slowly from in front of them to their side, and finally, retreat behind them. Letting go and watching is the last responsibility that can be fulfilled after the responsibility of teaching.

Don’t worry about it, don’t let it go, it should be the same.

Shi Yi has grown up, and she will no longer interfere with Shi Yi’s life. I only hope that she will have no regrets in her life.

“You go in and accompany them.” She said peacefully: “I’ll go down to see how my auntie is preparing for lunch.”

Shi Yiying: “Yeah.”

Fang Ruohua watched her walk Fu Sitian towards the road that belonged to her, her eyes gentle.

In the evening, the Shenye Company had an annual meeting. Fang Ruohua wanted to attend and would not have dinner at home. Shi Yi and Fu Sitian decided to take Jiajia out to eat together and feel the atmosphere of Christmas.

The three selected a parent-child restaurant with a strong festive atmosphere for dinner. In the restaurant, the Christmas tree is towering, the merry-go-round is decorated like an elk, and the old Santa Claus is carrying a package, walking around under the dim lights, and handing out sweets to the children.

Full of innocent and dreamy flavor.

Shi Yi and Fu Sitian sat in a separate seat, separated by a long distance, paying attention to the fullness and rushing into the play area to sit on the new carousel Jiajia.

“Do you like children?” Shi Yi asked suddenly.

Fu Sitian looked at the small figures on the carousel and nodded, “I like it.”

“Do you want it?”

Fu Sitian was stunned, then turned back to look at Shi Yi. Shi Yi looked at her, gentle and serious.

Fu Sitian trembled and corrected his expression, and asked, “Do you want it?”

Shi Yi said frankly, “I don’t feel anything.”

Fu Sitian hesitated and said, “I’m fine too…”

“But don’t you like it?”

Fu Sitian bit his lip, a bit difficult, and answered the question: “Can I do it well?”

She said lightly: “Shi Yi, I don’t know what a good parent is like when a child grows up.”

She hasn’t seen it.

She was scared.

Shi Yi’s heart suddenly felt a pain in his heart. She got up and sat next to Fu Sitian, wrapped her fisted hand on the side of the dinner plate, and said with certainty: “You can do it well.”

Fu Sitian was moved and hesitated.

Shi Yi had no intention of forcing her, and said: “But if you are really not prepared, then it’s good for us not to.”

Want to come, come, come will definitely be the mother who loves children the most in the world. Raising a child will take up most of her energy.

She burst into a beautiful smile and solemnly: “After all… in this way, you will really belong to me forever.”

“I can monopolize you,” she leaned closer and said in a voice that only two people could hear: “Time is one, I can’t ask for it.”

Flick a pool of spring water.

Fu Sitian heard his heartbeat suddenly worsening.

She tilted her head to look at Shi Yi, and Shi Yi’s clear eyes were shining in the shadow of the lamp, as gentle as a lake and shining like stars.

Fu Sitian felt like a deer.

She found that no matter how many years she knew each other, no matter how familiar she was with each other, Shi Yi was always the girl who would be blushing and stunned when she looked at one more time and listened to one more sentence.

She covered Shi Yi’s eyes, kissed her cheek lightly, and replied from the bottom of her heart:

I have you as a baby, and I have nothing to ask for.

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In September of the following year, the University of Shenyang held its centennial anniversary and invited alumni from all corners of the world to visit the school. Shi Yi, Fu Sitian, Chen Xizhu and Yin Fanlu hadn’t seen each other for a year, so they made an appointment and returned to Shencheng together to visit the school.

Jian Lu, who is based in Shencheng, and everyone who came to pick him up. As early as last year, when Shi Yi and Fu Sitian went back to Shencheng for Christmas holiday, they met once. At that time, although Jian Lu and Xiang Shiyi actively proposed to see Fu Sitian, they reunited after a long time. Jian Lu and Zhen met Fu Sitian. He remembered the unhappiness and separation that year. It was a little embarrassing and cramped. He proactively stretched out his hand indifferently, hugged Jian Luhe, and wiped out all the cracks in the past with the phrase “Luhe, long time no see”.

From beginning to end, she never blamed Jian Luhe. She thanked her, encouraged and took care of Shi Yi in those sad days. Shi Yi can have such a sincere friend for her, she cherishes it as much as Shi Yi.

After graduating that year, due to Yin Fanlu’s going abroad and Fu Sitian’s absence, apart from the class and major group photo, their dormitory did not leave any serious group photo wearing a bachelor’s uniform. This time when I returned to Shencheng, it was the first time that the five people gathered together after the reunion. Jian Luhe suggested that he should make up everything he said this time.

Everyone agreed with this, so they arranged an appointment with a photographer, rented a bachelor’s uniform, took off their high heels together, and put on the t-shirts and canvas shoes most commonly worn by students, and put on the bachelor’s uniform. , Helping each other tidy up their collars and hats, burying them, contrasting them, laughing and making noises, and returned to the place where everything started.

Like seniors who are about to graduate, they walked through countless dormitories and teaching buildings, in the library with tens of thousands of books, beside the rippling Egret Lake, in the green grassy playground, in the light and shadow. Under the shattered trees, line up teams, play around with styles, and enjoy the belated joy of graduation.

The fine sweat flickered on the tips of their noses, and laughter wandered around them.

They went to the small auditorium where the graduation ceremony of the Industrial and Commercial Institute was held that year.

Looking up, on the steps, the door of the small auditorium is open, and there are several movie posters pasted on the bulletin board in front of the door. They are all related to school history figures. It should be done for the upcoming school day. ready.

Shi Yi suggested: “Go in and have a look?”

Everyone has no opinion.

Shi Yi took Fu Sitian’s hand and walked ahead, walked into the front hall of the auditorium, walked down, and stepped into the main hall of the auditorium. In the main hall, the melody of the University of Shen’s school song was lingering, and a man was standing at the front of the auditorium adjusting the curtain placed in the center, as if it were a staff member.

Fu Sitian knocked on the door and said politely: “Hello, we are the alumni of the Industrial and Commercial School, can we come in for a visit?”

The staff’s eyes stayed on Fu Sitian for a second, then turned to Shi Yi.

Shi Yi nodded his head almost imperceptibly, and the man agreed, “Yes, welcome, please feel free to visit.”

Just as Fu Sitian wanted to thank him, Chen Xizhu and Jian Luhe suddenly laughed out loud with a “pouch” behind him, with an uncontrollable look of laughter.

Fu Sitian was inexplicable and turned to care about them: “What’s the matter? What are you laughing at?”

Shi Yixin raised it slightly, squinting his eyes and winking.

Chen Xizhu and Jian Luhe quickly stopped laughing, and said in unison: “It’s nothing.”

Fu Sitian: “???” It was strange.

Yin Fanlu interrupted and diverted Fu Sitian’s attention: “Let’s go, go in and see if there are suitable scenes to take a few photos.” She said, she walked forward first.

Fu Sitian didn’t doubt that he was there, and turned around to follow in.

Shi Yi quietly waved to Fang Ruohua, Jiajia, Jiang Xuemei, Fu Jiantao, and Fu Siyu who were standing at the entrance on the other side of the auditorium, making an ok gesture.

The five people were taking pictures by the window of the auditorium with the sunset glow as the background board. The staff seemed to have finished debugging, and suddenly invited: “Do you want to see the promotional video of the school celebration?”

Chen Xizhu replied with excitement, “Can you?”

The staff laughed and said, “Yes.”

Shi Yi answered the conversation naturally and asked Fu Sitian: “Then let’s take a look?”

Of course Fu Sitian has no objection.

Shi Yi led her to sit in the first row in the middle. Chen Xizhu, Yin Fanlu and Jian Lu were too close to the excuses, and they chose a few seats in the back rows.

Fu Sitian asked Shi Yi: “Then we also go to the back?”

Shi Yi glanced at her and didn’t mean to her, with a smile on his lips, holding her hand, without the intention of getting up and changing seats.

Fu Sitian thought it was her little self-willedness, and laughed, and let her sit upright without changing.

The staff intimately lowered the curtains of the auditorium, and the room plunged into a brief period of darkness. Within two seconds, the sound of piano music lit up with a white curtain, and Fu Sitian appeared in front of Fu Sitian’s eyes with two cartoonish anthropomorphic rabbits standing close to each other.

One white and one gray, with long ears and big eyes, very cute.

Fu Sitian’s eyes lit up, and he couldn’t help but praise: “It’s so cute.”

The corners of Shi Yi’s lips turned up secretly, pretending to be indifferent with only an “um” sound.

The screen moved, and the promotional film began.

It is an anime version of silent film, with exquisite and smooth pictures, fresh and warm style, it can be seen that it is a very carefully produced work. It’s just how the story is related to Shen Da, Fu Sitian couldn’t understand after watching it for more than a minute.

At the beginning of the story, a group of small animals live together in a forest. There is a white little rabbit. I don’t know why. It is trapped on an isolated island in the corner of the forest. A small river isolates her from other small animals. She can only watch the other small animals in the forest happily living together happily, feeling sad.

One day, a gray rabbit came to the forest, found the trapped little white rabbit, cut down the big tree, built a bridge, led the little white rabbit out of the island, and walked into the forest together.

They played games together, caught butterflies together, and watched the stars together. They lived happily.

But one day, a big bad wolf suddenly became beastly and wanted to eat them.

The little white rabbit and little gray rabbit held hands and ran away together, and ran to a tree hole to hide. The big bad wolf chased after them and was about to spot them. The little white rabbit ran out of the tree hole, led away the big bad wolf, and fell down the valley with the big bad wolf.

Little Gray Rabbit couldn’t save her, so he went down the mountain to look for her, but didn’t look for her at all. She was not reconciled, so she kept looking for it and asked when she met, always remembering the little white rabbit.

As the stars shifted, the little gray rabbit grew up and left the forest to go to a wider forest. In the school in the New Forest, she met a rabbit very similar to a white rabbit.

They know and love each other, read together, travel together, sleep together, hug under phoenix flowers, and kiss under the stars. In the end, they quarrel in the wind and rain at night and break up on the streets where animals come and go.

When they walked back to back, the moment they turned around, all the stars in the sky were dimmed in the picture, and the world fell into eternal night.

The little gray rabbit walked with his back to the little white rabbit, but the transparent soul floated on the little white rabbit; so did the little white rabbit. The two bodies rushed toiling and lingering on the screen divided into two, while the two souls wandered helplessly in the dark and could not get out of trouble.

Until one day, they met again in front of a river.

The soul returns.

This time, the little gray rabbit was holding the wooden board and didn’t want to build a bridge. On the other side of the river, the little white rabbit looked at her and suddenly jumped directly into the water.

The little gray rabbit was frightened and jumped down.

The little white rabbit suddenly surfaced with a smile on his face, swam towards her, and hugged the little gray rabbit tightly.

At that moment, all the stars in the picture lit up again.

In the auditorium, the dark blue sea of ​​stars also sparkled at the same moment as the lyrical music in the end of the film. The curtain and the walls, the walls and the ceiling, and the entire auditorium became a vast starry sky.

All eyes are starlight, as if you are in the Milky Way. Fu Sitian was stunned. In the dreamlike light, she saw that not only Chen Xizhu, Yin Fanlu, Jian Luhe, but also mother, uncle, aunt, Xiaoyu and Jiajia were sitting in the back row.

“Shi Yi…” She whispered dry throat.

Shi Yi’s clear eyebrows were exceptionally gentle under the dim starlight. She looked at her, smiled and asked, “Guess, if this film had a sound, what would the little gray rabbit say at this moment?”

Fu Sitian was sluggish no matter what, but also faintly reacted. There was mist in her eyes, she wanted to laugh, but her nose was so sore. She choked and asked, “What?”

Shi Yi said: “I love you.”

She took off her bachelor’s hat, took her hand, kissed the back of her hand, stood up, did not know where the rose and the ring came from, knelt down on one knee and said, “Come on, marry me? Let me I will accompany you to see all the stars in the future.”

Under the rustling meteor, her smiling eyes are as bright as a childish year, stunning time and gentle years.

Her beloved people in the back row made a loud noise.

Fu Sitian’s tears suddenly fell down uncontrollably, and his heart was full as if it was about to explode.

She was convinced that it wouldn’t be dark anymore.

Everything that fate once took away from her mercilessly, now finally changed a different form and returned to her one by one.

She stretched out her hand, hugged Shi Yi, hugged the only star in her life that never extinguished, and smiled with tears:

“I do.”

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