Stunned for You

Chapter 101

Shi Yi was somewhat aware of Fu Sitian’s gloom. She thought Fu Sitian was still worried about whether Fang Ruohua had doubts about them, so she wanted her to divert her attention and relax. After tidying up the kitchen, she invited Fu Sitian to watch a movie in the audio-visual room.

Fu Sitian didn’t want to be disappointed, but absently agreed.

The movie is a Hong Kong film that has been released for a long time, “Chun Jiao and Zhi Ming”. Before Fu Sitian returned to Ningcheng, the two had just watched the first part of the series “Zhi Ming and Chun Jiao” together. After watching them, both of them liked it, so they agreed to wait for Fu Sitian to come back and watch this next one together. .

The plot of the second part seems to be no more soothing and refreshing than the first part. The adult fairy tales have entered real life and fall into clichés. The passionate and charming love will inevitably become plain and boring. It is torturing and exhausting in the separation and reunion. Shi Yi looked a little distracted, and Fu Sitian didn’t look attentively either.

She was still brewing courage.

After a long time, she finally clenched her fist and lowered her mouth: “Shi Yi…”

Shi Yi tilted his head casually: “Huh?”

Fu Sitian saw her bright and clear eyes, and his throat choked. “I…” She licked her lips, still unable to speak, and turned the subject abruptly: “Do you think it looks good?”

Shi Yi was surprised: “Movies?”

Fu Sitian answered her softly: “Yeah.”

Shi Yi looked back at the screen. In the screen, the movie was playing until Chunjiao and Zhiming quarreled, and he sang solo in KTV: “The lover’s heart should be innocent, why does it keep crying at night…”

She replied, “It’s okay.”

When the voice fell, Chunjiao sang “Don’t ask who I am, please fall in love with me…”, so sad that she couldn’t sing. The moment of silence made Shi Yi hear, and the breathing around him seemed a bit rough.

She looked at Fu Sitian in surprise, and suddenly found that Fu Sitian was biting her lower lip tightly through the beating light and bright water under her eyes.

“What’s the matter?” The body was faster than consciousness, and she reached out and put her arm around Fu Sitian’s shoulder.

Fu Sitian leaned on her warm body and listened to her low and soft voice, and his heart became more and more surrounded by indescribable sadness and guilt. In fact, there is no connection at all in the plot, but when she listened to this song, the phrase “Don’t ask who I am” was suddenly hit.

She raised her head and sniffed hard, trying to laugh pretended to be relaxed, but she didn’t succeed.

She said with a dumb voice: “It’s okay, I… I was taken in suddenly. She sang it so sad that I was.”

Shi Yi asked helplessly and distressed: “Don’t ask who I am? So…

…” Before she finished speaking, she seemed to have caught something in an instant.

But she was not sure.

Fu Sitian blinked and waited for her to follow.

Shi Yi sighed and grinned and scratched her nose: “I have bad eyesight, and I can always pick movies that make you unhappy.”

Fu Sitian quickly defended her: “No, it’s not a problem with the movie.”

Shi Yi said, “It’s my problem.”

Fu Sitian said: “No.”

“That is?”

“It’s my own problem.” She spoke with difficulty. Looking at Shi Yi’s gentle face, she made the thousand and one determination in her heart. She opened her mouth to speak, but Shi Yi seemed to be embarrassed by her. She spoke in one step: “That movie makes you unhappy, we won’t watch it.”

She leaned close to her face, kissed her red lips lightly, and said with a faint smile: “Let’s do something to make you happy.”

Fu Sitian’s throat shuddered and blinked quickly, not knowing how to react. She seemed to be torn in half, half was shamefully rejoicing and had another breath of time, and half was screaming soberly, and she sank into the bottom of the ocean without seeing the sun.

Shi Yi thought her silence was shy, and kissed her again, the deeper the kiss, and slowly turned into one-legged, kneeling and pressing Fu Sitian against the sofa…

When another wave hit, the movie was over, and the ending song once again sounded a sentimental female voice: “Don’t ask who I am, please fall in love with me, no one can understand my sincerity…”

Fu Sitian hugged Shi Yi, tremblingly sobbed: “Shi Yi…who am I? I…” Who can I be? Why can’t I choose who I am?

Why is there hundreds of millions of ordinary people in this world, but she can’t be.

Why, she would have this terrible and unwilling emotion again. She didn’t want to think like this, nor did she allow herself to think like this. She shouldn’t become an ugly person who complains about others. She gritted her teeth hard, trying to swallow all the chokes.

Shi Yi kissed her tears, so distressed that her throat became dry.

She was sure she knew why she was sad all night.

When her mother asked her, Shi Yi heard her answer. Shi Yi thought, she really didn’t like being asked about the past, about the family…

She whispered in her ear: “It’s yourself.”

“It’s me, Shi Yi’s present and future.”

“There is no past, so the past is not important.”

She hoped that Fu Sitian could understand.

But the better she is, the more guilty and greedy Fu Sitian becomes. Shi Yi didn’t know that sometimes the past is not just the past, it also affects the future.

Shi Yi lay down on his side, hugged her, and squeezed with her on the narrow sofa. Like the usual exchanges after getting close on weekdays, she continued: “Stian, if my mother’s arrival today brings you pressure, I apologize to you.”

“No, Auntie is very nice.” Fu Sitian denied dumbly.

Shi Yi was noncommittal, just saying: “Parents, we give them time and ourselves time, it’s okay, don’t think too much, just do ourselves well.”

“A lot of things that seem to be unsolvable now will naturally be solved when we become more mature and independent. All it takes is time, courage and patience. We will have a good future.”

Her voice was calm, but there was a convincing certainty.

Fu Sitian was bewitched by her, comforted by her, like a drowning person, grabbing the last straw. She is paralyzed by herself, maybe wait, wait until they all grow up, wait until they all graduate, work, and be able to control their lives. These pasts will all become irrelevant. When the time comes, tell Shi Yi again, whether Shi Yi will not be so difficult to accept.

Two years before graduation, Fu Jianze is four years away from prison. There is still time. She will work hard to give Shi Yi a good future.

“Do you believe me?” Shi Yi looked into her eyes.

Fu Sitian trembled long eyelashes and nodded silently.

Shi Yi rubbed her forehead, stretched her eyebrows, and went up to kiss her again, grabbing her will and starting a new round of tenderness.

A week later, the trip that was delayed by the innovation and entrepreneurship competition was put on the agenda again. Fu Sitian followed Shi Yi, taking an airplane for the first time, experiencing the feeling of being 30,000 feet above the ground and watching the clear sky for the first time.

It’s a newer experience than riding a train. But with Shi Yi by her side, she was not timid at all, and even the airsickness became a bit wonderful.

Shi Yi’s considerate care and worried eyes were so intoxicating.

On the afternoon of arriving in the first city, the two did not go out because of Fu Sitian’s airsickness, and slept comfortably in the hotel for an afternoon. At night, Fu Sitian repeatedly stated that he was okay, and Shi Yi agreed to go to the ancient street near the hotel.

The ancient street runs along a long river, with white walls and tiles, and it is patchy. You can’t see the end of the street from the street. The street is full of characteristic shops with charming lights and unique decoration. Fu Sitian and Shi Yi walked on the bluestone road holding hands, listening to the gurgling sound of the raking boat breaking through the water, watching the tourists in various clothes shuttle and go, lifted their long hair by the breeze of the river, and sent a vague pingtan.

Passing by an elegant and beautiful cheongsam shop, Shi Yi was stopping, and was about to ask Fu Sitian if he wanted to go in and have a look. A little flower girl wearing a cheongsam and carrying a flower basket suddenly stopped Fu Sitian.

“Miss sister, do you want to buy a bunch of flowers for the young lady next to you?”

Fu Sitian looked at her, stunned, before he could refuse, the other party smiled brightly, handed a lily flower up, and tilted his head. “Buy one for Miss Sister, Miss Sister, you are so beautiful.”

The thumbs of her hands bend tentatively and smile.

Fu Sitian’s eyes lit up with an expression of surprise.

The little girl knew there was a play, and said softly: “You guys are so good.”

The blessings and kindness of strangers make people particularly happy. The corners of Fu Sitian’s lips curled up, and Shi Yi looked at her happy, his eyes rose softly, and he took out his mobile phone to scan the code. “How much?” she asked the little girl.

The little girl happily reported a number. Before Shi Yi could pay, Fu Sitian covered Shi Yi’s camera and said, “I buy it and give it to you.”

The little girl looked at the two with a smile, handed Shi Yi the lily, and smiled knowingly.

After the little girl left, Shi Yi gave Fu Sitian the lily on her hand and asked strangely, “Does it make any difference who buys it?”

Fu Sitian took the flower subconsciously, and smiled and refused to say it.

Shi Yi forced his eyes to ask: “Huh?”

Fu Sitian had to frankly replied: “Usually, when selling flowers on the street like this, don’t you always find boys to buy them for your girlfriend? So when she first looked for me, am I more…” There was a sly smile in her tone, “Gun “This word, but still embarrassed to say it with a guilty conscience.

Shi Yi sneered softly: “She thinks you are better to lie.”

“…” Fu Sitian blinked, making sense. She covered her face, sophistry, “It’s not.”

She is standing beside the river bank in front of green waves and dan, blue tiles, white walls, and angled cornices. The pear vortex is clear and shallow, the people are more delicate than the flowers, and the water is beautiful and smart, as if blending with the charming night of the south of the Yangtze River. There are endless pedestrians, but Shi Yi feels that she is the only one left in his eyes. She couldn’t help but took the picture with the mobile phone she was holding in her hand.

Fu Sitian didn’t notice anything. She put down her hand and looked at Shi Yi. She heard Shi Yi look at her with determination and said, “You said it doesn’t count.”

Fu Sitian showed suspicious eyes.

Shi Yi curled her lips, leaning close to her and said, “Buy two cheongsams, we’ll go back. Only after we go back.” She looked up at her like that, charmingly, she thought about the way she was standing in a cheongsam. , I don’t have any thoughts on the side.

Just want to go back to the hotel. Watch her wear, then watch her take off.

Fu Sitian blushed thoroughly.

Young lives seem to have endless enthusiasm and energy. In the eight days, they have tossed in one city after another in the south of the Yangtze River, shuttled between modern cities and ancient towns and water villages, walked the streets and lanes, visited exhibitions, visited exhibitions, and climbed high. Far away, boating at night, and when the navigation takes the wrong way at night, we are confused together, and when we can’t change the change to get on the bus, we have a good time strolling in the scenic spots one after another. Have fun in bed.

Those were the eight most memorable days in Fu Sitian’s 20-year life.

On the last day, they sent postcards to friends at the inn in the water town, Fu Sitian wrote, Shi Yi helped to put stamps and stamps, and vice versa. The inn provides delivery service, and the time can be selected immediately, or one year later, two years later, five years later, and the longest can be ten years later.

Fu Sitian suggested whether to write to the other party after ten years.

From the bottom of Shi Yi’s heart, it is still unknown whether this store will be in ten years’ time. But seeing Fu Sitian’s shining eyes, she still indulged herself in being naive with her, and readily agreed.

The two sat side by side, writing carefully on the postcard.

Shi Yi thought he was writing very quickly, but he did not expect that Fu Sitian wrote faster and stamped the stamp within two strokes. She seldom gave birth to curiosity and wanted to see what she wrote, but she didn’t expect Fu Sitian to quickly cover up the postcard and not show it to her. “Now, there is no sense of surprise after reading it.”

Shi Yi looked at her with a smile but didn’t say anything, but moved half a distance away and stamped it, and didn’t show her.

Fu Sitian smiled deeply at her rare childish appearance.

While queuing to send the postcards that were about to be sent, Chen Xizhu sent a text message and asked Fu Sitian: “Where did you play? Oh, Fanlu was summoned home by her father temporarily, I don’t know. Will we have a chance to meet again before she goes abroad.”

She said: “I made an agreement with her yesterday. If we have not broken up by the senior year, I will try to get a full scholarship to go to her for graduate school. If I can’t get it, I will get a loan. I calm down and think about it now. Ah, Am I crazy!”

Fu Sitian laughed unconsciously after reading it.

Shi Yi asked her with his eyes.

Fu Sitian showed her the text message and praised it sincerely: “They are so determined and amazing.”

Shi Yi looked at her lightly.

Fu Sitian thought for a while, and said with a smile: “We will work hard, and we won’t lose to them.”

Shi Yi curled his lips and smiled with satisfaction.

“Ok.”