Songs Of A Distant Soul

I didn't wanted to say goodbye,

But my heart told me to do so,

While my mind was fading away,

Was it worth?

To break my own heart and to kill,

Just so that I can make someone else happy,

All the hopes, all the dreams,

They all vanished in under a blink,

Tried my best to keep myself up,

But damn, I failed.

Butterflies, goosebumps

Took a scary face of scars and permanent pains,

I was standing there, all alone,

Holding a knife under the rain.

Crying my heart out throughout the night,

Spreading smile during the day,

Nobody ever noticed or realised,

What I wanted to say.

Out of sudden, life was no more fun,

Lost eveything, even my smile,

To take another turn,

It might take a while.

In another universe,

Maybe we will be together,

Till we both wet burried,

In the earth's pure soul,

Till then, my beloved,

I will adore you watching from afar.