SNAKES AND LADDERS (VIKONTAPALI)

I laid down as they left my room. i feel a little dizzy.. hmmm now i think about earlier what is that..? is it a dream..? it can't be a dream..? is it a hallucination..? or is it a past memory..?na it cant be.. what is it..? It's like some sound..? a song or some voices..? dreams only come when someone is in an unconscious state.. so is it really a dream then...? if it is really a dream how come.. it cant be a coincidence that comes on my dreams and invading continuously from the last three days and it came this morning also when i blocked out..

if its really a coincidence then why are those sound felt.. like.. so sad... felt like some one is calling me.. asking me.. saying me to do something..

actually it wants me to sleep so that they can communicate with me.. or is it just a random dream..? no actually what are those again..?

hmm why couldn't i remember anything at all what happened in those dreams..? those dreams started and ended without any trace..? what happened..? Why can't I..? why..? ummm are they deleted my dreams..? is there some kind of trick playing on me..? or is it really unimportant for me to remember.. or is it just my brain's fault.? what's going on..?

if its really dreams i wouldn't be suspicious but lately there is really something is not right too.. i don't know what but i felt like someone is watching me from far far away but nearly just like standing next to me and watching me..

wait.. is it... no.. it can't be some kind of ghost... no no no it cant be though.. how com.. we are in a modern educated society.. they cant be.. if even though they exist there is god with us who will protect. so dont wander brain.. i shivered a little and turned side on my bed from left to right..

it's just a dream. lets believe that adi.. heh heh. ah but still why doesn't i remember anything..? It's like they raised every bit of their existence..? why are they coming..? What do they want from me..? what are they? What does they look like..? how long will it last..?

even if i think about them what is the use adi..

Just let's sleep for now.. we have a long way ahead of the day..

snore snore adi was sleeping.

whoosh whoosh air is blowing from the window.. touched adi face, skin..

from the eyes to iris with tissues, pupil, then nerves blood with cells, brain with fluids & enzymes, 3rd ventricle, mid brain with lots of layered compartments.... whoosh whoosh

darkness

ummm. ah why cant i turn over..? wait my belly.. something attached so tightly around my belly.. ah lets remove it. i straighten my hands and touched near my belly.. why cant i take off it. why is it so hard to remove it.. what.. something sticky.. ouch something bite my hand.. wait.. i realised something.. i can freely move my body..? where is the bed..? how can I spin my legs freely..?And where is this fresh air with ... flowers.... Lily scent.... Where is it coming from..? I don't use any room fresheners in my room..? and these sticky things..? and what is that bite me..? hmm these sounds of birds noises too where is it coming from..?

i started to shiver a little.. did some one kidnapped me..? is it a human are gh... gho.. ghost..? who can be..? where should I be..? What is this.. much bright light too.. i do remember i switched off all lights in my room before going to sleep..?

whaaaaaat's going on..?