Chapter 42: Relinquished.
Go.
I'm better off not loving you.
Do us both a favor and just leave.
Because the feelings that I'm feeling are filling my world
And I'll drown in you if you keep not letting me in...
So just leave.
And I don't want to see you before you go.
No.
It'll just make it worse.
I don't want to talk after you are gone.
Because I'd rather just let my pain run its course.
I thought something...
Anything could happen...
I invested so many hours
Days.
Weeks.
Years...
But my words never got through to you
And my actions were never enough so I'll just walk away.
I've wasted my tears...
And usually, a dream coming true is a good thing.
But I dreamt of you leaving and I hoped against all odds that you wouldn't.
So much for my heart.
So I'd much rather just see you go.
When you aren't happy here
No matter what I do.
So leaving and finding something new would be best for you.
Don't worry about me...I'll make it through.
Like I always do...
So go live your life
And I'll go day by day
That's how I like it anyway
I can only wish you the best in your journey and hope that the years treat you well.
I hope that you find whatever it is that you are looking for
And more.
But I can't love you anymore.
So just go...
Leave my life like he left yours...