Shadows before dawn.

Time...a lot of it has passed, but where did it go? 

I realize that I need to make moves for the future...

And.

We never know what we really don't know.

Cutting people off, stitch that shit up, a mental suture...

And.

I had to lose a lot to see exactly what I had...

Perception is a drug that twists delusions into fads...

And.

Illusions can be beautiful enough drive you mad.

Now looking back, my anger boils down to simply being sad...

And...

We aren't guaranteed to lay our eyes on tomorrow.

I don't have the time to entertain the pain and sorrow.

If you need a moment, I got a few that you can borrow.

You could not bind me with whips and chains, call me Harlow. 

I don't expect you to set me free, you didn't own me...

Battled this feeling so many years...fuckin' lonely...

Waited forever behind the curtain till you phoned me...

Never invested the proper time to heal and hone me...

I would look for you in the shadows of the street lights...

On my way home on the bus, in the middle of every night...

Heading back to that place where I knew nothing was right...

Soaking my pillow with sadness just to keep away the fights...

Just to keep away the pain.

Just to keep you by my side...

I should have listed when you told me.

I was a temporary ride...

But it's okay.

I see the difference.

I hope your people know I tried.

I hope you grow from all the past and falls 

And everything you hide.

I hope you find the life you want and need

And maybe never had...

I hope you actually can fall in love

And step back from the sad.

I hope that when you think of me,

It's only beautiful memories...

I tried to show you colors.

I tried to align all of the symmetries 

And..

I hope you know how I loved you,

And how a part of me always will...

And

I didn't want to leave,

Each step was like a bitter pill...

And

I sometimes wonder what I could have done to make you feel...

But we can't make someone fall in love...that's something we simply can't steal.

And

I wish you all the best

Especially if this is the end.

We couldn't last as lovers...

And I don't think you could be my friend...

And.

And...

And...

I hope loves you like I couldn't.