Chapter 121: A different throne
Things get much harder
When I can't look in your eyes...
It's killing me tonight
But I don't want to say goodbye.
Although it's never to late,
We can't take it back in time...
Just don't say forever
It'll lock me in my mind...
Look for me here sometime.
I don't make up the rules.
Been patiently working on me
Have you been there for you?
Been waiting for something to shift
For life to make a move...
Mentality rolled into knots
It's time to shake them loose...
It's time to face some truths.
Can we just to call a truce?
Been battling love for so long
What is there left to lose?
What is there for me to give?
What is it I mean to you?
Significant others
Covers finally have been removed...
Realities shifted
Our perceptions have been abused...
The steps that we skipped
Shouldn't have took them all in two's...
Now I live here all alone...
And have a different home.
I told you that was your castle
But you sought a different throne...
And I tried to just swallow my pride
But there was no way to atone...
For the shit that I did in the way back
But that can't be left alone...
Didn't wont to touch on that...
I don't want to keep talking about it
We never see eye to eye
And I don't want to shout about it.
You say that one day you'll trust me
And I say I highly doubt it
10 years in that dogged hole
No matter how I pouted about it...
It's locked me in my mind.
Just hope its not forever...
We can't go back in time
But late comes before "never."
I won't tell you goodbye
I'd rather die here tonight...
Things would get much harder
Without the sight of your eyes...