Chapter 16: Instinct vs self-control
Lappland pov
I sit down at the table and put my scroll in my pocket.
' Blake still blames herself all the time '.
'She's not happy and it's all because of Adam '.
'Because of him It's all because of him '
Coming back to reality I hear two irregular heartbeats. Next one more similar to Yang's way of beating and last one completely calm. I hear their conversation which finally falls silent.
" Didn't I tell you you are a monster of course they are afraid of you".
I know this voice I turn my head and see Adam sitting next to me.
"But that's the real you not limited by Blake".
" Calm down Lappy look at your surroundings if you get into a rage it won't please Blake "
Adam says with a smile. I'm really held by the last threads of self-control.
' It's because of you Blake is so depressed '
' You're not real but I will still kill you. I will rip out your throat for talking to Blake, gouge your eyes for looking at Blake, cut off your hands for touching Blake '
' You're the one who messed up Blake's confidence and worldview.'
'Now Blake thinks she is guilty of this'
" It's not important right now so if you plan to kill those four at least have fun with the rabbit and the brown-haired pretty girl. ".
"After all that is your true nature "
" In the end Blake agreed and the reason she agreed was because she was with me and not you. She cheated on you"
" I remember our first night with Blake when I took away her chastity "
Says Adam with a smile.
'Adam!!! '
I feel my temperature rising at his words I clench my teeth promising myself I won't kill anyone like I promised Blake
'I want so badly to bite your throat and throw you as a toy to a few interested people.'
' If I kills you now everything will be fine right? '
"You're the one who took her a first time besides Blake never made love with Adam."
Hearing a second voice I look ahead and in front of me sits myself.
" You Even forgot that. Now I am not surprised that you forgot all the rest, well at least you remember the place where you were born".
" Now stop and don't get carried away by instinct unless you want to add another worry to Blake ".
" Remember that emotions can be detected by some people with good Aura control because the aura is a mirror of the soul that's why they look at us that way "
Hearing this I feel that it's probably right. I grab my head feel watched and after a while I feel that someone wants to get inside my head. Turning my head I see a pair of sunglasses and behind them a pair of eyes.
" That boy next to her wants to enter your head he is attacking our memories you should kill him now ".
'Adam is right that redheaded bastard '
I get up from the table ready to snatch those blind eyes of his but I am stopped by a familiar feminine smell I turn my head and see the waitress from yesterday staring at me.
" Calm down, take a seat eat something. "
" You know very well that we are not here because we are not real so don't play idiot and don't be provoked so easily ".
Hearing my own voice I don't wait any longer and place my order.
" Pancakes with whipped cream and honey ".
After placing my order I sit back in my seat.
" So that's right wolf hungry wolf bad".
Says Adam satirically. The waitress comes to the table next to me . When I hear the mechanisms in the weapons of the group of four who is already ready to fight .
"They provoke us we have done nothing and yet they treat us as the enemy" .
Says Adam when I stop listening to him I am no longer in the mood to fight .
I hear the girl with glasses place the same order as me when the waitress leaves I hear Adam's voice again.
" You can hear her heartbeat and smell the chormones in her body she is attracted to you just like Yang "
" You see you are the Alpha female every girl wants a piece of you so give it to them ."
Says Adam provocatively looking at me.
"Don't listen to him you know you can't listen to him".
Hearing my own voice I start to feel an unbearable headache.
"Shut up both of you "
I growl at the two people sitting at the table with me and close my eyes holding my head.
"Coco don't do it you don't even know her ".
"Look something is happening to her we should help her right Velvet".
"She looks like she's really in pain"
I hear voices and I hear someone sit down next to me opening my eyes I no longer see Adam or myself. In front of me is a rabbit girl and next to me is a girl with glasses.
"Please lean forward slightly and press the wings of your nose".
Says the frightened bunny girl handing me a handkerchief . I am confused about what she is talking about until the girl next to me speaks up.
" You are bleeding from your nose. Is everything okay? "
Hearing this I put my hand under my nose only to feel the familiar warm liquid. Feeling the blood, I take the handkerchief from the rabbit and put the handkerchief under my nose. And just at that moment my order came.
"Please, ma'am, this is your order."
"Is everything okay?"
Says the waitress seeing my condition and puts down my plate.
"Yes "
I reply taking my own advice to heart and slowly try to control my anger .
' If I am angry it may affect Blake'
Slowly calming down I feel the nosebleed is over. Looking at the now red handkerchief besides normal blood, I see a few black dust-like grains of sand inside.
'What's going on? '
"Are you okay? "
Asks the bunny girl when the one with glasses simply looks at me with a worried look.
"Yes I am ok "
I answer simply and start eating breakfast after a while comes the order for the girls next to me.
' Why do they sit here all the time?'
I wonder when I feel the vibration of the scroll again pulling it out I see a new message.
Yang>[ I am in Vale I will be in ten minutes].
Not worrying about such a fast time of Yang's arrival in Vale I continue eating and when I have eaten the last pancake suddenly another one appears on my plate. I turn my head and see a brown-haired girl with a smile similar to Yang's translating pancakes from her plate to mine.
" This is an apology from my fellow idiot".
Says the brown-haired girl pointing her thumb at the blind redhead.
'Right he wanted to look into my head '
Don't worry too much about her apology I eat what she gave me.
'Food is food.'
As I continue the food when the brown-haired girl looks at me and says.
"I'm Coco Adel and that cute bunny is Velvet Scarlatina that idiot over there is Fox Alistair and that macho guy is Daichi Yatsuhashi ."
Says Coco as she introduces herself and others as she looks at me waiting for me to introduce myself.
"I'm... "
However, before I can finish the door to the cafe is opened and Yang enters with a confident step.
" Lappland"
Says Yang with a smile looking in my direction until her gaze falls on Coco and Velvet.